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Ed + Stede's Journey so far [S1-S2]

7 years later...

I found that all the sadness and feelings of being unloved is most likely a attachment disorder and possibly cluster B personality traits. Most likely just a bad break up.

Tried to save the immigrant kids to find out out its a booming business from both sides of the wall. Those children are 30 year old adults stuck in 13 yr old bodies.

Ended up working with the crazy and nothing really ever changes...abuse creates pain and the person acts accordingly to that pain. saw a couple stabbings everyone is underpaid and overworked. some still care, most though, Just go through the motions then off to their second job so they can cover rent.

maybe the ball chained to my foot has dragged me down to the abyss a little more...on the good days I try to swim but mostly I just sit there floating in the middle chilling with the sharks, mermaids and a bottle of rum.

My lungs are turning black due to smoking death.

I have obtained a few more skulls int he process of living. worked a little brujeria for breathing underwater. look up to where the light can still touch me and feel myself slowly being dragged down to the abyss. too tired to feel anymore but just keep on keeping on. If i try hard enough I can get to the current, maybe it will take me to shore. Mabey its about time I go home.

in todays society we are raised to belive taht haivng children is a curse, the younger you are the worse off you will be. Welcome to the cycle of poverty becuse without a spouse, peferebly it bieng one of the opposite sex, your gonna be screwed for life.

Funny part is that no matter what the situation is the blame is always placed on the women, for not bieng able to “keep their man” for trying to entrap the man by getting pregnant on purpose, we are categorized as bieng the evil baby mama that only looks for money in thier ex partner. and as always remember to stay thin because if you don’t look like the airbrushed supermodels in the magazines no man will want you.

We teach young girls to not get pregnant, to dress a certain way so they don’t get sexually assaulted, to keep their legs closed and find a good man that will take care of them. Young men however are taught that they can do no wrong, promiscuity is encouraged , and if they get a girl pregnant they can just walk away. Child support is like a bad joke for most of us, and that is for both parties not just the mothers.