Rafaela

stupid - or is it slow?

[angelschant]

pink grey and brown moodboard

[remanence-of-love]

[angelschant]

I do not want to feel like a pawn in the game between you and your ego and I do not want to become just another echo. I want to be loved truly. For who I am meant to be: devinely flawed.

image via pinterest

[angelschant]

glitter moodboard

[vexheart]

The fine line between wanting to say so much and knowing that it's better to say nothing.

[angelschant]

All we never speak.

I wonder if he leaves flowers in front of the subway to other girls too and if it is the pink flowers they choose and then I wonder why he stopped giving flowers to me and asking me out to eat and I do not recall the last time we have talked it is kind of strange I feel like I have been talking to a wall, maybe I should accept that he won't call me and I misread all the messages I get send is it my fault I can't understand? I wonder still does he leave those pink flowers to the next girl like he did to me? I see those colors, they come in brown, grey, white, green and pink but I do not know what it means. I do not know what it means. No one has ever taught me to understand what it meant so now I just play pretend. I go on walks and talk about colors. Forget the philosophy around the meaning of life. I wonder if his magic has been sucked dry. They say I should be happy, stop asking why. What colors do you like? I should never ask why. I will never know, will I? If he is giving flowers to the next girl and I'll never know what it means and why it hurts how we always leave and never speak. He has once said he hated silence, I guess now he likes it.

[angelschant]

Fishes swimming in spirals while I am in denial that rising I fell everything will be well because deep down I yell but fishes can't hear me.

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[vexheart]

[thequotespot]

“You can’t build peace in places where you constantly feel the need to defend yourself.”

[perfectquote]

“I’m thankful for my struggle for without it I wouldn’t have stumbled across my strength.”

— Alex Elle

[vexheart]

never lose yourself again 🪽

[perfectfeelings]

“The things that excite you are not random. They are connected to your purpose. Follow them.”

— ThinkGrowRich

[angelschant]

garden moodboard

[angelschant]

what is yours will feel yours after all your soul knows

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[remanence-of-love]

[quotefeeling]

“Don’t wait around for others to experience life with you. Take the lead, go out, and get the most out of life. Eventually, you’ll have more company than you can handle.”

— Unknown