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Is so adorable to me how he dresses in fancy suits to film his silly messages to fans ngl 💕😭
boys don’t cry
pairing: kwon jiyong x fem!reader
synopsis: a late night in the studio proves to be the last straw for jiyong, but he’s not alone—he has you to get him through it.
warnings: depiction of panic attack, angst, crying, and fluff.
word count: 2.2k
Jiyong has been different for the past few weeks. It started off small, but slowly became more noticeable with each passing day. Tonight would prove to be his breaking point.
Here Jiyong was– frustrated beyond belief in his own studio. He had a lot on his plate which wasn’t unusual for someone in his line of work. However, this was a different type of distress. Bigbang had been preparing for their world tour that was set to kick off in just a few short months and as if that wasn’t enough stress, him and the other boys were solely focused on the new album. They had come up with a few drafts of potential songs on the tracklist, but nothing was quite set in stone yet. After all, they all had to make sure it was to their liking with no room for mistakes. A lot was riding on their comeback and they didn’t want to let the fans down, especially Jiyong. I mean, what kind of leader would he be if he did? He couldn’t stand the thought of it.
He had been in the industry for over 30 years, but that didn’t alleviate anything. If anything, it only made him more stressed out and afraid of what the fans would think if they decided this comeback didn’t meet their standards. Then there was the issue of YG Entertainment. See, Jiyong was grateful for everything they did for him and his career, but they had made their fair share of mistakes in the past. Whether it wasn’t listening to the fans or overworking them, it had proved to be a fatal one. This time, him and the other members wanted things to go smoothly in order to make sure as many fans as possible would be satisfied with their hard work. There was too much on the line.
Jiyong found himself currently slumped over his studio desk as he tried to figure out the intro of the third track. Despite him writing two songs per day for years under the request of YG, he couldn’t seem to put together lyrics that would fit the vision of what all of the members wanted the song to sound like. Beside him were crumpled pieces of paper that had been haphazardly thrown across the desk out of frustration. He had writer's block countless times before, but it was never this severe. Jiyong could practically feel the pressure building up in his temples from all the stress, which wasn't doing anything to help his current predicament. If anything, it made him want to pull his own hair out in the process. With each scribble and change he made to the paper laid out in front of him, he couldn’t shake the overwhelming feeling that was starting to form in his chest. It felt like the universe was taunting him and enjoyed seeing him in misery.
Time seemed to pass agonizingly slow in the studio. It felt like he was getting nowhere despite his best efforts. To make matters worse, his thoughts kept getting interrupted by the ticking of the clock mounted onto the studio wall that almost seemed to be louder than his own train of thought. He felt truly helpless and hopeless all at the same time. Between his own feelings and the stressful atmosphere, he couldn’t help but wonder if he even had it in him anymore. Before he knew it, his brain and nervous system were now in tandem with one another and decided to bombard him with the most debilitating feelings of self doubt. The pit in his chest only grew, prompting him to drop his pen as a result. The room suddenly felt like it was closing in on him and that there wasn’t enough oxygen to go around. Jiyong knew what was happening, but he couldn’t bring himself to take the steps necessary to calm down. His breathing was now unsteady and ragged, so much so that it felt suffocating to even breathe in. He was having a panic attack.
Jiyong didn’t register the sound of the door slowly creaking open since his body was unable to regulate what was currently going on. He didn’t even hear the soft patter of your footsteps entering the room. Jiyong’s back was currently facing you as he remained hunched over with his hands planted firmly on the desk.
“Hey Ji! I got us some fo-” you said before pausing and taking in the scene before you. You couldn’t help but grow worried as you saw your boyfriend gripping at the desk like it was the only thing tethering him to this world. This wasn’t the first time you had seen him in this state, but it still hurt just as much as it did the first time you had witnessed him having a panic attack like this. You knew how taxing his job was on him whether it was physically or mentally and knew it never got easier even after all the years he had spent in the industry. You had come into his life when he needed you the most and helped him find himself again. He thought he wasn’t good enough for you at first, but you wouldn’t let him push you away. This was one of those times.
You instantly placed the bags of takeout food onto the floor before rushing over to his desk in a frenzy. “Hey hey hey…What’s wrong Ji?” you say as you crouch down before placing one of your hands on his shoulder. He doesn’t answer right away and instead the room is filled with more of his shallow breathing. Seconds pass by before he tries to answer your question to the best of his ability. “I-I can’t-” he manages to stutter out.
“It’s okay sweetie. I’m here now. Just take your time,” you say softly, making sure you don’t heighten his emotions even more. You take a second to look into his chocolate brown eyes and can see the tears littering from them onto his cheeks.Not only is he crying, but his body is practically shaking like a wet leaf in the wind under your touch.
“I’m scared that I-I’m going to ruin everything…” he trails off, voice shakier than you had ever heard it before.
That’s when it hit you–this was about the comeback. It was about how hard he had been working to be the best leader possible and prove that Bigbang still had what it takes to keep their adoring fans satisfied no matter what. You knew Jiyong well enough to know that he was one of the strongest men alive, but even superman had his own kryptonite. This was Jiyongs–the feeling of hopelessness and worthlessness as he tried doing something that was supposed to come easy to him.
“Listen to me Ji –you are the most talented and dedicated man I’ve ever known in my entire life. You always have been. I can’t even imagine how tiring this must be for you, but what I do know is that you are strong enough to get through it. You know why? Because I will be here to help you through it no matter what. You have proved yourself to everyone more than enough times and that’s all that matters. Nobody expects you to be perfect even if you don’t think that right now. Your fans love you…I love you,” you reassure him in an attempt to help him calm down even if it’s not by much.
“Theres just so much riding on this and I don’t know what to do…” Jiyong says in a sorrowful tone, more tears threatening to spill from his irritated eyes.
“And that’s perfectly okay, Ji. You’re human and you’re allowed to feel that way,” you say to him in a soft voice while wiping away his tears. “Do you want to try taking some deep breaths?”
“What if I can’t?” Jiyong says, his voice laced and trembling with fear and uncertainty.
“Look at me, baby,” you say assertively rather than in a demanding tone that would only make things worse. “You’ve got this…I know you do. Now try breathing in for me and focus on my voice. Can you do that for me?” Rather than responding verbally, he nods his head slightly while he’s still trying to process all of his emotions right now.
“Take a deep breath in…” you start off, letting him take his time in the process. You could see his diaphragm rise, which was a good sign that he was taking in the sound of your voice. You let him hold it for a few seconds just so he could get used to it. “And breathe out…”
Upon hearing your softly spoken instructions, he finally takes a sharp exhale and allows himself to let out some of the tightness that had built in his chest and lungs. “You’re doing so well for me Ji…just a few more breaths, okay?”
“O-Okay” Jiyong replies, still a bit unsure if he had it in him to try.
You repeat your instructions a few more times and with each breath he took and released, he feels the agonizing pain subside a bit more than the last. Before either of you know it, you can hear his breathing grow less shallow and more normal than it was previously. It takes him a second to return to reality, but he eventually gets there. The once panicked look in his eyes was now replaced with a softer yet exhausted gaze. Jiyong’s eyes were now all puffy and red from his crying, but none of that mattered to either of you at this moment. What mattered was that you managed to pull him back from the precipice when he felt like the world was caving in on itself. The room remained silent for a while longer but it wasn’t uncomfortable whatsoever. You knew it was detrimental to let Jiyong take a second for himself after what had just happened. You knew he would probably feel guilty about letting you see him like this, but you were more than prepared to make him feel like he had nothing to feel sorry for.
“I’m sorry, jagiya. I didn’t mean to have a panic attack…I should’ve been stronger for you,” he says out of guilt.
“You have nothing and I mean absolutely nothing to be sorry for. This doesn’t make you weak whatsoever and I mean that with my entire heart, Ji,” you say in a way meant to reassure him that he wasn’t a burden on you in any way, shape, or form.
“But I still feel awful. I mean, you literally tried to surprise me and here I was having a full blown panic attack,” Jiyong counterclaims as that familiar prick filled his bloodshot eyes.
“That’s what makes you human, sweetie. It’s okay to be vulnerable even if I’m here with you. I still love you just as much as I always have,” you say, wiping away any tears that you had missed the first time around.
“You’re too good to me, jagiya. I don’t know what I would do without you,” he says with a weak chuckle.
“Well lucky for you, that’s something you’ll never have to worry about,” you say with a smile before leaning in to kiss him on his lips. Jiyong mirrors your movement and before he knows it, your guys’ lips are moving in tandem with one another's. The kiss wasn’t desperate or needy but rather soft and intimate. Time seemed to fade away in the process and made it feel like nothing else in the outside world existed. There was no stress about what had to get done or feelings of despair—it was just the two of you here together and that’s all you guys could ever want.
Enough time had passed before you finally broke the kiss and returned your gaze to his beautiful face that you sworn was crafted by the gods themselves. All you could do was admire him–your sweet boy.
“I love you Ji,” you coo softly.
“I love you more,” he says to you with a faint smile painted on his face.
“Not even remotely possible baby, but I’ll let you win this one,” you say with a full blown smile taking over your facial features.Suddenly you walk away from him, which confuses him at first. You lean down before picking up two bags of the takeout food that you had placed on the floor when you first arrived at the studio. Jiyong looked amused at the sight of the bags since he was too lost in his own world to even hear the first words you spoke to him when you walked through the door. “Wanna eat?” you say with a mischievous smirk.
“You seriously are an angel roaming this earth,” he says half jokingly.
“Is that a yes then?” you tease.
“What do you think?” Jiyong says in return.
“I think you’re absolutely hopeless, Kwon Jiyong,” you say with a laugh.
“Only for you, jagiya. Only for you.”
About Story: Five years after your breakup, you and Jiyong have learned how to exist as parents, but never quite how to stop loving each other. What was supposed to be an ordinary afternoon changes the moment Jiyong sees another man standing inside your apartment and suddenly realizes that maybe losing you once was never the same as watching you truly move on. Pairing: Jiyong (G-Dragon) x Reader Word Count: 3,258 | Oneshot | finished Content Note: Co-parenting dynamics, past relationship, jealousy, unresolved feelings, emotional confrontation, family themes, longing and love, angst A/N: [request]
“No, Jiyong, it’s really not a problem, you can bring her back now,” you answer while holding your phone between your shoulder and ear as you fold clean laundry into your closet.
“I’m really sorry, but I can’t cancel it,” Jiyong replies and in the background you hear a car door slam followed by your daughter Saerom’s laughter.
“It’s okay, Jiyong, really. You don’t have to apologize, I understand.”
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this is my first time using dividers! I was curious if you could do some cozy ones? maybe of mix of cats, candles, beds and plants? I have no idea. Work your magic! Thank you so so much! (Also, any tips for how to use these?)
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