xXAlmostDeadXx @anhellico - Tumblr Blog

Hiii!! Not totally sure how 2 do I intros sooo...

You can call me Anhell or Anhellico (⌒_⌒;)

I'm 16 years old so like no one under 14 or over 18!!

Pronouns don't matter 2 me so call me as you'd prefer!

I'm open 2 making frndz/mootz

I would say I'm part of sh-tblr and stuff of that sortsss (o^ ^o)

Normal DNI ofcc (no maga, homophobia, racism, pedophilia, etcc)

moetivation

xxinkstainedscarzxx

Guys if i post enough ill get engagement trust

cutecafekitty4

i dont want to have to do anhthing ever i dont want to do school i dont want a job let me stay at home all day

deaddolldonot3at

What if

I just killed myself tonight. What if it were all to end in a heartbeat. No note, no warning except this post, and nothing to point to as a definitive reason other than "she was sick." My parents would cry, not knowing where they went wrong, just like they always do. (They never did anything wrong, they tried they're best and I could never be what they wanted)

There will be proof of my existence though. The hair dye on the bathroom floor, the blood I've shed, my words scattered across various platforms on the internet, the love I've given, the filth I've spread.

And yet I will still be forgotten. No matter what I will be forgotten.

1nsomniangel

i feel so fat and like chopped and i know i’m pretty average but i can’t help but want to be unnaturally thin i want it so bad

taintedcanva

Wet Paint Philosophy

They ask what I am

as if I am meant to stay still long enough

to be named.

I will not harden into one shape

just because the world likes labels.

I am paint still wet,

a sketch with moving lines,

a song changing keys mid-heartbreak.

Every version of me

is only a temporary address.

And as long as I am alive,

I refuse to be fully known.

I refuse to be complete.

I will remain unfinished

becoming, unbecoming, becoming again.

This canvas isn’t tainted, just unfinished 🧚🏽‍♂️⏳

1nsomniangel

i’m so so jealous of people who are naturally thin and can eat whatever they want because wdym i have to work so hard and ruin my own life just to look like that