Writingconnectssoul

Random, miscellaneous thoughts and dreams.......!!

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This magic works 💜🖤

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Shades of Life 💜

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Sometimes it last in love and sometimes it hurts instead..!!

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And then season demanded to be changed..!!

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Midnight Autumn whisper..!!

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Let’s write a poem : Nottingham Canvas

Hi, Here is a girl, so lost and speaking to stars,

desires that doesn’t know any boundaries,

stories that are scribbled inside the heart,

It all started with dry leaves, flying birds and open sky,

the dreams then were shattered, chased and survived,

there was a battle inside but there were colours rambling in joy.

and so it is, the story that began, but still wanted to meet every galaxy.

journey,  well that journey was a climb, wondering in happiness and sadness

but there was always a sense of madness..

How many times a heart had to feel empty to feel it all,

it wandered in unknown streets, in rain and in sunshine,

but it just made it through it all..

dreaming of unknown, dreamcatchers and northern lights,

hopeless fantasies that knitted the hope, that hope then shined bright.

Well the thing is there were so many scars,

but there was salvation that will chase every possibility so so far..

#writingconnectssoul #writing #poetry #poem #words #dreams

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That’s how I feel, A girl seeking diary

So many thoughts going on in my mind, want to speak about so many things, A thought about how the past was and a thought on what future will carry, One thing certainly hasn’t change about me is I still seek diary to tell what I wanna feel or perhaps to figure out how I feel..!!

Here is a note to myself,

I know you feel insecure, I know you are scared, I know it’s tough to manage everything by your own, I know you wonder who are the people will stay in your life and who will walk away. I won’t say don’t worry worry everything will be alright, It’s too cliché but you know what everything will be alright.

I am very proud of you for being yourself, for being brave, for not fearing to speak out loud on what you actually believe in and for being you.

Don’t let anybody set boundaries for you even if that’s your own mind, Don’t fear failure, it’s the part of a life and you know more than anyone that you crave a whole life, Before trying to be perfect just give it a shot, put efforts and fly girl.

Someday you will make it, It may take time, It may have lot of struggle, It may have lot of emotions but it’s your journey and you are on it and you know what’s brave that you have decided to walk on this path on by your own, You have already taken the first step so just accept and adapt everything that comes in between. You will make it and if not you be very proud of yourself that you at least tried.

With Love,

Anmol

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We are sassy and we know it.. !!

Women’s day, A day to cheer up the women all around the world But do we need others to cheering us up??

Let’s love ourselves for the person we are, what If the only person I want to love right now is myself??

Yes m a women and sometimes I am way too ambitious and sometimes I don’t feel like getting up from the bed, but that doesn’t give you the right to define my dreams, Let me tell you it’s all gonna be about me, My choices, My flaws, My mistakes, My dreams, My possibilities and My fantasy..!1

I have my flaws and and yet I have every right to be  self obsessed about myself

No you won’t decide for me if I want to be a good wife, a good daughter, a good mother and a good sister .. Let me just be me first, I have to find myself and I am not afraid of loosing everything, What I am really afraid of is that I will never find myself so please let me be free, let me be wild, let me go to places and let me do the things, No I am not asking your permission, I am just conveying you my intentions.

Yeah my skin colour may be black or white or brown, I maybe tall or short, I may be fat or thin, I may have wild or settled hairs, but I am pretty and I don’t need you to decide it for me, I will love myself the way I want to, Sometimes I may paint my hairs blue or green or rainbow, Sometimes I would just wear a bindi on my face and sometimes I may step out in my pyjamas.

Don’t tell me to be attractive, Don’t tell me to be dull, just don’t tell me, Listen to me if you want to but let me tell you, you won't decide for me, this world won’t decide for me.

yeah I will chuckle, I will blush, I will smile and I will laugh but let me also tell you I will be miserable, I will cry and I will be vulnerable and most importantly I will be me...!!

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Things that we don’t say out loud

Sometimes in life when you are seeking directions you get lost, you don’t find the inner strength, you will loose all the energy you have, you would wanna make it all but it won’t work that way, there will be paths that will be very tough for you to walk, you won’t have energy to fight, the world won’t seems right and nothing will make sense.

The world will tell you that you will be OK at some point but you are not sure that you will be OK. you just wanna be OK but you know it’s not easy for you. How do you deal with such situation. Do you ever allow yourself breakdown, do you ever allow yourself to take a break, do you ever try to reach out people for help, tell them you don’t wanna work on it that you need rest.

People will often tell you mental health is important and you need to speak out loud. But are they actually be willing to be the part of your misery, Will they be OK to listen about all the pain you are going through, all the words that you are not saying, all the thoughts and chaos that are tearing you apart.

Do you ever wanna go on the path of salvation, just to find inner peace, to find a sense of belonging, to find happiness  where you can wake up with the peace in your heart and hope in your eyes for a beautiful experience. In a world where you will find there is a place for your dreams. 

Just don’t let the circumstances break you, don’t let them define you, don’t let them write your story and don’t let them decide how you are supposed to feel. don’t let them tell you that you can’t make it.

“Sometimes you need to believe in GOD, and maybe there will be time when you won’t be able to find that GOD in outer world, you only need to peek inside your heart and you will find him within you, just trust it

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Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing #aerosmith and drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/CJJJtibhw7B_Cfn9chNegv2w6PjgYS0Z-dupnQ0/?igshid=11dobw8sykjq

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You may say m a dreamer but no m not the only one... John lennon

Time is a beautiful thing, so is life, the essence of life is revealed to us slowly when we ask the universe to help us, universe evince it's secret to us when we need it the most, when we are in darkness, when we are lost, when we are tired, when we are hopeless and when we are on the verge of quitting. always try to seek small pleasures in small things, you always give importance to those small things, the begining of everything is very small, you need to believe in small things, you need to believe in being happy, you need to collect all those small moments, wrap them into a small box and take them with you where you can find peace,

All these little things in life they all create this haze"

you are born to be happy, you are capable of bringing happiness in others life, you are broken, but we all are and someone has said it "we are stronger at the places we are broken", i never couldn't understand it until i felt it. your happiness lies in your kindness, you never quit on it, you always find the courage to get up again and again no matter how many times you fail, one day you will find you have healed and you have healed others.

"essence of small entity makes us alive and let us live that small moment"

My journal,

Anmol Agrawal,

28th july 2018

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"faith is a journey of universe, a soul of your voice, a definition of destiny and a blessing of god"

Intution and deep satisfaction, that vibration we get from the god in the darkest time, when we think we are broken and this is the end, a small voice screams from deep inside of our heart to believe despite it's not easy, not able to decide weather right or wrong, still we listen to it because that's the only voice we are capable of listening, it's a light within us that comes from the dark, that ignite s the whole universe, that notion that spreads in wind and every entity in the world becomes s smaller the notion that is so pure that all our bad deeds are pured and all the flaws we habe shines... That's how faith works...

Someone once said

"ernest desires creates connection and only memory will bring those moments to life.. "

I never couldn't comprehend it until i witnessed it today... !!!!!!

"When everything goes wrong, when u are drown completely that u think u can't be saved, when yout heart is tired and you soul give up on everything that one voice for that one second will bring u to life"

Anmol Agrawal

My journal

11th July 2018

Never witnessed something this amazing before... !!!!

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"dreams, souls and stars"

Some dreams cannot be abandoned, some scare can't be healed and some souls can't find peace ever... Yet they are the one that teaches us to dream, to heal, to fly.

Some questions can't be answered, some destinies can't be mend yet they are the one that defines eternity...!!

Yes dark yet those souls gleams like stars...

Yes defeated yet teaches us to fight wars..

Yes broken yet heals our shattered piece

Yes lost yet brings light in our life

Yes restless yey peace in them we seek

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Frenemy, cactus plant and myriad thought s

Some people, some dreams, some songs, some places, some colors, some artefact, some melodies, wind and someone's eyes they are our escape, they are the things that heals us, no matter how bitter life becomes they become our hope in vain, we knit dreams along with these small joyous things.

"these bizzare world become our only reality, a reality where our dreams bloom, where our hope discover it's dawn"

"Small joy, uncertain escapes and notional dreams creates the haze we rely on"

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"it hurts because it matters"

-john green

"I just now read this quote. Sometimes to chase something it's essence gets lost..."

life is running fast, everything is changing, the time is so strange, we have become very calculative these days, if it's important for us then we invest our time and money and even love in it, if not then it has become very simple for us to abandon things.

But one question is floating in my soul since few days. How do we decide if something is worth or not. Why letting go becomes the toughest thing in the world, why we get attached to something not meant for us to the limit that we question our existence without it, why our soul is so greedy for that certain emotions, why despite knowing how tough the life is our soul just don't wanna abandon it, what peace it gives us to our soul, i am not able to figure out, i don't know what's wrong or right, i don't know what future has to offer, but that surreal dream is important to me, maybe that's by it hurts because it matters.. !!

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"words, notepad, stars and music"

"give me reason but don't give me choice, bcz i will just make the same mistake again"

James blunt music was flowing in my playlist today, it was the third time i listened to this song today, i have no idea as usual where i am going, but i am not worried about it for a moment, i just wanna fill the momentous happiness which i am feeling now, I don't wanna do overthing,

i wanna take a deep breath and i wanna feel the silence, and stars and cold breeze and good music and some unreal dream... !!

This surely is a unusual day, i am not thinking anything negative,

i wanna be happy and i wanna dream and i wanna chase the cold wind in open sky, i wanted to swim in cold water, i wanna surf with the waves, i wanted to dance with the stars,

" i was admiring myself for the first time and i wanted to admire myself for forever.. !!!"

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"midnight dream, tears speaks

life is strange, we are always taught to believe in our self, to believe in our dreams, to believe in what we are, to believe in the way god has created us, 

but then comes a point we are told to abandon our dreams, with time, with responsibilities, with sacrifices we loose compassion, we loose dreams, we loose that innocence and we loose ourselves and that’s where our courage is tested,

Caterpillar in the tree, How you wonder who you'll be Can't go far but you can always dream Wish you may and wish you might Don't you worry, hold on tight. I promise you there will come a day Butterfly, fly away

“Maye ni maye mere geetan de nainan vich Birhon di rarrak pavve ...

Adhi adhi raati uth rown moye mittran nuMaye sanu neend na pavve”

“stars and colors and rainfall,

escape from my scars,

lost dreams floating with stars,

sleepless nights, 

don’t you worry my child

you have to go far”

 “i wanna believe, i wanna chase my dreams, i can’t abandon that music, those colors, those landscapes, those roads, those stars, those words, that sky, those pictures, those moments and those scars”

My journal(14th June, 2018)

Anmol Agrawal