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hey!! I hope you don't mind me asking but how do you change the colour of your writing?

like mine only gives me a couple options but one of your new fics has like a fading purple idk. I've been trying to find out for the longest time 🙏 plsplspls help a girl out

you need to use an other website which is https://www.stuffbydavid.com/textcolorizer this one. Then you follow the process on it

so step 1 : you type the text you want to be colored

step 2: you choose the color effect (i often use the “middle gradient” one

step 3: you choose your colors

others steps are useful

and you copy-past the HTML code to put it on tumblr !!!

hope i helped😂

you can find a lot of tutorials on TikTok too!!!

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˚⟡˖ ࣪ (idol) lee heeseung x reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

in which : after weeks of pushing himself beyond his limits, heeseung collapses… you spend the longest night of your life waiting for him to open his eyes.

contents&TW : hospital au, established relationship, hurt/comfort, exhaustion, anemia, emotional distress, crying, fluff ending, comfort, kisses, lots of crying!, fluff, emotional ending

anlovn ❀ okay i cried, did we all cry? yes. thanks for the recommendation. i freaking love thissss (~3.6k)

Heeseung has been working tirelessly for weeks. He chains training, important appointments, shootings, appearances with brands...

Everyone can easily notice his fatigue. Especially you, his girlfriend.

Since you live together, you notice absolutely everything. The meals he skips, the consistent working hours and the time he comes home in the evening (or rather at night) and the insomnia he has due to stress and pressure.

As soon as he has the short opportunity, he rests even if he constantly answers that he will do it "later".

You try to take care of him because you know that if you don't, he won't either.

The members also notice it. He is often elsewhere and has trouble concentrating because his body has no strength.

But despite everything, he still continues to give the best of himself. He thinks about his career before himself.

And the first thing he answers every time you ask how he feels is this famous phrase "I'm fine" that he expresses with a little smile just to hide his pain.

…

That morning, he gets out of bed without a word. He doesn't even take the time to swallow something.

He get ready quietly without trying to make noise. What wakes you up anyway.

You find him sitting at the kitchen counter. As if he was just waiting for time to pass to go to work. You join him quietly, still a little sleepy.

You try to force him to eat something. He can't swallow anything. You force him to drink. Fortunately, he managed to drink a few sips of water.

He thanks you calmly. His gaze is lost in the void. You feel that he is not doing well but you don't want him to talk to you if he don’t want. You just sit calmly next to him and take his hand. Encircling his fingers with yours to make him understand that you’re there for him.

You stay like this until he has to leave. You accompany him to the door and take him in your arms, his chin resting on your head. He always enjoy this moment. As if he hoped that everything he could not express could be transmitted from body to body.

You finally push your head back after long minutes, your eyes riveted on his.

"Take care of yourself, if there’s a problem call me, i will always be there for you. ”

He reassures you that everything will go well and that he will always think of you, like every day.

You kiss him tenderly then he leaves calmly.

…

You didn’t work today. It's your day off. So you take the opportunity to relax completely. You lay on the couch with lots of snacks, watching a series. you read from time to time, you take care of yourself...

This day is yours!

Until you receive several calls from Jake. You don't answer at the beginning, too focused on this series you've been waiting for so long. And you are used to with Jake, he calls you from time to time to talk to you about nothing and simply making you waste your time. You tell yourself that he’s once again in this mood. What could be so serious anyway...

You start receiving calls from every members. So it’s only here that you begin to tell yourself that something isn’t normal.

You pause your series and finally pick up at Jake's 20th call.

"Yes—" you don't have time to finish your sentence that he cuts you off instantly.

"Y/n, heeseung just fainted, we called for help but they can't wake him up." his voice is completely panicked. You've never heard him talk like that.

You’re shocked by what he tells you, you even believe in a bad joke from him at first. You’re tetanized. He continues.

"Come to the hospital now, we'll meet there and I'll explain everything to you. ”

You whisper an almost silent "okay" and hang up. You fix a point in front of you for a very long time, still in shock.

Then you end your relaxing afternoon and go quickly to your car. You just have time to take your bag with your phone and you start the car.

On the road, you ask yourself thousands of questions, to which you still have the answer.

You could see that he was not well at all. You even blame yourself. Maybe if you forced him to eat this morning. It wouldn't have happened. Maybe you hadn't been there enough for him. Maybe it's your fault.

Tears come to your eyes. Your gaze is fixed on the road but you are completely distracted. You even make a lot of driving mistakes by being elsewhere. But at the moment, that's not what matters to you.

You arrive at the hospital, go to the reception to introduce yourself.

"Hello, i come to see Lee Heeseung. ”

"You are y/n?"

"Yes, it's me. ”

"Great, we were waiting for you. ”

So she tells you where the floor and his room are.

You take the elevator and finally arrive, still out of breath to have rushed.

You find jake, sunoo and jungwon in the waiting room, who are the only ones to have accompanied him. (Not because the others didn't want to, of course, just that the nurses told them it wasn't possible).

Jungwon goes around in circles, Jake and Sunoo get up when they see you coming. You ask them what happened, they explain everything to you.

"We were training as always. At a rather normal pace." begins jungwon "then when the music stopped, it feels like it was a signal for him, heeseung collapsed on the floor." your eyes fill with tears again, he continues "we directly called the ambulance while talking to him to hope for a miracle but he didn't wake up. So the nurses arrived and took out a lot of machines, nothing worked... so they took him here. The doctor has just passed by telling us that his condition is worrying and that he still hasn't woken up. ”

At the end of these words, Jungwon cries but turns to try to hide and goes for a walk again. So you turn to Jake and Sunoo who sat down again. Their gaze is elsewhere, riveted on the ground, just like yours.

Your overthink everything, you don't understand.

So you also sit down, questioning everything. None of you speak, far too lost on what has just happened. You still don't realize. You were only spending your afternoon quietly with yourself, and now you’re in the hospital.

A doctor finally comes out of the block, he greets you and announces "we are doing everything possible right now. Thank you for waiting again." he now asks you questions after asking the boys before. You explain to him the intensive training, the abundant hours of work, the many missed meals, all the mental pressure he undergoes... The doctor listens to you carefully and notes all the elements he needs. He finally thanks you all.

You sit back down and take out your phone. You know you shouldn't do that. That it will make you suffer even more, but you open your conversation with heeseung and even come across a message he sent you shortly before the drama. You hadn't seen it earlier. As soon as you read it, your heart breaks into a thousand pieces.

"Don't wait for me tonight, I'm coming home late, sleep without me, I love you ❤️"

It's as if this message made you realize everything at once. Sunoo, next to you, notices it and takes a look at your screen, he understands immediately.

After struggling for hours, you cry. Your tears fall abundantly on your cheeks like a river. You lean forward with your head in your hands, your elbows resting on your knees. You wonder how this could have happened to you. You feel the looks of other people in the waiting room but you don't care, it's not your biggest worry at the moment. Tears don't stop.

You feel a warm hand rest against your back, caressing calmly to reassure you. Sunoo whispers to you "don't worry y/n it will be fine, we are with you"

You don't even raise your head and try to get the few words you can out. "i should have insisted that he rest... i should have been more present for him..." you evoke all your doubts and thoughts that have been in your head for hours. You don't stop crying, your body trembles, your eyes begin to swell.

"He will get out of it we just have to be patient..." these words reassure you a little, you realize that now, where you are, you can't do anything and just wait. You straighten up and put your head on sunoo's shoulder.

Sometimes you manage to calm down a little and then the sobs come back.

Jungwon does not stop going back and forth, he chains the coffees and brings it back to the members. You refuse to drink it.

The hours go by so slowly. You've been sitting on this chair for more than 4 hours. Night has been falling for a while now. You receive many notifications and messages but you don't read any and don't respond to anyone, not even your family. You don't wanna talk to anyone. You don't leave the waiting room being too afraid that the doctor will arrive while you’re not there.

After remaining silent for a while, Jake finally gets up and glances at you. Your head is still resting against sunoo's shoulder, your gaze is totally lost in the void, your eyes are red, your tears flow without you controlling them now.

So he whispers discreetly to Sunoo that he’s going to look for something. So he comes back with four sandwiches, he gives them to each of the members and hands one in front of you "here y/n, you should eat a little." you don't even look at him and simply whisper "I don't want it" he still puts it next to you in case your opinion changes. The sandwich will eventually remain closed all night.

…

The hospital is now very quiet, it’s about 3 am. The wait becomes dying. You are exhausted. After a long time of struggle not to fall asleep, fatigue catches up with you faster. Your head hits the wall behind you, you fall asleep. Time passed a bit more faster thanks to this.

When you wake up, Jake is now next to you. He took off his jacket and put it around you. You emerge slowly and don't understand. He looks at you calmly while your eyes get used to the strong light of the hospital.

"Sunoo and Jungwon left while you were sleeping. They said it was useless to wait for 4, they told me to give them news and that they will come back if necessary." he explains to you softly. You just nod slightly.

"I gave you my jacket because you were shaking in your sleep." You’re still a little sleepy and therefore take time to understand him"thank you" you finally say. He smiles softly at you.

Then the door of the block opens suddenly. You raise your head right away...

False alert, it's only a patient who has just entered.

Your eyes are swollen, your head hurts from crying, you don't eat anything and you’re dying of cold.

Then suddenly the door of the block reopens.

"lee heeseung’s family? ”

You and Jake get up instantly. You go to the doctor. Your face is filled with worry and a little bit of hope after all these hours of waiting...

The doctor slowly removes his mask. His gaze goes from Jake to you.

Your heart beats so hard that you feel like you can't hear anything anymore.

Then he lets out a slight sigh.

"You can blow... He's out of danger. He suffers from significant anemia, with lack of sleep and exhaustion, his body eventually gave way. But his condition is now stable. He is then out of danger. ”

At the end of his words you collapse, literally. Jake barely has time to catch up you. So you cry in his arms.

All the stress of this day finally falls. All these hours desperately waiting for the slightest information about his condition. You feel Jake crying too. The doctor stays back for a few seconds sympathizing with what you feel.

But he finally cuts you off "He's not awake yet but only one person can go see him in his room. ”

Jake breaks away from you and immediately looks you in the eyes "go ahead y/n"

You take him in your arms one last time and wave to greet him before following the doctor.

You try to hold back your tears in front of the doctor.

You finally arrive in front of his room "you can enter but pay attention to him and his condition. Call us as soon as he wakes up." you nod.

He leaves, and here you are. Now alone in front of his bedroom door. You inhale deeply and open it calmly. You enter and close the door behind you. You gently raise your head and finally see him...

He’s laying on the bed, his eyes are closed, full of machines you didn’t know existed, making a lot of noise around him. Your eyes fill with tears again. You put your hands in front of your mouth and your face by shock.

You approach calmly. Your steps are silent. You arrive next to him, you stare at him.

Your hands slowly descend along your body. You see him breathing slowly. It's as if the world had just stopped for you. This moment you have dreamed of so much all day, you are finally living it.

After long minutes you finally take the chair next to the bed and sit on it. You look at him deeply. His torso rising and lowering with each breath, it reassures you.

You extend your hand, a little hesitant and finally grab his. This contact completely breaks you. You cry without being able to control yourself. Between your sobs you manage to find some words "You scared me so much, i was so scared for you..."

you lower your head and come to put it against his stomach. You caress his fingers to feel him close to you and realize what is happening.

You cry, you cry and you cry, while he’s still unconscious.

You finally raise your head to look at him again. You approach his hand to your lips and kiss his hand and all his fingers, you want to show him that you are there and you know that he can feel that.

You calm down a little and tell him the day that you went through with the members. You express all your doubts to him even if he doesn't hear them.

You say that during the entire waiting time, you only remembered your moments as a couple: your projects, your complicit moments or even banal arguments.

Obviously you constantly remind him how much you love him. All this makes you smile as you tell it.

Then at the end of your words, fatigue begins to return. You have been in the hospital since the afternoon, it’s now almost 5am...

So you look at him one last time, get up slowly and place a tender kiss on his cheek. You hope deep down that it can wake him up, but nothing happens.

So you sit down and rest your head against his stomach again. Your eyes close slowly and sleep catches up with you faster than you thought.

…

You are half asleep. Your eyes open from time to time and close just as quickly.

But suddenly, when you gently beat your eyes, you feel a stronger pressure on your hand. The one who was always link with heeseung’s one.

You raise your head right away.

"Heeseung? ”

His hand tightens yours. His facial expression tenses a little, his eyebrows frown. Then...

He blinks his eyes a little before opening them with difficulty. He looks a little lost so you don't want to scare him right away.

His eyes flutter several times. He looks at the ceiling. Then the machines.

Finally he hardly turns his head towards you. As if he was trying to figure out where he is.

"Heeseung?” You repeat as if you hadn't noticed that his eyes were open.

He sighs a little and lowers his head slightly towards you. You stare at him, your eyes on him, you don't believe it.

He looks at you for a long time too then ends up giving you a little weak smile when he sees your swollen, red eyes, your cheeks filled with dried tears…

"Y/n" he finally tells you in a weak voice.

He squeezes your hand a little more seeing that you don't realize.

" Are you really awake?” You ask a little stupidly. He weakly nods, the smile he gives you that you’ve dreamed of seeing so much. Your eyes fill with tears again.

You get up from your chair and gently take his face in your hands.

You stare at every part of his face. Your thumbs gently caress his cheeks, sometimes his lips, to feel him again. You look him in the eyes and calmly ask him "can i... take you in my arms? ”

He smiles even more at your delicacy "Come..."

You almost fall into his arms while trying not to hurt him. You really pay attention to him.

Then you finally cry, again, but in his arms. His warmth, his smell envelops you. You finally feel good and in your place, next to him.

He notices everything, your red eyes, your messy hair, Jake's jacket, the never opened sandwich placed on the next table, which you took the trouble to bring there.

"Did you eat?” He asks you softly.

You raise your head to look at him, your tears are still flowing. You sniff gently. "No, but it doesn't matter, it wasn't my priority. ”

He raises his hand very gently and wipes the tears on your cheeks.

"I'm sorry, i scared you," he finally says. He can't hold back anymore and cries.

He takes you in his arms. Your crying both synchronized.

You whisper in his neck "Don't ever do that to me again...i... i thought i was losing you—" you didn't want these words to come out because you knew they would break you. But you do it.

He gently caresses your hair, his tears falling into it.

You finally straighten up a little. You look at each other’s. You both smile and laugh sweetly, a little laugh full of love, the one that only you can understand.

Then you see that he looks a bit around him. "My jacket...where is it? ”

You get up slowly and go to pick it up on the coat rack near the door. You give it to him.

"No keep it, look in the right pocket please. ”

You frown a little and search the jacket to find something, a bit confused.

You slip your hand into his pocket and a small box comes out.

"What is it..." you look at him confused

He smiles tenderly at you "It's for you, i wanted to offer it to you after rehearsals, on my way home. But…here i am in hospital... Open it !! ”

Your hands are shaking a bit, you don't know what to expect. So you open the box slowly.

When you open it you discover a beautiful bracelet, from a very well-known brand. A sigh of shock escapes from you "ohhh...oh my god heeseung, is it for me? ”

He smiles even more when he sees your reaction.

This jewelry is accompanied by a little note that you read

"Thank you for staying by my side, even when i don't take enough care of myself. i love you very much. ”

Your tears come back immediately.

"You shouldn't have to, I'm just crying again because of you—" you don't even finish your sentence that your tears come back directly. You laugh a little through your tears, filled with love.

"I just wanted to see you smile, even if i thought i would offer it to you in a better context" he says, laughing weakly.

You gently wipe your tears and hand him the bracelet.

"Can you put it on me? ”

He barely straightens up. Then, with gestures still a bit hesitant because of his weakness, heeseung gently ties the bracelet around your wrist.

When he's done, you admire the jewelry for a few moments. Then look at heeseung again.

"Promise me one thing..."

"What? ”

"Stop believing that you must always be strong. You can tell me when it's not okay... you can rest... you don't need to destroy yourself to make everyone happy. ”

Your words touch him more than he imagined. He remains silent and feels all the pain you have experienced. Then he nods and takes your hand.

"i promise you." He brings your hand closer to his lips and kisses your fingers, as you did earlier.

"That's all i wanted..." you told him "...that you come back to me. ”

You kiss his forehead, then his nose and finally his lips. A slow kiss, filled with love and all the pain you’ve just gone through.

He slowly detaches.

"You know..."

"What?” You look at him a little lost. You don't know what else he could add after all this.

"Keep talking to me..."

You frown.

"Why? ”

"Because... it’s your voice that made me want to come back. ”

You really don't know where he wants to go. "What do you mean? ”

"i heard you."

You look at him surprised, pretending you don't understand.

"When you told me to come back... when you told me how much you love me... i heard your voice... i just couldn't open my eyes. ”

Of course, the tears come back to you again. So you kiss him again.

"So you already know everything i had in my heart." You stare at him gently as if you were analyzing him. Then after this silence.

"i love you so much too, you are my whole life." he finally tells you.

Your eyes are red, you look away a bit and laugh nervously.

"Stop making me cry." you joke before taking him back against you, without stopping kissing and hugging him.

You are finally where you have always been.

You gently close your eyes to him.

For the first time in weeks, he no longer thought about rehearsals or concerts or obligations.

He was just thinking about you.

And that was enough.

Because after that night, he had finally understood that taking care of himself was also taking care of those who love him.

In this hospital between expectations and doubts, your patience has finally brought you back to where you have always been destined.

Close to him.

Thank you so much for reading it,

Likes and comments are appreciated!!!

Omg i love them that was pure fluffff!!! we love safe relationships!!!

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(english is not my first language, sorry for my mistakes, i sometimes used google translate for some words (worst app translation ever btw) so sorry😔🙏🏼)

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Maybe we should’ve talk… ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

˚⟡˖ ࣪ yang jungwon x reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. friends with benefits. accidental pregnancy

In which: what if you get pregnant by your bsf ?

contents: mention of sex, strong language, accidental pregnancy, angst, pregnancy, fluff, humor, jealousy, social media au, friends with benefits, sexual references, suggestive content

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Maybe we should’ve talk… ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

˚⟡˖ ࣪ yang jungwon x reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. friends with benefits. accidental pregnancy

In which: what if you get pregnant by your bsf ?

contents: mention of sex, strong language, accidental pregnancy, angst, pregnancy, fluff, humor, jealousy, social media au, friends with benefits, sexual references, suggestive content

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they can’t know ⋆｡°✩ | 이히승

˚⟡˖ ࣪ idol lee heeseung x idol (soloist) reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. dating scandal. secret relationship

in which : he loves her, she loves him, but nobody wants them together

contents&TW: idols au, secret relationship, established relationship, smau, some mentions of sex, angst, fluff, fake breakup, jake thinks heeseung loves him, rumors, anxiety, cyberbullying , online hate

anlovn ❀: kpop double standards… we love y/n and all our women

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tell me what you think about it !!! Likes, comments and reblog are appreciated.

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what if heesung faints out of exhaustion and his members calls yn ( heesung's younger gf ) and she keeps crying for like 3 hours or more and she ends up sleeping on the chair shivering cause the ac of hospital was so high and hospital ran out of blankets and she barely ate anything ( also maybe we could say that he lost blood )

ohh, a written one ??

explain a bit more if you wanna. something really sad and hurtful?

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they can’t know ⋆｡°✩ | 이히승

˚⟡˖ ࣪ idol lee heeseung x idol (soloist) reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. dating scandal. secret relationship

in which : he loves her, she loves him, but nobody wants them together

anlovn ❀: kpop double standards… we love y/n and all our women

01 02

tell me what you think about it !!! Likes, comments and reblog are appreciated.

(in honor of my glorious brazilian queens and gbogh iconic ot7 fanchant)

taglist: @simjaeyunslut @jellyyjn @aerrdeicall @sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii @aeminju

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they can’t know ⋆｡°✩ | 이히승

˚⟡˖ ࣪ idol lee heeseung x idol (soloist) reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. dating scandal. secret relationship

in which : he loves her, she loves him, but nobody wants them together

contents&TW: idols au, secret relationship, established relationship, smau, angst, fluff, fake breakup, rumors, anxiety, cyberbullying , online hate

anlovn ❀ : okay that was clearly better in my head, i’m not really sure about it but let me know what u think!!

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second part will drop tonight or tomorrow in honor of my brazilian queens and gbogh iconic ot7 fanchant 😎😎

#anlovn #writer stuff

sunnotes

how it felt hearing heeseungs name today in the fanchant...

all of a sudden im back in march 10 i havent moved on shit YES I am ot7 IDGAF WE USED TO BE A PROPER FUCKING COUNTRY MY SEVEN OH MY FUCKING GOD😭😭😭

sunnotes

that shit of a saranghae mess fanchant getting mogged by its humble superior the OT7 gbogh fanchant whos been running this game for 6 years. July 5 blood saga in Sao Paulo I will always remember you.

part 11 of maybe we should’ve talk is ready… but i need more likes on the previous one to post it…🥰🤗😚🤫

⬆️ how i feel btw

#anlovn #writer stuff #enhypen x reader #maybe we should’ve talk

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Maybe we should’ve talk… ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

˚⟡˖ ࣪ yang jungwon x reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. friends with benefits. accidental pregnancy

In which : what if you get pregnant by your bsf ?

contents : mention of sex, strong language, accidental pregnancy, angst, pregnancy, fluff, humor, jealousy, social media au, friends with benefits, sexual references, suggestive content

01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08 09 10 MASTERLIST

a long one to forgive my absence… sorryyy

hope you like it!! likes, reblog and comments are really appreciated🫶🏻🫶🏻

(pls give me baby name ideas🙏🏼🙏🏼)

lazy to put the links of the other chapters, gonna do that later!!!

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PART 11 at +300 likes 😌🙂‍↕️

lmao who am i to say that 😂😂 (but that’s true tho)

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if love could wait | iland bf 히승

➯ the last normal days

⋅°❀⋆.ೃ࿔* pre debut lee heeseung x reader ⋅°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*

written(~2.1k). first love. i-land. long distance.

In which : your boyfriend gets selected for i-land. while the whole world slowly falls in love with “Lee Heeseung the ace”, you’re simply trying to hold on to the boy you’ve loved long before anyone knew his name.

contents : fluff, angst, established relationship, comfort, slow burn, long distance relationship, i-land, trainee life, emotional conversations, crying, mutual reassurance, idol life, canon compliant

anlovn ❀; not proof reading sryyy, finally it’s here. if you really like it i’ll try to continue!! sry for the delay

You are currently in higher education. It's going pretty well, you have good results, some friends, and your boyfriend with you. Even if he is still a trainee, you always try to see each other as much as possible, especially before he (you hope) starts because then it will be almost impossible to see each other so regularly and you know it. But you strongly encourage him in his dream of being an idol.

Besides, today he even invited you to a small cafe in the city to meet you. So now you're leaving to join him.

You get there. You can already see him there, sitting at a table. He signals you to come. You join him.

"Hello," you say as you approach him.

He takes you in his arms for a little greeting.

"Hello, how are you? I'm glad to see you"

"Me too. I missed you! You told him, looking him in the eyes. You both smile and then finally sit down.

He orders for you because he knows exactly what you love and admire you.

You talk for a long time. You tell him about your studies, the new people you meet, the changes between this new life and high school...

He observes you and listens to you entirely when you speak. His eyes are fixed on yours. He laughs when you tell some funny or a little embarrassing moments. And he discreetly takes your hand above the table, his fingers squeezing against yours, when you evoke your hardest moments, the pressure and your few acclimatization difficulties. His thumb caressing your fingers. He wants you to feel that you can fully trust him and that he is there for you.

"Well in short..." you say shaking your head, "tell me about yourself, how are you doing right now? ”

"Listen yn, I have something to tell you..." he begins. You don't have time to understand that your stomach knots instantly. You don't even know what he's going to tell you but you suddenly stress.

"Don't blame me, I will always be there for you and you know it," he continues.

"Heeseung you scare me now" you tell him with a nervous laugh.

He hesitates for a few moments, his hand still on yours, then he finally announces.

"I was selected to join a survival show." he looks at you instantly to see your reaction.

Your stress finally subsides but you are still under the shock. A survival show? So he will have to devote himself to it for months, surely without seeing you? These questions come to your head but you don't really have time to 'understand' them. You're just proud of him.

"Is it true?? Your expression speaks for yourself, you are shocked.

"Yes..." Heeseung tells you smiling, you don't know if he's smiling because he's proud or if it's because of your reaction. You even think it's both in the end.

"Omg hee I'm so happy for you!! You say a little while screaming then end up sliding your hand in front of your mouth, your round eyes, looking embarrassed because everyone heard you.

You apologize briefly with a nod to the people around who are looking at you now. Heeseung laughs slightly, he thinks you're cute.

You get up, you go to him, you bend down a little to be at his height as he sits and you take him in your arms. Your head rests on his shoulder, your hand behind his neck. He grabs you by the waist and hugs you in turn.

"Well done, I'm so proud of you, you deserve it, you work so hard for that and I see it..." you whisper to him gently. He can't help but smile at your words, you always manage to find the right ones to reassure him and he likes it.

You finally detach yourself from him and leave him a quick little kiss on his cheek. He gets up in turn and leaves to pay the bill.

...

You now find yourself walking along the Han River, hand in hand. After the shock of the announcement, all the questions you avoided first resurface.

"And so" you start slowly, "do you know the other people who will participate? ”

"We can't really know everything yet, but I think Jongseong will be there..."

"And? You look at him out of the corner of your eye

"I don't know..."

Your boyfriend looks lost or stressed, and it hurts you. "And how is the show going to go? ”

"We don't know everything yet either. Only that it will be broadcast worldwide, with eliminations, we will live on the shooting site and filmed permanently. ”

When he confesses all this to you, it makes you a little anxious. You know he had some hard times and you just want him to feel good.

And on the other hand, you may find yourself a little selfish to think like that, but you are afraid for your couple. From the beginning you are aware that the day it begins, everything will become more complicated. But you didn't imagine that he would have to integrate a survival show for that. It's true that you would have liked it to be 'simpler'. You know the world of kpop well and you suspect that it will be very complicated to communicate. And it frustrates you because it will be one of the most important moments of his life and you won't even be able to be there for him.

During this heavy silence you finally ask him "how long will it last? ”

"Surely a few months..."

"Will we be able to see or talk from time to time? In reality you already think you know the answer but you tell yourself that by chance it might be different.

"I don't know. They just told us it would last several weeks. And I don't think I'll have my phone." he looks at the floor answering your questions as if he was ashamed of being about to get closer to his dream.

You ask him another question that still holds you back "and, when does it start? ”

You barely have time to ask him to answer you instantly "in 2 weeks." as if he knew you were going to tell him that. He stops walking and looks at you immediately for the first time since the beginning of this walk, as if to see your reaction. You now look into your eyes, your hands still clenched. Your expression has changed following his answer. You who had tried to keep a little positive smile by asking him these questions, you now look at him with a tense face. You didn't expect it to be so soon.

He notices it. "yn?"

A sad pout appears on your face, he sees it immediately and takes you in his arms. "Don't worry yn. Everything will be fine." His chin rests above your head, his arms wrapped around your shoulders, yours around his waist. Following his words you can no longer hold back, you cry softly as if you didn't want him to feel it.

"Oh nan yn. I'm sorry." he caresses your hair and rocks you lightly to soothe you. "Sorry. It's nothing... It's going to be fine..." you cry for a few moments then you finally whisper against his chest

"Don't apologize for making your dream come true. I'm very happy for you. It's just..."

You raise your head to look at him, always in his arms.

"Just what...? ”

"I'm afraid for us heeseung." you tell him with wet eyes. "How are we going to do without seeing each other? I won't even be there for you in one of the most important moments of your life. What if you forget me...? ”

His hands now rest on your cheeks. He wipes the slippery tears on your cheeks with his thumbs.

"Yn, I won't forget you, it's impossible. To tell the truth, I'm even more afraid that it's you who forgets me. It's going to be a very hard time for both of us but I know we'll manage to overcome all this." he looks carefully at how you react. "As soon as it's over, you'll be the first person I'll call and come see, no matter the final decisions." he wants to convey his positivity to you and does everything to make you smile,

"I know you love me too much and that you will miss me but it will be fine." he adds laughing, in a humorous way.

And it finally works because a smile comes off your lips, "ah you're stupid"

"Yes but it works." he smiles, "come on here" he takes you back in his arms as if all your unsaid could be transmitted.

...

He insisted on taking you home, so here you are two in front of your apartment.

"Well..." he turns to you to face you. He grabs your two hands and squeezes them tightly as if he wanted to take you with him if he could. "I will be very busy for the next 2 weeks. I have to train a lot so I don't know if we'll have time to see each other again..." he feels your sadness so he squeezes your hands even harder, "I will call you and send you messages every day without exception until I leave. Don't cry for me please, I'll be back as soon as I can. Watch the show when it comes out. Don't take your head for me and enjoy your friends, go outside, be happy." his words touch you, obviously it just makes you want to cry even more and kidnap him so that he stays with you, so you try to stay neutral.

"... I love you yn, I will think of you every day. ”

You don't even let him finish "I love you too hee, come back as soon as you can take your time, I'll wait for you. I trust you I know you will succeed. ”

You don't have time to add a word that he gets closer to you, his lips finding yours. He kisses you tenderly. A kiss filled with tenderness, doubt, a kind of goodbye but no goodbye.

...

You call each other every day -well as soon as he has time-. He sends you a lot of messages to remind you that he is thinking of you and that he is doing well.

You can't stop thinking about the last time you saw each other. You regret that you may not have shown enough that you are there for him. He doesn't blame you for anything so you tell yourself that you think too much.

...

This is the last night before he leaves. It's very late that night. You waited a long time for him. Here you are now in FaceTime one last time before you don't know how long.

Heeseung is very stressed and doubts him a lot so you reassure him all night. He even cries in front of you - finally on the screen - by evoking his doubts. You listen to him without judging him you want to appear strong in front of him so that he doesn't worry about you.

"Don't worry hee, I know it will do it. You've been working so hard for this for years and I know you're capable of it. ”

—

The call ends. You feel empty but you don't really realize at that moment how much everything was going to change.

...

𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞…..

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also, what if y/n wants to name the baby rosa 🤣✌️

omg that’s really funny, imma think about it fr😂

#anlovn #anon ask

why doesn't jungwon just block rosa atp

bc he’s dumb😔

#anlovn #anon ask

anlovn

Maybe we should’ve talk… ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

˚⟡˖ ࣪ yang jungwon x reader ˚⟡˖ ࣪

smau. friends with benefits. accidental pregnancy

In which : what if you get pregnant by your bsf ?

contents : mention of sex, strong language, accidental pregnancy, angst, pregnancy, fluff, humor, jealousy, social media au, friends with benefits, sexual references, suggestive content

01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08 09 10 MASTERLIST

a long one to forgive my absence… sorryyy

hope you like it!! likes, reblog and comments are really appreciated🫶🏻🫶🏻

(pls give me baby name ideas🙏🏼🙏🏼)

lazy to put the links of the other chapters, gonna do that later!!!

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