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contains: no tws (i think), garrett and hannah used to date but broke up, reader is jealous of hannah. a very short one but whatever. minimal proofread.
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You knew you had no reason to be jealous of Hannah Wells.
Whatever had existed between her and Garrett was long over. They had both moved on way before you and Garrett had gotten together. Adn Hannah was genuinely nothing but kind to you. Truly. She never treated you like a rival, never acted possesive around Garrett. Never gave you any reason to question her intentions.
But something deep inside your mind kept betraying you. Because every time you saw her? You found yourself paying attention to everything she did. It felt ridiculous, even in your own opinion,but you couldnât help it. She was everything you had always been unsure about. Beautfiul, talented at what she loved, magnetic on stage, quiet but not socially awkward, brilliant in classes.
And while you did not dislike the person you were, Hannah somehow seemed to exist on a different level. And the fact that Garrett used to date her was slowly driving you insane.
Garrett noticed it quickly. The first time he suggested something is wrong? You denied everything, acting almost offended. Looking back, you find it quite possible that you really did believe you are not jealous. But the second time he asked? Oh, you knew. Still, you acted like he was crazy for thinking so.
Third times the charm, because that was when you finally forced yourself to address what has been bothering you. It was only right to â you already felt bad enough for not only treating him unfairly, but also lying.
âI promise you, nothing is between me and Hannah. And if you donât believe meââ
âI believe you,â you cut him off. There was no a hint of hesitation in your voice. âI do, I never thought you might⌠you know, cheat on me or something. Thatâs not the point.â
âThen what is it about?â he asked, his tone becoming less defensive.
âItâs dumb. Thatâs also why I havenât told you about it before,â you take a deep breath. âI just canât stop thinking about her. She is so much different than me, and better on so many levels,â you try to explain, but Garrett shakes his head.
âItâs not dumb, and she is not better than you. You are just different than her, and itâs normal. It doesnât make either of you worse,â he said like he actually meant it, without a single doubt. And those words meant to you more than you had ever thought they would. They were simple, but somehow, in a strange way, exactly what you needed right now. âI promise, I donât have feelings for her anymore. I havenât for a long time.â
You nodded silently. The feelings did not magically vanish, but talking about it all was surely better than just ignoring the topic forever. âIâm sorry I didnât talk about it before,â you murmured, and Garrett just chuckled, shaking his head.
âDonât apologize, itâs alright,â he promised, and you smiled to yourself.
Yeah, you both should get better at communicating well from the beginning.
contains: social media au, reader is victoriaâs partner, probably unfunny jokes ig
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a/n: my first time doing a smau ever since I quit wattpad (so since agesđ). The fact it took me more time than actual drabbles is insane. Anyway, Im posting this instead of a drabble I had planned because I suddenly started hating it (I will most likely post it tomorrow though). Also I canât add dividers because of the images limit.
BF!GARRETT GRAHAM HEADCANONS. garrett x fem!reader
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contains: mostly fluff, established relationship, minimal proofread
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bf!garrett who is usually the first one to notice when something is wrong, sometimes even before youâre able to admit it to yourself.
bf!garrett who originally wanted to keep things casual, but caught himself falling for you quicker than he would ever imagine. At first he didnât know whether he should admit it, but in the end, you figured it out and confronted him before he made the decision.
bf!garrett whose love language is physical touch. It doesnât always have to be romantic, sometimes he just likes knowing you are beside him. No matter whether it is touching your hand, your waist, or simply your knee brushing his.
bf!garrett who takes you to every party he goes to. If you canât go, he doesnât go either â itâs as simple as that.
bf!garrett who sometimes seriously messes things up but never allows his pride to get in the way of apologizing. As soon as things calm down he will do it and try to make it up to you.
bf!garrett who loves talking with you, but also likes sitting with you in silence, just spending time while being next to you.
bf!garrett who unexpectedly remembers what your favorite flowers are and sometimes surprises you with them for absolutely no reason.
bf!garrett who will happily eat anything you cooked, even when itâs very objectively not the best.
bf!garret who introduces you to his friends very quickly, just as soon as you are comfortable with it.
bf!garrett who every now and then makes you try some healthy food, even though it usually ends up tasting awful, in both of youâs opinion.
bf!garrett who always makes sure you have a good seat whenever you come to watch one of his games.
bf!garrett who sometimes sends you a ridiculous amount of reels in the row. Sometimes because it doesnât happen daily, just on the most random days, which somehow makes it even funnier.
Hi!!! I was wondering if i could request a little blurb of garrett comforting the reader about toxic friends? Its totally okay if not!!!
COMFORT. garrett graham x fem!reader
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contains: fluff, mentions of toxic behavior (not from garrett)
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a/n: I think that might be the shortest thing I have ever posted here?? I had a hard time expanding it as I was just repeating myself over and over, so in the end I decided to keep it simple. Also tysm yall for the requests, the rest of them should be out soon <3 (they are also still open, as always atp)
Thatâs not how you had planned to spend your day.
You were supposed to study for a bit and then go out. Nothing too specific, just the overall idea of having a fun, chill day. And originally? It started quite well. You just hadnât expected your friends to go out without you, without even asking whether you would be down to meeting up.
The worst part? It wasnât the first time it had happened. Quite an opposite, actually â lately, there hasn't been a single day you haven't been let down by them. And it was happening in so many different ways that you couldnât even really keep track ot it.
Yet, for some reason you still desperately clung to the feeling of what used to be, to hope that maybe it was all made-up in your head, even though most of the time it definitely seemed as though the friendship was one-sided. As if every conversation and every plan had to begin with you. You couldnât remember the last time they came up with the initiative, even a small one.
So in the end, instead of enjoying the evening like you had been looking forward to, you found yourself sitting on your bed, on the verge of tears. Garrett sat beside you, leaving just enough space between the two of you. He didnât want to reach for you immediately, not quite sure whether thatâs something you would have wanted in such a moment.
âThey are wrong, you know?â he finally started, speaking quietly after a while of sitting in silence. His hand reached for yours, giving it a gentle squeeze. âYou shouldnât have to wonder whether your friends want you around,â he paused, waiting for your reaction. He continued only after being met with silence.
âAlso, if you were truly that bad, they would have let you know one way or another. And most likely cut contact with you completely afterwards, instead of doing whatever this is,â he gesticulated.
âMaybe they are just too kind to tell me,â you said, even though you yourself didnât believe those words. You took a deep breath, then another, trying your hardest to keep yourself calm.
âThatâs not kindness,â he quickly protested and you nodded. He was right â after all, those words came to your mind before he even had to say it. âLetâs go out together, grab some coffee or anything,â Garrett got up from the bed and looked at you. You groaned, knowing he wasnât trying to force you (he definitely would just stay here if thatâs what you would have preferred), but also noticing that he looked somewhat hopeful at the thought of you going out.
And in fact, maybe that wasnât such a terrible idea.
âMaybe you will meet new people. And even if not,â he shrugged, âthatâs still better than hanging out with them.â
âGarret,â you mumbled, rolling your eyes slightly, but the smallest smile was starting to become visible on your face.
âI mean it,â he shrugged his shoulders. âCome on. Unless you want to stay, then we can watch a movie.â
contains: established relationship, minimal proofread
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a/n: at this point I will just accept I cannot write anything longer ngl
Dean was starting to seriously annoy you now.
Not in the âimma break up with himâ kind of way. That thought wouldnât even cross your mind â things were going great. Much better than you had expected when you first started dating someone with Dean Di Laurentisâ reputation.
Still, there was that one, single thing that was slowly driving you to insanity. Because all the good things aside, Dean seemed physically unable of leaving you alone for even a day. Every time you had to cancel your shared plans, he was finding a way to spend time with you anyway. At first, it was amusing. Kind of cute, even.
Right now, however, you were far from laughing as he was making his way into your room. Just like that, without announcing himself or letting you know prior. And he looked rushed, as if he really cared whether anyone saw him.
âYou alone?â he asked, only after stepping inside your dorm. He was fighting the urge to smile because hey, that worked out.
You had spent the day with your friends, as one of them was going through a break up and needed support. And you had actually been with them(because why would you lie about something like that?), coming back to your place barely half an hour ago, a bit sooner than planned, as the exhaustion was catching up to you.
You were aware that coming back to your boyfriend would not be the best look in front of your heartbroken friend, so you were planning on simply texting him after taking a nap. Yet now? There clearly wasnât need to.
âYeah, I told you I was going out with my friends and then coming back here.â
Deanâs expression shifted just slightly. âYeah, and I believe you,â he said quickly, as if you had just accused him of lack of trust. You blinked.
âI wasn't accusing you of anything,â you mentioned. âNow you sound a little bit guilty, though.â
âOkay, maybe a little,â he grinned, causing you to roll your eyes. âJust wanted to see you.â
âCouldnât you⌠I donât know, knock?â you said half-sarcastically.
And somehow, after that, you did not bring back the topic of coming unannounced again. Did not mention how he could have walked in the middle of something less appropriate, or that your friends couldâve been here.
Instead, the evening passed by the way it usually did when Dean was around, which involved him staying the night. And as you stare at the ceiling, you have that deeply rooted feeling that it wonât be the last time it happens.
please, please, please make sure to specify what you want me to write when requesting anything !! I need to know whether its a drabble or headcanons cause otherwise imma just overthink it
contains: doctor!reader, mentions of miscommunication ig, not proofread (im so sorry)
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a/n: skipped a few letters as I didnât know what to write there and I didnât want it to feel forced
A = affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
She is not the most affectionate person, especially in public. In private, she would still not act too eager, but chances of her being affectionate are a bit higher.
I think she would be more likely to text you and make sure that you are doing okay rather than actually approach you and ask about it, but it also depends on your relationship.
B = best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
I think the friendship would start either by you following along her sarcastic remarks or having to do some work together in the Pitt.
Trinity would care a lot (much more than she would let on) but wouldnât be the best at expressing it, at least at the very beginning. She would quickly become your favorite gossip partner though, especially when something weird happens.
C = cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Mentioned it in the affection part but I do not think Trinity would be a very clingy person most of the time. She can allow it in private but I doubt she would seek it herself (maybe when the relationship is more long-term, tho). Usually she would just go with whatever is convenient at the specific moment, but I think that the most regular one would be just lying in bed together.
D = domestic (Do they want to settle down? Are they good at cleaning and cooking?)
I feel like you would move into her place without even realizing it. Like, there would never be a âletâs move in togetherâ conversation â you would just spend more and more time together, to the point you would be at your own place very rarely.
She is decent at cleaning and cooking. I donât think she would enjoy living in a messy place.
E = ending (If they had to break up with you, how would they do it?)
If the break up wasnât a result of a specific argument, she would most likely become colder/start avoiding you. Even if she is aware itâs a very bad way to approach it, she wouldnât be able to really help it. She would talk with you eventually, but that would be when you already see it coming.
F = fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
She would not be the quickest to get married. Itâs really dependent on your preferences, but I think Trinity just isnât the type of person to care about marriage very much â it just doesnât make much of a difference. She wouldnât protest it if you cared about it a lot and you were in a long-term relationship, though. Itâs just not something that would be coming from her.
G = gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Now, while Trinity is a sarcastic and straightforward person, I do think she would be gentle with you when the situation requires it (especially when she already gets to know you well and realizes in which situations you need it). It would be a contrast to her usual behavior with other people.
H = hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
I feel like she likes hugs more than she realizes. They wouldnât happen too often, but when they do it would most likely be after a stressful day, just something to anchor to.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Not too fast, to be honest. I feel like you would have to be close for a while before she does say it, because those words have a great meaning and shouldnât just be thrown around. You could definitely feel it before, though.
J = jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyâre jealous?)
She is not the most jealous person, but can definitely feel jealousy sometimes. If itâs caused by someone elseâs presence, she would most likely just remain close to you, not really leaving you alone. And of course, sarcasm is her defense mechanism â she would most likely also make some comments, though trying not to make the jealousy too obvious.
L = little ones (How are they around children?)
We had seen that Trinity is actually pretty good around children, they are just not her favorite beings on earth. She could calm them down or maybe even play with them if the situation demands it. I donât think she would have her own very soon, though.
M = morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Usually, you both need to get up pretty quickly in order to not be late to The Pitt's shift, so everything feels a bit rushed. On day-offs, it is much calmer, even though Trinity still usually gets up first, careful not to wake you.
O = open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Obviously it would take her awhile. You would need to get close first in order for her to trust you with bigger things. I think it would take a few months before the very first confession, which would probably slightly annoy you at first but then you would understand why she was so guarded.
P = patience (How easily angered are they?)
Oh, Trinity is not the most patient person ever. With you, she tries to be more understanding though she still gets annoyed sometimes. She works on it though, as she knows that some of the things that she was irritated by werenât even your fault. It will obviously take a while, tho.
Q = quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
I think itâs something in the middle, actually. She would remember the important stuff, but she is also a very busy person so I donât think she would remember every little thing. But you can still count on her when something is important.
S = security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
I think she is not openly a protective person. She would want to be sure you are okay and safe but I donât really think it would get to an extreme extent. She trusts you a lot when it comes to your safety. She is also somewhere nearby very often, so that would probably help.
T = try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Probably more than she realizes! The dates are often random but so much fun with her (I even mentioned it in my previous headcanons posts). When it comes to gifts, I do think she would get you something small (not too exaggerated, anyway) every time she goes somewhere without you.
U = ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
She has a tendency of shutting you out and/or ignoring you when things get difficult. She just needs distance, even though it often ends up badly, making things difficult between you two. She can also sometimes go too far with her remarks without realizing it.
V = vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
I think she pays a normal, healthy amount of attention to it. She obviously makes sure to look clean and put-together, but I donât think she would really analyze every little detail of her appearance.
W = whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Not really. She often was on her own before and would be okay now as well. I think itâs actually a very important thing for her to maintain independence, if you understand what I mean.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
I still like the idea of her having a silly keychain you gave her months ago as a joke. Probably keeping it in her bag or with her keys.
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a/n: very short because Iâm physically unable of writing longer stuff !!
Garrett should focus on studying. In fact, given his current situation, studying should be the only thing occupying his mind for the next few weeks.
But it wasnât, and unfortunately, somehow it was totally your fault.
It felt like every time he sat down with an intention of opening a textbook, a message from you would come. And then, in a matter of half an hour, you would end up at his place again. Completely unaware of the destroyed plans, just spending time doing nothing.
He wasnât complaining and that was the biggest problem. You werenât doing it on purpose. You just wanted to talk with him, spend time together, and he wasnât the best at saying ânoâ to you. Especially since he enjoyed it as well, maybe even more than you did.
So as always, he ended up laying on the bed beside you, even if, objectively speaking, it was an absolutely bad idea. For a moment, he doesnât move, doesnât speak. His arm just wrapped loosely around you. But this time, his thoughts kept coming back to what he was supposed to study, no matter how much he was trying to push those thoughts away.
And you noticed. Of course you did â you knew him too well to let it slide. If everything was normal, he would probably be in the middle of telling you some kind of story already. Or would be laughing about something unimportant. But the room is now filled with silence, so you decide to break it first.
âWhat are you thinking about?â you ask, tilting your head slightly to look at him. His expression softens just a little.
âNothing important,â he answers, getting even closer to you. It causes you to scoff a bit, because how is that even possible? The distance was nonexistent already. âI was supposed to be studying for a test. I will do it later.â
You stop. You remember about the test, sure. But you thought he had already studied â or maybe you just didnât even try to consider that he might be postponing it that long. The stakes were simply too high to even think about it.
âYou didnât study?â you lift yourself on your elbow with an overdramatic expression on your face.
âI did study a little,â he gesticulates, raising a hand in protest. âJust not enough yet. I will be fine, still have time.â
âHow much is a little?â
âA reasonable amount,â he smiles in that specific way that always makes you see right through him.
âOkay, you already wasted too much time,â you sit up, causing him to roll his eyes slightly, but you ignore it. "Come on, Iâm gonna help you.â
contains: ex!garrett, minimal proofread, no tws i think?? heavily inspired by a scene from the series!!
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a/n: sorry for going MIA once againđ anyway, i have like twenty wip drabbles in my drafts so i will try to get them out asap. Also. its my first time writing an off campus drabble so its def not the best but whatever!!
The first time you came into Garrettâs place, you were almost amazed by how clean and organized it was.
He didnât look like the type of guy to keep everything in its place, but he really did. It was refreshing to see, considering most of the guys you had spent time with couldnât relate. Every single thing had its own spot; folded shirts in the corner, books on spotless shelves, not a single thing out of place.
But now, as you visit him for the first time after your break up? Itâs a mess, truly. Clothes lay scattered everywhere, the most random things covering his bed, making you wonder how the hell they could even end up there. For a moment, you even question whether itâs the right room, even though the answer is painfully obvious. You know he has been extra busy lately with everything the season comes with, but he couldnât really be that occupied.
There was literally no way.
And Garrett notices you thinking about it.
Of course he does. So before you can desperately search for another topic (so the things wouldnât be any more awkward), he speaks up first.
âSorry. I didnât really expect to have any guests today,â he explains, which is fair. Totally. Your visit was sudden, maybe even a little unannounced in a way.
âFair,â you shrug, trying your best to sound like you donât particularly care about it.
After all, you are way luckier than you expected to be. When you suddenly broke up with him, you were certain he would never answer your texts again. But he did. Agreed to your dumb âletâs be friendsâ thing you offered after a week of messaging him in the most random moments. So truly, focusing on the state of his room should not be the first thing on your mind.
And so, you try not to think about it. You listen to the song quietly playing in the background, trying to catch the lyrics before Garrett walks over his phone and turns it off.
The silence quickly ruins the little distraction you found. âIs everything alright?â you finally asked without thinking much about it anymore, not being able to help yourself.
âOf course,â he answers, his voice somewhat defensive, though definitely not aggressive. âWhy wouldnât it be?â
âWell,â you stop, thinking about how to phrase it. âYour room looks a bit different. The state of it, I mean. It usually isnât the best sign, I think,â yet another pause, before you add quickly: âand I really donât think itâs a matter of not having time or guests planned today.â
âYeah, right,â he mutters, realizing what you meant. âI⌠didnât really think about it before.â
The feeling of guilt appears in your stomach. You werenât sure, (because how could you be?), but you could guess it had something to do with your situation. Because the previous time you were here? Everything was flawless, maybe except a few pieces of clothing you both have thrown aside.
âIâm sorry,â you say, causing him to look at you more carefully. âIf you want to talk or need help managing it, you can tell me, you know?â
âI know, thank you,â he said, his voice unexpectedly soft â to the point you wonder if you had ever heard him talk in such a tone before. So you just smile, sitting next to him on the bed.
disclaimer: i call most of my work drabbles because they are short and usually just one scene, but they are not drabbles by the definition (as I am pretty sure drabbles are supposed to be a 100 words long, mine are longer). Please keep that in mind <3
alright, i'll be the one to say it. ao3 and tumblr becoming "mainstream" did so much damage to the community and the writers. i have seen loads of videos and posts about:
1. people hating on writers and fics. writing is something we do for free and for fun. if you stumble upon a fanfic that isn't necessarily your cup of tea or you just don't like, scroll. dont read it. literally leave their page. you don't know if this could be the author's first work that they're so excited about, you dont know if the language they're writing in isn't their first language, you dont know that the writer could be a literal teen and loads of other reasons. fanfictions don't HAVE to be perfect. you write what you want to write because we do it for fun and enjoyment and we want to share that to the world. seriously, what is the wrong with that?..
2. x reader consumers getting WAY too entitled. the number of tiktoks i've seen that say "i run a strict program when it comes to reading fanfics." girl you aint running shit. this is FAN FICTION you're reading. F A N F I C T I O N. there is no denying that most fanfiction writes are beyond talented but just because you read one fanfic that exceeds your expectations doesn't give you the right to talk down on others that don't. people have their own personal writing style, their way of doing things and you talking shit on that isn't right.
at the end of the day, we are all humans, reading and writing is what we do and what we're meant to do. and for you to talk shit about a person WRITING is so insane. we are humans. not some robots that you can tell what to do so you can consume it.
i've seen so so many authors take down their fanfics and losing all motivation to write because of a hate comment. DONT LIKE DONT READâźď¸
and to every author reading this, this community values your work and your contribution. we love u and, please, never let anyone's negative words have an effect on you.
dating older!baran who spoils the shit out of you. you want new heels? take her card. donât even ask.
dating older!baran who loves cooking for you.
dating older!baran who falls asleep everywhere. you guys could be on vacation or just watching a movie, her eyes would be closed, lips slightly part and her breathing slower.
âbaran? are you asleep?â you called out softly, not wanting to wake her up if she was asleep. she jumps up with a gasp, as if someone came out of a bush and scared her. âwhat? no eshgam.â she says, looking forward at the tv as if she wasnât in her fifth dream.
dating older!baran who groans when she gets up from the couch. she tries to hide her little groans after getting up but fails terribly.
dating older!baran who rolls her eyes when you tease her about being a grandma (sheâs only in her early 50s.)
dating older!baran who eats old people candy. you know those caramel candies that old people love? yeah, she eats those.
dating older!baran who finds herself singing songs that are popular right now because you listen to them.
dating older!baran who always buys you flowers, you donât even askâthey just show up on the kitchen counter with a note on it.
dating older!baran who is mature. youâre being a brat? she waits until you stop so you guys could talk it out.
dating older!baran who goes to the gym with you.
dating older!baran who is always soft with you. (most of the time)
dating older!baran who gets insecure about her age.
âeshgam?â baran asks. her voice soft, her head resting on your stomach and your hand running through her grey hair. âyes, baby?â you say. âyou donât wanna be with someoneâ i donât know, your age? someone who doesnât have grey hairs and wrinkles?â she says. you hear her voice getting shaky.
âno, my love. i want you.â
dating older!baran who has a mommy kink.
âoh fuck! yes mommy!â you grab a fistful of her hair, making her groan from the pain as she licks through your folds.
dating older!baran who always asks if she could be rough with you.
dating older!baran who wants a baby but too scared to ask you.
dating older!baran who has a breeding kink.
âyou want mommy to cum in your pussy?â she says, pounding into you. you nod your head rapidly, your head too foggy to focus. âyes, mommy. i want your babies!â you moan, tears streaming down your face.
dating older!baran who finally gets her babygirl.
dating older!baran who loves and protects her family.
Heyy :) if that's okay could i request Eloise's partner calling her petnames in their first language?
Like, for example i'm italian so "amore"(love), "amore mio" (my love), "vita mia" (my life), "bellissima" (gorgeus), "cuore mio" (my heart). Things like that:)
ELOISE BRIDGERTON X ITALIAN!READER HEADCANONS. eloise x gn!reader
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a/n: My first request! I am so sorry for how long it took me, I simply didnât know how to write it to make it decent if I am being honestđ I have no idea why since the very idea is so cute and pretty simple. Anyway, I hope itâs fine <3
Eloise who is caught off guard the first time you do it. Not because she doesnât know what it means (she does, more or less) but because of how casually it sound. Like it was only natural.
For example during that one time when you two were wandering on the streets and you asked her to hand you something, the pet-name half-consciously slipping out of your mouth. Or when you were hiding in a locked room from that one particularly annoying guest and the situation happened again while you were just talking about anything.
Eloise who thinks about each of the situations many, many times, no matter how much time has passed. She remembers the exact words you used, even if she canât swear what exactly they meant. She sometimes searches for the exact translation for them in some old books, but usually she just tries to guess herself, understanding the context.
Eloise who pays attention to when you use such pet names. Itâs never random. Most of the time they come when you are comfortable, distracted by something trivial, or just at ease. And that realization made it even more important to her, in some funny way. It simply made her feel happy.
Eloise who silently anticipates such moments, even though she wouldnât really admit it, not even to herself. She doesnât straightforwardly ask you to call her like that either, she wants it to come naturally, comfortably.
Eloise who finally makes her feelings about it too obvious, ending up with you being totally aware of how much attention she pays to it. Something small simply gives it away, like a little too-sharp of a reaction or a short pause with her gaze fixated on your face. Or maybe you always knew.
