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𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆
𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒆𝒔
𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒔
hai ari i love you and miss you and you’re my baby okay
oh my god i love you and miss you so much rei baby 🥹
hey yall i just wanted to let you guys know that the first official chapter of red dawn may be a bit delayed because i can slowly feel my respiratory issues start to get worse and im not feeling the best because of it :/
red dawn prologue
pairing: vampire kwon jiyong x human!fem reader
chapter content warnings: slight depiction/description of violence, origins of supernatural beings, glimpse of jiyong’s backstory.
word count: 1.5k
a/n: the day has finally come and i'm so happy to be starting this series! i will say that i've never written a prologue let alone a series so i apologize if this sucks. i'm also going to be very busy with work next week so the first chapter may not come out for a while as i try to balance my personal life and my work life! nevertheless, i hope you guys enjoy the prologue and feel free to leave feedback! :)
Life was a fickle concept that no one could quite understand. The universe provided an immense amount of goodwill along with an equal amount of sorrow. After all, there needed to be a balance between two of the most important scales in life. Whether it was the birth of an individual or a loved one passing, everything was exactly how it was intended to be even if they couldn’t come to terms with it. Despite the universe reigning supreme over most natural consequences, it was no match for supernatural beings that had cheated death, ensuring that the balance would be disrupted.
There had been a time where supernatural beings weren’t roaming the earth amongst humans, but it was nothing compared to countless centuries of their newfound existence. It was a whole different world compared to the way humans lived their mortal lives—whether you were talking about sirens, witches, werewolves, or even vampires. Of course, they all differed from one another when it came to abilities and lifespans, but they all had one thing in common—they had started off as a mere human but soon came into their supernatural abilities. Sirens had made a deal with the devil to remain youthful. Witches were born into a bloodline. Werewolves had a family curse that was triggered by taking another person’s life. However, vampires were something else entirely. They had once lived as humans before being turned by one's blood and died with it in their system. Whether it was by choice or pushed onto them, they were still reborn at the end of the day and lived with the consequences that came with it.
It was easier for some vampires to come to terms with their new lease on life or rather being an undead creature that didn’t have to follow the set of rules created by the universe. They had adapted pretty quickly to the new world and were able to fly under the radar rather seamlessly. Not to mention, they had daylight rings or necklaces that would allow them to walk outside when it was still daytime. Well, not all vampires did. Vampires who had befriended witches would be able to secure the jewelry and were known as daywalkers. However, those who weren’t as lucky were bound to the cliche rules of mother nature–they could only roam at night. In Jiyong’s case, he was able to obtain a rather gaudish ring that almost looked like a family heirloom in a way. It was the only reason he could get away with his long list of crimes without anyone raising their eyebrows in return.
Because of the rise of vampires in society, there had also been an increase in both mythologists and professional vampire hunters. Mythologists tended to be fascinated by the possibility of supernatural life existing and were practically married to their countless mythology books in their offices. On the other hand, vampire hunters once started off as mythology professors and slowly descended into madness more often than not to the point where they made it their mission to travel across the world and rid the universe of such disgusting monsters. However, just like humans, no two vampires were the same which was something vampire hunters never seemed to understand. They had been conditioned by their own books and brains to hate vampires and saw them as vile creatures that cheated death to incite violence in their wake.
Kwon Jiyong was no stranger to the war between humans and vampires like himself. He had been alive long enough to know that there would never be a timeline where the two species would be able to coexist in peace. Throughout each century of his life, he had witnessed endless acts of violence that only made it that much more obvious. When he first transitioned into a vampire at the ripe age of 25 in 1888, he had been completely blindsided by how many inconveniences came with his new lifestyle. He had this insatiable hunger for blood that he quite frankly didn’t know how to control and he felt like he was losing it. Not only did he experience hunger like no other, but he also felt every single emotion of his become heightened as a result of his transition. Jiyong had descended into madness and he felt helpless since he had absolutely no one in his corner to help him with this new and long chapter of his life. For a while, he was plagued by nightmares of the night he turned. Quite frankly, he avoided reflecting on that period of his life every chance he got. It was a reminder of everything he would never get to have–a stable life, the ability to start a family, and most importantly–love. Between the inability to live a normal enough life and the tenfold of emotions that tortured him after being reborn, he could only think of one possible solution that would make all of his troubles disappear in an instant–turning his humanity switch off.
To some vampires, turning off one's humanity was seen as a cowardly thing to do. However, for the latter, it was seen as a means for survival and self preservation. Vampires were meant to be a predatory species anyway, so why not make the most out of it? Sure there were some vampires who wanted to change the world for the better, but they were a dying breed and were seen as weak by those who decided to shut their humanity off. Besides, humans had only repaid them with violence and only added fuel to the already out of control fire. They clearly had no intentions of rubbing shoulders with vampires anytime soon.
When Jiyong had turned his humanity off over a century ago, he had no idea what beast would awaken from inside of him. His once heightened emotions were replaced with rather shallow and insincere ones. Jiyong still had his charm from when he was a human, but instead of it being a cheeky type of charm, it was a rather manipulative charm that he would always use to his advantage in order to get what he wanted. There was always something about him that would draw unsuspecting humans to him like a moth to a flame. Maybe it was his gorgeous brown eyes or the way he carried himself ever so confidently. Or perhaps it was something else. Although he had an inflated ego, he wasn’t stupid enough to think that the citizens in each town he “settled” down in wouldn’t notice the path of destruction that would befall there. There would be multiple news reports and tabloids that would cover the horrendous animal attacks that seemed to plague their small town. The local police department of each town had their work cut out for them as they tried to locate the animal who was causing all this bloodshed in their small town. Their issue was that they only seemed to have a very surface leveled perspective of the world they lived in. They didn’t stop to think that maybe there was a different reason for what had been occurring—one that would warp their minds and make them unravel if they tried to understand it in the slightest.
However, that was a long time ago. He had since then reunited with his humanity, but not entirely. Of course he still needed to feed on people's flesh and blood, but he always made sure to never go for ones that were pure of heart, so instead he chose a more humane road. He would make sure to only feed on people who were the scum of the earth—people with immoral principles, criminals, or just people that society would be better off without. Jiyong knew it sounded hypocritical. I mean, how could he get to decide who’s a good person when he was the one responsible for so many deaths? Didn’t it make him just as bad as the people he killed, if not worse? Maybe.
Despite this, nothing was worse than the alternative–killing people for sport and being one step closer to returning to his old ways. That’s why he felt like this was proper atonement for his past sins. His past was something that would never sit right with him no matter how much he tried brushing it off. That was one of the downsides of immortality. Every single memory of Jiyong’s was like an endless film reel with both joyous and sorrowful moments that he would have to carry with him for the rest of his eternal life. Some memories seemed more distant than others, but once he retrieved them, he could remember all the concrete details as if it were yesterday. On the other hand, when he was forced to remember such a haunting memory, he practically felt like he was drowning in his own body with no means of being rescued. Jiyong had his fair share of demons, but he had all of eternity to make up for it in the town where it all started.
The place you called home.
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Me feeling like Bella every night chossing which man I want to read hard smut about.
currently writing the prologue to red dawn to distract myself from my shitshow of a life </3
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ty for the tag. here's mine. i ♡ it smm it's so me ><
@n-unhinged @big-biceps--daddyy @spiritedseraphim @vampurrss + anyone who wants to join ♡
ty for the tag💗💗💗💗
what's surprising is, I got Reze as character and I'm so so happy!
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Ty for the tag bunny!!🐇💋
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woahh ty for the tag!!
no pressure tag @beaseungiu <3
TYY FOR THE TAG CUTIEEE
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AHHHH YAYAY THX FOR THE TAG BEAUTIFUL
very pink heh 😼 @clemenzzz
Thank you for the tag !! ❤️🩹🎀
Some of these aren't the first image erm sorry !!!
Anyways this was funnnnn !!!
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Hey thanks for the Tag!!! These are so fun!!
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ty for the tag @corteggs-for-breakfast <3
no pressure tags : @gds-daisy @ldydeath
tysm for the tag my love <3
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as always happy pride to people that are not out. happy pride to people that dont plan to come out any time soon. happy pride to people for whom it is not safe to be out. happy pride to people that live in a homophobic environment and happy pride to people from countries that criminalize queerness
I.N LIVE ON FANS 🦊 #1
just got my quintessence albums 🥹🩷💙
thanks for the tags @ldydeath and @wcnderlnds !🤍
pretty accurate i’d say
no pressure tags: @jiyongsbaby88 @jiyongsangel @slowburnpages @gds-daisy @pmone-dot (sorry if i got ya twice lol)
ty for the tag my love <3
i’d say it’s decently accurate considering my aesthetic changes every other day lol
no pressure tags: @ivush @breakmeoff @slut4kwon @everydaydreamer @sugar-petals
do u have a link or something to ur non smut fanfics
im not hating i promise i just dont like smut n prefer more fluff n comforting stuff lol
i totally get what you’re saying and i’m not offended at all! i dont have a separate post for my non nsfw content but i do have a main bigbang masterlist that indicates what type of fic it is (smut, angst, fluff) so i’ll make sure to link it here for you babes :)
i just wanted to hop on here for a second and wish everyone in the lgbtq+ community a happy pride month! you are so incredibly loved and special! don’t let anyone tell you or treat you otherwise whether you’re closeted or are open about your sexuality/gender identity. self expression is such a beautiful and powerful thing that a human can experience in life which is one of the many things i love about pride month. i struggled with coming out to some of my family members, but i eventually realized that if they loved me for me, they wouldn’t care about my sexuality and if they did, they weren’t worth keeping in my life. this is the one time of the year where we see everyone in the community come together and make their voices heard which makes me tear up a bit because we’ve come so far and made many strides to be recognized as human beings. after all, love is love and it should not be seen as a sin or a crime like many make it out to be. never stop being your true and authentic self, my loves.
with love always,
ari 🖤
red dawn (coming soon)
pairing: vampire kwon jiyong x human fem!reader
series synopsis: you live in a small town in seoul where nothing interesting ever happens. that all changes when a series of so-called animal attacks make the headlines of both the daily news stations and the tabloids. amongst all the chaos, you meet a rather interesting man by the name of kwon jiyong. little do you know, he’s harboring a dark secret that would change everything if anyone were to find out. he’s willing to do anything and everything to hide his secret. however, things become complicated when you worm your way into his dangerous world.
series content warnings: mentions/depictions of blood, violence, gore, slowburn, strangers to lovers, depiction of supernatural abilities, eventual smut, slight manipulation, mature content, angst, pining.
a/n: i decided to queue this just so you guys know what to expect when i feel productive and mentally/physically well enough to start writing again. also it will be loosely based on the tvd universe so there will be similarities :)
hey yall i might not be as active as i’m dealing with both physical and mental health issues as of late. i hope you guys understand and im sorry if i become inconsistent with my posts for the next few days. i love yall so much and i don’t want you guys to ever forget that because every single one of you are like family to me <3
with love always,
ari 🖤
"ah yes, i am being very normal about my new interest, and it is not consuming me whole like previous interests have," i say to myself, blissfully unaware of how literally every other sentence out of my mouth is about my new interest
still can’t believe i witnessed this in person 😫