MOURN WATCHER.

𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙙 𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚.

[anghrd]

    I DIDN’T HAVE IT IN MYSELF TO GO WITH GRACE .

          this is an independent ,   selective ,   and private rp blog for  mourn watcher rook , from dragon age: the veilguard .   contains nsfw content and adult themes that may be triggering . 18+ only , rules under the cut .   recruited by viv, 27, she/they .

blogroll: @ttabr1s (hero of ferelden), @magefell (hawke), @crowllamorte (lucanis)

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WHY ARE YOU AT THE WAKE?

          a study in :

carrd . 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚛 .   𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 .

==RULE I.== Please don’t pressure me into replying or interacting. Roleplaying is my hobby, not my job, and I have a life outside of the internet that is more important. I work full-time and have ADHD and a chronic illness, so I will reply when I reply. If you bother me about threads then you’ll get yourself soft-blocked.

==RULE II.== No god-modding. That's obvious. Don’t make decisions on my character’s behalf and don’t write for them. They’re mine for a reason.

==RULE III.== This blog is private, meaning I only interact with people who follow me and whom I follow back (aka MUTUALS). It’s nothing personal, just for comfort reasons and for me to curate my rp experience how I like. Please don’t send ask memes, like starter calls, or spam like my posts if I have not followed you back, or this may get you blocked.

==RULE IV.== Absolutely NO insta-shipping. We have to have at least talked about it because I want the muses I ship with to have chemistry with mine. If you're interested in shipping, please fill out my interest tracker, as I prefer for us to first plot out their dynamic and then get into the shipping aspects later.

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==Mun info.== Howdy! My name is Viv, I am 27 years old and use she/they pronouns. Timezone is PST. I currently work full-time and am managing a chronic illness so unfortunately my activity on tumblr is not always consistent. I am very responsive on Discord and that is the best place to contact me!

[anghrd]

MOVING -> @emeraldgraved

i’m moving rook to my multi to keep my number of blogs to a minimum! feel free to follow over there if you’re interested in her still 💜

[anghrd]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 / LYRIC GRAVELLESE

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

FLOWERS (EURYDICE’S SONG) / ANAÏS MITCHELL

Is anybody listening? I open my mouth and nothing comes out Nothing, nothing gonna wake me now Flowers, I remember fields of Flowers, soft beneath my heels Walking in the sun I remember someone, someone by my side Turned his face to mine, and then I turned away Into the shade

CASSANDRA / TAYLOR SWIFT

So, they killed Cassandra first 'cause she feared the worst And tried to tell the town So, they set my life in flames, I regret to say Do you believe me now? They knew, they knew, they knew the whole time That I was onto something The family, the pure greed, the Christian chorus line They all said nothing Blood's thick but nothing like a payroll Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul You can mark my words that I said it first In a morning warning, no one heard

BONES ON THE BEACH / PARIS PALOMA

What I long for's nonexistent in any belief system (death won't bring what you think it will) All I, all I want is some rest, there's no sentience in death (death won't bring what you think it will) Just the darkness at the worst, temporality and permanence (death won't bring what you think it will) I don't know what's on the other side (death won't bring what you think it will) (Death won't bring what you think it will) But I don't think it's what I had in mind (death won't bring what you think it will) I hope I find some rest in this life (death won't bring what you think it will)

MARBLE ARCH / ERIN LECOUNT

I am hard to love, not what you thought Am I? Am I? Am I? Is there a fault in my core? Did I do something wrong? Did I? Did I? Did I? There is no more love in my bones This body was my home This body was my own before I knew you Now I'm hard to love. Am I cold to touch? Am I? Am I? Am I?

STRANGERS / ETHEL CAIN

I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good? With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence (oh, oh) I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours? Can I be yours? Just tell me I'm yours If I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick (sick) Am I making you feel sick?

tagged by: me :))) tagging: you!!!

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

[anghrd]

when ethel cain said “am i making you feel sick?” over and over again to the man who killed her, asking if the ghost of her is making him feel guilty for what he did to her. is she turning his stomach? do his sins against her keep him up at night? yeah…rook @ solas i fear

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

[anghrd]

angharad ingellvar your hand in marriage please!!!!

[anghrd]

🚢 WE CAN ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT.

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits

tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: fellas is it gay to play around with ancient elven artifacts together...and you're both girls...

send 🚢 for shipping ! - @vorashvan

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻.

send 🚢 or ( 'SHIP' ) if you ever considered shipping our characters romantically and want me to fill out the following form for our muses. bold all that definitely applies, italicize what could potentially apply. feel free to add more if you think certain options are missing or you just want to add more.

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits

tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( what specifically? )

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: ( put whatever you want here )

[anghrd]

rook isn’t being kissed and it’s kind of a crime actually

[ladyfenharel]

When you’re just a skeleton hanging out in the Grand Necropolis and you find a whole ass infant in one of the tombs

[anghrd]

angie's carrd is up!! it's still a work in progress but her basic info is now available heehee

[vorashvan]

Bellara grunts a little from where she lays on the ground underneath the artifact, her own hands alight with magic that snakes its way into the passages of fade-touched metal.

"Hey, this would be one of the better deaths! I knew someone who got taken apart into their base components while they were still alive." She pauses to consider. "Maybe that wasn't super reassuring. Still!"

She sticks her tongue out with the face of determination aaaand... the entire artifact fizzles. It also collapses into a heap of metal on top of Bellara.

"Oof!"

[anghrd]

" as in complete evisceration or the the full separation of their composite materials ?? does one even feel pain when that happens ? " though bellara had been attempting to reassure her , angharad couldn't help her fascination - nearly a decade in her craft of caring and treating the bodies of the deceased had shown her plenty manners of death , but what her friend describes to her is definitely a new one .

she yelps , caught off-guard by the artifact crumbling in her hands and raining down over bellara's face . she scrambles to grasp onto as many components as possible , hoping to at least prevent further potential injury to her friend by heavy metal falling onto her . a few pieces now clutched to her chest , others scattered over her feet and across bellara's body , she can't help but snort a little . " shit , are you okay ? "

[anghrd]

the blue eye: easily one of the most noticeable features about angharad, and typically the question she tends to skirt around when most people ask about it. not necessarily for a bad reason, but most a complicated one: that when she was a baby, abandoned in the necropolis and slowly freezing to death, a wisp, a spirit of determination, curled up at her side and gave her renewed life, sacrificing itself to give her a chance at life.

she's always known about it, and has frequently pondered her own personhood over the course of her life. as an adult, she's long-since come to accept that she lives and exists because of the wisp, and therefore it is a part of her. she frequently speaks and spends time with wisps whenever she can, and wisps are often drawn to her as well.

mages can typically sense that there's something about angharad that's a bit different, a bit more complicated. experts in spirits and wisps may eventually be able to deduce it all on their own. non-mages typically just think she just has unique heterochromia. she doesn't correct anyone on it.

[anghrd]

the notion that ingellvar was actually not with the mourn watch her whole life, but that there was a point where she was completely untethered…what was she doing???? where did she go???? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS

[anghrd]

struggling to pay attention to the dialogue when she’s out here looking so 😍😍😍

[anghrd]

" y'know , if i'm gonna die in a horrific fiery blaze , i'm glad it'll be from doing something new and interesting . " the jest is made with much higher spirit than a typical person would have , given that her hands are currently buried inside an ancient artifact , attempting to stabilize its volatile magic while bellara works to deactivate it . " always thought i'd die an unassuming death in the necropolis , so this is quite an improvement ! "

@vorashvan gets a starter !