not every dream involving murder is a nightmare

call me R • mlm/nblm • adult (28+) • yan4yan/darlingcore/obslove coping/aes • AuHD/OCD/cPTSD/ vent • (tldr this is my mental illness sideblog lmao) • flesh and blood amongst war machines • I do not condone irl abuse or violence • (bdsm ≠ abuse by default) •

[obsessed-loverboy]

♡ greetings, stranger! ♡

♡ 🄵🅁🄾🄼 🅃🄷🄴 🄳🄴🅂🄺 🄾🄵 🄰 🄳🄰🅈🄳🅁🄴🄰🄼🄸🄽🄶 🄻🄾🅅🄴🅁🄱🄾🅈 ♡

call me R ♡

I'm an adult in my late 20's! if this makes you uncomfortable, please do not interact ♡ everyone is free to reblog sfw posts, but no DMs if you're under 21 ♡

this blog is a yan4yan/darlingcore coping/vent/aes blog for my obsessive and histrionic tendencies ♡ I'm a drama king that deserves every ounce of love I desire ♡

while I don't condone abuse/violence irl, this blog will have some NSFW + cnc elements! you have been warned! everything posted is assumed to be between two consenting adults!

friendly reminder that the block button exists for a reason. if this blog makes you feel weird, you don't have to follow or interact. save us both the trouble and block me.

open to: yanblr mutuals/friends, platonic anons, anon confessions, etc.! ♡ tag me in ask games, ask me questions, get to know me! do not message me/send asks if you're a minor. at all. in any context. for any reason.

my loves have my heart ♡ so don't try to think you could ever be better than them ♡

♡ you can't ♡

my original posts are tagged #loverboy speaks and guro/blood is tagged #loved lacerations

all other tags are for my personal reference or ramblings ♡ feel free to ask about them if you're curious tho!

enjoy the rest of your stay here ♡

[crazycassblog]

i hate being ignored. pay attention to me. pay all your attention to me.

[birdres]

daydreaming of cuddling in my nest with my soulmate,  getting my wings preened.  feeling each individual finger brushing through my soft feathers,  each warm breath washing over them. i want to ignore the rest of the world

[katieron]

[mspaintsuggestion]

[badtundra]

i’m loyal cause it’s in me, not cause i need you.

[seraphemia]

[big-chieff]

Date idea: we'll cuddle naked and if it slides in, it slides in

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Nina LaCour via letsbelonelytogetherr

[stlkkr]

matching wrist tattoos when ?

[aidashakur]

I'm too pretty for sum nonchalant u gotta die about me

[yourstorai]

the art of pretending it doesn’t hurt

[lszv]

Somewhere between knowing what I want vs not wanting anything at all

[thoughtcascades]

i just want to rest my head on someone and finally breathe

[mademoiseellllee]

trying to act like i don't care when i have the most sensitive heart

[section8babe]

I never thought me growing would mean leaving behind people I thought I loved.

[starg0ld]