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Why does it hurt to love you? ࿐
⸸ I don't know.
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Why does it hurt to love you? ࿐
⸸ I mean it, go away.
I ' m scared of the day you decide I ' m worthless and leave me behind .
unfortunately, i'm a horrible partner. i'll pretend to be mad at you just to see you cry and beg me to stay, and then i'll baby you and assure you i won't go. i like seeing how much the thought of my absence scares you.
as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache
what's the problem
What do you mean?
….
I’m okay with being the second choice, as long as I’m somewhere in your mind. it hurts, but it’s better than being forgotten by you. I’ll put up with anything just so I can love you.
one day you'll see i am the person others warn you about .
I will keep trying as hard as I can to fix things for you, I will do everything in my power to get us back to where we were. I would use any kind of spell or magic if I knew it would make you happy again.
born to ask "do you even like me" for the millionth time a day forced to just stay silent
what do you yearn for
Well obviously for my darlings, silly!
I hate how romanticized yearning is. It feels like a black hole is ripping me apart from the inside.
i have no heart . i never did one in the first place . if it seems like that now , it's synthetic and unreal .
let me use yours , like a parasite enters its host , prod and study at your bearing love . use it , and then destroy it , along with the both of us .
I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I yearn and I
you cant leave me if i break your legs nd keep you tied up at all times in my room,, it might hurt at first but i promise that ill take care of you the entire time ♡
I'm sorry I couldn't be enough.
Are you okay ? What did your partner do ?
We're okay. They didn't do anything, we fucked up (won't go into details for privacy's sake, both theirs and mine) and we are handling the consequences and fallout from our own mistakes, unfortunately. We'll figure it out and be okay, I trust that things will get better! This is just the vent blog we use to get things out of our head and to help mitigate NPD crashes so it makes things seem worse to the outside view sometimes
