xXAlmostDeadXx

nothing matters, I'm not living long

[anhellico]

Hiii!! Not totally sure how 2 do I intros sooo...

You can call me Anhell or Anhellico (⌒_⌒;)

I'm 16 years old so like no one under 14 or over 18!!

Pronouns don't matter 2 me so call me as you'd prefer!

I'm open 2 making frndz/mootz

I would say I'm part of sh-tblr and stuff of that sortsss (o^ ^o)

Normal DNI ofcc (no maga, homophobia, racism, pedophilia, etcc)

Fandoms I'm part of:

MHA

Monster high

Hetalia

My Little Pony

Creepypasta

Madoka Magica

Five Night At Freddy's

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure

Saiki-k

Hunter x Hunter

KREW

Gacha??

I used to draw but I can't say I'm dedicated due to depression and just not enjoying the process in general (╥﹏╥)

I do online schooling so I'm usually sleeping 🤤🤤

(only thing to silence the little shit in my ear telling me to kms)

Anywhozerzzz

Fav Utubers:

Wackawackamun

CoryxKenshin

Gloom

Kubscoutz

ItsFunneh

Kait (kaitspeare)

Joob

Em ma

Styles I like:

Gurokawa

Pastel goth

Mcbling

Rockabilly

Urbling

Gyaru-all types bsidez b-kei gyaru

Brohoe

Old Tumbler fits

Kawaiicore??

Emo

Scene

Cybergoth (honestly any goth style)

Hoochie mama?? (That's dada right there 🤤)

Punk

Prob a lot more but I can't think 😹

Yeah so I think that's abt it sooo like tootaloo!!! (´• ω •`)ﾉ

Also I love cats, vultures, deer, snakes, crows, ravens, and dogs (≧◡≦) ♡

I'm NOT into most men 🎉🎉??

Okay like actually buh-bye now!!! (*≧ω≦*)

[anhellico]

I constantly feel like it's my final days, some are so unbearable I envy those who no longer breathe, I feel this overwhelming guilt for such thoughts. I feel like an extra puzzle, like an incomplete sentence, everyday is so painful in some way. I'm crying almost every day and I can hardly get myself to brush my teeth let alone shower. Even when I'm not cutting I think about every hour, this itch and urge crawling under my skin making home inside me. I've thought about being in a mentally ill wlw relationship more than I can count, I don't know anyone near me to talk to about any of this and I'm so not abt to tell my mom I want a girl to slit my skin open (╥﹏╥). I'm failing so thoroughly in school and there's no way I'm gonna repeat the 10th grade. I feel miserable but that feeling is the only one that stays after the others leave. Betterhelp is useless to me and I'm not getting a therapist just so they can send me to a mental hospital. I feel so trapped, the state of humanity doesn't help make me want to find a reason to stay or even fight.

I think I'm going to do something to myself but hey, at least my music taste is fire!! ( ˙꒳˙ )

[velvetinkbym]

obviously doctor, you’ve never been a 13 year old girl

[i-will-help-you-swim]

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I’m trying to prove something.

[cmoon-rabbit4-blog]

Reblog if your blog is a safe place for asexuals.

[maedaeeee]

hi i am asexual and i approve this message

[artemisiamasterofnone]

Hi I am the asexual

[obsessivebookwormalert]

hi, asexual

[nug-offical-deactiv]

hello all asexuals!!!

[trans-sans-offical]

I’m arospec, you’re all safe here :D

[mopni9051]

I’m aromantic and I have ace packmates and headmates and it’s totally valid •^-^•

[alienxvq]

im on the spectrum of aro/ace (abro) so ofc yall are valid <3

[feelinsupersonic99]

my blog is a safe space for asexuals!

[alitoocool33]

YAY I LOVE ASEXUALS

[bread445]

Yeppp asexuals are valid!!

[anhellico]

always welcome!!!! o(≧▽≦)o

[i-will-help-you-swim]

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I’m trying to prove something.

[cmoon-rabbit4-blog]

Reblog if your blog is a safe place for asexuals.

[maedaeeee]

hi i am asexual and i approve this message

[artemisiamasterofnone]

Hi I am the asexual

[obsessivebookwormalert]

hi, asexual

[nug-offical-deactiv]

hello all asexuals!!!

[trans-sans-offical]

I’m arospec, you’re all safe here :D

[mopni9051]

I’m aromantic and I have ace packmates and headmates and it’s totally valid •^-^•

[alienxvq]

im on the spectrum of aro/ace (abro) so ofc yall are valid <3

[feelinsupersonic99]

my blog is a safe space for asexuals!

[alitoocool33]

YAY I LOVE ASEXUALS

[bread445]

Yeppp asexuals are valid!!

[i-will-help-you-swim]

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I’m trying to prove something.

[cmoon-rabbit4-blog]

Reblog if your blog is a safe place for asexuals.

[maedaeeee]

hi i am asexual and i approve this message

[artemisiamasterofnone]

Hi I am the asexual

[obsessivebookwormalert]

hi, asexual

[nug-offical-deactiv]

hello all asexuals!!!

[trans-sans-offical]

I’m arospec, you’re all safe here :D

[mopni9051]

I’m aromantic and I have ace packmates and headmates and it’s totally valid •^-^•

[alienxvq]

im on the spectrum of aro/ace (abro) so ofc yall are valid <3

[feelinsupersonic99]

my blog is a safe space for asexuals!

[alitoocool33]

YAY I LOVE ASEXUALS

[bread445]

Yeppp asexuals are valid!!

[cosmicanger]

[moetivation]

[xxinkstainedscarzxx]

Guys if i post enough ill get engagement trust

[cutecafekitty4]

i dont want to have to do anhthing ever i dont want to do school i dont want a job let me stay at home all day

[deaddolldonot3at-deactivated202]

What if

I just killed myself tonight. What if it were all to end in a heartbeat. No note, no warning except this post, and nothing to point to as a definitive reason other than "she was sick." My parents would cry, not knowing where they went wrong, just like they always do. (They never did anything wrong, they tried they're best and I could never be what they wanted)

There will be proof of my existence though. The hair dye on the bathroom floor, the blood I've shed, my words scattered across various platforms on the internet, the love I've given, the filth I've spread.

And yet I will still be forgotten. No matter what I will be forgotten.

[1nsomniangel]

i feel so fat and like chopped and i know i’m pretty average but i can’t help but want to be unnaturally thin i want it so bad

[taintedcanva]

Wet Paint Philosophy

They ask what I am

as if I am meant to stay still long enough

to be named.

I will not harden into one shape

just because the world likes labels.

I am paint still wet,

a sketch with moving lines,

a song changing keys mid-heartbreak.

Every version of me

is only a temporary address.

And as long as I am alive,

I refuse to be fully known.

I refuse to be complete.

I will remain unfinished

becoming, unbecoming, becoming again.

This canvas isn’t tainted, just unfinished 🧚🏽‍♂️⏳

[1nsomniangel]

i’m so so jealous of people who are naturally thin and can eat whatever they want because wdym i have to work so hard and ruin my own life just to look like that

[chocolateorexia]

Seeing naturally skinny girls eating while for me I have to ⭐️ve to look like them.

[1nsomniangel]

please let me lose weight overnight

[nattiewoe]