We started from the bottom, but we just do it now

Hi I'm Erin I like Koreans and cats bye

[k-rappersbelike-archive]

[chasassyeon]

I love fucking myself

Ravi (Kim Wonshik), NIRVANA, 2018.  (via chasassyeon)

[cs-confessions-uncensored]

the kpop group on the discord is so... closed off? i want to join their friend group but i just feel so unwelcome rip

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[annalfunkbuster]

Id suggest just going for it if you ever see them mention something you like. I was intimidated too but after i chimed in with just a simple Twice/Pristin joke it seemed a lot less scary and everyone was really nice :D -Hilson

[kanjabeto-deactivated20180421]

Jeff Goldblum ©Dylan Coulter // ShortList

[pokemonsieur]

@420blazeitfaggot this is the blue alien from earth girls are easy

[dracules-blog]

Space the final frontier these are the voyages of the starship enterprise. Its continuing mission to explore strange new worlds to seek out new life and new civilizations to boldly go where no one has gone before. Star Trek Beyond (2016)

[nalolnews]

New Summoner Icons

[leo-nardo-di-taekwoon]

A short sad story

[ellenripleys]

Alien (1979) dir. Ridley Scott

[cs-confessions-uncensored]

yoosung or jumin seemed nice when I interacted with them on the forums, gave me some sass tho, and until I found this blog, just ashamed with how fake their positive attitude is, but I guess when you're angry you will always show your true colors.

[jhinskohai]

Hey! I just wanna make sure if it was me or not, its not really a ‘fake’ niceness per-say, its more that I just over emphasize my excitement to make sure I don’t seem rude to anyone at all. I’m really sorry if I’ve seemed to sass you (I’m Yoosung by the way) but I likely was just tired and temporarily cut back on that emphasized happiness. On this blog, I’ve just really gotten tired of not being able to ‘kindly’ defend myself because theres always something wrong with what I say, and it gets taken out of context. A lot of my submissions haven’t even been posted anymore while I’ve been being a lot more understanding of opposing sides and what not, so the only things really on the blog are when I get really pissy and sassy. I’m just kinda ranting too much now but yeah. Idk, I just dont want people thinking it is deliberately fake though and not wanting to interact with me anymore.

[annalfunkbuster]

This Jumin and 20 years late soz but same. I don’t really intend to be “fake” and I’m usually like I am on the forums, it just usually comes out a little awkward since I tend to use curse words in almost all of my sentences, and when I can’t use them it feels really unnatural when I try to speak, but yeah all the stuff from this blog was what happens when I get pushed over the edge tbh. At the time all this drama happened I was having one of the worst few weeks of my life and all the stuff anon was saying made me lose my temper. Honestly, looking back I probably should’ve ignored it but I really was scared if I did ignore it people would continue to accuse Jhin/Yoosung of being me and lying and I was worried I’d ruin her reputation within less than a month of joining the viscet community. :x

[annalfunkbuster]

Very personal post but I really need to get this out of me somehow. Suicide Trigger Warning

I know I haven’t really been on here in a while but fuck man. My sanity has lowered so much since 2017 started and I’m really worried I’m gonna do something soon. There were 3 suicide attempts/almost suicide attempts in Feb within the same too weeks and the only reason I’m still here is because of luck. I’m so thankful for my best friend because if it wasn’t for her helping me through everything that’s happened I don’t think I’d be here

The worst week of my life started on March 6th when I found out my close friend (The person I just reblogged the post from, aka Mastermeadow) of almost 2 years took his own life and I have so many regrets about everything. Every time he talked to me he’d get more and more deep and sad until I stopped responding and god I fucking wish I helped him. The last thing we said to each other was him saying “leg?” (which was what he called League of Legends) and I said “Yes I have 2″ and sent a stupid fucking picture. I hate myself for not playing with him that day so much.. I can’t even log into Skype anymore because every time I see him on “Away” I break down, but I’m not brave enough to delete him, and if I hide him I’ll feel even worse. 

I hate myself so god damn much and my sanity is getting even worse than it was before. I honestly don’t think I can make it in this world anymore but after going through what’s happening right now I don’t even want to think about suicide. I don’t want to put my best friend through what I’m feeling right now but if I ever feel the need to kill myself as hard as I did last month I won’t even be able to stop myself. This feels like such a fucking nightmare and I hate it so much. I always thought I was emotionally numb and I’d never be able to feel the pain of losing someone and I hated myself for that too but now I know that isn’t true and I’d rather be numb than feel like this for the rest of my life. 

Sorry for this. Not really meant for you guys to read I just want to let it out and this is the only place I feel fine with ranting on.

[srrybabe]

[bulbeat]

Me: I only like deep, dark lyrics that I can emotionally relate to

Ravi:   Oh whoa whoa that’s no no boy

Me

[cs-confessions-uncensored]

post soon??)) jumin please stop flooding the blog with nonsense and stop posting here, mods do you think you can stop queuing their junk? They're too angry to post something that anyone can make sense of and they're just starting more and more drama. It's best to end this. Thank you

well we’re still goin to queue it unless they just copy+paste the same message over n over but otherwise i agree, theres enough constant drama on this blog as is - owl

[annalfunkbuster]

casually gonna reblog this instead of posting another confession (Cus honestly either way I was gonna do this and offer to settle it in PMs cus I knew we were fighting too much on the blog lmfao dis jumin if u couldnt tell)

this is how I imagine this anon is irl every time I replied to them with proof of the things they accused yoosung and I of lying about

[annalfunkbuster]

holy shit i was walking angst last year

i mean i still am tho hhh just dont blog about it anymore 

[yallcanhaveyourfantasies]

it’s that time of year again…

[annalfunkbuster]

hi I'm back again

I've been gone a while again but I'm back for at least tonight and I now have a kitten and an unhealthy obsession with more Kpop idols (rapmonisdaddysorrynotsorry) hi

[annalfunkbuster]

Same