I have no words for the agony I feel. Rosenstolz was my first ever favourite band. My room was and in part is still plastered in their posters. For a time I essentially lived on their website. I never changed the calender from my favourite picture of AnNa. I never bought tickets for any concert faster than hers. I checked ticket sites every day to see if a new tour stop had been added. I had alerts on for their social media so when the announcement was published I saw it almost immediately. I couldn't believe it, I refused to believe it, I basically begged the news for articles that had inquired other sources, it just couldn't be true, it had to be a sick joke.
My heart is broken into so many pieces, to never get to see her again, hear her unique voice live, the made up stories, the forgotten lyrics, it's hard to imagine. So many lasts we didn't know were lasts.
May she rest easy đ¤
