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Michael reacting to the most beautiful scene betweenïżŒ Smoke and Annie. đ„čđ„čđ„č One of my dreams came true I always wanted to see his reaction to the scene.
This song reminds me of Annie being fed up with smoke ⊠Fed up with him always being in crisis . Always being in survival mode.. loving him two ways but him always giving her one !! This song reminds me of When Annie is split in two ..in spirit and in body .. this is Annie questioning if her prayers are enough.. is her love enough .. & thinking.. âIâm not what you need â
And to me this is smokes answer lbsđ⊠like where are you going? ⊠I need you .. we gone have dark days but you my light in all things .. letâs talk it out .. you say Iâm two ways bt really with you ..Iâm only one (Elijah).. we can get into it .. but we gone get intimate always!! a deeper love .. higher than a climax⊠deeper than the ocean ..Iâm not leaving and I ainât allowing you to leave..
Chapter 32 (pt.1)
âIt Takes Twoâ
Ms. Maingotâs eyes go wide.
âOh my God! Her water just broke!â
Stackâs head snaps toward Dajia.
The color drains from his face.
His stomach drops.
Smoke and Shaad immediately let him go.
He rushes over to her. âOh shit⊠baby.â He gently cups her face. âCome on. We gotta get you to the hospital.â
Dajia shakes her head. âNo, Stack.â She takes a shaky breath. âCall my doula. Tell her to meet us at the house.â
Stack doesnât argue.
He nods immediately. âI got you.â
He steps away, already pulling his phone from his pocket.
Meanwhile, Annie and Dominique hurry to Dajiaâs side.
Both of them are visibly panicked.
Dominique grabs her arm. âAre you okay?â
Dajia looks at her like sheâs lost her mind. âNo, girl.â She lets out a nervous laugh that quickly turns into tears. âIâm not ready.â
Annie immediately takes her hand.
âItâs okay.â She gives it a reassuring squeeze. âWeâre here.â
Dajia nods, trying to steady her breathing.
Ms. Maingot is already moving.
âIâm going to get my car so we can get you home.â
âOkay,â Dajia says quietly.
A moment later, Stack walks back over. âSheâs on her way to the house now.â
âGood.â
Everyone begins filtering outside.
The excitement from the baby shower is gone.
Now every face is filled with concern.
As theyâre making their way across the parking lot, Preston spots the commotion.
His brows furrow. âWhatâs going on?â
Dajia looks at him. âMy water broke, Daddy.â
His eyes widen instantly. âWhat?â
He hurries over. âWe gotta get you to the hospital.â
Dajia shakes her head. âUh uh, Daddy.â
She winces. âIâm having him at home.â
âAt home?â Preston asks in disbelief. âWhat?â
âDaddyâŠâ she says through clenched teeth, ââŠnowâs not the time to argue.â
Before he can respond, Mrs. Maingot pulls her SUV around to the curb.
Stack quickly opens the back door. âCome on, baby.â
He helps Dajia inside before climbing âin beside her.
Ms. Maingot pulls away immediately.
The tires barely finish rolling beforeâ
âAhhh!â Dajia cries out. Her entire body tenses.
She doubles over in the seat.
Stackâs eyes grow wide. âWhatâs wrong?â
Another moan escapes her.
âYou havinâ a contraction?â
She nods rapidly, breathing hard.
âY-yesâŠâ
âBaby, gimme yo hand.â
She reaches for him without hesitation.
He laces his fingers through hers.
Her grip tightens instantly.
Ms. Maingot glances into the rearview mirror. âIâm timing your contractions.â
She keeps one eye on the road and another on the clock. âBreathe, baby. Nice and slow.â
Dajia nods, trying to focus.
She inhales through her nose. Then exhales slowly.
Stack rubs circles along her lower back with his free hand. âItâs okay, baby girl.â
He kisses the side of her head. âIâm right here.â
A few minutes laterâAnother contraction slams into her. âOhhh!â
She squeezes Stackâs hand so hard he feels his knuckles pop.
He doesnât flinch. He just holds on tighter.
Ms. Maingot checks the time again.
âTheyâre three minutes apart.â She looks at Dajia in the mirror.
âYouâre definitely in labor, baby.â
Dajia nods through another deep breath. âI knowâŠâ
Within minutes, they pull into the driveway.
Almost simultaneously, another vehicle pulls up behind them.
The doula.
She climbs out carrying several bags. âHow far apart?â
âThree minutes,â Ms. Maingot answers.
The doula nods immediately. âAlright. Letâs get her inside.â
Stack carefully helps Dajia out of the SUV.
She leans heavily against him as another contraction threatens to build.
âI got you,â he whispers. âI ainât lettinâ you fall.â
Together, with her parents and the doula close behind, they hurry into the house.
Just a few hours earlier, they had all been celebrating a baby shower.
NowâŠIt was finally time to meet Eli.
Once inside, the doula quickly gets to work.
She helps Dajia onto the bed long enough to check her cervix.
A smile spreads across her face. âYouâre already at eight centimeters.â
She looks up at everyone. âSheâs progressing quickly.â She stands. âCome on. Letâs get you in the tub.â
Within minutes, warm water fills the birthing tub.
Steam rises around the room.
Five minutes later, Dajia eases herself into the water with Stack climbing in behind her. He settles against the back of the tub and gently pulls her against his chest.
She leans into him, exhausted.
His arms wrap around her belly while one hand rubs slow circles across it.
The warmth of the water eases some of the pressure.
For a momentâŠShe relaxes.
Then another contraction crashes over her. âAhhhh!â
She pitches forward, gripping the sides of the tub. Her breathing becomes ragged.
Ms. Maingot kneels beside the tub and gently brushes damp locs away from Dajiaâs face. âBreathe, baby.â
âIâm trying, MaâŠâ Dajia cries. âI canât⊠it hurts too bad.â
âI know it does.â Her mother takes one of her hands.
âBut you gotta breathe through it. Donât fight your body. Let it do what it was made to do.â
Behind her, Stack kisses the side of her head. âYou doing so good, baby girl.â His own voice trembles. âHe will be here before you know itâ
Another wave rolls through.
Dajia squeezes both their hands until her knuckles turn white.
The doula quietly watches.
She waits for the contraction to pass before checking Dajia again.
A few seconds later, she smiles. âYouâre complete.â
Everyone looks at her.
She nods. âItâs time.â
Dajiaâs eyes widen. âAlready?â
The doula gently squeezes her shoulder. âItâs time to meet your son.â
Fresh tears fill Dajiaâs eyes.
She nods.
The next contraction builds.
âOkay, Dajia.â The doula positions herself.
âWhen it peaksâŠPush.â
Dajia takes a deep breath.
Then bears down with everything she has.
âThatâs it!â the doula encourages.
âBeautiful!â
Stack tightens his arms around her.
âCome on, baby girl. âYou got this.â
Ms. Maingot wipes tears from her own cheeks. âThatâs my girl.â
Another contraction. Another push.
Dajia cries out. âIâm tired!â
âI know,â Stack whispers into her ear.
âI know you are. But our son is almost here. You can do this.â
She nods, panting. Then pushes again.
Minutes seem to stretch forever.
Every contraction demands every ounce of strength she has left.
Stack keeps whispering words of encouragement into her ear.
He rubs her shoulders.
Kisses the top of her head.
Tells her over and over how proud he is.
InsideâŠHeâs terrified.
His heart is pounding so hard he swears everyone in the room can hear it.
But he refuses to let her see it.
She needs him steady.
So thatâs exactly what he gives her.
The doula suddenly smiles. âI see his head!â
Stackâs eyes get big âOh shit!âŠâ
Another push.
âThatâs it! Again, Dajia!â
She digs deep.
With one final cryâŠShe pushes as hard as she can.
And suddenlyâŠA tiny little body slips effortlessly into the warm water.
The room falls silent for one breathtaking second.
ThenâA loud newborn cry fills the bathroom.
Stack lets out a shaky laugh.
âOh⊠my God.â
The doula gently lifts the baby from the water and immediately places him on Dajiaâs chest. âThere he is. Your baby boy.â
Dajia wraps trembling arms around him.
The moment she looks into his little faceâŠShe breaks.
Tears stream down her cheeks.
âHi, baby.â
Her voice barely comes out above a whisper. âHi, Eli.â
Eli lets out another tiny cry before settling against her skin.
Stack stares at them in complete awe.
A grin slowly spreads across his face.
Then it grows wider. And wider.
Until every single one of his dimples shows.
He laughs through tears. âLook what we made.â
He reaches over, gently stroking Eliâs tiny cheek with one finger. âHe perfect.â
Mrs. Maingot quietly wipes her own eyes. âMy grandsonâŠâ
Preston stands in the doorway, overcome with emotion as he watches his daughter cradle her son for the very first time.
The doula smiles at the new family.
âCongratulations.â
âWelcome to the world, Eli Preston Maingot-Moore.â
The room fills with happy tears, relieved laughter, and grateful smiles.
Their little boy was finally here.
The doula gently takes Eli from Dajiaâs arms. âLet me get him cleaned up.â
She wraps him in a warm towel, carefully wiping away the remaining vernix before checking him over from head to toe.
She listens to his heartbeat.
Counts his tiny fingers. His tiny toes.
Checks his breathing. His reflexes.
Then she smiles. âHeâs perfect.â
Everyone in the room lets out the breath theyâd been holding.
She places him on the scale.
âHe looks to be right around six pounds.â
Dajia smiles through tired eyes.
âI knew you was in there eatinâ everything.â
The room fills with soft laughter.
A little while laterâŠ
The house has finally grown quiet.
The excitement has settled into peace.
Dajia rests comfortably in bed, propped against a pile of pillows.
Sheâs exhausted. But she canât stop smiling.
Across the room, Stack slowly walks laps with Eli cradled in his arm.
Eli is wide awake.
His dark little eyes stare up at his daddy as if heâs studying every feature on his face.
Stackâs heart completely melts.
He smiles down at him.
âWellâŠâ He chuckles softly.
âHello, son. Welcome to the world.â
Eli blinks up at him.
Stack gently brushes a finger across his tiny cheek. âLook at you. You look just like yoâ mama.â
Dajia grins. âGood.â
Stack looks over at her and laughs. âDonât do that.â
She shrugs innocently. âWhat? He do.â
âHe got my nose.â
âMmm⊠I donât know about that.â
Stack shakes his head. âYou already startinâ.â
Dajia laughs so hard her stomach hurts.
A soft knock sounds at the bedroom door before it slowly opens.
Ms. Maingot and Preston step inside.
The moment Ms. Maingot sees Eli, both hands fly to her chest. âOh my GodâŠâ
Fresh tears fill her eyes. âMy grandson.â
She walks over slowly âCan I hold him?â
Stack smiles. âOf course.â
He carefully transfers Eli into her waiting arms.
She looks down at him like heâs the most precious thing sheâs ever seen. âOhâŠâ
Her voice cracks. âHeâs beautiful.â
She smiles through tears.
âHe already looks like his mama.â
Dajia laughs. âMaâŠâ She points at her.
âDonât start. Cause then you gonâ make me cry.â
Ms. Maingot sniffles. âI canât help it.â
She kisses Eliâs forehead. âMy grandbaby is finally here.â
She rocks him gently for a moment before turning toward Preston. âYou wanna hold him?â
Preston hesitates. Just for a second.
Then he slowly reaches out.
She carefully places Eli into his arms.
The transformation is immediate.
The hard expression that rarely leaves Prestonâs face disappears.
Years in the military had taught him discipline. Control. To keep his emotions tucked away.
But none of that matters now.
A slow smile spreads across his face.
Then it grows wider.
His eyes never leave Eli. âHey there, little manâŠâ His voice is barely above a whisper.
Dajia watches from the bed. Her expression softens.
She canât remember the last time sheâd seen her father look so⊠gentle.
So unguarded. It makes her heart swell.
Stack notices too.
He quietly walks back over to the bed and sits beside her.
Without saying a word, he slips an arm around her shoulders.
Then kisses her forehead. âWe did it, baby girl.â
Dajia slowly turns to look at him.
A playful smile creeps onto her face. âWeâ did it?â
Stack busts into laughter. âI meanâŠâ He rubs the back of his neck. âYou did it. You definitely did the hard part.â
âMhm.â She gives him the side eye. âThatâs what I thought.â
Stack laughs harder. âI helped in spirit.â
âIn spirit?â she repeats. âYou squeezed my hand like you was the one havinâ contractions.â
âShit I was emotionally in labor.â
Dajia stares at him for a moment.
Then she busts out laughing. âSo now you done gave birth too?â
âI deserve a lil credit.â
She shakes her head, smiling. âYou lucky you fine.â
âI know.â
Their eyes meet.
Both of them begin laughing all over again.
Across the room, Preston looks over at them before glancing back down at Eli.
A small smile tugs at his lips.
His grandson had entered the world surrounded by love.
And he couldnât have asked for anything more.
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The next afternoon, Annie and Smoke pull into Dajia and Stackâs driveway just as Dominique and Antonio do.
The trunks of both vehicles are packed with baby shower gifts that had been left behind after all the excitement.
Smoke climbs out carrying a stack of gift bags while Annie grabs a few boxes.
Antonio whistles. âBoy⊠yâall got enough gifts donât yâall?.â
Stack laughs from the doorway. âMan, tell me about it.â
Everyone files inside.
The house is much quieter than it had been the day before.
When they walk inside the room, they immediately spot Dajia sitting up in bed.
Eli is tucked against her chest, sleeping peacefully.
Dominique gasps. âOh my God!â
Annie immediately melts. âAwwwâŠâ She places a hand over her heart.
âHe is so little.â
Smoke doesnât say anything. He simply looks over at Stack.
Their eyes meet. Smoke gives him one slow nod.
A proud look spreads across his face. No words are needed.
Antonio walks over and claps Stack firmly on the shoulder.
âLook at you.â He smiles. âYou really a dad now.â
Stack grins so hard his dimples deepen. âMhm.â
Antonio chuckles. âCrazy, ainât it?â
Stack glances over at Eli. âYeahâŠâ
A smile tugs at his lips. âItâs the best feeling I ever had.â
Annie steps closer to the bed, practically bouncing with excitement. âI washed my hands.â She holds both palms up. âLet me hold him.â
Dajia laughs. âI know you did.â
She carefully lifts Eli from her chest and gently places him into Annieâs waiting arms.
The moment Annie looks down at himâŠHer entire face lights up. âOh my GodâŠHeâs so handsome.â
She gently wraps one finger around his tiny hand. âHey, nephew. Itâs TT Annie. You should know my voice by now.â
Almost on cueâŠOne of Eliâs little eyes slowly peeks open.
Annie gasps. âOh!â She laughs. âAww! He does recognize my voice!â
Dajia shakes her head, smiling. âYou so dramatic.â
âI am not!â Annie laughs. âHe knows his TT.â
Everyone in the room chuckles.
Annie gently rocks him for another minute before walking over to Smoke. âHere.â
She carefully places Eli into his uncleâs arms.
Smoke instinctively supports his tiny head.
He looks down at him. Completely captivated.
A soft smile crosses his face. âSup, nephew.â
He says it so quietly it almost comes out as a whisper. âYou gave everybody a scare yesterday.â
Eli stretches a tiny hand before settling back against Smokeâs chest.
Stack watches from across the room.
A grin slowly spreads across his face.
Seeing his twin brother hold his sonâŠIt does something to him.
Smoke glances up. âHe perfect.â
Stack nods proudly. âI know.â
After a few moments, Smoke carefully walks over to Dominique.
âYou wanna hold him?â
Dominiqueâs eyes get big. âYou know I do.â
Smoke gently transfers Eli into her arms.
The second she looks at him, she smiles from ear to ear. âOh my goodness.â She laughs softly. âLook at this little face.â
She studies him for a long moment before looking at Dajia. âHe looks just like you.â
Dajia smiles proudly. âI know. I carried him for nine months. He better.â
Everybody laughs.
Dominique lightly rubs his tiny back.
âHe has your whole face. Even the way his lips pout.â
She kisses the top of his head before reluctantly handing him to Antonio.
Antonio carefully takes Eli.
His smile instantly fades into pure awe.
He stares down at the tiny little boy lying peacefully in his arms.
ââŠMan.â His voice comes out barely above a whisper. âSo this what it feel like.â
Dominique watches her husband, her heart instantly melting.
Antonio gently runs one finger across Eliâs tiny fist.
Eli instinctively wraps his little fingers around it.
Antonio freezes. âOhâŠâ His eyes widen. âHe grabbed me.â
Nobody says a word. They simply watch.
Antonio smiles so wide his cheeks begin to hurt. âI ainât gonâ lieâŠâ He looks over at Stack. âI think Iâm in trouble.â
Stack laughs. âWhat you mean?â
Antonio shakes his head, unable to stop smiling. âCause now I want one.â
Dominique turns and looks at him.
âYou do?â
Antonio never takes his eyes off Eli. âMhm. I definitely do.â
Dominique smiles to herself.
Sheâd never seen her husband look at anything with so much tenderness.
Stack leans back in his chair and folds his arms. âTold yâall. One babyâll change everything.â
The room fills with warm laughter as Eli lets out a tiny yawn, completely unaware that heâd already stolen every heart in the room.
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Later that night, Smoke and Annie are at home. They were watching a movie on Paramount, but of course, with them, it always ended with them conjoined.
Smoke is behind Annie on the couch, her face resting on the arm.
He smacks her ass. âWho fuckinâ you good like this?â
Annie groans. âYouuuu.â
âYou feel how deep I am. Iâm in this shit. Tryna touch the bottom of that pussy.â
âYesss, you too fuckinâ deep.â
âNah, Iâm not deep enough.â Smoke groans. âMmm, Daddy gonâ have to go without this pussy for six weeks. I donât know what Iâm gonâ do.â
He slides out slowly, then pushes back in hard.
Annie screams, âUghhh!â
âWhat you screaminâ for, Mama? You know how to take this dick.â
He smacks her ass again. âDaddy gonâ miss fuckinâ you all over this house.â
Annie groans. âOh. My. God.â
He hits her ass again. âGod ainât makinâ you feel like this. I am. Say my name, baby.â
âUghhhh, Daddy!â
Smoke shakes his head. âIâm telling you, Mama, soon as you have our babies, you better get on birth control. You know I canât stay out this pussy.â
âI knowww.â
Annieâs so wet, Smoke can barely take it.
He reaches under her arms,
Pulls her up toward him and makes her look in the mirror. âSay I deserve this dick.â
Annie doesnât hesitate. âI deserve this dick.â
âSay Iâm beautiful.â
Heâs giving her steady strokes.
âAhhh!!.â
He thrusts hard once. âSay it.â
âShitttt, Iâm beautiful.â
âThere you go, mama. Thatâs Daddyâs baby.â
He puts his mouth on her ear. âI love you more than life itself, and I canât wait until you have more of my babies. Iâm gonâ keep you filled witâ this nut. You hear me?â
Annie nods. âYes, Smoke.â
He thrusts harder. âYou gonâ be a Twinkie walkin around this bitch.â
Annie moans. âSmokeeeee.â
âYeah. I know what that mean. Come on, baby. Come on this dick.â
Annie doesnât even say anything. She just gushes all over him.
âDamn, Mama, that ainât take no time.â
Annie screams, âFill me up, Daddy.â
Smoke grunts and thrusts two more times.
Then he fills her up to the brimâŠ
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The next morning at Stack and Dajiaâs , sunlight spills through the bedroom curtains.
The house is quiet.
For the first time in what feels like foreverâŠ
There isnât a room full of people.
No contractions. No chaos. Just peace.
Eli sleeps soundly in the bassinet beside the bed, his tiny chest rising and falling beneath his swaddle.
Every now and then, he lets out a little sigh in his sleep.
Stack and Dajia lay facing each other.
Neither of them has gotten much sleep.
But neither of them minds.
Every few minutes one of them glances over at the bassinet just to make sure Eli is still there. Still real.
Dajia smiles. âI still canât believe we got a son.â
Stack follows her gaze. âI can.â
She looks back at him. âOh yeah?â
He grins. âYeah. âCause we make pretty babies.â
Dajia rolls her eyes. âYou so full of yourself.â
âI ainât lyinâ.â
She laughs quietly before the smile slowly fades from her face.
Stack notices immediately. âWhat?â
She lets out a long sigh. âIâm still upset.â
He already knows what sheâs talking about. âThe baby shower.â
She nods. âIt was supposed to be a happy day.â
âIt was.â
âUntil yâall started fighting.â
Stack drops his eyes. âIâm sorry.â
She studies him. âYou embarrassed me.â
âI know.â
âYou embarrassed yourself.â
âI know.â
âYou embarrassed Titus.â
Stack sighs. âI know.â
A long silence settles between them.
Finally, he speaks. âButâŠâ
She raises an eyebrow.
âI still feel like he crossed a boundary.â
Dajia closes her eyes for a second.
âStackâŠâ
âIâm serious. He had his arm around my wife.â
âHe was looking at pictures.â
âHe still had his arm around you.â
âI didnât even know it was there.â
âI know.â His voice softens. âI know you didnât. But he did. And I ainât like it.â
Dajia rubs her forehead. âI just wish you wouldâve pulled me to the side first.â
âI wasnât thinkinâ.â
âNo.âShe gives him a look. âYou definitely wasnât.â
He nods. âI know.â
She reaches over and intertwines their fingers. âIâm not saying Titus was completely innocent.â
Stack looks at her.
âBut the way everything happenedâŠâ She shakes her head. .âIt didnât have to happen like that.â
âI know.â
Another quiet moment passes.
Then Dajia lets out a frustrated sigh.
âWell⊠It donât even matter now.â
Stack furrows his brows. âWhat you mean?â
âTitus quit.â
His expression hardens. âHe what?â
âHe texted me last night.â She reaches over to the nightstand and picks up her phone. âHe said after everything that happened, he doesnât feel comfortable working wit me anymore.â
Stack doesnât say anything.
âHe apologized for the way things endedâŠâ She shrugs. âBut he quit.â
The room falls silent.
Dajia stares up at the ceiling. âNow I donât have anybody to run sessions while Iâm on maternity leave.â
Stack turns toward her. âYou still got other photographers.â
âTheyâre freelancers. They donât edit like Titus. They donât know my clients. They donât know my workflow.â She sighs again. âSo nowâŠâ She looks over at the bassinet. âIâm probably gonna have to go back to work early.â
The second the words leave her mouthâŠ
Stackâs face changes. âThe hell you are.â
She looks back at him. âWhat?â
âYou not goinâ back to work early.â
âI donât have a choice.â
âYou do.â
âNo, Stack.â
âI own a business. I have weddings booked. I have newborn sessions. I have contracts. If I donât show upâŠâ
She shrugs helplessly. ââŠI lose money.â
Stack sits up in bed. âNah. Iâm fixinâ it.â
She blinks. âFixinâ what?â
âThe whole situation.â
She folds her arms. âAnd exactly how you gonâ do that?â
âI donât know yet. But Iâm gonna figure it out.â
âStackâŠâ
âIâm serious.â
He looks over at Eli sleeping peacefully. âYou just had our son. You supposed to be home recovering. Bonding with him. Not stressing about photo shoots.â
She reaches over and touches his arm. âI appreciate that. But this happened because of you.â
He doesnât argue. âI know.â
She holds his gaze. âSo donât make promises you canât keep.â
Stack shakes his head. âI ainât making a promise I canât keep. Iâm making one I fully intend to keep.â
He leans over and kisses her forehead. âI caused this. So Iâm gonna fix it.â
Dajia searches his face.
She can tell he means every word.
The only thing she doesnât knowâŠ
Is what heâs planning.
And judging by the determined look in his eyesâŠ
Neither does he.
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The house is quiet in that soft, late-afternoon way.
Sunlight spills through the windows, warm and lazy, stretching across the hardwood floors. The TV is on lowâsome random show Annie isnât really watching. Sheâs curled up on the couch, one hand resting on her stomach, absentmindedly rubbing slow circles like sheâs soothing both herself and the babies.
From the kitchen, you can hear Smoke moving around, glass clinking, cabinet doors opening and closing. Heâs not doing anything important. Just⊠staying close.
ThenâDing-dong.
Annie doesnât move.
âSmokeââ she calls lazily, not even opening her eyes. âCan you get that?â
âI got it.â
His footsteps are steady, unhurried as he makes his way to the front door. He wipes his hands on a towel, unlocking it without thinking twice.
The door swings open. And he pauses.
Standing there is a woman.
Mid-twenties. Same complexion as Annie. Same kind of softness in her features,but her eyes⊠her eyes are searching. Nervous. Hopeful.
She studies him just as closely. ââŠHi,â she says carefully. âAre you Annieâs husband?â
Smokeâs brow furrows slightly at the question, but he nods anyway. âYeah.â
Her expression shifts, confusion flickers for just a second, like something in her head didnât match what she expected.
ââŠOkay,â she murmurs. Then, a little more certain: âIs she here?â
Smoke hesitates, something in his gut tightening.
But he answers anyway. âYeah.â
He glances back into the house, voice carrying just enough. âAnnieâcome here a second.â
From the living roomââWho is it?â she calls, already sounding mildly annoyed at being disturbed.
âNo idea,â he replies, eyes still on the woman. âShe askinâ for you.â
Thereâs a pause⊠then the sound of Annie shifting, pushing herself up off the couch.
Her footsteps are slower now, pregnancy making everything a little heavier, a little more deliberate.
She appears around the corner, one hand pressed to her lower back.
ââŠYes?â she says, already halfway over it.
Then she sees her.
And stops.
Thereâs a flicker of confusion immediately.
Because this womanâLooks like she could belong.
Annieâs brows pull together slightly as she steps closer, instinctively placing a hand over her stomach again.
ââŠHi,â Annie says cautiously. âCan I help you?â
The woman smiles. Not big. Not overly friendly. Just⊠emotional.
Like sheâs been waiting for this moment.
âMy name is Angeline Batiste,â she says gently. âBut⊠I go by Angie.â
The name lands.
And Annieâs confusion deepens instantly.
Batiste.
Her eyes narrow just slightly.
ââŠOkayâŠâ she says slowly. âAnd?â
Angie exhales softly, like sheâs steadying herself. âIâm⊠your sister.â
Silence.
It doesnât just fallâIt drops.
Heavy. Sharp.
Annie blinks. Once. Twice. ââŠNo,â she says immediately, shaking her head. âNo, thatâs notâno.â
Angie nods, like she expected that reaction. âOur father is James.â
That does it.
Annieâs stomach drops so fast it feels physical.
Her hand tightens over it. âThereâs no way,â she says, firmer now. âThatâs notâno. Thatâs not possible.â
Smokeâs posture shifts behind the door, subtle but protective now. His eyes move between them, watching Annie closely.
Angie keeps her voice calm. âMy mom didnât tell me about him until I got older,â she explains. âShe was embarrassed. She⊠she had an affair with him. She didnât want to tell me at first because he was married.â
Annieâs face hardens. âMarried to my mother,â she snaps. âSo whatever story you gotââ
âI know,â Angie says quickly, nodding. âI know. I found that out later too.â
Annie shakes her head again, backing up half a step like distance will make this make sense.
âNo. No, becauseââ she gestures, frustrated, overwhelmed ââhow old are you?â
âTwenty-four.â
That hits like a slap.
Same age. Same as Legacy.
Annieâs breath catches. ââŠNo,â she whispers, but itâs weaker now.
âMy mom said she didnât tell me because she didnât want to ruin his family,â Angie continues, her voice softer now. âBut when I got older⊠she told me his name. Told me I had two sisters.â
Annie just stares at her.
Processing. Failing to process.
Her world tilting in real time. ââŠNo,â she says again, but thereâs no fight behind it now. Just disbelief. âNo. You need to go.â
Angieâs face falls slightly, but she doesnât argue. âAnnieââ
âI said leave.â Her voice cracks on the last word.
Thatâs what gives her away.
She turns before anyone can say anything else.
And walks off. Fast.
One hand gripping her stomach, the other wiping at her face as she disappears down the hallway toward their bedroom.
The silence that follows is thick.
Heavy.
Smoke exhales slowly, running a hand over his jaw.
He looks back at Angie.
Sheâs standing there, holding herself together, but barely.
ââŠIâm sorry,â he says, voice low but respectful. âThis⊠ainât somethinâ she was ready for.â
Angie nods, swallowing. âI figured,â she admits quietly.
He steps out just a little, pulling the door in behind him.
âLook,â he says, softer now. âYou canât just drop somethinâ like that and expect her to take it right then.â
âI know,â she says again, eyes glossy now. âI just⊠I had to see her.â
He studies her for a second. Then nods. âGive her some time,â he says. âIâll talk to her.â
A small pause. ââŠCome back another day.â
Angie hesitates. Then nods. âOkay.â
Smoke watches her turn and walk away.
Then he closes the door.
And stands there for a second.
Thinking.
Before heading down the hallway after his wife.
Smoke closes the bedroom door quietly behind him.
The room is dim, the curtains still drawn from where Annie had been relaxing earlier.
She sits on the edge of the bed with her back to him, shoulders tense, one hand protectively wrapped around her belly. She doesnât turn around when she hears his footsteps.
Smoke walks over slowly.
He sits beside her, leaving just enough space so she doesnât feel crowded.
For a long moment, neither of them says anything.
Finally⊠âYou okay, mama?â
Annie wipes quickly at her face. âIâm fine.â
Smoke sighs softly. âNo, you ainât.â
âIâm fine, Smoke.â
Her voice is flat, almost rehearsed.
She doesnât want to talk.
He knows that tone.
Instead of pushing, he gently places a hand on her back, rubbing slow circles between her shoulder blades. âYou ainât gotta pretend wit me.â
âIâm not pretendinâ.â
âYou are.â
Silence.
Annie stares at the floor. âI just wanna lay down.â
Smoke nods. âOkay.â
He starts to stand, but before he canâŠ
âI was finally gettinâ better.â Her voice is barely above a whisper.
Smoke stops. He slowly sits back down.
âI was finallyâŠâ Annie swallows hard. ââŠstarting to heal.â The tears sheâd been fighting begin filling her eyes again. âIâve been doing so good.â
Her breathing starts to shake. âI stopped blaming myself for everything⊠I stopped replayinâ all the things my daddy did to my mama over and over in my head.â
She presses her palms against her eyes. âI finally started sleepinâ better.â
Smokeâs heart sinks.
âAnd nowâŠâ Her voice cracks. ââŠhere comes another reminder.â The tears spill over.
âAnother reminder of how horrible he was to her.â
She lets out a broken sob. âHe cheated on her⊠over and over.â
Another sob escapes. âHe embarrassed herâŠâ
She shakes her head. âAnd now I find out he had another child while he was married to my mama?â
She covers her face completely. âI hate him.â The words come out muffled behind her hands. âI hate him so much.â
Smokeâs chest tightens. Seeing Annie cry was already hard.
Seeing her cry while carrying their daughtersâŠIt scared him.
He immediately wraps both arms around her, carefully pulling her against his chest.
âHeyâŠâ His voice is gentle. âI got you.â
Annie doesnât fight him.
She completely falls apart.
Her sobs echo through the room as she buries her face into his shoulder.
Smoke holds her tighter, one hand cradling the back of her head while the other rubs slow circles over her back. âItâs okay, baby.â
She cries harder. âI donât wanna feel like this.â
âI know.â
âIâm tired of him hurtinâ me.â
âI know.â
âHe dead and heâs still hurtinâ me.â
Smoke closes his eyes for a second.
That sentence breaks something inside him.
He kisses the top of her head. âI understand yo pain.â
She sniffles against his shirt.
âI really do.â
She slowly looks up at him through tear filled eyes.
âI know what itâs like to have a parent leave scars that donât disappear just because time passes.â He gently wipes beneath her eyes. âI ainât never gonâ tell you how you supposed to feel about James.â He pauses. âBecause yo feelings are valid.â
Annie nods weakly.
âButâŠâ He hesitates, choosing every word carefully. âI donât want you to punish yo sister for somethinâ she ainât have no control over.â
Annie looks away.
Smoke continues softly. âShe didnât ask to be born.â
âNoâŠâ
âShe didnât ask for her mama to have an affair.â
âNoâŠâ
âAnd she didnât ask James to be her daddy.â
Annieâs lip trembles. âI know.â
Smoke brushes a thumb across her cheek. âFrom what I just sawâŠâ
He glances toward the bedroom door.
ââŠshe looked just as nervous as you were.â
Annie sighs shakily. âI justâŠâ She shakes her head. âI donât know if I can do it.â
âYou donât have to decide today.â
âI donât?â
âNo.â Smoke smiles gently. âYou just found out you got another sister less than ten minutes ago.â
Despite everything, Annie lets out the smallest, tearful laugh. âWhen you put it like thatâŠâ
He chuckles softly. âI mean⊠thatâs a lot for anybody baby.â
She leans her forehead against his shoulder again. âIâm scared.â
âOf what?â
She closes her eyes. âWhat if every time I look at herâŠall I see is what my daddy did to my mama?â
Smoke is quiet for a moment. Then he kisses her temple. âMaybe thatâs what youâll see today.â
She listens.
âAnd maybe next week too.â
Another kiss. âBut time has a funny way of changinâ what we see.â He gently rubs her belly. âOne day⊠you might stop seeing James. âHe looks down at her stomach before meeting her eyes again. âAnd start seeing a woman who lost out on havinâ sisters for twenty four years.â
Annie thinks about that. Really thinks. âI canât promise anything.â
âIâm not askinâ you to.â He smiles warmly. âIâm just askinâ you to take yo time.â
Annie nods slowly. âIâll try.â
âThatâs all I need.â He eases them both farther onto the bed until Annie is lying against his chest.
Smoke wraps both arms around her, one hand resting protectively over her belly.
His daughters kick beneath his palm.
A faint smile crosses his face. âThey tellinâ they mama to calm down.â
Annie sniffles out a tiny laugh. âYou think so?â
âI know so.â He kisses the side of her head. âThey need their mama. And I need you.â
Annie reaches for his hand and intertwines their fingers.
For the first time since Angie knocked on their doorâŠShe lets herself simply be held.
Fifteen minutes pass byâŠ
Annie remains curled against Smokeâs chest.
His arms are still wrapped around her while his fingers lazily rub slow circles across her back.
The room is quiet except for the occasional sniffle escaping Annie.
After several minutes, she finally sits up.
Smoke looks down at her. âYou aight?â
She shakes her head. âNo.â
She reaches over to her nightstand and grabs her phone. âI need to call Legacy.â
Smoke nods.âIâll give you some privacy.â
âYou donât have to leave.â
âI know.â He kisses her forehead.
âBut I think this a sister conversation.â
Annie gives him a small appreciative smile. âThank you.â
Smoke squeezes her hand before quietly leaving the room, pulling the door almost shut behind him.
Annie stares at Legacyâs contact for a long moment before pressing Call.
It rings once. Twice.
ThenââHey, Annie.â
The sound of her sisterâs voice nearly makes Annie cry all over again.
ââŠDid you know?â
Silence.
Legacy lets out a quiet sighâŠâYeah.â
Annieâs stomach twists.
âYou knew?â
âI did.â
âWhen?â
âA few days ago.â
Annie wipes another tear from her cheek. âA few days?â
âYeah.â Her voice is gentle. âShe came to see me first.â
Annie blinks. âWhat?â
Legacy nods even though Annie canât see her.
âShe showed up at my house.â
Annie shakes her head in disbelief. âSo⊠you met her?â
âI did.â
âAnd you didnât tell me?â
Legacy is quiet for a second. âIt wasnât my place.â
Annie frowns. âWhat do you mean it wasnât yo place?â
âI wanted to tell you.â
Legacy sighs. âI really did. But this wasnât my story to tell.â
Annie doesnât answer.
âI figured if she was really our sister⊠then she deserved the opportunity to introduce herself.â
Another tear slides down Annieâs face.
âIt wouldâve been easier if I knew.â
âI donât know, Annie.â Legacyâs voice softens. âI donât think anything about today was ever gonna be easy.â
Annie lowers her head. âSo⊠itâs true?â
âYeah.â
âYou believe her?â
âI do.â
âHow?â
âShe showed me pictures.â Legacy pauses. âPictures of James with her mama.â
Annie squeezes her eyes shut.
âAndâŠShe had paperwork wit his name on it.â
Annieâs heart sinks. âSo sheâs really Our sister.â
The words hang painfully between them.
After several moments, Annie whispers, âIâm so angry.â
âI know.â
âI just started healing from everything Daddy did to Mama.â
Her voice cracks again. âAnd now this.â
Legacy sighs. âI know.â
âI donât think you do.â
âI do.â Legacyâs tone remains calm. âIâve had a couple days to sit with it.â
She continues softly, âI was angry too.â
âYou were?â
âVery.â
âAt her?â
âNo.â Legacy answers without hesitation. âNever at her.â
Annie furrows her brows. âYou not?â
âNo.â
âWhy?â
âBecause none of this is Angieâs fault.â
Annie is quiet.
Legacy continues. âShe didnât ask James to be her daddy.â
She pauses. âShe didnât ask her mama to have an affair.â
Another pause. âAnd she sure didnât ask to grow up not knowinâ she had sisters.â
Annie thinks about what Smoke had just told her.
Almost word for word.
Legacy sighs softly. âThe only person Iâm mad at⊠is Daddy.â
Tears begin rolling down Annieâs cheeks again. âHe keeps hurting us.â
âI know.â
âHe goneâŠâ Annieâs voice breaks.
ââŠand heâs still hurting us.â
âI know, sis.â
Another silence settles over the phone.
Finally Annie asks, âWhere is she?â
âSheâs wit me.â
Annie blinks. âWhat?â
âI told her she could stay here while sheâs in town.â
âYou did?â
âYeah.â Legacyâs voice is full of compassion. âShe came all the way from New Orleans looking for family.â
Annie doesnât respond.
âI couldnât let her stay by herself.â
Another long pause.
Then Annie quietly asks, âSo⊠yâall just talked?â
âWe talked for hours.â
âWhat was she like?â
Legacy smiles to herself. âScared.â
Annieâs eyebrows lift. âScared?â
Terrified.â Legacy chuckles softly. âShe probably rehearsed what she was gonna say to us a thousand times.â
Annie thinks back to the woman standing nervously on her porch.
She hadnât noticed it before.
Sheâd been too shocked.
Legacy speaks again. âYou ainât gotta accept this today.â
âIâm not sure I ever will.â
âMaybe.â Legacy answers honestly. âBut donât make that decision today.â
Annie wipes her face. âSmoke said the same thing.â
Legacy smiles. âSounds like yo husband got some sense.â
A small laugh escapes Annie despite herself. âHe does.â
âI love you, Annie.â
âI love you too.â
After they hang up, Annie lowers the phone into her lap.
Her chest still aches. Nothing feels okay. Nothing makes sense.
But between Smokeâs words and LegacyâsâŠ
A tiny part of her begins to understand that the person standing on her porch today wasnât the man who destroyed their family.
She was just another daughter left behind by him.
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The next afternoonâŠ
The lunch crowd at Moore Life Lounge has just started to thin out.
The smell of smoked wings and fried catfish lingers in the air while soft R&B plays through the speakers.
Titus walks through the front doors with his hands shoved into his pockets.
He isnât exactly sure why he agreed to meet Stack.
All Stack told him over the phone wasâŠ
âI owe you an apology.â
Antonio points toward one of the back booths. âHe back there.â
Titus nods once.
As he walks toward the booth, he spots Stack already waiting.
Two glasses of sweet tea sit on the table.
Stack stands when he sees him âAppreciate you coming.â
Titus doesnât return the smile. âI almost didnât.â
âI know.â
They both sit.
Silence settles between them.
FinallyâŠStack exhales. âIâm sorry.â
Titus doesnât react.
Stack shakes his head. âNahâŠIâm really sorry. I handled that whole situation wrong.â
Titus leans back in the booth. âYou did.â
âI know.â
âYou embarrassed me.â
âI know.â
âIn front of damn near everybody.â
âI know.â
Titus studies him. âSo what changed?â
Stack looks down at his hands.
âMy wife.â
Titus raises an eyebrow.
âShe ainât let me off easy.â A small smile crosses Stackâs face.
âAnd she shouldnât have.â He looks back up âIâve had a few days to think. I was mad. I saw yo arm around my wifeâŠAnd I reacted.â
Titus folds his arms. âYou swung before you even asked what was going on.â
âI did. And that was wrong.â Stack leans forward. âButâŠI need you to understand somethinâ.â
Titus doesnât interrupt.
âIâm a husband before Iâm anything else. My mind didnât see a photographer. It didnât see yâall reviewing pictures. It saw another man touching my wife.â He pauses. âAnd I snapped.â
Titus nods slowly. âI get that.â
Stack continues. âIâm not saying it was right. ââCause it wasnât. But Iâm asking you to see it through my eyes.â
Titus sits quietly for a long moment.
FinallyâŠHe sighs. âI can.â
Stack looks up.
Titus shrugs. âIf somebody had they arm around my wifeâŠâ He shakes his head.
ââŠIâd probably have a problem too.â
Stack nods. âExactly.â
Another pause.
âButâŠâ Titus points at him. âYou still couldâve handled it differently.â
âI know. I shouldâve. I let my emotions get ahead of my common sense.â
Titus finally lets his shoulders relax.
âI wasnât trying to disrespect your marriage.â
âI know that now.â
âI honestly wasnât even thinking. We was looking at pictures. Dajia got excited. I threw my arm around her without even realizing I did it.â He shakes his head. âThat was my mistake. I shouldâve respected that boundary. I also apologize for calling you out your name.â
Stack nods. âI appreciate you sayinâ that.â
The tension between them begins to disappear.
Stack takes a deep breath. âSoâŠI got one more favor to ask.â
Titus already knows where this is going. âYou want me to come back.â
âI do.â
Titus looks away. âI already told Dajia I quit.â
âI know.â Stack nods. âBut she needs you. Sheâs supposed to be at home with Eli. Not worryinâ about editinâ weddings. Not stressinâ over clients. And thatâs on me.â
Titus stays quiet.
Stack leans forward. âIâll even pay you more.â
That gets Titusâ attention. âWhat?â
âIâm serious. Iâll cover the difference outta my own pocket if I have to. I donât care. I just need my wife to be able to stay home wit our son.â
Titus blinks. âYouâd do that?â
âWithout question.â Stackâs voice softens.
âAndâŠâ He rubs the back of his neck. âIâm working on me.â
Titus raises an eyebrow.
âMy insecurities. My temper. My reactions. I ainât perfect. But Iâm tryna be better. I owe my wife that. I owe my son that, and I owe myself that.â
Titus studies him for nearly a minute.
He can tell Stack means every word.
FinallyâŠHe lets out a slow breath. âAight.â
Stack sits up straighter. âYouâll come back?â
Titus nods. âIâll come back.â
Relief instantly washes across Stackâs face.
âButâŠâ He points a finger. âI got conditions.â
âName âem.â
âIâll never cross another boundary. No hugs. No touching. No nothing. Our relationship stays professional.â
Stack nods immediately. âRespect.â
âAndâŠâ Titus continues. âYou gotta trust your wife.â
Stack smiles. âI do. Iâm learning that trusting her also means trusting the boundaries she sets.â
Titus finally smiles for the first time all afternoon. âGood. âCause Dajia always made it clear where I stood. I shouldâve been more mindful too.â
Stack stands. âSoâŠWe good?â
Titus looks at him for a second before standing too. ââŠWe good.â
The two men shake hands.
Then, almost simultaneouslyâŠ
They pull each other into a quick one armed hug.
Antonio watches from behind the bar and grins.
âAbout damn time.â
Both men laugh.
As they pull apart, Stack shakes his head.
âI ainât never apologizing to yo ass again.â
Titus smirks. âYou probably will.â
âNah. You gonâ do somethinâ else.â
Titus laughs. âIâll try not to.â
Stack points at him. âYou better.â
For the first time since the baby showerâŠ
Everything between them felt settled.
And for the first time since Eli was bornâŠ
Stack knew Dajia could stay home exactly where she belongedâwith their sonâwithout worrying about the business sheâd worked so hard to build.
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Smoke stops by Moore Life Lounge on his way back home from Zen.
The lunch rush is finally over.
Music hums softly through the speakers while employees wipe tables and restock the bar.
Smoke walks through the front doors looking more drained than usual.
Antonio looks up from his laptop.
âThere go the dad to be.â
Smoke forces a weak smirk. âWhat up.â
Stack glances over from where heâs going through invoices. âYou look like somebody stole yo bike.â
Smoke sighs. âManâŠâ
Stack immediately knows somethingâs wrong.
He tosses the paperwork onto the desk. âWhat happened?â
Smoke drops into one of the office chairs and leans back, rubbing both hands down his face.
âI donât even know where to start.â
Antonio closes his laptop. âStart at the beginning.â
Smoke stares at the ceiling for a second before speaking.
âThis morning⊠a woman knocks on our door.â
Both men listen quietly.
âSays her name is Angeline Batiste.â He shakes his head. âAsks if Iâm Annieâs husband.â
Stack frowns. âWho the hell is Angeline?â
Smoke looks at them. âApparently⊠Annieâs sister.â
Silence.
Both men blink.
ââŠWhat?â Antonio asks.
âJames has another daughter.â
Stack sits up straighter. âHold on.â
He holds up a finger. âThe same James that used to beat on Annieâs mama?â
Smoke nods once. âAnd cheated on her.â
Antonio lets out a long whistle. âDamn.â
âThatâs exactly what Annie says.â Smoke leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
âThe girl tells Annie sheâs twenty four.â
Stackâs eyes widen. âThe same age as Legacy?â
âYep.â
Stack slowly shakes his head. âSo James was just out here livinâ a whole double life.â
Smoke sighs. âBasically.â
Antonio rubs the back of his neck. âHow Annie take it?â
Smoke lets out a humorless laugh. âAbout how youâd expect.â He swallows. âShe told the girl to leave.â
Neither man judges her.
Smoke looks between them. âI ainât never seen her break down like that.â His voice grows quieter. âShe tells me sheâs finally startinâ to heal from everything James did to her mama.â He pauses. âAnd then this happens.â
The room falls silent.
Antonio looks down at the desk. âI hate that for her.â
âSo do I.â Smoke rubs at his beard. âShe cried so hard, man.â His voice catches. âI donât like seeinâ her like that.â
He exhales slowly. âShe pregnant wit my daughters and all I can think is⊠please donât let this stress her out.â
Stack nods knowingly. âI know.â
Smoke looks at him. âNahâŠâ He shakes his head. âYou donât.â
âI do.â
Stack leans forward. âWhen Dajia was pregnant wit Eli, every time she cried, I felt helpless.â
He chuckles without humor. âYou wanna fix it.â
Smoke nods immediately. âExactly.â
âYou wanna take whatever hurtinâ her and beat the hell out of it.â
Antonio laughs softly. âAinât nobody to beat up this time.â
âI know.â Smoke sighs again. âAnd thatâs what make it worse.â
He looks down at his hands. âI canât protect her from memories.â
Neither of them answers right away.
After a few moments, Antonio finally speaks. âYou know what I hear when you telling us all this?â
Smoke looks over. âYou never said Annie mad at Angie.â
Smoke furrows his brows. âWhat you mean?â
âYou say she hurt because of James.â
Antonio folds his hands together. âThose two different people.â
Smoke thinks about it.
Antonio continues. âRight now, Angie represents the affair.â
He taps the desk lightly. âBut that donât necessarily mean sheâll always represent the affair.â
Smoke nods slowly. âI hope not.â
âI do too.â Antonio smiles gently. âSometimes pain shows up before perspective does.â
Smoke sits quietly with those words.
Then Stack speaks. âI agree wit Antonio.â
Smoke looks over.
âBut I also think you handled it right.â
âI did?â
âYeah.â
âYou donât force Annie to sit there and talk.â
Smoke shakes his head. âHell no.â
âYou donât tell her she wrong.â
âNo.â
âAnd you donât slam the door in that girlâs face either.â
Smoke thinks back to the conversation. âI didnât I just told her to come back another time.â
âExactly.â Stack points at him.
âBecause both of them victims.â
Smokeâs eyebrows lift slightly.
Stack continues. âJames created this mess.â He leans back in his chair.
âNot Annie. Not Legacy. And damn sure not Angie.â
Antonio nods.
âHe gone.â Stack sighs. âBut unfortunatelyâŠhe left three daughters tryna make sense of choices they never made.â
Smoke sits there quietly.
That sentence settles deep.
âI told Annie not to punish her sister for somethinâ she ainât ask for.â
âAnd you right,â Antonio says. âBut make sure you donât rush her.â
Smoke nods. âI wonât.â
Stack smiles. âYou know Annie.â
Smoke chuckles. âStubborn as hell.â
âThere you go.â Stack grins. âThe more somebody tell her what she gotta do, the slower she gonâ do it.â
All three men laugh.
The heaviness in the room eases just enough for Smoke to finally breathe.
Antonio stands and claps him on the shoulder. âJust keep loving your wife.â
Stack nods. âAnd if Angie really came lookinâ for her after twenty four yearsâŠâ He shrugs. âSomethinâ tells me she ainât lookinâ for money.â
Smoke thinks back to the young womanâs face. âShe looked⊠scared.â
âExactly,â Stack says. âShe probably rehearsed that conversation a hundred times before she ever knocked on yâall door.â
Smoke nods.
For the first time since everything happened, he allows himself to think beyond Annieâs pain.
Angie looked terrified too.
Smoke stands and grabs his keys. âI appreciate yâall.â
Antonio smiles. âThatâs what brothers for.â
Stack pats him on the back. âNow go home.â
Smoke looks at him.
âYo wife need you more than this business do.â
Smoke nods once.
Without another word, he heads for the door, knowing exactly where he needs to be.
Part 2
Chapter 32 (pt.2)
âIt Takes Twoâ
Two days pass.
The news that she has another sisterâŠ
A sister her father kept hidden all these yearsâŠ
Has consumed Annieâs every thought.
Sheâs barely left the bed.
She hasnât picked up a book.
She hasnât played her saxophone.
She hasnât answered many phone calls.
She justâŠLays there.
Staring at the ceiling.
Her mind wonât stop replaying everything.
Not only did James abuse her motherâŠHe cheated on her too.
And fathered another child.
Another daughter.
One he kept a secret.
Annie squeezes her eyes shut.
Did Mama know?
The question haunts her.
If she didâŠHow much more heartbreak did she carry around before she died?
A lump forms in Annieâs throat.
Tears sting her eyes all over again.
Just then, she hears the front door open.
A few seconds later, Smoke walks into the bedroom carrying his keys.
He immediately notices sheâs still under the covers.
His smile fades. âHey, Mama.â
She hums quietly.
âYou still in bed?â
âMhm.â
Smoke frowns. He walks over and sits beside her, gently rubbing her leg through the blanket. âI need you to get up, baby.â
She doesnât move.
âLetâs go get somethinâ to eat.â
Annie slowly shakes her head. âNo, babe. I donât feel like it.â
âI know you donât.â He brushes a few pieces of hair away from her face. âBut youâve been in this bed for two days. You gotta get out this house. Clear yo head.â
She stares at him for a long moment. She doesnât have the energy to argue. With a defeated sigh, she nods. ââŠOkay, Smoke.â
A small smile crosses his face. âThatâs my girl.â
Annie slowly sits up on the edge of the bed.
Smoke kisses the top of her head. âIâma grab me somethinâ to drink. Iâll meet you in the kitchen.â
He disappears down the hallway.
Annie pushes herself to her feet.
The room immediately tilts.
She pauses. âWhatâŠâ
She blinks hard. Her vision blurs.
Dark spots begin dancing across her eyes.
She shakes her head, trying to clear it.
Instead⊠The dizziness gets worse.
âOhâŠâ Before she can reach the dresserâEverything goes black.
THUD!
Smoke freezes. His heart drops.
He takes off running. âANNIE!â
He rushes into the bedroom.
His breath catches.
Annie is lying on the floor.
Completely unconscious.
âBaby!â He drops to his knees beside her.
His hands tremble as he gently pats her cheek. âAnnie⊠Come on, Mama. Wake up. Please.â
A few terrifying seconds pass.
ThenâŠHer eyelids flutter.
She blinks up at him, confused.
ââŠWhat happened?â
Smoke lets out a shaky breath. âYou passed out.â He carefully helps her sit up. âYou scared the hell outta me.â
Annie rubs her forehead. âI think Iâm okay.â
âNo.â His voice is firm. âWe goinâ to the hospital.â
âSmokeââ
âNo.â He shakes his head. âWe ainât arguinâ. You carryinâ my daughters. And you just passed out. We goinââ
Annie looks into his worried eyes.
She can see the fear written all over his face.
She simply nods. ââŠOkay.â
A short time laterâŠ
Smoke practically runs through the hospital doors with Annie at his side.
Within minutes, sheâs in a labor and delivery room.
A nurse wraps a blood pressure cuff around her arm.
Smoke stands beside the bed, refusing to let go of her hand.
The machine beeps.
The nurseâs expression changes. âIâll be right back.â
She quickly steps out.
Annie looks over at Smoke. âWhatâs wrong?â
He tries to smile. âIâm sure itâs nothinâ.â
But he doesnât believe his own words.
A few moments later, Annieâs OB walks into the room carrying her chart.
She offers Annie a reassuring smile before pulling up a stool. âHi, Annie.â
Annie manages a nervous smile. âHi.â
The doctor sets the chart down.
âYour blood pressure is very high.â
Annieâs stomach sinks.
âWeâve been monitoring it for weeks, and after todayâs episode, Iâm concerned.â She pauses. âI donât think itâs safe for you to continue the pregnancy.â
Annieâs eyes widen. âWhat does that mean?â
The doctor gently places a hand on the bed. âIt meansâŠWeâre going to induce your labor today.â
Silence.
Annieâs heart immediately begins racing. âToday?â
The doctor nods. âToday.â
Panic flashes across Annieâs face. âNoâŠâShe grips Smokeâs hand tighter. âIâm not ready.â Fresh tears spill down her cheeks. âIâm not at forty weeks.â
Smoke immediately moves closer. He cups her face. âHey. Look at me.â
Her eyes meet his.
âYou remember what the doctor been tellinâ us?â
She sniffles.
âTheyâre healthy.â Theyâre strong. And we almost made it.â
The doctor nods in agreement. âYour girls are in a great position. Youâre thirty eight weeks, you donât have to go the full forty weeks and at this point, your elevated blood pressure poses a bigger risk than delivering them.â
Annie takes a shaky breath. âSoâŠI can still have them vaginally?â
The doctor smiles. âYes. As long as both babies continue tolerating labor well and their heart rates stay reassuringâŠâ She nods. âThereâs no reason we canât attempt a vaginal delivery.â
Annie visibly relaxes. âSo no C-section?â
âOnly if it becomes medically necessary. If either babyâs heart rate begins to drop or labor stops progressing safely, weâll move quickly. But right nowâŠâ She smiles. âOur plan is exactly what you wanted for yourself at home, minus the tub.â
Smoke kisses Annieâs forehead. âYou hear that baby?â
She nods, wiping away another tear.
âOkayâŠâ
The doctor stands. âIâm going to have the nurses start Pitocin. It will help your body begin contracting.â
She gives Annieâs shoulder a reassuring squeeze. âThe next time we have this conversationâŠâ She smiles warmly. âYouâll be meeting your daughters.â
A few minutes later, a nurse hangs a bag of Pitocin on Annieâs IV pole.
The clear medication slowly begins dripping into the line.
Smoke pulls his chair closer to the bed.
Never letting go of Annieâs hand.
He kisses her knuckles. âYou ready to meet our girls?â
Annie looks down at her belly before placing her free hand over it.
A small smile breaks through her fear. âIâve been ready.â
NowâŠAll they had to do was wait for labor to begin.
Sometime later, the contractions settle into a steady rhythm.
Each one is a little stronger than the last.
Annie takes a slow breath before looking over at Smoke. âCall my dadâŠâ She pauses to breathe. ââŠand Legacy.â
Smoke nods. âOkay mama.â
He kisses her forehead before stepping into the corner of the room.
He dials Roland first. âPops?â A smile briefly crosses his face. âItâs timeâŠYes, sir.â
He hangs up and immediately calls Legacy.
She answers on the second ring.
âSmoke?â
Before he can respondââAhhhh!â
Annie lets out a loud cry from across the room.
Smoke instantly whips his head around.
âYeah, LegacyâŠâ he says quickly, his eyes never leaving Annie. âAnnieâs having the babies today.â A pause. âYeahâŠOkay. Weâll see you when you get here.â
He hangs up without another word and rushes back to the bedside. âYou okay, Mama?â
Annie shakes her head.
Before she can answer, another contraction crashes into her. âAhhh!â
She bends forward, gripping the bedrail.
Smokeâs eyes fill with concern.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âItâs⊠itâs a contraction.â
She breathes through clenched teeth.
âI gotta use the bathroom.â
She reaches toward him. âHelp me up.â
Smoke carefully wraps an arm around her waist. âI got you.â
Slowly, they make their way to the bathroom.
After a few minutes, Annie stands.
The second she doesâA warm gush rushes down her legs. She freezes.
Water splashes onto the tile floor.
Her eyes grow wide. âSmokeâŠâ
He immediately looks up.
âMy water just broke.â
Smoke rushes over.
His eyes dart from the puddle on the floorâŠ
Back to Annie. A slow smile spreads across his face. âOur girls are really coming.â
Another contraction slams into Annie before she can respond.
She doubles over. âOhhhh!â
Smoke places one hand against the wall to steady her while the other presses firmly against her lower back. âThere you go. Breathe. You donât have to fight it.â
Annie moans through the pain, her entire body trembling. Sheâs so close to folding and getting medicine.
Smoke keeps rubbing slow circles across her lower back until the contraction finally eases. âThere you go. It passed.â He kisses the side of her head. âLetâs get you back in bed baby.â
About an hour laterâŠ
A nurse walks back into the room. âLetâs see how youâre doing.â She checks Annieâs cervix. Then smiles. âYouâre five centimeters.â
Annieâs exhausted face falls. âThatâs it?â
The nurse gives her an encouraging smile.âFor a first labor with twins, youâre making good progress.â She removes her gloves.âWould you like an epidural to help with the pain?â
Annie shakes her head without hesitation.âNo. I want to try to do this naturally.â
âAre you sure?â
âYes.â
The nurse nods. âAlright. If you change your mind, let us know.â She smiles. âIâll come back and check you again later.â After she leaves, the room grows quiet again.
The hours creep by.
Annie tries to rest between contractions.
Whenever they slow down, she closes her eyes for a few precious minutes.
But the contractions become stronger.
Longer. Harder.
Eventually sleep becomes impossible.
Around one oâclock in the morning, Annie climbs onto her knees in the hospital bed. Sheâs so close to giving in and getting medicine.
She leans over the raised head of the bed and slowly rocks back and forth. Another contraction grips her. She cries out.
Smoke immediately moves behind her. He places both hands against her lower back and begins applying firm pressure. âYou doinâ good mama. Breathe for me.â
Annie sobs through another contraction. âI canâtâŠâ
âYes, you can.â He kisses her shoulder. You already came this far. You stronger than you think.â Smoke tries to sound confident. But insideâŠHeâs scared. Every cry that leaves Annieâs mouth feels like a punch to his chest. He wishes he could take the pain from her. InsteadâŠAll he can do is stay beside her.
Around two in the morning, another nurse comes in to check Annie. She performs another cervical exam âHmmâŠâ She looks at Annie sympathetically. âYouâre seven centimeters.â
Annie drops her forehead onto the pillow.âOnly seven?â
The nurse nods gently. âYouâve made progress, but labor has slowed.â She glances toward the monitor before looking back at Annie. âThe babies are tolerating labor well, which is good.â She pauses. âBut because this is a twin pregnancy and your labor has stalled, I do want to discuss the possibility of a cesarean delivery if things donât begin progressing.â
Annie immediately shakes her head. âNo.â
The nurse remains calm. âIâm not saying weâre doing one right now. I just want you to understand it may become necessary if labor doesnât continue safely.â
âI donât want a C-section.â Tears well in Annieâs eyes. I want more time.â
Smoke remembers the conversation they had weeks earlier.
Annie had told him one of her biggest fears. That too often Black women felt unheard during childbirth. That sometimes their concerns and wishes were dismissed.
He gently squeezes her hand before looking at the nurse. âHer doctor told us the plan was a vaginal delivery as long as the babies and Annie stayed stable.â
The nurse nods. âYes.â
Smoke continues calmly. âHow are the girls doing?â
âTheir heart rates look reassuring.â
âAnd Annie?â
âSheâs stable.â
Smoke nods once. âThen weâd like to keep trying for as long as we can.â He looks down at Annie. âThatâs what she wants.â
The nurse studies them both for a moment before offering a reassuring smile. âThatâs a reasonable request.â She places the chart back on the counter. âIâm comfortable giving labor more time since everyone is stable.â She looks at Annie. âBut weâll continue monitoring you and both babies closely. If anything changes, weâll talk through the options together before making any decisions whenever itâs medically appropriate.â
Annie releases a breath she didnât realize sheâd been holding. âThank you.â
The nurse gives her shoulder a gentle pat. âYouâre doing a really good job. Weâll check you again in a little while.â
After she leaves, the room falls quiet again.
Smoke brushes hair away from Annieâs forehead. âYou heard her.â He smiles softly. âOur girls still doinâ good.â
Annie nods, exhausted. âI just wanna meet them.â
âYou will.â He kisses her forehead. âAnd when they get hereâŠâ He smiles. âThey gonâ know just how hard their mama fought to bring âem into this world.â
By five oâclock that morning, Annie has lost all sense of time. The contractions come one after another. There is barely enough time to catch her breath before the next one crashes over her.
Sheâs walking slow laps around the labor room with Smoke close behind, one hand resting on her lower back.
Another contraction grips her.
She stops in her tracks. âOhhhâŠâ
Smoke immediately wraps his arms around her. âBreathe, baby. You got it.â
The contraction finally eases.
Just then, the nurse walks back into the room. Itâs time to check you.â
Annie nods weakly.
Smoke helps her back into the bed.
The nurse performs the cervical exam. A huge smile spreads across her face. âTen centimeters.â
Annie closes her eyes and lets out the deepest breath of relief sheâs taken all night. âFinally.â
The nurse removes her gloves. âIâll go get your doctor.â
As soon as she leaves, Annie turns toward Smoke. âGo get Legacy. Sheâs in the waiting room.â
Smoke nods. âIâll be right back.â
Within minutes, nurses begin filling the room.
Delivery trays are opened.
Warm blankets are stacked nearby.
The bassinet is rolled into place.
The room suddenly feels alive.
Smoke returns with Legacy.
Legacy rushes to Annieâs side and immediately grabs her hand. âYou got this, sis.â
Annie gives her a tired smile.
A moment later, her OB walks in.
âGood morning.â
She smiles warmly. âYou ready to meet your girls?â
Annie nods through another contraction. âAs ready as Iâm gonna be.â
The doctor takes her position. âAlright, Annie. With your next contractionâŠI want you to push.â
Smoke climbs onto the bed behind Annie.
She leans back against his chest.
He wraps his arms around her.
One hand grips hers.
The other brushes her hair away from her face. âYouâve been handlinâ this like a champ. You so strong mama. You got this.â
Another contraction builds.
âThere it is,â the doctor says. âBig breath. And push.â
Annie bears down with everything she has. âAhhhh!â Her entire body shakes with effort.
Smoke kisses the side of her head.
âThatâs it, baby. You doinâ so goodâŠI love you so much.â
Another push.
âI canât!â Annie cries. âIt feels like⊠everythingâs falling out!â
The doctor smiles reassuringly. âThatâs exactly what it should feel like. Youâre doing beautifully.â
Smoke presses another kiss against her temple. âYou can do it baby. Our daughters are almost here. Come on, Mama. You got this.â
Another contraction.
Another push.
âThere you go beautiful. Look at you. You doinâ so good.â
The room fills with Annieâs cries.
Thenâ âI see her head!â
Smoke gasps, heart racing. âSee mama. One is almost out. Thatâs daddyâs baby. Good jobâ
The doctor smiles. âOne more big push!â
Annie screams as she bears down one final time. âAhhhh!!!â
SuddenlyâŠA tiny little body slips into the doctorâs waiting hands. âAnd Baby A is here!â
A loud cry immediately fills the room.
Smokeâs eyes begin to water âOh wowâŠâ He laughs through them. âYou did it beautiful! Look!âŠThere goes our baby!â He kisses all over Annieâs face and neck.
The doctor briefly lifts her. âItâs a beautiful little girl.â
She has a head full of hair and fat cheeks.
The nurses quickly carry her to the warmer to dry her off and assess her.
Annie barely has time to look.
Another contraction slams into her.
âOhhh!â
The doctor looks back. âAlright, Annie. Letâs have her sister.â
Annie pushes again.
Nothing. Again. Still nothing.
The doctor watches carefully. âThe babyâs not descending.â
Annie pants heavily. âIâŠâ She catches her breath. âI wanna push on all fours.â
The doctor nods. âOkay. Letâs help her turn.â
Smoke and Legacy carefully help Annie onto her hands and knees.
She leans forward, resting her forehead against Smokeâs chest.
She rocks back and forth instinctively.
Smoke rubs firm circles across her lower back. âThere you go baby. Listen to yo body.â
Another contraction.
âPush.â
Annie does.
The doctor watches intently. âI see the babyâŠâ She pauses. âSheâs crowning.â Then her expression changes slightly. âOkayâŠThe babyâs trying to come face-up.â
The room grows quiet.
The doctor looks at Annie. âIâm going to help her rotate. Youâll feel some pressure.â
Annie nods through tears.
The doctor carefully reaches in and gently rotates the baby. âThere she goes.â She smiles. âPerfect. Alright, Annie. One more big push. You can do this.â
Smoke kisses Annieâs cheek again.
âCome on, push one more time for daddy. You doin so good mama. Daddyâs so proud of you.â
Annie nods and lets out the loudest cry yet.
Every ounce of strength she has left pours into one final push.
Seconds laterâŠThe second little girl is born.
The room waits. Silence.
Annieâs smile disappears. ââŠWhy isnât she crying?â
The nurses immediately carry the baby to the warmer.
The doctor remains calm. âGive them a moment.â
Smoke watches anxiously.
His heart pounds so hard it hurts.
One nurse begins suctioning the babyâs mouth.
Another listens carefully to her lungs.
The doctor looks over. âShe swallowed some meconium. Weâre clearing her airway.â
Annieâs eyes immediately fill with tears. âSmokeâŠâ Her voice trembles. âWhy isnât she crying?â
Smoke gently cups her face.
âHey.â He forces a calm smile, even though fear twists in his own stomach.
âThey helpinâ her. She gonâ be aight.â He kisses her forehead. âYou hear me? They got her.â
Annie nods weakly.
But she canât stop crying.
The seconds feel like hours.
ThenâA tiny cough. Followed by another.
FinallyâŠA loud newborn cry fills the room.
Annie immediately breaks down.
âOh, thank GodâŠâ
Smoke closes his eyes in relief.
A shaky laugh escapes him.
âThere she go.â
The nurses smile as they finish drying her off. âSheâs doing great now.â
The nurse weighs them both. âBaby A is Seven pounds five ouncesâ. She weighs the other âBaby B is Seven pounds , Twelve ounces.â
The doctor smiles as both baby girls are finally cleaned.
She walks over to Annieâs bedside carrying one little girl while a nurse follows close behind with the other.
âMom and DadâŠâ She smiles. âMeet your daughters.â
Fresh tears spill down Annieâs cheeks as the doctor gently lays the first baby in her arms.
The nurse settles the second little girl beside her.
For a long momentâŠ
Neither Annie nor Smoke says a word.
They simply stare.
Smoke lets out a quiet laugh. âThey look exactly alike.â
Annie nods slowly. âOh my GodâŠThey really do.â
She looks from one tiny face to the other. Same little button nose. Same full cheeks. Same tiny lips. Even the same Dark wisps of dark hair.
Smoke scratches the back of his head. âWell this gonâ be a problem.â
Annie laughs through her tears. âWe ainât gonâ know whoâs who.â
The doctor chuckles. âThat happens more often than you think with twins.â
Annie studies the baby resting against her left arm.
âSoâŠâ She looks up at Smoke. âWhich one is Anijah?â
Smoke glances between both girls.
âI donât know.â
Annie smiles. âI thought you said you knew yo babies.â
âI do.â He leans closer, studying them with exaggerated seriousness. âIâm just⊠makinâ sure.â
Annie laughs. âYou are so full of it.â
The room fills with soft laughter.
Smokeâs eyes settle on the baby who had taken longer to deliver.
He smiles knowingly. âI think this oneâŠâ
He gently strokes her tiny hand. ââŠthis gotta be Aniyah.â
Annie raises an eyebrow. âWhy?â
ââCause she already hardheaded.â
The doctor laughs.
Smoke grins. âShe was rowdy the whole pregnancy. Then when it was finally time to come outâŠâ He shakes his head. âShe still ainât wanna cooperate.â
Annie laughs. âShe did give us a hard time. And she was always the one kickinâ me the hardest.â
Smoke points at the sleeping baby. âExactly. Thatâs Aniyah.â
Annie looks down at her for another moment before smiling. âYeahâŠI think youâre right.â
She kisses the babyâs forehead.
âWellâŠWelcome to the world, Aniyah.â
Then she looks at the other little girl curled peacefully against her chest.
âAnd that makes youâŠâ She smiles warmly. âAnijah.â
Smoke leans down and kisses Anijahâs tiny forehead. âMy calm baby.â
Annie laughs. âYou donât know if she calm yet.â
âI do.â
âYou just makinâ stuff up.â
Smoke shrugs. âIâm her daddy. I know.â
The doctor smiles at the new parents.
âIf youâd like, we can put identification wristbands on each baby.â
She holds up two tiny bands.
âWeâll label one âBaby A â Anijah Mooreâ and the other âBaby B â Aniyah Moore.â That way thereâs never any confusion while youâre here.â
Smoke nods immediately. âYeah. We definitely gonâ need those.â
Annie laughs. âPlease. âCause they look like they was copied and pasted.â
The nurse carefully secures the tiny bands around each babyâs wrist before checking them one last time.
âThere we go.â
She smiles. âNo mixing these two up.â
Smoke looks down at his daughters and grins.
âMy twin girls.â
Annie rests her head back against the pillow, smiling at the sight of their matching little faces. âThey may look exactly alikeâŠâ She looks down at them again ââŠbut I got a feeling they about to have two completely different personalities.â
The nurses grab the babies back to asses Annie and to swaddle the babies.
Ten minutes laterâŠ
The nurses finish Annieâs assessments before gently swaddling both baby girls.
One by one, they place them into Smokeâs waiting arms.
He hesitates for the briefest second.
Almost like heâs afraid heâll do something wrong.
The nurse smiles. âYou got them, Dad.â
Smoke nods once. âI got âem.â
She carefully settles Anijah into the crook of one arm.
Then Aniyah into the other.
Smoke instinctively adjusts them until both little girls are resting comfortably in both arms.
The room fades away.
Itâs just himâŠAnd his daughters.
His eyes move from one tiny face to the other.
Anijah peeks one eye open
Aniyah lets out a soft sigh in her sleep.
Smokeâs lips slowly part.
ââŠDamn.â
His voice barely rises above a whisper. âYâall really here.â
He studies every little feature.
Their tiny noses. Their full cheeks.
The wisps of dark hair peeking from beneath their hats.
He smiles to himself. âMy girls.â
His throat tightens. He swallows hard.
But it doesnât help.
Without saying another word, tears quietly spill down his cheeks.
He doesnât make a sound.
He simply stands thereâŠ
Holding the two greatest blessings heâd ever received.
Annie watches him from the bed.
Her heart swells.
She has seen Elijah angry.
She has seen him protective.
She has seen him determined.
Sheâs watched him build businesses from the ground up.
Sheâs watched him comfort her through grief.
But sheâd never seen him like this.
So completely undone.
She smiles through her own tears.
âI love you.â
Smoke looks up. His eyes are red and glassy. âI love you too.â
He glances back down at the girls.
âI ainât know I could love somebody this much.â
Annie laughs softly, wiping at her cheeks. âYou love three people that much now.â
Smoke chuckles through his tears. âYeahâŠI do.â
He walks over to the bed and carefully sits beside Annie.
She leans her head against his shoulder.
Together, they look down at their daughters.
Smoke kisses the top of Anijahâs tiny head. Then Aniyahâs.
âSoâŠâHe whispers. âWhich one of yâall gon be keepinâ us up all night?â
Annie laughs. âI think both of them.â
Smoke grins. âI believe it.â
The four of them sit together in comfortable silence.
No words are needed.
Everything they had prayed forâŠ
Everything they had fought throughâŠ
Was finally resting safely in Smokeâs arms.
Later that afternoon, another knock sounds at the hospital room door.
âCome in,â Annie calls softly.
The door swings open.
Stack walks in first carrying a large bouquet of pink flowers.
Right behind him are Dominique and Antonio.
Shaad and Legacy follow close behind.
The room immediately fills with smiles. âThere go my nieces,â Stack says with a grin.
Smoke laughs. âYou ainât even say hey.â
âI can speak to yâall later.â Stack waves him off. âI been waitinâ to meet these lil girls.â
Everyone chuckles.
Stack walks straight over to Annieâs bedside.
He looks down at the two bassinets sitting beside her bed.
His grin slowly fades into pure awe.
ââŠDamn.â He shakes his head. âThey really here.â
Annie smiles. âThey really are.â
Stack leans over the bassinets.
His eyes bounce back and forth between the babies.
Smoke notices. âWhat?â
Stack squints. âThey look exactly alike.â
âThey do.â
Stack folds his arms. âNah. Iâma figure this out.â
Smoke laughs. âFigure what out?â
âHow to tell âem apart.â
Annie raises an eyebrow. âThey got wristbands.â
âI ainât talkinâ about them. Iâm not gon use themâ
Stack points toward the girls. âIâm finna study they little faces.â
âThey twins.â
âSo?â
âIâm a twin.â
He shrugs proudly. âI know how this work.â
Smoke laughs harder. âYou donât know shit.â
âI know enough.â Stack leans down even closer. âThis oneâŠâ He points.
ââŠher left eyebrow look a little different.â
Smoke and Annie look where heâs pointing.
They donât see a thing.
Smoke shakes his head. âYou makinâ shit up.â
âI ainât.â
âYou are.â
âIâll have it figured out before yâall.â
Annie laughs. âWeâll see.â
Stack smiles. âWatch.â
He lightly rubs one tiny foot.
âUncle Stack gonâ always know who yâall are.â
Stack carefully slides his hands beneath one of the babies and lifts her into his arms.
She stays sound asleep, her tiny body completely relaxed against his chest.
He studies her little face.
Her nose. Her lips.
The way her tiny eyebrows sit.
After a long moment, he nods confidently. âThis gotta be Anijah.â
Annie raises an eyebrow. âOh yeah?â
âMhm.â He smiles down at her. âI can tell by how peaceful she sleepinâ.â
He kisses the top of her tiny head. âUncle Elias is here, baby girl.â
Smoke watches his brother quietly.
Something deep in his chest warms.
Growing up, Stack had always been loud. Flashy.
The life of every room he walked into.
Always cracking jokes.
Always putting on a show.
But standing hereâŠHolding his niece so carefullyâŠ
Speaking to her so softlyâŠ
It was like all of that melted away.
For these little girlsâŠHe wasnât trying to impress anybody.
He was justâŠUncle Elias.
Smoke smiles to himself.
He loves seeing this side of his brother.
Stack gently lifts Anijah closer to his face and takes a dramatic sniff.
He immediately starts laughing. âYou smell like baby lotion.â
The room fills with laughter.
Annie shakes her head. âYou are so silly.â
âI know.â He grins before looking back down at Anijah. âAnd I love it.â
Carefully, he settles her back into the bassinet before reaching for her sister.
He scoops up the second baby just as gently.
She stretches in her sleep before settling into his arms.
Stack squints at her face. âHmmâŠThis definitely Aniyah.â
Smoke folds his arms. âAnd how you figure that?â
Stack nods toward the sleeping baby. ââCause she got that little frown.â
He chuckles. âShe still mad we made her come out.â
Annie busts into laughter. âYou know whatâŠThat actually sound like her.â
Stack rocks her gently. âYou gave yoâ mama a hard time, didnât you?â
He smiles proudly. âBut thatâs aight. Uncle Elias gonâ learn every little thing about both of yâall.â
He looks between the twins and nods to himself.
âIâll have yâall figured out before anybody else.â
Smoke laughs. âWeâll see.â
Stack grins. âNah. Watch meâŠâ
Five minutes laterâŠ
âWhoâs next?â Annie asks.
Shaad immediately raises his hand.
âMe.â
Everyone laughs.
Smoke carefully lifts Anijah from the bassinet before placing her into Shaadâs arms.
Then he hands him Aniyah.
Shaad looks down at the two tiny girls resting against him.
His smile grows wider and wider.
ââŠLook at yâall.â His voice softens. âMy nieces.â
He gently rocks them. âI canât believe yâall really here.â
A lump forms in his throat. âIâm an uncle.â
Smoke grins. âYou been one.â
âNah.â Shaad shakes his head. âThis different.â
He looks down at the twins again.
âThey really here now. You and Stack got me out here in Unc status. Never thought Iâd see the day.â
Legacy quietly watches from beside him.
The smile on her face slowly softens.
Seeing Shaad hold the girls so naturallyâŠSo gentlyâŠMakes her heart flutter.
He looks so comfortable. So protective.
Without realizing itâŠShe catches herself smiling at him instead of the babies.
Shaad looks up. Their eyes meet.
She quickly looks away.
Trying not to get caught.
Shaad smiles to himself. He noticed.
Dominique steps forward next.
âI think itâs my turn.â
Shaad carefully hands both girls back to Smoke.
Smoke places them one at a time into Dominiqueâs arms.
The moment she looks downâŠ
She freezes.
Her eyes instantly fill with tears.
âOhâŠâ A shaky laugh escapes her. âOh my God.â
Smoke and Annie exchange a look.
Dominique begins crying. Not loud.
Just quiet tears rolling down her cheeks.
Annie immediately reaches for her arm. âDominoâŠâ
Dominique laughs through her tears. âIâm sorry.â
She shakes her head. âI justâŠâ
She looks back down at the twins. âIâve been with you through everything.â
She smiles sadly. âThe late-night study sessions.â
âThe engineering exams.â âThe breakups.â âThe tears.â
âThe days you wanted to quit.â âThe days you thought you wasnât enough.â
She shakes her head. âAnd nowâŠâ She looks at Annie.
âYouâre somebodyâs mama.â Her voice cracks. âIâm so proud of you.â
Annieâs own eyes begin filling again. âI love you.â
âI love you too.â
Antonio quietly wraps an arm around Dominiqueâs shoulders.
He kisses the side of her head. âYou alright?â
She nods, smiling through her tears. âIâm just emotional.â
âI know.â He smiles. âItâs okay.â
He gently takes one of the twins from her before accepting the other.
Antonio studies both little girls for a long moment. âThey beautiful.â
He looks over at Smoke.
His expression grows serious. âIâm proud of you, bro.â
Smoke smiles. âAppreciate it.â
Antonio nods. âNo. I mean it.â
He glances back down at the girls.
âYou built businesses. You changed your life. You became the man you always said you wanted to be.â
Then he looks back at Smoke.
âAnd nowâŠâ He smiles. âYou a father.â
âA good one.â
Smoke swallows hard.
His eyes drift to Annie before returning to Antonio. âThank you.â
Antonio nods once. âI know yâall gonâ raise these girls right.â
The room falls quiet.
Everyone simply stands there looking at the twins.
Two tiny little girls.
Already surrounded by an entire village that loved them before they ever took their first breath.
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The first morning at home feels different. Quieter. Softer.
Sunlight pours through the bedroom curtains, bathing the room in a warm golden glow. The house smells faintly of baby lotion, fresh laundry, and the pancakes Smoke made earlier that morning.
For the first timeâŠTheyâre home.
Not in a hospital. Not surrounded by nurses.
Just the four of them.
Aniyah sleeps peacefully in the bassinet beside the bed. Every few seconds, her tiny lips twitch before she lets out a little squeak in her sleep.
Annie smiles every time she hears it.
Across the room, sheâs propped up in the recliner by the window with a soft blanket over her lap.
The rhythmic hum of her breast pump fills the room. Whirr⊠pause⊠whirr⊠pauseâŠ
She watches the bottles slowly begin to fill.
Meanwhile, Smoke sits on the edge of the bed with Anijah curled comfortably against his chest.
Sheâs wide awake.
Her tiny brown eyes are open staring across the room.
Smoke gently rubs the center of her back with one large hand.
Sheâs so little. So warm.
She smells like milk and baby powder.
He canât stop looking at her.
Or Annie.
His eyes drift back across the room.
He studies Annie quietly.
The loose pieces of hair framing her face.
The tiredness beneath her eyes.
The way motherhood somehow makes her even more beautiful than she already was.
He doesnât realize heâs staring untilâAnnie looks over.
She catches him smiling. âWhat?â
Smoke shakes his head slowly. âYou so beautiful, Mama.â
Annieâs cheeks immediately warm. âSmokeâŠâ
He smiles. âIâm serious. I canât believe you really had my daughters.â
His voice softens with every word. âI still be thinkinâ about everything you went through. The contractions. The pushinâ. The fear.â He shakes his head in amazement. âYou handled all of that so damn well. Iâve never been more proud of anybody.â His eyes never leave hers. âIâm obsessed wit you, baby.â
Annie bites back a smile. âYou are?â
âMhm. Hopelessly.â
She laughs softly, looking down to hide her blush. âYou so crazy.â
âNah.â He glances down at Anijah, whoâs still wide awake.
He gently kisses the top of her tiny head.
âOur babiesâŠâ He smiles. âLook at what we made. They so beautiful.â He looks back at Annie. âAnd they look just like you.â
Annie laughs. âThey do not.â
âThey absolutely do. I shouldâve known we was gonâ make some gorgeous babies. They got yo attitude already too.â
Annie rolls her eyes. âThey two days old.â
âThey still got attitudes. Especially Aniyah. She stubborn just like you.â
She laughs harder. âYou get on my nerves.â
Smoke shrugs. âIâm just callinâ it how I see it.â
Annie smiles as she watches him cradle their daughter so naturally.
Her heart feels impossibly full. âThank you.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âFor what?â
âI love watchinâ you be a dad already.â
She wipes a happy tear from the corner of her eye. âYou make it look so easy.â
Smoke looks down at Anijah.
She yawns and stretches. He rubs his fingers over her curls. He smiles.
âIâve been waitinâ on this for a long time.â
He looks back at Annie. âNowâŠI need you to promise me somethinâ.â
âWhat?â
âWhen we go to bed tonightâŠI want you sleepinâ.â
Annie gives him a confused look. âWhat you mean?â
âIâll get up.â He shrugs like itâs the simplest thing in the world. âIâll change diapers. Iâll warm bottles. Iâll feed âem. You just rest.â
Annie immediately shakes her head.
âNo, Smoke. We a team. If you gettinâ upâŠIâm gettinâ up too.â
He shakes his head. âNo. Baby, you just carried twins for nine months. You pushed both of âem out. You deserve to rest.â
Annie smiles lovingly at him. âI appreciate that. But Iâm their mama. And you their daddy. We gonâ do this together. We can take turns. You donât have to do it all by yourself.â
Smoke sighs. âI just want you to be okay.â
âI know.â She smiles. âAnd Iâll be okay. As long as we doinâ this together.â
Smoke looks at her for a long moment. Then slowly nods. âAight. Weâll take turns.â
Annie grins. âThere you go.â
He points at her. âYou won this one.â
âI know.â She giggles. âI usually do.â
Smoke laughs and shakes his head. âYou lucky I love you.â
She smiles. âI know.â
At that exact moment, Aniyah lets out a tiny cry from the bassinet.
Both Annie and Smoke immediately turn their heads.
Then they look at each other.
Without saying a wordâŠThey both laugh.
Smoke carefully stands with Anijah still tucked against his chest while Annie gets up and walks over to lift Anijah from the bassinet.
The room fills with the soft sounds of newborn fussing, the gentle hum of the breast pump winding down, and two exhausted parents quietly figuring out this new chapter together.
It isnât perfect. It isnât easy.
But as the morning sunlight wraps around their little familyâŠIt already feels like home.
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Three mornings later, at Stack and Dajiaâs houseâŠ
The sun has barely started peeking through the curtains.
The house is quiet again.
WellâŠAlmost.
Tiny cries echo through the nursery.
Eliâs hungry. Again.
Dajia slowly opens her eyes.
She doesnât even bother looking beside her.
She already knows. Stack is still asleep.
She lets out a tired sigh and pushes herself upright.
Every muscle in her body aches.
She shuffles across the room, lifts Eli from his bassinet, and presses him against her shoulder.
âItâs okay, baby. I got you.â
His cries immediately soften as she gently rocks him.
She carries him into the living room, fixes his bottle, changes his diaper, feeds him, burps him, and rocks him back to sleep.
By the time she lays him back in the bassinetâŠAlmost an hour has passed.
She crawls back into bed.
Just as she closes her eyesâŠ
Eli lets out another little fuss.
Dajia stares at the ceiling.
ââŠYou gotta be kidding me.â
She laughs tiredly.
Then gets right back up.
A little later that morningâŠ
Stack strolls into the kitchen stretching.
He yawns. âMorning, baby girl.â
Dajia doesnât answer.
Sheâs standing at the counter making a fresh pot of coffee.
Her hair is wrapped up.
She has on one of Stackâs oversized T-shirts.
Dark circles sit beneath her eyes.
Stack walks over and kisses her cheek. âYou aight?â
She keeps stirring her coffee. âMhm.â
âYou sure?â
Silence.
He studies her face. âYou donât look alright.â
Dajia finally turns around. âYou really wanna know?â
âYeah.â
She lets out a long breath. âIâm tired, Stack.â
He nods. âI know. We both are.â
She laughs. Except thereâs no humor in it.
âNo. We not.â
His brows knit together. âWhat you mean?â
âIâm tired.â
âYouâŠâ She points at him. ââŠsleep.â
Stack blinks. âWhat?â
âYou sleep through everything.â She throws both hands in the air. âEli cries⊠You sleep. I change his diaperâŠYou sleep. I make bottles⊠You sleep. I feed him⊠You still sleep.â
Stackâs smile completely disappears.
âDajiaââ
âNo.â Her voice rises. âIâm exhausted. I havenât slept more than an hour at a time since heâs been born. And every single time he criesâŠâ She points toward the bedroom.ââŠIâm the one getting up. Her eyes begin watering. âI feel like Iâm doinâ this by myself.â
The words hit Stack like a punch to the chest.
He just stands there. âI didnâtâŠâ He shakes his head. âI didnât know. You think I wouldâve let you keep getting up by yourself if I knew?â
Dajia wipes at her eyes. âI donât know. I honestly donât.â
Stack walks over and gently takes the coffee mug out of her hands before setting it on the counter.
Then he reaches for both of her hands. âDajia.â
She doesnât look at him.
He waits. FinallyâŠShe lifts her eyes.
âIâm sorry.â His voice is quiet. âI swear to youâŠI didnât realize. I sleep so damn hard, I donât hear him.â
âI thought we was takinâ turns.â She shakes her head. âAnd we havenât been. Youâve been takinâ all the turns sleepinââ
Stack closes his eyes. âDamn.â Guilt washes over him. He wraps his arms around her.
She melts into his chest. âI shouldâve told you.â
âYou shouldnât have had to.â He kisses the top of her head. âThatâs on me.â He gently rubs her back. âIâll do better.â
She sniffles. âYou promise?â
He nods without hesitation. âI promise. If I donât wake upâŠâ He thinks for a second. âShake me. I mean it. I donât care how hard. Throw a pillow. Push me. Kick me if you got to.â
A small laugh escapes Dajia.
âIâm serious. Iâm Eliâs parent too. I donât want you carryinâ all this by yourself.â
She finally smiles. âI know.â
He rests his forehead against hers. âWe a team. I ainât gonâ let you feel like you in this alone again.â
Dajia nods. âOkay.â
Right on cueâŠA tiny cry comes from the bedroom. Both of them pause.
Stack points toward the hallway.
âI got him.â
Dajia starts to follow.
Stack gently stops her. âNo.â He kisses her forehead. âYou sit down. Drink yo coffee while itâs still hot.â
She watches him jog toward the nursery.
A few seconds later, she hears his voice drifting down the hallway. âHey, lil man. Daddy finally made it.â
Dajia leans back in her chair. Takes a sip of coffee.
And lets herself breatheâŠ
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Around three oâclock in the morningâŠ
Annie slowly opens her eyes.
The room is dim, lit only by the soft amber glow of the nightlight sitting on the dresser.
For a moment, she isnât sure what woke her.
She instinctively reaches across the bed.
The sheets beside her are cool. Empty.
She blinks. âSmoke?â No answer.
Anijah is still asleep in her bassinet beside the bed, her tiny breaths coming in soft, steady little puffs.
Annie smiles. At least one of them was sleeping.
She carefully slips out of bed, wrapping her robe tighter around herself before trudging barefoot into the hallway.
The hardwood floor is cool beneath her feet.
The house is quiet. ThenâŠShe hears it.
A soft voice floating through the darkness.
Smoke. Heâs singing.
The melody is low and gentle, barely louder than a whisper.
The kind of singing someone does when they think no one is listening.
Annie follows the sound down the hallway.
As she reaches the living room, she stops in her tracks.
Moonlight spills through the front windows, casting silver ribbons across the floor.
Smoke is slowly pacing back and forth.
Aniyah is tucked against his chest, wrapped snugly in a pale yellow swaddle.
One of his large hands supports the back of her tiny head while the other gently pats her diapered bottom in a slow, rhythmic pattern.
His voice fills the room.
Soft. Warm. Safe.
He sways with her as he sings, never missing a beat.
Aniyahâs wide little eyes are wide open
She isnât crying anymore.
Sheâs simply listening.
Like the sound of his voice is enough.
Annieâs heart squeezes.
For a momentâŠShe forgets to breathe.
Sheâd always imagined Smoke being a good father.
But seeing itâŠ
Seeing this hard, intimidating man quietly walking laps around their living room at three in the morning, singing to one of their daughtersâŠ
It was more beautiful than anything sheâd imagined.
Her chest fills with so much love it almost hurts.
She leans against the hallway wall, smiling to herself.
God⊠I picked the right man.
Almost as if he feels her watching him, Smoke turns around.
His eyes immediately soften. âThere go my mama.â He smiles. âWhat you doinâ up?â
He glances toward the hallway behind her.
âI didnât hear Anijah cry.â
Annie shakes her head. âShe didnât.â
She walks over until sheâs standing beside him.
âI just woke up and you werenât next to me.â
She smiles. âSo I came lookinâ for you.â
Smoke nods toward the little girl resting against his chest.
âYeahâŠAniyah started whininâ a little. So I picked her up. ThenâŠâ He chuckles.
âShe decided she wanted the whole neighborhood to know she was awake.â
Annie laughs quietly.
âSo I changed her diaperâŠâ He continues pacing. âFed her. Burped her. And she still wouldnât stop hollerinâ.â
Annie looks down at Aniyah. âSoâŠâ She smiles knowingly. âIs that why you were singinâ?â
Smoke sighs dramatically. âYep. Itâs the only thing thatâll calm her down.â
He looks down at his daughter with a grin.
âShe got so used to hearinâ you sing while she was in yo belly.â
Annieâs eyes immediately soften. âReally?â
Smoke nods. âThe second I started singinââŠâ He shrugs. âShe settled right down.â
Annie giggles. âI guess you were right.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âAbout what?â
âShe is trouble.â
Smoke looks down at Aniyah before smiling proudly. âJust like her mama.â
Annie playfully rolls her eyes. âThere you go.â
âButâŠâ He kisses the top of Aniyahâs head. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
Annie folds her arms. âYou say that now.â
Smoke doesnât hesitate. âIâm gonâ always say it.â He gently rocks Aniyah. âShe ainât trouble. Sheâs just a girl who know what she want.â
Annie laughs. âIf you say so.â She reaches her arms out. âCome on. Give her to me. You go get some sleep.â
Smoke immediately shakes his head. âNah, baby. I got her.â
âYou sure?â
âOf course.â He smiles at her. âYou carried them girls for nine months. Least I can do is carry one around the house.â
Annieâs heart melts all over again.
She reaches up and gently smooths the back of his T-shirt before leaning in to kiss his cheek. âI love you.â
âI love you too.â
Right on cue⊠A loud cry echoes from down the hall.
Both of them freeze. Then slowly turn toward the bedroom. Anijah. Smoke and Annie look back at each other. They bust into laughter.
Annie shakes her head. âWellâŠâ She smiles. âLooks like we gonâ be up together.â
Smoke grins. âI like that.â
Annie laughs. âYou like beinâ sleep deprived?â
âNah.â He wraps an arm around her waist as they start walking back toward the bedroom together. âI just like doinâ life wit you.â
Annie looks at him. The exhaustion was still there. The sleepless nights. The sore body.
The endless diapers and feedings.
But standing beside SmokeâŠListening to both of their daughters calling for themâŠShe realized something. This wasnât just exhaustion. It was the sound of the life theyâd dreamed about. And somehowâŠSheâd never slept better.
A week laterâŠ
The afternoon sun pours through the living room windows while Aniyah and Anijah sleep peacefully in their bassinets.
Smoke is stretched out on the couch watching football with the volume turned down low.
Annie sits on the floor beside the bassinets, smiling every time one of the girls makes a tiny sound.
Ding-dong.
Smoke glances toward the door. âI got it.â
He stands and opens the front door.
âWhatâs up, Pops?â
Roland smiles. âHey, son.â
Smoke steps aside. âCome on in.â
Legacy walks in behind Roland carrying a gift bag.
ThenâŠSmoke notices Angie standing quietly behind them.
She offers him a small, nervous smile. âHi.â
âHey.â Smoke returns the smile before glancing toward the living room âBabe⊠you got company.â
Annie looks up from the bassinets.
She smiles when she sees Roland. âHey, Dad.â
Roland walks over and kisses the top of her head. âHey, Pumpkin.â
Legacy follows, wrapping Annie in a careful hug. âHow my babies doinâ?â
âWeâre survivinâ,â Annie laughs. ThenâŠHer eyes land on Angie.
Her smile fades into surprise. She hadnât expected that.
Angie immediately notices the change in her expression. âI-Iâm sorry,â she says quickly. âLegacy invited me. If this isnât okay, I can leave.â
Legacy looks between them. âI hope you donât mind, Annie. I just⊠thought maybeâŠâShe doesnât finish.
The room grows quiet.
Smoke watches Annie carefully, letting her decide.
Annie looks at Angie.
She can see how uncomfortable she is. How sheâs standing near the door like sheâs already preparing to leave.
Then she remembers what Smoke told her. Donât punish your sister for something she ainât ask for.
She remembers Legacy saying almost the exact same thing.
Annie lets out a slow breath. âNoâŠâ
Everyone waits. âItâs okay.â
Angieâs shoulders visibly relax.
âYou can stay.â
A genuine smile spreads across her face. âThank you.â
Smoke catches Annieâs eye from across the room.
He doesnât say anything.
Just gives her the smallest nod.
She returns one of her own.
Roland claps his hands together.
âNowâŠâ He grins. âEnough of us standing around.â
âWhere my grandbabies?â
Annie laughs. âThey sleep.â
âThat ainât stopping me from looking.â
Everyone gathers around the bassinets.
Angie steps up slowly.
Her eyes immediately fill with tears.
âOhâŠâ She whispers. âTheyâre so beautiful.â
Smoke smiles proudly. âThey definitely take after they mama.â
Roland chuckles. âYou ainât lying.â
Legacy leans over the bassinets.
âMy nieces getting so big already.â
Aniyah stretches her tiny arms before settling back down.
Angie smiles so wide it almost hurts. âTheyâre identical.â
âThey sure are,â Annie says. âThe hospital gave us little bracelets so we could tell them apart.â
Everyone laughs.
After a few moments, Anijah begins to stir.
Smoke carefully lifts her from the bassinet. âThere she go.â
He rocks her gently until she settles against his chest.
Angie watches with admiration. âYou a natural.â
Smoke smiles. âIâm tryinâ.â He kisses the babyâs forehead.
Annie notices Angie staring.
Not in a strange way. In a longing way.
Like sheâs imagining something sheâs never had.
Angie hesitates before speaking. ââŠCanâŠâ She looks at Annie. ââŠCan I hold one?â
The room grows still. Nobody speaks.
Nobody pressures Annie.
Legacy looks down. Roland quietly waits. Even Smoke says nothing.
He simply looks at his wife. The decision is hers.
Annie studies Angie for a few seconds.
She sees the uncertainty. The hope. The fear of hearing no.
FinallyâŠAnnie nods. âYeah.â
Angieâs eyes widen. âReally?â
âYeah.â A smile slowly spreads across Annieâs face. âJust wash yo hands first.â
Everyone laughs softly.
âI already did before I came in,â Angie says quickly, holding them up. âIâve been nervous all day.â
That makes Annie smile a little bigger.
Smoke carefully walks over and gently places Anijah into Angieâs arms. âSupport her head.â
âI got her.â Angie cradles the tiny baby against her chest like sheâs holding something priceless. Her eyes immediately begin watering. âOh my goodnessâŠâ She whispers. âHey, sweet girl.â
Anijah yawns before nestling deeper into her arms. Angie laughs through her tears.
âShe likes you,â Smoke says.
âI hope so.â Angie gently rubs the babyâs tiny back. âI always wanted to be an auntie.â The words slip out before she can stop them.
The room falls quiet.
Angie looks up, embarrassed. âIâm sorry⊠I didnât meanââ
âNo.â Annie softly interrupts her. âItâs okay.â
Angie swallows hard. âI used to imagine what itâd be like.â She looks back down at Anijah. âI just⊠didnât know I actually had nieces and a nephew.â
Annie feels something in her chest shift. Just a little. She watches Angie smile at the baby with nothing but genuine love on her face. No hidden agenda. No expectations. Just happiness.
Roland quietly wipes at the corner of his eye.
Legacy notices and smiles. âWhat?â
Roland chuckles. âIâm just looking at my girls.â He shakes his head. âLife sure got a funny way of bringing people together.â
Annie reaches over and picks up Aniyah.
She glances at Angie. Then at the tiny baby sleeping peacefully in her arms.
MaybeâŠJust maybeâŠSmoke was right.
And maybe Legacy was too.
This wasnât James standing in her living room. This was simply another daughter trying to find the family he never gave her.
After everyone spends a few more minutes admiring the twins, Legacy looks over at Roland and smiles. âYou been standinâ over there looking at them this whole time.â
Roland chuckles. âI know.â
âYou gonna hold yo grandbabies or what?â
Everyone laughs.
Roland rubs his palms together. âIâve been waiting on somebody to ask.â
Annie grins. âYou donât have to be invited, Dad.â
Rolandâs heart swells at the word. He steps closer to Annie, who carefully lifts Aniyah from her shoulder. âHere.â
Roland slides one arm beneath the tiny babyâs head and the other beneath her body, cradling her against his chest with practiced ease. The moment she settles into his armsâŠHis entire face softens.âThere she is.â His voice barely rises above a whisper. âHey, beautiful girl.â
Aniyah stretches her tiny fingers before wrapping them around one of Rolandâs.
He chuckles quietly. âOhâŠâ He looks over at everyone. âShe got a grip.â
Smoke laughs. âJust like her crazy mama.â
Annie playfully rolls her eyes. âI heard that.â
Roland smiles as he looks back down at Aniyah. âYou knowâŠâ He gently rocks her. âI used to dream about moments like this.â
The room grows quiet.
He looks over at Annie. âWhen your mama and yâall moved in with me⊠I remember thinking how much I wanted to be a father to you and Legacy.â He chuckles softly. âIt wasnât easy either.â
Legacy laughs. âNo, it wasnât.â
Annie smiles through watery eyes.
Roland nods. âYâall had been through so much that trusting another man wasnât exactly high on the list.â
Annie lowers her eyes. âI was scared.â
âI know you were.â He smiles warmly. âSo I never tried to force it. I just kept showing up.â He gently strokes Aniyahâs tiny hand. âLittle by little⊠you and Legacy let me in.â His voice catches with emotion. âThen one day, you looked at me and called me âDad.ââ
Annie smiles. âIâll never forget that day.â
âRoland shakes his head with a grin âNeither will I. Thatâs still one of the greatest gifts Iâve ever been given.â Roland glances over at the second bassinet where Anijah is now laying, asleep and grins. âSoâŠâ He looks at Annie. âI get a chance to hold my other granddaughter, or is she sleepinâ too good?â
Everyone laughs.
Annie smiles as she walks over to the bassinet. âI think sheâs fine, you can wake her up.â
She carefully scoops Anijah into her arms. The tiny baby lets out a little stretch before settling right back down.
Annie walks over to Roland. âHere.â
Roland shifts Aniyah into the crook of one arm while Annie gently transfers Anijah into the other.
âThere we go.â He looks down at the twins, one nestled in each arm.
His eyes immediately begin to water.
âWellâŠâ He chuckles through the emotion. âLook at this.â
Smoke smiles from across the room.
âNow thatâs a proud granddaddy.â
âThe proudest.â
Roland rocks them gently, looking from one little face to the other.
âThey look so much alike.â
âThey do,â Annie says with a laugh. âWeâre so thankful the hospital put bracelets on them because even we kept second-guessing ourselves.â
Roland leans in and studies them for another moment. âI think I got it.â
Everyone looks at him.
He points with his chin toward Aniyah.
âShe the one always lookinâ around.â
Then he looks down at Anijah.
âAnd this oneâŠâ He smiles.
ââŠshe look content just beinâ held.â
Smoke laughs. âThatâs about right.â
Annie nods. âSheâs definitely the calmer one.â
Roland kisses the top of Anijahâs head before doing the same to Aniyah.
âMy sweet girls.â His voice softens.
âIâve been blessed more than I deserve.â He looks over at Annie.
âI prayed that one day youâd have a man whoâd love you the way I love your mama and he delivered.â His eyes drift to Smoke.âAnd then God gave me not oneâŠâ He looks back down at the twins. ââŠbut two more little girls to love.â
Smoke smiles, his chest swelling with pride. âYou stuck wit us now, Pops.â
Roland laughs. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
Part 1
This one is shorter guys. The next chapter will be longer. Postpartum depression comes into play next.
Cry for You AU Sinners Smoke and Annie One Shot
The quiet hum of the wheels of her luggage across their hardwood floor filled Smoke's ears. Inwardly, his stomach was tied into knots and he was in shambles. He could feel the palms of his hands begin to perspire and a dull ache throbbed between his brows.
"Annie," he gruffly said.
She turned and glanced back at him.
"Smoke. We already talked about this. I will only be gone for a few days. We're going to celebrate Pearline before her and Sammie get hitched baby."
"You can't reschedule?"
"Reschedule?" she said with a slight chuckle. "Baby you can't reschedule a bachelorette trip. Plus I know you and Stack have something wild planned for Sammie. Well more Stack that you but still..."
She leaned closer to give his a sweet kiss before she grabbed the handle of her luggage.
"I will see you in 3 days. The girls are outside waiting."
Outside of their home sat a Sprinter van with the bride to be donned with a crown and a sash. Spilling from the van, were Pearline's sisters, cousins and linesisters from her sorority in college. Their laughter and hoots could be heard down the entire street. They all cheered at the sight of Annie when the door of Smoke and Annie's home swung open.
Standing before them was Annie with one hand on her luggage and a brooding Smoke behind her who seemed to want to put an end to their shenanigans before they started.
"I got it," Smoke stated as he grabbed the handle of Annie's luggage. Although every fiber of his being was telling him to take the suitcase back in the house and unpack Annie's belongings, he begrudgingly wheeled her things to the Sprinter.
He turned to Annie looking side to side as if he wishing he could compel she to stay. She looked up at him with her beautiful dark doe eyes stepping closer.
"It won't be that bad baby. And I will see you when I get back."
Stepping on the tips of her toes, she pressed a kiss to his lips that he leaned in to extend as he slipped his arm around her waist.
"Alright you two lovebirds," Pearline said, "I promise we'll get her back to ya in one piece Smoke."
Smoke watched the rear lights of the Sprinter until he couldn't see them anymore.
Smoke turned and walked back into his home. He plopped down on the black leather sofa in his man cave with a cigar in one hand a beer in the other. His eyes watched the sweep of the hands of the clock as a basketball game played in the background. It had only been an hour and he was ready for Annie to come home. He felt like crying.
The ring of the doorbell broke him from his thoughts. Looking at his phone, he could see his twin and Sammie on his front porch. In their hands were bags from Smoke and Stack's favorite wing spot and cases of beer.
"Ay I know you see us," hollered Stack. Smoke didn't need this shit right now as he closed his eyes. He heard the front door slam and foot falls leading towards him. He peeked one eye open to see Sammie and Stack standing directly in front of him.
"I know you heard us. What ya doing round here all sad and shit?"
Smoke looked back at his twin and couldn't help but be annoyed.
"You know why."
"Aww shit man. Annie will be back in a few days. She's been gone less that two hours and you're already feeling it in ya chest?"
Normally Smoke didn't mind his brother poking fun but today he was over it.
"Look, Sammie you're sure you wanna do this?" Stack pointed back at his twin. "Look at him all lovesick. He can't breathe without her. You're sure you wanna do this with Pearline? You wanna be just as lovesick as him too?"
Hearts lit up in Sammie's eyes as he thought of Pearline.
"Yeah man and I can't wait."
"See that's what's wrong with yall asses now. Too damn in love."
"I can't wait until love catches your ass," said Sammie as he laughed while opening the tray of hot wings and grabbing a beer.
Smoke looked at Stack and Sammie and couldn't believe what was happening.
"Listen Smoke I know you miss Annie something serious right now cause I feel the same about Pearline but let's just have some beers and a few laughs aight."
Smoke didn't want to but he could never disappoint his favorite little cousin. Grabbing a crispy lemon pepper flat, he dunked it into blue cheese dressing and popped open another beer.
After a few hours of good food, jokes and even better company Smoke felt just a little bit lighter."
"Aight, now I know you missing Annie something serious and I wouldn't be your favorite brother if I didn't look out for ya."
Smoke glared at Stack and said. "You're my only brother."
"That's not the point. Anyways I got something for you."
"Better not be a motherfucking stripper like last time."
Stack's eyes widened. "Now I wouldn't do no shit like that...again." And he meant that. The last time Stack tried to cheer Smoke up when he and Annie broke up, he hired a stripper to brighten his spirit up or at least help him relieve some tension. Annie walked in on the stripper in the living room of the bachelor pad he shared with his brother as she rocked her hips to the sensual music that played. Luckily for Smoke, it was evident he had nothing to due with the stripper being in nothing but a g-string and pasties in their home. Annie threatened to have Stack hopping on his legs like a frog for the rest of his life if ever pulled some shit like that again. Stack knew Annie was serious as a heart attack and considering she was the woowoo lady everyone went to for their problems, he knew she could make it happen. And Smoke fell even deeper in love with Annie that day.
"Naw man. I got something even better."
Smoke raised his eyebrows at his brother.
"You know me and Pearline's linesister got a little situation going on. Well she told me exactly where they're staying and I know that they've been at the club for a few hours now."
Smoke continued to listen to his brother babble on hoping he would get to the part that would make him feel better fast.
"And if we leave right now, you can be waiting in the bed..."
Before Stack could even finish his statement, Smoke had already stood up and was headed out of the room.
"Where ya headed?," yelled Stack to Smoke's back as he threw his arms in the air.
Smoke looked over his shoulder and said, "I gotta get my keys. Let's go."
Sammie and Stack broke out into laughter watching Smoke move with a purpose. Sammie was right behind Smoke though because he was just as excited to see Pearline.
Slamming the door behind them, they hopped in Sammie's Suburban and headed for the airport.
A few hours later Annie was a giggling and stumbling mess as she fumbled with her hotel room key. She swung the door opened as she threw her stilettos off of her aching feet crossing the threshold. She gasped as she walked through her suite to find a sleeping Smoke on her bed.
She smiled to herself as she leaned over and kissed his cheek. She couldn't wait to get in bed and snuggle with her man.
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I wanna thank Jodeci for this little one shot. I was cooking breakfast listening to Cry for You and this entire scene played in my mind. I felt like That's so Raven.
Anywhoo hope yall enjoy!
OFFICIAL M2FW SINNERS MASTERLIST
ENTER AT YOU OWN RISK! Graphic CONTENT.
18+ MINORS DO NOT ENGAGE
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Elijah âSmokeâ Moore x Annie Moore
Workerâs Comp
Put It Down Right (Teaser) TBA
Coupleâs Therapy: 1, 2, 3, 4
Sit On It
Tell Him
Love Hate Thing
In My Feelings
Take It
Open Season: 1, 2
Precious Cargo: 1, 2
My First Love series
Chapter 4( pt.1)
âOne Call Awayâ
Itâs Sunday morning.
The house phone rings, breaking the silence.
Smoke groans and rolls over, blindly reaching across the nightstand until his hand finds the receiver.
He answers without even opening his eyes. âWhat it is?â
Stackâs voice comes through the other end. âAye, me and Tobias finna pull up. Roll up.â
Smoke lets out a tired groan. He hasnât even gotten out of bed yet. âAight, bro.â
âBet.â
The line goes dead.
Smoke tosses the phone back onto the cradle before dragging himself out of bed.
He walks into the living room, unlocks the front door, then grabs his rolling tray off the coffee table.
The TV flickers on as he settles onto the couch. He starts breaking the weed down, expertly rolling a blunt.
A few minutes later, Stack and Tobias walk right in like they own the place.
Tobias drops onto the couch. âWhatâs good, bro?â
Smoke doesnât even look up. âNothinâ. Just woke up.â
Stack pulls a blunt from behind his ear, sparks it, and takes a long pull. âNigga⊠I barely see yoâ ass anymore.â
Smoke chuckles. âNigga, you know where I live. You shouldâve been pulled up.â
Stack laughs. âNigga, you just had to fuck shit up wit Monica. Now you canât even come chill wit yo own bro.â
Smoke sucks his teeth. âI ainât fuck shit up. She the one trippinâ. I just been on some chill shit.â
Stack grins like he already knows better. âNigga, no you havenât.â
Smoke finally looks up.
Stack points the blunt toward him. âMonica came home yesterday yellinâ talkinâ âbout Shatara seen you at Skateland skatinâ wit some bitch⊠and yâall was kissinâ and shit.â
Smokeâs stomach instantly drops.
Damn. This is the last thing he needs.
He already knows exactly where this is headed. It isnât even about the fact that he was with somebody else. Itâs the fact that he hasnât really been fucking with Monica lately.
And now she knows he was out in public with another woman. Kissing her.
Smoke rarely took women out.
If he dealt with somebody, he either pulled up to her place or she came to his. Between hustling and work, he never really cared about going on dates.
So why the hell did he kiss Annie in the middle of a skating rink? In front of everybody. That wasnât even him.
ButâŠHe doesnât regret it. Not even a little bit. If somebody gave him the chance to do it all over againâŠHeâd kiss her the exact same way.
He still canât get the feeling of her lips out of his mind.
Tobias laughs.
Smoke cuts his eyes at him before looking back at Stack. âDamn⊠people nosey as fuck.â
Stack passes the blunt to Tobias. âMan, you was out in public wit the shit. What you expect?â
âI expect people to mind they fuckinâ business. I donât owe nobody shit.â
Tobias nods in agreement before passing the blunt to Smoke.
Smoke takes a slow pull.
âYou know how girls be,â Tobias says. âSoon as you give âem some dick or some money, they think they own yoâ ass.â
Stack busts out laughing. âFacts. They donât listen for shit.â He shakes his head. âI gotta admit though, bro⊠when Monica said you was kissinâ her in publicâŠâ He points at Smoke. âI ainât believe that shit.â
Smoke simply stares back. Silent.
Stackâs grin slowly disappears. âDamnâŠâ He leans forward. âYou really was?â
Smoke shrugs. âDo it matter?â
âNigga, hell yeah it matter!â
Stack throws both hands up.
âYou ainât never did no shit like that.â
He laughs. âThis bitch must be cold.â
Smokeâs jaw immediately tightens.
âShe not a bitch.â His voice comes out lower than before. âWatch yoâ mouth.â
Both Stack and Tobias look at him.
Stackâs eyebrows shoot up. âNigga⊠what?â He points the blunt at Smoke. âNow you standinâ up for her too?â He laughs louder. âHer pussy must be gold.â
âStack,â Tobias cuts in, âshut the fuck up.â
Stack looks over at him.
Tobias shrugs. âShe is fine as fuck though.â He looks back at Smoke. âLeave the nigga alone.â
Now Smokeâs looking at Tobias sideways. Confused. Not just because Tobias defended himâŠBut because he called Annie fine. Something about hearing another man say it rubs him the wrong way.
Tobias notices the look immediately. He laughs. âDonât look at me like that, nigga.â He raises both hands. âI ainât mean shit by it.â
Stack notices everything. âOhhhâŠâ He points back and forth between Smoke and Tobias. âNahâŠâ
He starts laughing even harder. âWhoever this girl is⊠âHe points at Smoke. âShe got you trippinâ already.â
Smoke rolls his eyes. âI ainât trippinâ.â
âThe fuck you ainât.â Stack grins. âAnd Tobias⊠Shatara said you was caked up wit her friend too.â
Tobias clicks his tongue. âYeah⊠and?â I donât owe nobody shit either.â
Stack throws his hands in the air. âDamn! So yâall just left a nigga out?â He starts laughing. âI know they got some more friends.â He points at Smoke. âHook me up.â
Smoke shakes his head immediately. âMan, hell nah.â He laughs. âDonât nobody wanna be caught up in yoâ drama.â
âWhatever.â Stack smirks. âLook like you in some drama now.â
âI ainât into shit.â Smoke leans back on the couch. âMonica ainât my baby mama or my girl.â
Stack nods slowly. âYeahâŠâ A grin creeps across his face. âTell her that.â
Smoke sighs. The other women heâs dealt with never acted like this.
They understood exactly what it was.
If they saw him, they saw him. If they didnâtâŠThey kept living.
But MonicaâŠSomewhere along the line sheâd started feeling entitled to him.
Maybe because heâd spent a little more time around her. Maybe because she lived with Stack. Either wayâŠSmoke hated it.
He didnât want any woman feeling like she had a claim on him.
WellâŠAlmost none.
His thoughts drift back to Annie.
Oddly enoughâŠIf Annie ever acted a little jealous over himâŠHe doesnât think heâd mind. Matter of factâŠHe thinks heâd actually like it.
Smoke catches himself and quietly chuckles. âDamnâŠâ
Stack immediately looks over. âWhatâs so funny?â He reaches toward Smoke. âAnd nigga⊠pass the blunt.â
Smoke hands it over. âNothinâ, nigga. Damn.â
Stack takes the blunt, side-eyeing him the whole time.
A slow grin spreads across his face.
âNahâŠâ He points at Smoke. âYou smiling too much.â
Smoke frowns. âI always smile.â
âThe fuck you do.â Stack laughs. âNigga⊠you got that look.â
âWhat look?â
âThe look a nigga get when he really fuck wit somebody.â
Smoke immediately shakes his head. âYou sound dumb as hell.â
Stack and Tobias exchange a glance before busting into laughter.
Smoke just sucks his teeth and leans back into the couch. He can deny it all he wants.
But judging by the way his mind keeps drifting back to AnnieâŠ
Even heâs starting to wonder if his brother might be onto something.
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Out south at Annieâs house, the cool Sunday morning breeze drifts through the open bedroom window, making the white curtains sway gently.
Bobby Jones Gospel plays quietly on BET in the background while the smell of breakfast floats through the house.
Annie sits cross legged on her bed while Rhonda and Devin lounge across it, making themselves right at home.
Devin grins. âSo I hear yâall had a ball Friday with them fine ass niggas yâall met at the mall.â She points at Annie. âAnd I heard you was kissinâ Smoke and gave him yoâ number.â
Annieâs eyes immediately cut to Rhonda.
Rhonda busts out laughing. âMy bad, Annie. It was too good not to tell. I had to.â
Annie sucks her teeth. âDamn. I canât even tell my own business.â
âNope,â Rhonda says with a shrug.
Devin leans in, smiling. âSo⊠how was the kiss, Annie?â
Annie instantly blushes
Devinâs eyes get wide. âDamn⊠it was that good?â
Annie laughs and throws a pillow at her. âShut up.â
Rhonda intercepts and catches the pillow before it hits Devin. âUh-uh. Donât avoid the question, Annie.â She points at her. âI wanna know too.â
Annie rolls her eyes before letting out a small sigh. âTruth isâŠâ A smile slowly spreads across her face. âIt was so damn good.â She shakes her head, almost laughing at herself. âLike⊠I canât stop thinkinâ about it.â
Rhonda and Devin let out matching squeals.
âI know thatâs right!â Devin says.
âShit, I wouldnât be able to either if I was you,â Rhonda adds. âYâall was all into it too. I thought yâall was finna crash into somebody out there.â
Annie laughs. âI meanâŠâ She shrugs. âI was a little lost in it. Not gonna lie.â She bites her lip for a second. âHis lips are so soft.â
Rhonda dramatically fans herself. âLook at you beinâ fast.â
âMhmm,â Devin agrees, laughing.
Annie shakes her head. âHe kissed me first. I was not expectinâ that.â
Rhonda smirks. âSo? You liked it.â She nudges Annieâs knee. âYou just as guilty as him.â She tilts her head. âNow⊠has he called you yet?â
Annie sighs. âNo⊠not yet.â She looks down at her hands. âAnd Iâm so nervous, yâall.â
Devin furrows her brows. âWhy? Yâall already broke the ice with the letters.â
âI knowâŠâ Annie smiles nervously. âBut that donât make me any less nervous.â
Devin laughs. âI gotta see this nigga.â She points between Annie and Rhonda. âHe must be fine as hell for you to still be nervous.â
Rhonda doesnât hesitate. âOh, he is.â She nods confidently. âHe fine as hell.â She looks at Devin. âWait âtil you see him.â
Annie slowly turns and side eyes Rhonda. âAyeâŠâ She points at her. âWatch it now.â
The words come out jokinglyâŠBut Annie feels a tiny pinch in her chest. It surprises her. Rhonda isnât lying.
Smoke is fine. More than fine actually.
So why did hearing another woman say it bother her?
Rhonda notices Annieâs expression and laughs. âWhat, Annie? I ainât blind.â She shrugs. âTobias fine as hell too, though.â
Devin snaps her fingers. âI know thatâs right.â Then she looks at Annie with a grin. âClaim yoâ man.â
Annieâs eyebrows shoot up. âThatâs not my man.â
Devin laughs. âShit⊠he might as well be.â She throws her hands up. âYâall kissinâ and shit.â
âShut up.â Annie throws another pillow, making all three of them bust into laughter.
After everyone settles down, Devin grins again. âAnywayâŠâ She points between Annie and Rhonda. âWhen am I gonâ get to meet them? And when yâall gonâ hook me up with a brother or cousin or somethinâ?â
Rhonda laughs. âDamn, girl. We still tryna get to know them ourselves.â
Annie cracks up.
Rhonda suddenly snaps her fingers. âOoh! I wanna go to the And1 game at Kemper.â She points at Annie. âIâma tell Tobias he and Smoke should go.â Then she smiles. âAnd Annie⊠you cominâ.â
Annie shakes her head, already laughing. âYou always plottingâ.â
âSomebody gotta help yâall,â Rhonda says proudly.
Devin folds her arms. âWell damn. I donât get no invite?â
Rhonda clicks her tongue. âYou and Ebony can come too.â
Devin grins. âOh, Iâm cominâ.â
She points at Rhonda. âAnd tell them to bring a brother or a friend.â
Rhonda nods. âGot you.â
Annie just shakes her head, smiling to herself.
She tries to act like all of Rhondaâs plotting is ridiculousâŠBut deep downâŠShe hopes Smoke says yes.
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8:30 p.m. rolls around, and Smoke is just getting home from trapping.
Heâs calling it an early night because he has plans.
Heâs finally gonna call Annie.
He knows he canât call her too late since sheâs still in school and has to be up early in the morning. The thought makes him chuckle to himself.
He wouldâve called her yesterday, but work kept him late. Brandon called out, leaving Smoke stuck breaking down the grill by himself before closing.
By the time he got home, it was too late.
Annie had been off yesterday anyway.
After taking a hot shower, he throws on a white T-shirt and a pair of gray basketball shorts before flopping onto his bed.
He reaches over to his nightstand, grabs his Nokia, and stares at it for a second.
A smile creeps onto his face.
Instead of calling right away, he decides to give her a heads up.
His thumbs move across the keypad.
Hey, itâs me, Smoke. Iâm gettinâ ready to call.
He hits send.
Out southâŠ
Annie is lying on her stomach across her bed, one foot kicking lazily in the air while she finishes her homework.
Her bedroom is quiet except for the soft hum of her ceiling fan and the scratch of her pencil across the paper.
Her Nokia suddenly vibrates against her comforter.
She reaches for it absentmindedly.
The second she reads the screenâŠ
Her heart skips. Smoke.
A smile instantly spreads across her face.
YesâŠShe saved his number the very night he asked for hers.
Even though sheâd never worked up the courage to call him herself.
Butterflies explode in her stomach.
Heâs about to call. Her palms suddenly feel warm. Sheâs so nervous she almost feels sick.
Taking a deep breath, she types back carefully.
Okay. Call in ten minutes. My minutes are free.
She smiles to herself after pressing send.
One more minute and she wouldâve been paying for that call.
Smokeâs phone buzzes almost immediately.
He reads her message and laughs, shaking his head.
He forgot all about free nights starting at nine.
He quickly replies.
Got you.
Then he sets his phone on the nightstand and glances at the clock.
Eight fifty. Only ten more minutes.
For some reasonâŠ
Those ten minutes suddenly feel like theyâre taking forever.
Annie watches the clock on her nightstand. 8:58âŠ8:59âŠ9:00.
Her stomach twists into knots.
She wipes her sweaty palms against her pajama shorts.
Please donât ring yetâŠ
A second later⊠Her Nokia lights up and begins to ring. 9:01.
Her heart immediately starts pounding.
She stares at the screen for a moment. Smoke
She inhales slowly.
Okay, Annie⊠answer the phone.
She presses the button. âHello?â
The second Smoke hears her voice, a smile spreads across his face.
DamnâŠShe sounds even sweeter over the phone.
His heart gives a little flutter he wasnât expecting. âSup, Pretty Eyes?â he says with a grin. âThought you wasnât gonâ answer.â
Annieâs stomach flips all over again.
LordâŠHis voice sounds even better over the phone. Deep. Smooth.
She can practically hear the smile in it.
A nervous giggle slips out before she can stop it.
The sound pulls at something in Smokeâs chest.
He already likes making her laugh.
âWhy you call me that?â she asks softly.
Smoke smiles. âCall you what?â
She smiles too. âPretty Eyes.â
A quiet chuckle rumbles through the phone. âI call you that âcause yoâ eyes big and beautiful.â He pauses for a second. âAinât nobody ever told you that before?â
Annie feels warmth rush into her cheeks.
ThankfullyâŠHe canât see her blushing.
She smiles to herself. âNot really.â
Smoke shakes his head. âWellâŠIâm tellinâ you now. And Iâm gonâ keep tellinâ you.â
Annie bites the inside of her cheek to hide another smile. âThank you.â
Smoke chuckles. âAinât no need to thank me. Iâm just tellinâ the truth.â
Another soft giggle escapes her.
Smoke smiles to himself.
He could get used to hearing that.
âSoâŠâ He shifts against his headboard. âWhat you doinâ?â
âI just finished doinâ some homework.â
Smoke lets out an amused laugh. âOh⊠Itâs been a minute since I heard somebody say that.â
Annie raises an eyebrow even though he canât see it. âOh?â She smiles. âIs that a bad thing?â
Smoke sucks his teeth. âMan, nah.â He laughs. âAt least you actually do yoâ homework.â
That earns another laugh from Annie.
âWell, yeah. Of course. Iâm not on the principalâs honor roll for nothinâ.â
Smoke blinks. âDamn. So that mean you make straight Aâs?â
A shy smile spreads across Annieâs face. âMhmm.â
Smoke leans back against the headboard.
He honestly doesnât know what to say for a second. Every time he learns something new about her⊠She impresses him even more. She isnât just beautiful. She has goals. She works. She stays out of trouble.
And nowâŠShe makes straight Aâs.
He shakes his head with a smile. âThatâs dope, Annie.â His voice softens. âThe more you tell me about yo selfâŠThe more I wanna know.â
âThank you.â Annie smiles to herself before asking, âWhat school you graduate from?â
âI graduated from Central.â
âOh.â She nods even though he canât see her. âI got a couple cousins that go there.â
âYeah?â
âYeah. Oneâs a senior and oneâs a sophomore.â
âThatâs whatâs up.â Smoke shifts against his headboard. âSo what school you go to?â
âI go to Hickman Mills.â She pauses. âYou know where thatâs at?â
Smoke lets out a quiet laugh. âOf course. I know Kansas City like the back of my hand.â
Annie smiles to herself, feeling a little silly.
Of course he knew. She shouldâve known better than to ask. âMy bad,â she says with a little laugh. âGuess I ainât think about that.â
Smoke chuckles. âWhat you apologizinâ for? You ainât assume nothinâ.â He pauses. âI like that.â
Annieâs cheeks warm.
She isnât exactly sure how to respond to that.
The silence isnât awkward anymore.
Itâs⊠comfortable.
Smoke fills it without missing a beat.
âSo you stay closer to Raytown?â
âYeah. Off 87th.â She smiles. âRight across the street is considered Raytown.â
âOh, I know exactly where thatâs at.â
âMhmm.â She tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear. âSo you stay in the city?â
âYeahâŠâHe laughs. âSomewhat.â
Annie grins. âSomewhat? What that mean?â
âI stay off Eastwood Trafficway.â He shrugs even though she canât see him. âIt ainât deep in the city. Itâs right off seventy one highway.â
âOhhh. I get it.â She nods. âYou grow up there?â
âNah. I grew up in the Thirties.â He pauses. âYou know where thatâs at?â
âNah.â She laughs softly. âI ainât never been to the Thirties.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âFor real?â
âFor real.â
âDo you come to the city at all?â
âNot really.â She starts counting on her fingers. âJust to visit family⊠The Plaza⊠Crown Center⊠And Ward Parkway.â
Smoke laughs. A real laugh.
Annie smiles. âWhat?â She laughs too. âWhatâs funny?â
âMy bad, lilâ mama.â Smoke shakes his head. âI donât really consider none of that the city.â He grins. âIâm gonâ have to take you around and show you the city for real.â
Butterflies instantly fill Annieâs stomach. She canât stop herself from smiling. âFor real?â She leans back against her pillows.âLike where?â
Smoke starts naming places without even thinking. âTroostâŠProspectâŠThe Fifties⊠The ThirtiesâŠThe West BottomsâŠ.Parker SquareâŠWayne Minor.â He chuckles. âBoth of them the projects, but they be lit in the daytimeâŠAnd the food over thereâŠâ He kisses his teeth. âManâŠItâs some good ass food in the city.â
âOh yeah?â Annie asks. âLike where?â
âHumdingers.â He answers immediately. âGo Chicken Go.â
âIâve had Go Chicken Go onceâŠI liked it.â
Smoke laughs. âYeah. They gizzards good as hell.â
âThey are.â Annie laughs. âBut we got good food out here too.â
âOh yeah?â Smoke smiles. âLike what?â
âWe got Godfatherâs PizzaâŠBig Tâs and Fish City.â She grins. âGodfatherâs got the best pizza ever.â
Smoke nods. âIâll give you Fish City. I ainât never had Godfatherâs though.â
Annie gasps dramatically. âYouâve never had Godfatherâs?â
âNah.â
âThey really good. We eat it all the time.â
Smoke hums. âHmm⊠I still think Santoraâs got the best pizza around here.â He pauses just long enough for Annie to wonder where heâs going with it. âButâŠâ His voice softens. âMaybe we can hit up Godfatherâs one dayâŠYou can make a believer outta me.â
Annieâs heart skips. Heâs already making plans. Not someday in theory.
One day. With her.
She smiles so hard her cheeks begin to hurt. âOkay.â It comes out barely above a whisper.
Thereâs a brief silence.
Not an awkward one.
Just long enough for Smoke to hear the hesitation in her voice.
He smiles to himself. âAnnie.â
âHmm?â
âYou still scared of me?â
Annie opens her mouth.
Nothing comes out. She bites her lip instead.
Smoke chuckles softly. âItâs okay.â His voice is calm. âBe honest witâ me.â
Annie lets out a quiet sigh. ââŠYeah.â She closes her eyes. âIâm still very nervous.â
Smoke grunts. âWhy?â
Annie fiddles with her comforter
âI told you.â She laughs nervously. ââCause you look too good, SmokeâŠAnd you older.â She pauses. âI mean⊠Why me?â
Smoke shifts again against his headboard and chuckles. âDamn, Shorty. If you call me fine one more time, my head gonâ get big.â
That pulls a genuine laugh out of Annie. âOh, please, Elijah.â She smiles. âDonât act like women ainât never called you fine.â
âI meanâŠâSmoke shrugs. âYeah, they do. ButâŠâ His voice softens. âNone of âem ever made me feel like you do when they say it.â
Annieâs stomach flips so hard she has to press a hand against it.
She doesnât know what to do with that.
Smoke continues before she can overthink it. âStop askinâ why you, Annie.â He pauses. âWhy not you?â
Another quiet silence settles between them. âIâm the one whoâs nervous as hell.â He laughs at himself. âAnd Iâm happy you even gave me the time of day.â His tone grows more sincere. âYou differentâŠ.You so pretty to me.â He smiles. âYou one of the most beautiful women I ever laid my eyes on.â He pauses for a moment. âI know niggas tell you that shit all the timeâŠDonât they?â
Annie canât stop smiling now. Her cheeks hurt. She canât believe this man is really saying all of this to her.
Especially over the phone.
She lets out a shy laugh. âUmâŠI meanâŠYeah.â She shrugs even though he canât see it. âDudes holler at me.They call me sexy. ButâŠâ She smiles to herself. âYou know how high school boys are. They donât compliment girls like that. They too busy tryna be hard and impress they friends.â
Smoke nods. âYeahâŠBut Iâm a grown ass man, Annie. Iâm not scared to say how I feel. Iâm not ashamed to tell you how beautiful I think you are.â His voice remains steady. Honest. âAnd I ainât tryna rush to take you out. I know we gotta take our time to get there.â He smiles. âBut⊠Just so you know eventuallyâŠI wanna get to that point.â
Annieâs heart melts. Oh my GodâŠ
Heâs saying all the right things.
She smiles into her pillow. âI know and I do too.â
Smoke smiles so hard his cheeks start hurting. âIâm gonâ be patient witâ youâŠI promise.â
Another piece of Annieâs nervousness melts away. âOkay.â
Smoke can hear the difference in her voice now. Sheâs smiling.
âYou feel a little better?â
Annie giggles. âYeah. I do. Thank you.â
Smoke grins. âYou welcomeâŠâ He pauses just long enough to tease her. âAnnika.â
Annieâs mouth falls open. She starts laughing. âYou really sayinâ my real name right now?â
âHell yeah.âSmoke laughs with her. âYou been usinâ mine.â He shrugs. âItâs only fair, right?â
Annie shakes her head, smiling so hard her cheeks ache. âYesâŠâ She laughs again. âElijah.â
The way she says his name has him swooning. He doesnât know why.
He just knowsâŠHe hopes she never stops saying it. âGood.â
Smoke glances at the clock on his nightstand. âWell⊠itâs gettinâ late. âI know you got school tomorrowâŠAnd work.â
Annie laughs. âHow you know I got work tomorrow?â
Smoke grins. âCome on now.â
That answer makes Annie laugh even harder. The conversation has gone by so fast she hadnât even realized what time it was. Truth be toldâŠShe doesnât want it to end.
And if Smoke is being honest with himselfâŠNeither does he.
A comfortable silence settles between them. Neither one feels the need to rush and fill it anymore.
Smoke breaks it first. âI canât wait to see you tomorrow.â
The words come out before he can overthink them.
Annie smiles into her pillow. âI canât wait to see you either.â
Smoke grins. âGood. Make sure you act like it too.â
Annie laughs. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âYou know exactly what it mean.â He chuckles. âWhen you see me, you can at least speak to me.â
Annie shakes her head even though he canât see her. âI meanâŠâ She smiles. âYou can speak too. Instead of just starinâ.â
Smoke laughs. âI do be tryinâ to speakâŠ.You just be too busy lookinâ away from meâŠâ He pauses. âYou donât even look at me long enough.â
Annie clicks her tongue. âI do look at you long enough.â
âNah.â He laughs. âNot really, not as long as I want you to.â
âOh yeah?â
âHell yeah.â
She smiles, ready to argue back. âDonât even try it, Elijah. You break eye contact first a lot of the time.â She laughs. âAdmit it.â
Smoke lets out a chortle. âAightâŠâ He rubs the back of his neck. âYeah⊠sometimes I do.â He pauses. âBut thatâs âcause you got the type of eyes a nigga can get lost in.â His voice softens. âAnd I be tryna work. I canât afford to get lost in âem while we at work.â He smiles. âNow outside of workâŠThatâs a different story. I got all the time in the world then.â
Annie presses her face into her pillow to hide the smile spreading across it.
LordâŠShe wishes there was some way to record this conversation so she could play it back whenever she wanted.
The amount of times heâd made her blush⊠Laugh⊠Smile⊠All in one phone call⊠Sheâd lost count. âWhatever, Elijah.â
Smokeâs smile drops âIâm serious though.âHis voice grows quieter.
âSo am I.â Annie answers softly.
Another comfortable silence falls between them.
Neither of them wants to be the one to say goodbye.
FinallyâŠSmoke speaks. âWell, Pretty EyesâŠI hope you have a good night.â
Annie smiles. âI hope you do too.â
âIâll see you tomorrow.â
âSee you then.â
For a secondâŠNeither of them hangs up.
Almost like theyâre both waiting on the other person to do it first.
ThenâŠClick.
The line goes dead.
Smoke lays back against his pillow with a smile he canât seem to wipe off his face. He hardly ever smiled before her but now itâs something he seems to do all of the time.
That conversation couldnât have gone any better.
It started off with nervous laughs and awkward pausesâŠ
But somewhere in the middleâŠ
Everything just flowed.
Every time he made Annie laugh, something in his chest lit up.
He could practically picture her smiling on the other end of the phone.
He knew she was still nervous.
But by the end of the callâŠ
He could hear her relaxing.
She wasnât overthinking every word anymore.
She was simplyâŠTalking to him.
He smiles to himself.
Annie is humble to a fault.
As beautiful as she is, she still questions why heâd want her.
He hates that.
Because if anybody deserves to know how special they areâŠItâs her.
He wants her to see herself the way he already does.
And if itâs up to himâŠ
Heâs gonna spend however long it takes showing her.
He laughs at himself again, he canât believe he was already making plans to take her out. Smoke didnât mean to scare her, itâs like he couldnât help himself the words just tumbled out of his mouth so naturally, which is crazy because he didnât even go out on dates but yet there he was jumping the gun and already telling her about places he wanted to go. For some reason she just had that effect on him.
Still smiling, Smoke closes his eyes.
For the first time in a long timeâŠ
He falls asleep thinking about one person.
Across the city, Annie lies on her stomach, hugging her pillow close to her chest.
The room is quiet now.
Only the soft hum of the ceiling fan fills the air.
She stares at the glow in the dark stars on her ceiling, replaying every part of their conversation. It wasnât scary at all.
Not like sheâd convinced herself it would be.
InsteadâŠHe made her feel comfortable. Safe. Like she didnât have to pretend to be anybody but herself.
Every compliment heâd given herâŠ
Every jokeâŠ
Every time heâd called her âPretty EyesâŠâ
Every time heâd said her nameâŠ
She remembers all of it.
A smile slowly spreads across her face.
Sheâs already looking forward to talking to him again.
And maybeâŠJust maybeâŠHe was right.
She needed to stop asking herselfâŠ
Why me? Maybe it was finally time to start believing she was enough.
With that thought warming her heart, Annie snuggles deeper beneath her blankets.
Still smilingâŠShe slowly drifts off to sleep, wondering what tomorrow will bring.
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The next morning at school, the hallways are already packed.
Lockers slam shut. Teachers stand in their doorways greeting students while conversations bounce off the cinderblock walls. The smell of cafeteria breakfast lingers in the air as students rush to beat the first bell.
Annie and Devin step through the front doors together.
Before theyâve even made it halfway down the hall, Devin nudges Annie with her elbow. âSoâŠâ
Annie already knows where this is going. She laughs. âDamn, Devin. We just stepped in the building. No time to waste, huh?â
âGirl, no. Iâve been waiting on this. Did he call you?â
Annie smiles to herself. âYeah, girl⊠we talked.â
Devin squeals loud enough to make a few students turn around. âI knew it! So howâd it go?â
Annie canât hide her smile. âIt went really good.â She looks down for a second, remembering the night before. âI didnât even wanna get off the phone.â
Devin grins. âOooooh.â
âMhmmâ Annie grins âHe said all the right things.â
Devin grabs Annieâs arm dramatically.
âYou gonâ have to give me every single detail.â
Annie rolls her eyes. âI guess.â
âDonât be like that, Annie.â
âWhatever.â
Still laughing, they stop in front of Annieâs locker.
She spins the combination and pulls the metal door open.
The moment it swings wideâŠ
A folded piece of paper flutters to the floor. Annieâs smile disappears. Her stomach twists.
Devin looks down. âOh hellâŠâ
She already knows. âDonât tell me Ryan wrote you another damn letter.â
Annie bends down and picks it up.
She doesnât even have to unfold it.
She recognizes the handwriting immediately.
She sighs. âYeah, girl.â
Devin throws her head back. âOh my God. He is not giving up. I wish he would.â
âSo do I.â
Annie stuffs the letter into her purse without opening it.
She slams her locker shut. âCome on.â
The two continue walking toward class.
By lunchtime, the cafeteria is buzzing.
Music leaks from somebodyâs headphones.
A group of boys is arguing over basketball while someone nearby laughs so hard they nearly choke on their fries.
Annie sits down with Rhonda, Ebony, and Devin.
She hasnât even opened her milk before Devin speaks. âSoâŠâ
Annie sighs. âWhat?â
âWhatâs the letter say?â
Ebony looks up. âWhat letter?â
Rhonda glances between them.
âFrom Smoke?â
Devin shakes her head. âNah. Ryanâs weird ass.â
Rhonda immediately sucks her teeth.
âOh, hell no.â
Ebony leans forward. âWhatâd he say?â
Annie shrugs. âI donât know. I ainât read it.â
Ebony blinks. âWhat? Why not?â
âBecause I donât care.â
Devin laughs. âWhere the letter at? We reading it right now.â
Annie sighs dramatically. âI knew yâall wasnât gonâ leave me alone.â
She reaches into her purse and hands it over.
Devin unfolds the paper.
She clears her throat dramatically. âAhem.â
The girls laugh.
Then she begins reading.
Ann,
Skip all the formalities. Whatâs this shit I hear about you being at the skating rink with another dude? They said you was kissing him and everything. What the fuck is that? Ainât no way you moved on that quick. That means he been around this whole time.
I ainât dumb, and yet you mad at me about Dana while you was cheating the whole time? You a hypocrite.
Who he is, Ann? I wanna know.
Itâs funny how all of a sudden you can get out the house for him but couldnât make time for me.
What school the nigga go to?
When I find out who he is, itâs like that for him. We scrapping, and you better not get in the way.
âRyan
Devin slowly folds the letter.
The table is quiet for exactly three seconds.
Thenâ âI know his light-skinned ass was red as hell while writing this.â
The whole table busts into laughter.
Rhonda wipes tears from the corners of her eyes. âHeâs crazyâ
Devin shakes her head. âHe probably pressed so hard the pen almost ripped through the paper.â
More laughter.
Rhonda catches her breath.âRyan really think he tough.â
Devin snorts. âHe fake tough. He ainât fighting shit.â
Rhonda grins. âEspecially not Smoke.â She laughs. âHe talmbout, âWhat school the nigga go to? If only he knew.â
The girls laugh all over again.
Annie shakes her head. âI swearâŠâ
Once everyone settles down, Devin looks at Annie. âSo how you feel?â
Annie sighs. âHonestlyâŠâ She shrugs. âIâm just annoyed. Why are people even telling him my business?â
As she says it, Ebony looks down at her tray. She suddenly becomes very interested in her fries. Guilt flashes across her face. Rhonda notices. She doesnât say anything⊠But she definitely notices.
Ebony clears her throat. âSoâŠYou gonna write him back?â
Annie looks at her like sheâs lost her mind âHell no.â
âWhy not?â Ebony asks. âHe still fighting for you.â
Before Annie can answer, Rhonda jumps in. âI thought we already discussed this shit, Ebony.â She points across the table. âAnnie got a real man now. He older. He make his own money. He got his own car. And he fine as hell.â She laughs. âNo offense, AnnieâŠBut Ryan canât compete with that.â
Ebony clicks her tongue. âI guess.â
Annie finally looks directly at her. Her expression hardens. âIâm gonna be honest. I donât give a damn what you think or say about Ryan anymore. Iâm done.â The words come out calmâŠBut firm.
Ebony slowly raises her hands. âOkay, girl.â
The conversation moves on.
But Rhonda quietly studies Ebony from across the table.
Something about the way sheâd defended RyanâŠAgainâŠDidnât sit right with her.
A little while laterâŠ
The final bell rings.
Lockers slam shut all around the hallway as students flood toward the exits, laughing, talking, making plans.
Annie weaves through the crowd toward her locker. Sheâs already thinking about work. She still has to hurry home, change clothes, and make it to Red Lobster on time.
As she gets closer, something catches her eye. She slows. Then stops completely. Her stomach drops. Spray painted across the front of her locker in thick black letters is one word.
HOE
For a secondâŠShe canât move.
She just stares.
Her throat tightens as she swallows hard.
âNoâŠâ She whispers.
Her eyes dart up and down the hallway. Students continue walking by. Nobody says anything. A few glance over. Some look away quickly. Others stare a little longer than they should.
Heat rushes into Annieâs face.
She already knows who did itâRyan.
Who else would? Her jaw clenches.
Anger surges through her so fast it almost takes her breath away.
Are you serious?
She balls her hands into fists.
Part of her wants to march straight through the school and find him.
She wants to cuss him out.
Demand to know what gives him the right to humiliate her like this.
But she doesnât have time. She has to be at work.
Instead, she steps closer to the locker.
Maybe⊠she can wipe it off.
She rubs at the paint with the sleeve of her jacket. Nothing.
She tries harder. The black paint only smears a little. It isnât coming off.
Her heart sinks. âNo⊠noâŠâ
Students continue passing.
One boy nudges his friend and quietly points.
A couple of girls whisper to each other as they walk by.
Annie lowers her head. Her cheeks burn. Tears sting her eyes before she can stop them.
Not because she believes the word.
But because everyone else can see it.
Because now people are looking.
Wondering. Talking.
She blinks rapidly, refusing to let the tears fall.
âDonât cry.â
âDonât give anybody the satisfaction.â
She takes a shaky breath. Her mind races. Maybe the janitor can clean it tomorrow⊠No. Tomorrow is too late.
She canât leave it there overnight.
She canât come back in the morning and let the whole school see it.
That meansâŠSheâs going to be late for work.
The thought only frustrates her more.
Ryan didnât just vandalize her locker.
He stole her time. Embarrassed her.
Made her day harder.
All because she refused to take him back. Annie closes her eyes for a second and exhales slowly.
Then squares her shoulders.
Thereâs only one thing she can do.
She turns away from the locker and starts walking toward the principalâs office. Her footsteps are quick.
Determined.
But each one feels heavier than the last.
Behind herâŠThe word is still there.
Waiting. Mocking her.
And all Annie can think isâŠ
Why wonât he just leave me alone?
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Itâs 4:00 p.m., and the dinner prep is in full swing at Red Lobster.
The kitchen hums with controlled chaos. Oil crackles in the fryers.
Steaks hiss as they hit the grill.
Someone calls out for more biscuits while another cook slides a rack of shrimp into the broiler.
Smoke works the line like he always does. Quick. Precise. Focused.
Or at leastâŠHeâs trying to be.
Every few minutes, his eyes drift toward the swinging kitchen doors.
Each time they push open, he instinctively looks up.
Every timeâŠItâs somebody else.
A server. A busser. A manager.
Not Annie.
He checks the clock mounted above the ticket machine. 4:00.
His brow furrows.
She was supposed to be here at three.
Annie wasnât the type to be late.
If anything, she usually showed up early.
He plates another order, but his mind isnât on the food.mWhere the hell is she?
His thoughts start running.
Did I keep her up too late on the phone?
He immediately dismisses it.
NahâŠThey hadnât even talked that long.
Maybe she didnât go to school today.
Or maybeâŠSomething happened.
That thought settles in his chest like a brick.
Without realizing it, he reaches into his pocket where his cell phone rests.
For a brief secondâŠHe thinks about calling her. Just one quick call.
Just to make sure sheâs alright.
His thumb brushes the phone.
Then he stops himself.
Man⊠what are you doing?
He shakes his head. Thatâd be doing too much. Theyâd just started talking.
He had no right to be checking on her whereabouts. StillâŠThe feeling wouldnât leave. He couldnât explain it.
Heâd never found himself worrying over a woman like this before.
Especially one heâd only known for a little while.
He grabs another plate and slides vegetables into place.
The kitchen doors swing open again.
His eyes lift automatically.
This timeâŠItâs her.
Relief washes over him so fast he almost laughs. There you are.
A smile starts to tug at the corner of his mouth.
ThenâŠHe really looks at her.
The smile disappears.
Somethingâs wrong. Very wrong.
She isnât smiling.
She isnât bouncing through the kitchen with that quiet little energy she always carries.
Her shoulders are slumped.
Her eyes stay fixed on the floor.
She doesnât greet anyone.
Doesnât glance toward the line.
Doesnât even look his way.
She quietly hangs her jacket on the hook. Grabs her server book.
Then heads straight back onto the floor.
Smoke watches her until the kitchen doors close again.
His chest burns. She hadnât even looked at him.
His mind immediately starts replaying the night before.
Did I say something wrong?
Did I move too fast?
Did I scare her off?
Theyâd left each other smiling.
Everything had been good.
SoâŠWhat happened between last night and today?
Before he can talk himself out of it, Smoke wipes his hands on a towel and steps away from the line.
One of the cooks looks over.
âWhere you goinâ?â
âIâll be back.â
Smoke pushes through the kitchen doors into the dining room.
He scans the restaurant.
Near the front entrance, he spots Annie.
Sheâs standing with her back to him, talking to Michelle.
Smoke slows his steps.
He isnât trying to eavesdrop.
But Annieâs voice carries.
ââŠIâm so sorry Iâm late.â
She sounds tired. âI had something bad happen at school, and I had to stay and take care of it.â
Smokeâs shoulders loosen just a little.
At leastâŠIt wasnât because of him.
Michelleâs expression softens.
âItâs okay, Annie. Bryan already told me what happened. Iâm so sorry that happened to you.â
Smokeâs ears perk up immediately.
His jaw tightens.
Something happened?
Michelle continues.
âYouâre never late, so youâre good.â
Annie nods. âThank you so much, Michelle.â
Michelle hesitates before asking,
âDo you know who did it?â
Annie lets out a quiet breath.
âYeah. I do. I reported it to the principal.â
Michelle nods firmly. âGood.I hope whoever did it gets exactly the punishment they deserve.â
Smokeâs stomach knots.
So somebody really did hurt her.
His hands slowly curl into fists at his sides.
He doesnât know what happened.
He doesnât know who did it.
But just hearing that someone had done something to make Annie walk in looking that defeatedâŠIt makes something hot settle in his chest.
He turns without saying a word and heads back toward the kitchen.
The sizzling grills and shouted ticket times fade into the background.
His mind is somewhere else now.
Whoever did thisâŠ
His jaw flexes.
I need to find out what happened.
Because one thing is becoming painfully clear to himâWhen it came to Annie⊠He was already more protective than he probably had any business being.
A little while later, Annie pushes through the kitchen doors to pick up another order.
The kitchen is still loud.
The fryers hiss.
The grill crackles.
Cooks call out ticket times over one another while servers weave in and out of the narrow galley.
Normally, Annie would be smiling.
TonightâŠSheâs quiet.
She steps up to the window and waits for her food.
Smoke looks up from the line.
His eyes immediately find her.
She looks exhausted.
The brightness she usually carries is gone. Even her shoulders seem heavier.
He gives her a small nod.
Annie notices and quietly nods back.
No smile. No shy giggle.
No blushing before looking away.
JustâŠA nod.
Smokeâs chest tightens.
He catches her eyes for only a second, but thatâs all he needs.
The hurt is still there.
Those big, pretty doe eyes that usually sparkled looked dull tonight.
He hates seeing them like that.
For a split second, he thinks about saying something. You alright?
What happened? Who did it?
Anything. But the words never leave his mouth.
The kitchen isnât the place. Theyâre both working. People are everywhere.
So insteadâŠHe slides her plate through the window.
She quietly mouths, âThank you.â
Smoke nods once. âYou welcome.â
She picks up the plate and disappears back onto the floor.
His eyes follow the swinging kitchen doors long after sheâs gone.
The rest of the night feels different.
Every now and then, Annie comes back into the kitchen.
Every now and thenâŠTheir eyes meet.
Just like always.
Only tonightâŠShe never smiles.
She doesnât laugh with Megan.
She doesnât tease anybody.
She simply does her job.
Smoke notices every bit of it.
Each glance worries him a little more.
Whatever happened at schoolâŠIt really got to her.
And not knowing what it wasâŠ
Is starting to bother him.
Closing time finally arrives.
The restaurant slowly empties.
Servers finish their side work while the kitchen begins breaking everything down.
Smoke is still in the back, scrubbing down the line.
The smell of bleach mixes with grilled seafood and grease as everyone gets ready to head home.
Out in the dining room, Annie quietly unties her apron.
Megan notices the expression on her face. âGirlâŠâ She gently takes the silverware bucket from Annie.
âIâll roll these.â
Annie looks surprised. âYou sure?â
âMhmm. Youâve helped me enough.â
She smiles warmly. âI got you tonight.â
Annieâs shoulders finally relax a little.
âThank you.â
âGo home and get some rest.â
Annie smilesâa tiny one this time.
âThanks, Megan.â
The two had become friends over the last few weeks.
Always helping each other when one needed it.
TonightâŠAnnie was the one who needed it.
She grabs her things and quietly leaves for the night.
About twenty minutes laterâŠ
Smoke finishes cleaning his station.
He washes his hands. Grabs his keys.
Then walks out into the dining room.
Almost instinctivelyâŠHis eyes start searching. Near the hostess stand.
Nothing. Near the computers.
Nothing. The front windows.
Megan notices immediately.
A grin spreads across her face.
âLooking for Annie?â
Smoke slowly looks over at her.
He doesnât answer. Doesnât deny it either.
Megan laughs. âShe already left.â
She gestures toward the bucket beside her. âIâm rolling her silverware.â
Smoke glances down at the bucket.
His stomach flutters. Heâd missed her.
He didnât even get to tell her goodnight.
Didnât get to ask if she was okay.
Didnât even get one of those quiet little smiles she always gave him before leaving.
He nods once. âAight.â
Then he turns and heads for the door.
The drive home is quieter than usual.
The radio is onâŠBut Smoke isnât listening.
Streetlights blur past his windshield as he drives through the City.
His hands rest loosely on the steering wheel.
His mindâŠIs somewhere else.
All he can see is Annieâs face.
The way sheâd walked into work.
Head down. Eyes tired. Not herself.
He thinks about what Annie said.
âSomething bad happened at school.â
Then⊠âDo you know who did it?â
Somebody hurt her.
He just doesnât know how.
Or why.
His jaw tightens. He wishes heâd asked. Wishes heâd found a moment to pull her aside.
Even if it was just for thirty seconds.
InsteadâŠHe let her go home carrying whatever was weighing on her.
Smoke sighs. âThis shit ainât sittinâ right wit me.â He mumbles
He drums his fingers against the steering wheel.
Normally heâd tell himself to mind his business. Normally heâd wait until tomorrow.
NormallyâŠHe wouldnât be this worried about somebody heâd only known a short time.
But Annie wasnât ânormally.â
Sheâd become the first person he looked for when he walked into work.
The first person he noticed when she smiled. The first person he thought about when he woke up .
And apparentlyâŠThe first person whose sadness followed him home.
By the time he pulls into his drivewayâŠ
Heâs already made up his mind.
He cuts the engine.
Sits there for a second.
Then reaches for his phone.
He glances at the clock.
Itâs late. Too late by most peopleâs standards.
He doesnât care. If sheâs asleepâŠShe wonât answer.
If sheâs awakeâŠHe wants to hear her voice.
He wants to know sheâs alright.
He wants to know what happened.
Smoke finds Annieâs name.
His thumb hovers over the call button for only a second. Then he presses it.
He isnât calling because heâs nosy.
He isnât calling because heâs trying to be controlling.
Heâs calling because all nightâŠ
He couldnât shake the feeling that the girl who always made everyone elseâs day a little brighterâŠ
Needed somebody to check on hersâŠ
Annie is lying across her bed in an oversized T-shirt, the see through corded house phone tucked between her shoulder and ear.
Sheâs on three way with Rhonda and Devin.
The bedroom is dark except for the glow of her bedside lamp. Every now and then, she absentmindedly traces circles on her comforter as they talk.
Rhonda lets out a long sigh.
âIâm sorry he did that shit, Annie.â
Devin clicks her tongue. âYeah, thatâs messed up.â She pauses before adding, âHe a hoe for that. The nigga literally wrote exactly what he is on your locker.â
That earns a small laugh from Annie.
She shakes her head. âUgh⊠I donât even know what I was thinking ever being in a relationship with him.â
âGirl,â Rhonda says, âwe live and learn. He just bitter. He so used to girls kissing his ass that he canât handle somebody finally telling him no.â
Devin jumps in. âAnd you actually moved on.â
She laughs. âMeanwhile Danaâs desperate ass still over there with himâŠâ
ââŠeven though she got all them letters he been writing you.â
Annie sighs. âI know.â
She rolls onto her back and stares at the ceiling. âI just donât know who he thinks I am.â
Devin sucks her teeth âHe really thought spray-painting your locker was gonâ make you come back.â
Rhonda scoffs. âThat shit donât even make sense.â
Devinâs voice softens.
âSo⊠whatâd the principal say?â
Before Annie can answerâ
Her cell phone lights up on the nightstand.
It begins to ring. Annie glances over.
Then her eyes go wide.
She sits straight up in bed. âOh my God.â
âWhat?â Rhonda asks.
Annie grabs the phone. âItâs Smoke.â
Both girls squeal at the same time.
âAnswer it!â Rhonda blurts out.
âGirl, hurry!â Devin says.
Annie laughs nervously. âMy heart beating so fast.â
âQuit talking to us!â Rhonda laughs.
âGo answer the phone!â
âWeâll see you tomorrow,â Devin says.
Annie smiles. âOkay. Bye, yâall.â
She quickly hangs up the house phone and reaches for her cell.
Her fingers fumble as she goes to answer
The ringing stops. She freezes.
The screen goes dark.
ââŠNo.â
She stares at it for another second.
âHe hung up.â
On the other side of the cityâŠ
Smoke sits quietly in his truck, his phone still in his hand.
He looks at the screen for a long moment before letting out a slow breath.
âMaybe she sleep.â
He leans his head back against the seat.
âIâll try again tomorrow.â
Smoke climbs out of his truck and starts toward his apartment.
The night air is cool, carrying the distant hum of traffic and music from somebodyâs car down the block. His phone rests loosely in his hand as he climbs the stairs.
Meanwhile, Annie sits on the edge of her bed, staring at her cell.
Her thumb hovers over the call button.
She debates it for a few seconds.
Maybe he really thought she was asleep.
Maybe he only called to say goodnight.
Maybe calling back would make her look too eager.
Then she thinks about how disappointed she felt when the ringing stopped.
Annie takes a breath and presses call before she can change her mind.
Smokeâs phone rings just as he slides his key into the lock.
He glances down at the glowing screen.
Annie.
A slow smirk pulls at his mouth.
She called back. So she wasnât asleep.
Smoke answers as he steps inside and closes the door behind him.
âSup, pretty eyes?â
Annieâs stomach flips. âHello, Elijah.â
His heart skips at the sound of his real name leaving her mouth. Soft. Sweet.
Like sheâs already claimed the right to use it.
âIâm glad you called me back,â he says, locking the door. âMy bad for calling this late. I really just wanted to talk to you.â
âItâs okay. I was on the phone anyway.â
Smokeâs ears perk up. His mind immediately takes him somewhere it has no business going.
Who the hell was she talking to this late?
Another dude?
The thought irritates him before he can stop it.
He pushes it away just as quickly.
âOh.â He walks toward his bedroom. âI ainât mean to cut yo conversation short.â
âNo, itâs okay. It was just my friends. I talk to them all day, every day. Iâll see them at school tomorrow anyway.â
The tension leaves Smokeâs shoulders.
He nods to himself as if she can see him.
âAight.â He enters his bedroom, kicks off his shoes, and stretches across the bed. âSoâŠâ
He settles the phone against his ear.
âHow are you?â
âIâmâŠokay.â
Smokeâs brow furrows. There she goes.
Trying to be brave.
Trying to make everything sound fine when it clearly isnât.
âAnnika?â
Annieâs stomach tightens at the sound of her full name coming from him again.
âHm?â
âYou not okay.â His voice softens. âAnd I can tell.â
Annie doesnât respond.
Smoke stares at the ceiling. âI donât wanna pressure you into telling me whatâs wrong. But I want you to know Iâm here to listen.â
His thumb brushes slowly against the side of the phone. âIâm not gon judge you. I want you to feel like you can open up to me, even though we just gettinâ to know each other.â
Annie closes her eyes.
The sincerity in his voice makes her chest ache.
Most men didnât want to hear womenâs problems. They wanted the fun parts.
The smiles. The flirting. Not the hurt.
Not the messy parts.
But Smoke sounds like he really wants to know.
Annie exhales slowly. âNoâŠâ She swallows. âIâm not okay.â
Smoke sits up against the headboard. âOkay.â His voice remains calm. âNow we gettinâ somewhere. Talk to me.â
Silence settles over the line.
Smoke can hear her breathing.
He senses the hesitation immediately.
âTell me what happened.â He pauses.
âDid somebody do somethinâ to you?â
âYeahâŠâAnnieâs voice is quiet âSomebody did.â
Smokeâs jaw tightens. âOkay. Who?â
Annie stares at the pattern on her comforter. âYou sure you wanna know?â
Smoke chuckles softly, but thereâs no humor in it. âHell yeah.â His voice drops lower. âI wanna know everything when it comes to you.â
Annieâs heart flutters. She decides to be honest.
If they were trying to build something, she needed to feel comfortable opening up to him.
She just hadnât expected drama to find them this soon. âYou remember when I wrote you that poem and said the last guy I was with hurt me?â
Smokeâs expression hardens. âYeah.â
âWellâŠâ Annie pulls her knees to her chest.
âIt was him.â
Smoke runs a hand down his face.
âAight.â He forces himself to stay calm.
âWhat he do to you?â
Annie swallows hard. âWhen we were together, he cheated on me.â
Smoke says nothing, letting her continue.
âHeâs a football player, and sheâs a cheerleader. They kissed at camp.â Her voice grows tighter. âSo I broke up with him.â
âGood,â Smoke says quietly.
Annie pauses. âBut ever since I ended it, he refuses to let me move on.â
Smokeâs brows pull together.
âEven though heâs with the girl he cheated on me with.â
Smoke cuts in. âWhen you say he refuses to let you move on, what you mean?â His tone sharpens. âWhatâs he doinâ?â
âHe used to call me back-to-back.â
Annie looks toward her bedroom door, lowering her voice even though itâs closed. âThe house phone and my cell. But he knows I wonât answer anymore, so he started slipping letters into my locker, begging me to take him back.â
Smokeâs grip tightens around the phone.
âI wrote him back one time and told him to stop. I told him I was done.â
âAnd he ainât listen.â It isnât a question.
âNo.â Annie sighs. âAt the last football game I went to, he begged me again. I refused, and I gave his girlfriend all the letters heâd written me.â
Smokeâs mouth twitches slightly.
He likes that. She stood on her decision.
âHe stopped writing after that, butâŠâ
Her voice trails off.
Smoke feels his agitation beginning to rise. One thing he couldnât stand was a man refusing to respect a womanâs choice.
âBut what?â He keeps his voice steady for her. âYou doinâ good. Iâm listeninââ He leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. âYou can tell me. What else did he do?â
âSoâŠâ Annie hesitates. âSomebody saw us at Skateland.â
Smokeâs jaw flexes.
He already knows where this is headed. Heâs dealing with his own version of the same bullshit.
âThey knew him,â Annie continues, âand went back and told him I was skating with you and that we were kissing.â
Smokeâs eyes narrow.
âSo he wrote me this rude ass letter.â
âWhat he say?â
âHe called me a hypocrite. Said I mustâve been cheating on him with you the whole time we were together.â
Smoke shakes his head slowly.
âHe said I was no better than him.â
âThat donât even make sense.â
âI know.â
Annieâs voice trembles with frustration. âThen he started asking who you were and what school you went to.â
Smoke almost laughs. âWhat school I go to?â
âYeah.â
Despite everything, Annie lets out a tiny laugh. âHe said when he finds out who you are, heâs gonna fight you.â
Smoke leans back against the headboard.
A quiet hum leaves his chest.
Not because itâs funny.
But because the idea of some high school football player putting fear in him is ridiculous.
Smoke had been fighting his entire life.
Heâd had to. Growing up where he did, weakness made you a target. Everybody in his neighborhood knew better than to try him or Stack.
Still, he doesnât brag. Doesnât laugh.
He knows Annie is upset, and the last thing she needs is him making light of it.
âHm.â He keeps his voice calm. âWhat else he say?â
âThat was the end of the letter.â
Smoke goes silent for a moment. Then asks, âThat all that happened?â
Annie doesnât answer.
Smokeâs eyes narrow.
He recognizes the silence now.
Sheâs holding something back.
And he knows for a fact thereâs more.
He heard what Annie and Michelle said earlier.
Whatever kept her at school wasnât just some letter.
âAnnie.â
She closes her eyes.
Smokeâs tone softens, but thereâs firmness underneath it. âCome on, lil mama.â He lowers his voice. âDonât hide nothing from me.â
Annieâs fingers tighten around the phone.
âDonât give me half truths. I know something else happened.â He pauses, allowing the weight of his words to settle. âSpill it.â
Annie lets out a slow breath. âSoâŠâ She stares down at the comforter beneath her fingers. âWhen I went to my locker after schoolâŠâ
Her voice grows quieter. ââŠsomebody had spray painted hoe across it. Big black letters.â
Smoke goes completely still.
âI tried to wipe it offâŠâ She swallows hard. âIt wouldnât come off.â A lump forms in her throat. âI know it was him.â She shakes her head even though he canât see her. âI ainât got no enemies.â
For a split secondâŠSmoke doesnât say anything. Then he sits upright so fast the mattress creaks beneath him. âHe did what?â
His voice is low. Controlled.
But thereâs an edge to it Annie hasnât heard before.
âHe⊠spray painted hoe on my locker.â
Smokeâs free hand curls into a fist so tight his knuckles damn near turn white.
A hot wave of anger rolls through him.
So thatâs why sheâd walked into work looking like the light had been taken out of her.
Thatâs why she hadnât smiled.
Why she barely spoke.
His chest tightens.
She had every right to feel hurt.
Humiliated.
Some coward ass nigga had publicly tried to shame her because she wouldnât take him back.
Smoke slowly exhales through his nose.
Heâd never understood niggas who couldnât accept rejection.
If a woman said she was doneâŠShe was done.
That was it. Harassing her. Following her. Trying to embarrass her.
That shit wasnât love. That was ego.
And it made his blood boil.
His voice stays calm. Too calm. âWhatâs his name?â
Annieâs eyebrows knit together. ââŠRyan.â A moment passes. .âWhy?â
Smoke stares at the wall. âWhat he look like?â
Annieâs stomach drops.
Now she understands where his questions are headed.
She sits up. âNo, Elijah.â
Her voice is gentle but firm. âI donât want any problems.â
Smoke rubs his jaw. âOh, there ainât no problems.â
The way he says it doesnât reassure her. If anythingâŠIt worries her more.
Silence stretches between them.
Finally Annie speaks again.
ââŠAre you mad?â
Smoke lets out a humorless chuckle. âTruthfully?â He pauses. NahâŠâ
His jaw flexes. âIâm pissed.â
Annieâs heart flutters. Not because heâs angry. Because she can hear it.
Not anger directed at herâŠAnger for her.
Nobody had ever sounded protective over her like that before.
She lowers her eyes. âIâm sorry.â
Smoke answers immediately.
âNah.â His voice softens. âIt ainât you. Donât apologize. You ainât the one who did something wrong.â
Annie closes her eyes. âOkay.â
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Part 2
My First Love Series
Chapter 4 (pt.2)
âOne Call Awayâ
Smoke leans forward. âListen to me.â His tone is steady now. âWhat he did says everything about him and nothing about you. You hear me?â
Annie nods before realizing he canât see her. ââŠYeah.â
âNo.â Smoke says gently. âI need to hear you say it.â
She smiles faintly despite herself. ââŠI hear you.â
âGood.â
Another quiet settles over the line.
This one feels different. Not awkward.
Comfortable.
Smoke finally speaks again. âI hate that you had to go through that.â His voice is sincere. âAnd I hate even more that you had to carry it around by yo self all day. I want you to knowâŠâ Smoke pauses, choosing his words carefully. âIâm proud of you.â
Annieâs heart skips. âProud?â
âYeah.â His voice is steady. âFor standinâ yoâ ground. For not lettinâ nobody guilt you into goinâ back on yoâ word.â He lets out a slow sigh. âThat shit ainât easy.â
Silence hangs between them for a moment. Smoke continues. âYou way too beautiful inside and out to let a nigga disrespect you or play witâ you.â His jaw tightens just thinking about it. âYou deserve the moon, the stars, and the damn earth, Annie. If a nigga dumb enough to cheat on youâŠâ He shakes his head. ââŠthen he never deserved you in the first place.â
Annie feels tears prick at the corners of her eyes. Nobody has ever talked to her like this before. Not her parents. Not Ryan. Not anyone. Smoke isnât just telling her what she wants to hear. He actually soundsâŠUpset for her.
âYou need a man thatâs gonâ value you. A man whose actions match the shit that come out his mouth. Cause words donât mean nothinâ if the actions donât line up.â He exhales. âHis actions already told you everything you needed to know. That nigga ainât value what he had.â His voice softens. âHow long was yâall together?â
Annieâs stomach twists. âTen months.â She looks down at the blanket. ââŠThank you, Elijah.â Her voice is barely above a whisper.
Smoke nods even though she canât see him. âI donât ever wanna see you look like you did today.â He pauses. .âI like seeinâ you smile.â A small smile spreads across his own face. âAnd if I can be one of the reasons behind itâŠâ He chuckles quietly. .âIâd like that even more.â
Annie closes her eyes.
There he goes again. Saying exactly what her heart needs to hear.
She doesnât understand how someone sheâs only known a short time can make her feel so⊠seen.
She smiles. âThank you. I wanna make you smile too.â
Smoke lets out a low laugh. âShitâŠYou already do.â
That pulls a genuine giggle from Annie. âEspecially now that I know you got dimples.â
Smoke laughs. âOh yeah?â
She smiles wider. âYeah. You just keep gettinâ finer.â
Smoke sucks his teeth dramatically. âHere you go. Blowin my head up.â
âMhmm.â she says while laughing
He shakes his head, smiling to himself.âItâs nice hearinâ you laugh.â
âIs it?â
âHell yeah.â His answer comes without hesitation. âIâma keep you laughinâ.â
Annie smiles so hard her cheeks begin to ache. âGood.â She lets out a small breath. âI need to laugh.â
âI agree.â
A comfortable silence settles between them.
Smoke breaks it. . âAnnie.â
âHmm?â
âCan you do me a favor?â
âSure.â
âIf he do anything elseâŠâ His tone becomes serious again. âI need you to tell me.â
Annie nods instinctively before remembering he canât see her. âYeah. I will.â
âYou promise?â
âYes.â
Smoke smiles. âNah. I want you to say it.â
Annie laughs softly. âI promise.â
âGood. âCause Iâm only one call awayâSmoke finally relaxes. âWell⊠Itâs gettinâ late. I hope tomorrow go a lil better for you.â
âMe too.â
âIâll see you tomorrow.â He smiles. âHave a good night, Pretty Eyes.â
A warmth spreads through Annieâs chest. âYou have a good night too. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
Neither of them hangs up. The line stays quiet.
Neither one wants to be the first to end the conversation.
EventuallyâŠSmoke smiles to himself and finally presses the button.
The line goes dead.
Smoke lays back on his bed, staring at the ceiling.
His apartment is quiet except for the hum of the box fan in the corner.
He replays everything Annie told him.
Ryan. The cheating. The disrespect.
The tears sheâd been trying so hard to hide.
Smoke clenches his jaw.
He didnât tell AnnieâŠBut he isnât lettinâ this shit slide.
He doesnât know who Ryan is.
But heâs gonna find out. One way or another.
And if that nigga think he can keep disrespecting Annie or playinâ games with her feelings⊠He got another thing cominâ.
He shouldâve known or at least expected some nigga still lurking around. Sheâs too beautiful not to.
Smoke closes his eyes. She deserves peace. Real peace.
And for some reasonâŠHe suddenly feels responsible for protecting it.
That thought catches him off guard.
He frowns at the ceiling.
Since when did he start thinkinâ like this?
Heâs never been the type to get wrapped up in one woman.
HellâŠHe never wanted to.
Never committed to anyone.
No feelings. No attachment. No problem.
But AnnieâŠShe isnât like anybody else heâs ever dealt with.
The thought of another man hurting her makes something ugly twist inside his chest.
And the thought of someone else making her smileâŠHe doesnât even like that.
Smoke lets out a quiet laugh at himself. âDamnâŠâ He rubs a hand down his face. âWhat the hell she doinâ to me?â
For the first time in his lifeâŠ
The idea of holding onto one woman doesnât feel like a burden.
It feels like a possibility.
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The next day, Smoke is behind the wheel of his truck, headed to work.
The windows are cracked just enough to let the early fall air roll through as he cruises down the street.
His mind keeps drifting back to everything Annie told him the night before.
Ryan.
Smoke reaches for his Nokia and scrolls through his contacts.
He finds his cousin Nateâs number and hits call.
After a couple ringsâ âWhatâs poppinâ?â
âShit, mobbinâ,â Smoke replies. âAyeâŠYou know a nigga named Ryan thatâs on the football team up at yo school?â
âFasho. Everybody know that nigga. Whatâs good?â
Smokeâs grip tightens slightly on the steering wheel. âShit⊠I got some static witâ that nigga, and I need to handle that shit ASAP.â
âDamn. Yâall fonkinâ?â
âShit, hell yeah. I donât even know that niggaâŠBut it seem like he want it witâ me. And you know me⊠I ainât hidinâ. Iâm gonâ give him what he lookinâ for.â
Nate lets out a low chuckle. âShit, I hear that. What you need?â
âI need you to point that nigga out to me.â Smoke glances in the rearview mirror before changing lanes. âIâm gonâ pop up in a few days when yâall get out. We gonâ post up⊠And you gonâ show me who he is.â
âSay no more. I got you.â
âBet.â
âOne.â
âOne.â
The call ends.
Smoke tosses the phone onto the passenger seat and keeps driving.
His jaw stays set. He isnât looking for trouble.
But if Ryan insists on bringing trouble to AnnieâŠSmoke plans on making sure that shit ends.
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Itâs 2:50 p.m., and the kitchen is already coming alive.
The grills hiss as fresh burgers hit the flat top, grease popping against the hot steel. The smell of onions, garlic butter, and seasoning hangs thick in the air while tickets steadily begin feeding through the printer.
Smoke is setting up his station for the dinner rush.
A battered silver boombox sits on the prep table, blasting a G-Unit CD loud enough for the entire kitchen to hear.
âWanna Get to Know Youâ fades out as Brandon stands beside him chopping tomatoes, rapping every word like heâs in the studio recording it.
Smoke just shakes his head with a grin while seasoning steaks.
Brandon glances over. âSoâŠâ
Smoke doesnât look up. âSo what?â
Brandon smirks. âWhatâs up wit you and Annie?â
Smokeâs hand pauses for the smallest second. âWhat?â
Brandon laughs. âNigga, you heard me.â
He points the knife at Smoke.
âDonât think we donât be noticinâ yoâ ass back here.â
Smoke fights the smile trying to spread across his face.
He focuses on arranging chicken breasts on the grill instead. âNothinâ, nigga.â He waves him off. âDamn. Maybe if yâall stop watchinâ me and cook, we can get this food out faster.â
Jesse, working the fryers, laughs without even looking up.
Brandon sucks his teeth.
âNigga, Iâm fast.â He points at everybody. âYâall canât keep up.â
Smoke snorts. âYeah aight.â
Just thenâŠThe back door swings open.
Smoke doesnât even realize heâs looking until heâs already looking. Annie.
She steps inside wearing her server uniform, carrying her apron over one shoulder.
She hangs her jacket on the hook near the office before turning toward the line.
Her eyes immediately find Smoke.
Neither of them smiles right away.
She simply mouthsâŠâHello.â
Smoke canât help the grin that spreads across his face.
He mouths backâŠâWhatâs up?â
She smiles to herself before disappearing into the dining room.
Brandon catches every bit of it. âOhhhâŠâ
Smoke ignores him. He keeps thinking about the way she just smiled at him.
About twenty minutes laterâŠ
Annie walks back into the kitchen to pick up one of her tablesâ orders.
She waits patiently at the service line while Smoke works through the tickets.
Right then, the music changes.
The opening beat of G-Unitâs âSmileâ fills the kitchen.
Smoke unconsciously starts nodding his head while calling out orders.
đ” I wanna be the reason you smileâŠđ”
Brandon notices the timing and starts laughing under his breath.
Smoke ignores him.
Annie glances up. Their eyes meet.
Everything around them seems to quiet for just a second.
The printer still spits out tickets.
The fryer timer still beeps.
Servers still weave in and out of the kitchen.
But neither of them notices.
đ” After you wipe away your tears and dry your eyes⊠đ”
The lyrics hit differently after their conversation the night before.
Smoke finds himself wondering if sheâs doing a little better today.
Annie smiles first.
Not the shy little smile she usually gives him. A real one. Warm.
Without thinking, Smoke smiles back.
His golds catch the fluorescent lights overhead.
đ” Whenever Iâm not around and you feelinâ downâŠLet the thought of me be⊠the reason you smile⊠đ”
Annieâs stomach squeezes.
đ” I don't wanna see you frown, like them kids watch a clown
I wanna bring you joy and be (be the reason you smile)
Baby, you know my style, you know how I get down
I provide by any means to be (be the reason you smile)đ”
LordâŠWhy he gotta smile like that?
Brandon looks between the two of them before letting out an exaggerated, âMhmmm.â
The whole line hears him.
Smoke cuts his eyes sideways.
Brandon just keeps laughing.
Smoke shakes his head and goes back to plating Annieâs order.
He slides the finished plate through the service windowâŠBut doesnât let go.
Annie reaches for it.
The second her fingers touch the edgeâŠSmoke slowly slides it back toward himself.
A teasing grin spreads across his face.
Annie looks up at him.
Then she starts laughing. âWhat?â
Smoke leans against the line. âSay please.â
Annie blinks. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â He shrugs. âSay it. Or I ainât givinâ it to you.â
Annie clicks her tongue, trying to look annoyed. It doesnât work.
Her smile is way too big.
She lets out an exaggerated sigh.
âPleeeaseâŠâ She pauses just long enough to make him wait. ââŠElijah.â
The second his real name leaves her mouth⊠Smokeâs chest tightens.
Damn. He likes hearing her say it way more than he should.
Trying not to smile too hard, he finally slides the plate back toward her.
Annie grabs it. She turns to leave.
Smoke calls after her. âNo thank you?â
She glances back over her shoulder with that same mischievous grin.
âUh-uh.â Then she walks away laughing.
Smoke watches her disappear through the swinging doors.
He shakes his head, chuckling quietly to himself.
Brandon immediately starts clowning.
âOhhhâŠâ He points toward the dining room. âSo she can call you Elijah now?â
Jesse busts out laughing. âSo thatâs what we doinâ?â
The entire line joins in.
Smoke just keeps smiling to himself while wiping down the counter. âYâall worry âbout these damn tickets.â
Brandon laughs even harder. âNiggaâŠYou ainât deny it.â
Smoke doesnât answer.
He simply looks toward the swinging doors one more time, hoping Annie comes back through.
Standing a few feet away, Megan quietly watches the entire exchange while stocking salads.
She notices the smiles. The teasing.
The way Smokeâs whole demeanor changes whenever Annie walks into the kitchen.
A small smile tugs at her lips.
Well⊠That explains a lot.
Without saying a word, she grabs another tray and heads back to work, deciding sheâd rather watch this play out than ask any questions.
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Later that night, Smoke is stretched across his bed with one arm behind his head.
He stares at the ceiling for a minute before reaching over to the nightstand.
His hand wraps around the cordless house phone.
Without thinking, he dials Annieâs number. Itâs crazy.
Heâs only called it a few times
And somehow he already knows every digit by heart.
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Across town, Annie has just stepped out of the shower.
The scent of cocoa butter fills her room as she towels off her damp curls.
She walks into her room and her cell phone rings on the bed.
She frowns. She doesnât recognize the number. Her stomach knots. Ryan?
SurelyâŠHe ainât that crazy.
She hesitates before finally answering. âHello?â A pause. âWho is this?â
Smoke chuckles. âItâs me, Pretty Eyes.â
Annieâs eyebrows lift. âOh.â
Smoke grins. âMy bad. This my house phone. Save it in yo phone too.â
She smiles. âI will.â
âSoâŠâ Smoke settles deeper into his pillow. âWhat you doinâ?â
âJust got out the shower.â
Smoke swallows. His mind immediately paints a picture he has no business picturing.
He clears his throat. âI see. SoâŠWas yo day better today?â
Annie smiles. âYeah⊠for the most part. How was yours?â
âShit⊠My day was good.â He pauses.
âEspecially âcause I got to see you.â
Heat rushes into Annieâs cheeks.
âElijahâŠâ She laughs softly. âStop playinâ with me.â
Smoke smiles to himself. âIâm not playinâ.â
She bites her lip. âDo you talk to every girl like this?â
Smokeâs smile fades. âNah. I donât.â
Annie clicks her tongue. âWhatever, Elijah. I donât believe that.â
Smoke lets out a quiet grunt. âOne thing about meâŠI donât lie. So when I say somethinââŠI mean it.â
Annie hums softly.
But she doesnât answer.
Smoke already knows why. âYou donât believe me⊠Do you?â
Annie sighs. âI donât know. You seem too good to be true.â
Smoke smiles. âIâll take that. But the same can be said about you.â
Annie shakes her head. âNah. I donât think so.â
His voice grows more serious. âAnnika.â
âHmm?â
âStop doinâ that.â.
âStop doinâ what?â
âDownplayinâ yo self. You say all these good things about everybody else..But when it come to youâŠYou act like you donât deserve none of it.â
His words catch Annie off guard.
She isnât used to someone paying attention to the way she talks about herself. âOkayâŠâ
She smiles. âBut can I ask you somethinâ?â
âAnything.â
She hesitates. âWhy do you say all these nice things to meâŠAnd nobody else?â
Smoke is quiet for a moment.
Long enough to really think about it.
âThe truth isâŠI donât know.â He laughs softly. âItâs just⊠Somethinâ about you⊠You make me want to. Iâm really just sayinâ how I feel.â He smiles. âI get happy when I talk to youâŠWhen I see you.â
Annie canât stop smiling.
That answer feelsâŠReal.
âI got another question.â
Smoke laughs. âI see you full of âem today.â
She giggles. âI donât have any girls I need to worry about⊠Right? No recent ex-girlfriends?â
Smoke grows thoughtful.
He knows this answer matters.
âNo. I ainât got no ex-girlfriends. I ainât really done relationships as a grown man. I didnât do âem in high school neither.â He exhales. âNow⊠Do I mess around? The truth isâŠYeah. I ainât tied down to nobody. And I havenât been.â
The smile slowly fades from Annieâs face.
Part of her is relieved. Another partâŠ
Feels uneasy.
âWhy havenât you done a relationship? You a player or somethinâ?â
Smoke laughs. A genuine laugh. âNah. A playa lies. I donât.â He shrugs. âRelationships just ainât been my focus. I got dreams Iâm chasinâ. I got work. I got hustles. I always told women exactly what it was.â
Annie goes quiet. ââŠOh.â
Thatâs it. Just⊠âOh.â
Smoke immediately notices.
The warmth that had been in her voice moments agoâŠIs gone.
His stomach sinks.
Damn. I scared her.
âThatâs it? No more questions?â
âNo.â
He smiles to himself. âDonât lie to me. If thereâs somethinâ you wanna knowâŠAsk.â
âIâŠâShe stops herself.
Smoke closes his eyes.
He already knows. âYou scared I just want one thing from youâŠAinât you?â
Silence.
Annie swallows. ââŠYeah Smokeâ
She notices she called him Smoke instead of Elijah. She hadnât even realized it.
Smoke notices too.
And the distance in it makes something tighten in his chest.
Annie finally lets everything out.
âGrowing upâŠMy dad always told me a lotta men play games. They only want one thing.â She sighs. âFine niggas like you⊠They always got a lotta women. Thatâs what I was afraid of. I donât wanna be in the mix. Iâm not that type of girl.â
Smoke shakes his head. âI know you ainât.â His voice is gentle. âThe only thing I want from you⊠Is to get to know you. I wanna see where this goes. You got my attention. Ainât nobody else got it.â He pauses. âRight nowâŠMy life consist of workâŠHustlinâ⊠Chasinâ a dream and when I get done wit all thatâŠâ He smirks. âI come home⊠And call you.â
Annie feels her chest loosen.
âI hope me beinâ honest ainât scare you. I just wanted to answer yo questions truthfully.â
A slow smile returns to Annieâs face. âOkay.â
âYou good?â
âYeah.â She laughs softly. âIâm good.â
Smoke finally exhales. âGood. âCause I wouldâve hated to mess this up.â
Annieâs heart melts a little. âYou didnât.â
He smiles. âNowâŠMy turn.â
She giggles dramatically. âOh Lord. What you wanna know?â
âYo parents still together?â
âMhmm.â
âHow many siblings you got?â
âI got six.â
Smokeâs eyebrows shoot up. âSix?â
She laughs. âYep.â
âWho the oldest?â
âMe.â
âDamn, Shorty. So you basically helpinâ raise all them.â
She laughs. âUnfortunately. I love âemâŠBut they bad as hell. What about you?â
âI got one brother.â
âOh.â
Just thenâKnock. Knock. âHold on.â
She lays the phone on the bed.
Smoke listens without even pretending not to.
He hears Annie greet her mother.
Then hears every word about helping with her little sisterâs hair. Helping her dad.
Her mom leaving for two weeks.
Helping Edward with the younger kids.
By the time the bedroom door closes againâŠ
Smoke understands.
No wonder she always seems tired.
No wonder she carries herself the way she does. Sheâs been carrying everybody else for a long time.
Annie picks the phone back up. âHello?â
âYeah. Iâm still here.â
She laughs. âYou was eavesdroppinâ?â
âDamn right.â
Annie busts into laughter. She covers her mouth. âElijahâŠYou a mess.â
âI know.â He grins. âYou do a lot, huh?â
She sighs. âYeah. I do. But enough about me.â She smiles. âDid Tobias ask you about the And1 game next weekend?â
âHe did. We already got our tickets.â
His eyebrows lift. âWhat? You goinâ too?â
âOf course. Iâve been the last two years.â
Smoke laughs. âDamn. Me too. Iâm surprised I ainât never seen you.â
âI know, right?â
He smiles. âWellâŠI hope I see you this time.â
Annie grins. âYou will.â
Smokeâs heart skips. âOh yeah?â
âMhmm.â She smiles to herself. âJust donât be starinâ at me the whole time.â
Smoke laughs. âShit⊠I ainât makinâ no promises.â
Annie shakes her head, smiling. âI knew you was gonâ say that. And I already know you gonâ catch me lookinâ at you too.â She goes quiet for a second. ââŠMaybe.â
Smoke grins. âIâll take a maybe.â
Another comfortable silence settles between them. Neither of them rushes to fill it.
Neither of them wants to hang up.
Smoke smiles into the receiver. âGuess Iâma have to give you another reason to smile tomorrow.â
Annie bites her lip. âI guess weâll see.â
âYou will.â
His confidence makes her laugh again.
âThere go that laugh.â Smoke says softly. âTold you I was gonâ keep you laughinâ.â
Annie smiles into the phone. âGood night, Elijah.â
His chest warms. âGood night, Pretty Eyes.â
This timeâŠNeither of them hangs up right away. They simply stay on the lineâŠ
SmilingâŠ
Listening to each otherâs breathingâŠ
Until one of them finally finds the strength to hang up.
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Itâs Wednesday evening of the following week
Smoke pulls into the parking lot at Hickman Mills just as football practice is letting out.
The sun hangs low in the sky, casting long shadows across the pavement.
Players spill out of the field house laughing, helmets tucked beneath their arms, shoulder pads still strapped on.
Smoke leans against the side of his truck with his arms folded across his chest.
His cousin had pointed Ryan out on Monday.
So todayâŠThere wouldnât be any guessing.
A few minutes later, Ryan walks out in his practice uniform with Dana beside him.
Smoke pushes himself off the truck.
His expression never changes.
He walks straight toward them.
Ryan notices him first.
His conversation trails off.
Smoke sizes him up from head to toe.
Light-skinned. Lanky build. Fresh fade.
Handsome. He doesnât look intimidating.
Danaâs eyes drift over Smoke for a second longer than she intends. Heâs easily one of the finest men sheâs ever seen.
Smoke stops a few feet away. âAyeâŠYou Ryan?â
Ryan looks confused. ââŠYeah. Why?â
Smoke nods once. âI heard you was lookinâ for me.â
Ryan frowns. âI donât even know you.â
âYou right. You donât.â Smokeâs eyes harden. âBut I heard you wanted to fight the nigga that kissed Annie.â He points to himself. âThatâs me. Smokeâ A moment passes. âSo⊠Whatâs up? Iâm here.â
Ryan blinks. His eyes flick toward Dana before landing back on Smoke.
Dana folds her arms. âWhat the hell he talkinâ about?â
Ryan shakes his head a little too quickly.
âI donât know.â
Smoke lets out a humorless laugh. âNah. You know exactly what Iâm talkinâ about. You wrote Annie that disrespectful ass letter. Cryinâ like a bitch âcause you finally realized she wasnât cominâ back. And at the end of itâŠYou said you wanted to fight me.âSmoke shrugs. âSo I figured Iâd save you the trouble of wonderinâ where to find me. Iâm here to see if you really about what you said in that letter. Nigga you know we from the show me state. I donât play around wit threats. I really will take it how far you wanna go.â
Ryanâs face tightens. âShe lyinâ.â
Smoke stares at him.
Expressionless. âOhâŠSo now she lyinâ.â He tilts his head. âSo you ainât spray paint âhoeâ on her locker either?â
Ryanâs eyes dart away for the briefest second.
Dana notices. Her eyebrows knit together. âWaitâŠThat was you?â
Ryan looks at her immediately. âNah. It wasnât me.â
Dana doesnât look convinced.
Smoke shakes his head slowly. âI figured this was how it was gonâ go. I knew you was gonâ bitch up.â He steps a little closer. Not aggressively. Just enough that Ryan has to look at him. âYou real loud when itâs a woman. But when itâs time to stand on what you saidâŠwhen it comes to a man, you real quiet.â
He lets the sentence hang.
Ryan swallows.
Smoke steps directly into his face.
Damn near nose to nose.
Smokeâs voice stays calm. Almost too calm.âListen to me. Leave Annie the fuck alone. No more letters. No more calls. No more embarrassinâ her. No more games. Sheâs made it clear sheâs doneâŠif she tells me youâve done any of the sortâŠThen Iâm makinâ a trip back up here and we gonâ make them words you put in that letter come to fruition my nigga.â
Ryan doesnât answer. He canât.
The confidence heâd carried walking out of practice is completely gone.
He never expected the guy Annie kissed to actually show up.
Much less stand in front of him this calmly.
Or make it this clear that Annie wasnât dealing with everything by herself anymore.
Smoke holds his gaze for another long moment.
He sees nothing but fear in his eyes.
Ryan canât meet his eyes for more than a second before looking away.
Smoke gives a small shake of his head.
âThatâs what I thought.â
He turns and walks back toward his truck without another word.
Dana watches him leave before slowly looking back at Ryan.
Disappointment is written all over her face.
Ryan remains rooted to the pavement.
His heart still racing.
For the first timeâŠIt really sinks in.
Annie had really moved on.
And whoever âSmokeâ wasâŠ
He wasnât a man Ryan was eager to cross again.
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The next day after school, Annie is in the newspaper room with Ebony, putting the finishing touches on an article before the next edition goes to print.
The room is quiet except for the tapping of keyboards and the hum of the computers.
Annie rereads her last paragraph, making a few edits before saving her work.
Ebony suddenly leans over. âGirlâŠGuess what?â
Annie glances up from the screen. âWhat?â
Ebony grins. âI heard yoâ nigga Smoke came up here yesterday and checked the fuck outta Ryan.â
Annieâs fingers freeze on the keyboard.
Her stomach drops. âWhat?â
âMhmm.â Ebony nods enthusiastically.
âGirl, had that nigga shook.â
Annie blinks a few times, trying to process what she just heard. âHow you find this out?â
âShit,â Ebony says with a laugh. âDana was there and you know she went and told her little friends. They couldnât hold water if they was a bucket.â
Annie leans back in her chair.
Her mind immediately starts racing.
ElijahâŠHe actually came up here?
A part of her is shocked.
Another partâŠCanât stop thinking about the promise heâd made over the phone. âIf he do anything else⊠I need you to tell me.â
Heâd never told her what he planned to do with that information.
She isnât sure whether she should be flatteredâŠOr upset.
Sheâs never had a man stand up for her like that before.
Usually, people expected her to deal with everything herself.
To ignore it. To move on.
InsteadâŠSmoke had listened.
And then he did something about it.
Ebony snaps her out of her thoughts.
âYou knew he was cominâ up here?â
Annie quickly shakes her head. âNo, girl. As a matter of fact, I told him I ainât want no problems.â She pauses before asking, âDo you know what he said to Ryan?â
Ebony nods. âApparently he told him to leave you aloneâŠAnd if he didnât stopâŠHe was gonâ come back up here and beat his ass.â She shrugs. âIn so many words.â
Annie lowers her eyes to the desk.
Before she can stop itâŠA small smile tugs at the corners of her mouth.
Ebony catches it immediately.
She points at her. âHold up. You actually like that shit?â
Annie tries to hide it. She canât.
A laugh slips out instead.
âActuallyâŠâ She smiles. âI do.â
She shrugs. âI meanâŠRyan disrespectful as hell. What he did was bullshit.â Her smile softens. âI justâŠâ She exhales. âI hope he finally leaves me alone now.â
Ebony nods slowly. âI guess.â
Annieâs smile fades. She turns fully toward her. âEbonyâŠI donât know what the fuck yoâ problem is. Ever since me and Ryan broke up, you been on some weird shit whenever Smoke come up.â
She shakes her head. âAs my friend You supposed to be on my side.â Her voice isnât loud. But itâs firm. âRyan the one who hurt me. Not the other way around.â
Ebony immediately drops her eyes.
She sighs. âYou right. My bad.â
She rubs the back of her neck.
âI am on your side. I justâŠâ She shakes her head. âI really loved yâall together. I guess I kept hopinâ heâd get his shit together.â She looks back at Annie. âBut he didnât. And that ainât fair to you. Iâm sorry. I have been trippinâ. I promise Iâma do better. Iâma support you.â
Annie studies her friendâs face for a long moment.
She can hear the sincerity in her voice. Slowly⊠She nods. âOkay.â
She decides to believe her.
StillâŠAs she turns back toward her computer, her thoughts drift to Smoke.
She can almost picture him standing outside the school, calm as ever, confronting Ryan without ever telling her beforehand.
Part of her wants to fuss at him for taking matters into his own hands.
The other partâŠThe part sheâd never admit out loudâŠFeels something warm bloom inside her chest.
For the first time in her lifeâŠ
She knows what it feels like to have someone stand beside her instead of expecting her to stand alone.
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Later that night, Smoke and Annie are on the phone again.
At this point, itâs become a routine.
Every night around the same time, Smoke calls her.
Neither one says it out loudâŠ
But both of them look forward to it all day.
Smoke is lying across his bed with one arm behind his head, absently spinning a pen between his fingers.
Annie is curled up beneath her comforter, her homework already finished.
The conversation slows for a moment. âElijah?â
Smoke immediately smirks. âUh-oh. Whatâs up? I know that tone.â
Annie giggles. âMhmmâŠâ She lets the silence build for another second. âDid you come up to my school to check Ryan?â
Smoke stills. His pen stops spinning.
So the bitch-ass nigga snitched.
He lets out a quiet breath. âYeah. I did.â
Annie groans dramatically. âElijahâŠI said I ainât want any problems.â
âI know.â His voice stays calm. âAnd neither did I. Thatâs exactly why I went up there. I needed to make sure he ainât have a problem witâ meâŠâ He pauses. âOr you⊠And he donât. He ainât gonâ bother you no more.â
Annie shakes her head even though he canât see it. A smile slowly spreads across her face.
She honestly doesnât know what to do with this man.
He hears one thingâŠThen goes and handles it.
âYou somethinâ else.â She laughs. âI donât even know what to say.â
Smoke chuckles. âSay thank you.â
Annieâs mouth falls open. âWhat?â
âYou heard me, Shorty.â
She laughs harder. âUh-uh, Big Head. Iâm not.â
Smoke sucks his teeth. âOh yeah? Aight. See if I do anything else for you.â
Annie clicks her tongue. âYou will.â
Smoke laughs. âOh yeah?â
âI love yo confidence.â He smiles to himself. âThatâs the Annie I love to see.â
His words hit her square in the chest.
She doesnât even realize sheâs smiling until her cheeks start hurting.
All she can do is let out a little sigh.
Smoke smiles, hearing it through the phone. âI wish you worked today.â
Annie raises an eyebrow. âWhy?â
ââCauseâŠI miss seeinâ that pretty ass smile. And them bright eyes.â He pauses. âI wish you worked every day, truthfully.â
Annie laughs. âOhâŠSo you want me to be a slave?â
Smoke laughs with her. âNah. Never that. I just need you to bless my eyes.â
Annie shakes her head, smiling.
âElijahâŠThereâs plenty of other women in there to do that.â
Smoke laughs. A real laugh.
The kind that comes from his stomach. âYou funny as hell. I like that.â
Now Annieâs laughing too. âWhat? Whatâs funny?â
âYo ass.â
She smiles. âI was serious.â
âNah. You wasnât. You know better.â
She narrows her eyes. âWhat do I know?â
Smoke grins. âYou know I ainât even know no other women worked there besides you.â
Annieâs cheeks instantly warm. âOh yeah?â
âHell yeah. Thatâs news to me. Iâm just findinâ that out right now.â
Annie throws her head back laughing.
âWell played, Smoke.â
Smoke points toward the phone like she can see him. âItâs Elijah to you. Watch it.â
Annie bites her lip to stop another smile.
âOhâŠMy bad⊠Elijah.â
âThere you go.â Smoke nods proudly. âThatâs betterâŠAnnika. SoâŠYou got yo fit for Saturday?â
âOf course.â
Smoke hums in approval. âI canât wait to see it.â
âIs that right?â
âFasho. I love the way you dress.â
Annie blinks. âYou do?â
âMost definitely. I love seeinâ you outside them work clothes. I ainât gonâ lieâŠYou got style lil mama.â
Annie laughs softly. âElijahâŠSee? You be talkinâ about I be blowinâ yo head up. You blow mine up.â
Smoke lets out a chortle. âIâm just speakinâ the truth.â
âIf you say so.â She smiles to herself. âTruth isâŠI love the way you dress too. I be speechless every time I see you.â
Smoke smirks. âI can tell.â
Annie clicks her tongue. âHow?â
âI see the way you be lookinâ.â He laughs. âYou be lookinâ like you wanna pass out.â
Annie cackles so hard she has to pull the phone away from her ear.âOh, whatever, Big Head.â
Smoke laughs right along with her.
âI ainât lyinâ. You just donât realize yo face be tellinâ on you.â
âI do not.â
âYou do.â
âI donât.â
âYou do.â
She smiles. âAgree to disagree.â
Smoke grins. âIâma let you have this one.â
Just then, thereâs a knock at Annieâs bedroom door before it slowly opens.
Edward sticks his head inside.
âDamn. You still on the phone?â
Annie nods. âMhmm.â
Edward notices the smile stretched across her face. A slow grin spreads across his own. âYeahâŠI can tell.â
Annie immediately rolls her eyes. âBoy, what?â
Edward folds his arms.
âAinât never seen you smile this damn much.â He glances at the phone. âThatâs Smoke, ainât it?â
Annieâs cheeks instantly turn pink. âMind yo business.â
Edward laughs. âNah. Iâm just sayinââŠMy sister over here cheesinâ hard as hell. I know itâs serious.â
Annie throws a pillow at him. âGet out!â
Edward catches it, laughing.
âAight, aight.â He points toward the phone.
âTell Romeo I said whatâs up.â
Annie groans. âOh my GodâŠEd!â
He laughs all the way down the hallway.
Smoke heard every bit of it. He canât stop smiling. âSoâŠâ He chuckles. âRomeo, huh?â
Annie buries her face in her pillow. âDonât start.â
Smoke laughs. I ainât say nothinâ.â
âYou was finna.â
âI was thinkinâ about it.â
She shakes her head. âYou terrible.â
âI know.â He smiles. âIâll let you get back to yo family. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
âOkay. Iâll see you tomorrow too.â
âGoodnight, Pretty Eyes.â His voice softens just enough to make her stomach flutter. â
GoodnightâŠâ She smiles. âElijah.â
Neither of them says anything for another second.
Neither of them wants to hang up.
FinallyâŠ
Smoke smiles to himself. âSweet dreams, Annika.â
Annieâs heart does that little flip it always does when he says her name. âYou too.â
Click.
Even after the line goes deadâŠ
Both of them are still smiling.
Part 3
My First Love Series
Chapter 4 (pt.3)
âOne Call Awayâ
The next evening, the dinner rush is finally winding down.
The kitchen smells of butter, grilled steak, garlic, and fresh biscuits. The constant hiss of the flat top has settled into a steady rhythm, and the printer that had been spitting tickets nonstop all night finally grows quiet.
The silver boombox sits on the prep counter.
Quiet Storm fills the kitchen.
Then Dru Hillâs âBeautyâ comes on.
Smoke smiles to himself as he wipes down the stainless-steel counter.
đ” Walks by me every dayâŠ
Her and love are the sameâŠ
The woman thatâs stolen my heartâŠ
And beauty is her name⊠đ”
Right on cueâŠThe kitchen doors swing open. Annie.
Smoke looks up instinctively.
Their eyes meet. Almost immediately.
Neither of them looks away.
đ” Iâm hoping I can make you mineâŠ
âFore another man steals your heart⊠And once your beauty is mine
I swear we will never be apartđ”
Annie walks toward the service window with her ticket in hand.
She stops in front of the line.
A small smile finds her lips.
Smoke canât help but smile back.
For a momentâŠEverything else fades.
The sizzling grills. The clatter of pans.
The conversations around them.
Itâs justâŠHer. Her smile.
Those bright eyes looking back at him.
He swears sheâs like a magnet.
Every time she walks into the kitchenâŠHis eyes find her before he even realizes heâs looking.
đ” âCause my eyes have seen the gloryâŠIn the coming of your smile⊠đ”
Annie feels those familiar butterflies dance in her stomach.
She knows sheâs staring.
She also knowsâŠShe doesnât want to stop.
Neither of them breaks eye contact.
It almost turns into a silent challenge.
You look away.
No⊠you.
Across the galley, Lindsey notices.
She pauses with a tray in her hands.
Instead of interruptingâŠShe watches.
Curious to see just how long theyâre going to keep looking at each other.
Brandon notices too. He smirks to himself.
đ” You are so beautifulâŠWhen I'm down and out (When I'm down) I never seem to get tired... (Tired of your love, ooh, tired of your love) of your loveâŠYouâre wonderful. I'm just dying to make you see Anything you want inside your heart (You can find right here inside of me)đ”
Smokeâs lips slowly curl into a grin.
Annieâs heart flips.
âAyeâŠâ Brandon laughs. âYou gonâ plate her food or not?â
Smoke blinks, finally pulled back into the kitchen around him.
He chuckles under his breath and starts plating the order.
Annie laughs quietly to herself.
Lindsey catches the smile.
Something about the way they look at each other makes her chest tighten.
Sheâd worked to break his walls down and still nothing.
Heâd barely spoken more than a few words to her. He barely laughed or smiled at all.
Yet with AnnieâŠHe smiled. He teased.
He laughed. Like it came naturally.
Smoke slides Annieâs plates across the windowâŠBut leaves both hands resting on the edge of them.
Annie looks down. Then back up at him. She smiles.
This timeâŠShe doesnât even try to grab them.
âYou not gonâ take yoâ food?â Smoke asks with a grin.
Annie shakes her head. âUh-uh. Take your hands off of it.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âNot till I hear that magic word leave them lips.â
Annie plants a hand on her hip.
A playful smile spreads across her face. âYou donât make nobody else say please.â
Smoke chuckles. âHere you go wit that shit. I donât care about nobody else.â His eyes stay locked on hers. âNow say itâŠâFore you keep that table waitinâ.â
The words hit Annie harder than he probably intended.
I donât care about nobody else.
Heat creeps into her cheeks.
Lindsey notices. She rolls her eyes.
Annie reaches for the plates anyway.
Smoke slides them back just enough that she misses.
She busts into laughter. âOh my GodâŠâ
She rises onto her tiptoes, trying again.
Smoke laughs and lifts the plates just a little higher.
âElijahâŠâ Her tone is half warningâŠHalf amused.
He grins. âSay it.â
She folds her arms dramatically. âPlease.â
A satisfied smile spreads across Smokeâs face. âThere you go. See? Was that so hard?â
Annie shakes her head. âSmokeâŠâ
A smile slips through anyway. âGive me my food before I come around there and get it myself.â
Smoke laughs. âThat a promise?â
She points at him. âNo. Itâs a threat.â
Both of them laugh.
Lindsey finally exhales loudly enough for everyone to hear. âCan I get my food too?â
The playful moment breaks.
Smoke immediately slides Annieâs plates the rest of the way to her.
She takes them with a grin. ââBout time, Big Head.â
She hurries back toward the dining room.
Smoke watches her disappear through the swinging doors for just a second before returning his attention to the line.
He finishes Lindseyâs order and slides it across. Silently
Lindsey takes the plate. âThanks.â
Her tone is polite.
Smoke simply nods and goes back to wiping down his station, while Brandon watches the whole exchange with an amused shake of his head.
He doesnât say a word.
He doesnât have to.
Everybody on the line can already see it.
Whatever was growing between Smoke and AnnieâŠIt wasnât hard to miss anymore.
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Saturday finally rolls around.
Devin is behind the wheel of her mamaâs Malibu while Ebony rides shotgun. Annie and Rhonda are in the backseat.
The car smells like vanilla body spray, cocoa butter, and Bath & Body Works lotion. Ashanti plays softly through the speakers while all four girls sing along between conversations.
Devin glances into the rearview mirror at Annie and Rhonda. âSoâŠDid yâall tell them to bring some friends or family?â
Rhonda groans dramatically. âYes, girl! Damn. How many times you gonâ ask?â
Annie laughs. âDevin, watch the road.â
Ebony cracks up in the passenger seat.
Rhonda shakes her head. âYou âbout to kill us âcause you too eager to meet some niggas.â
The whole car erupts in laughter.
Tonight, every last one of them came dressed to impress. Lip gloss shining.
Fresh roller sets and wraps.
Perfume lingering in the air every time somebody moved.
They finally pull into Kemper Arena.
The parking lot is already overflowing with cars.
Music blasts from open windows.
People laugh across the lot.
Groups of friends make their way toward the entrance wearing oversized jerseys, throwback tees, fitted caps, baggy jeans, Apple Bottoms, and matching Air Force 1s.
The girls climb out.
Devin slowly scans the crowd. âDamnâŠThis game always bring the fine niggas out.â
Rhonda nods in agreement. âHell yeah. Iâm scoutinâ tonight.â
Annie laughs. âWhat about Tobias?â
Rhonda waves her off. âGirl, what about him? We just talkinâ. He ainât my man.â
Ebony laughs. âYou always do the most.â
Devin shrugs proudly. âIâm supposed to.â
All four girls laugh as they join the long line wrapping around the arena.
InsideâŠThe arena is alive.
Bass rattles through the speakers.
The smell of popcorn, nachos, hot dogs, and pretzels fills the air.
Thousands of people buzz with excitement while the players warm up below.
The girls finally find their seats.
Ebony sits closest to the stairs.
Next to her is Devin. Then Rhonda.
Annie takes the seat further in the aisle.
She points toward the floor. âThere go Hot Sauce!â
Rhonda practically jumps. âHe fine as hell!â
Devin laughs. âI came here just for him.â
Ebony shoves her shoulder. âShut up!â
They all busts into laughter.
Just thenâŠKevion and a couple of his friends walk in two rows below them.
âKevion!â Devin yells.
He turns around instantly. âAww shit! There go trouble!â
The two groups start yelling back and forth across the rows.
Kevion laughs before climbing the stairs with one of his boys.
They stop beside the girls, joking and catching up.
OutsideâŠSmoke parks his truck.
He, Stack, Tobias, and Stackâs homeboy Ramon climb out.
The arena lights glow against the evening sky.
Groups of women walk toward the entrance laughing.
Stack immediately starts looking around. âDamnâŠI see some fine bitches already.â
Tobias sucks his teeth. âHere you go, nigga. We ainât even got in the buildinâ yet.â
Stack grins. âShit⊠You know Iâm on the hunt from the car.â
Smoke just shakes his head.
The four of them head inside.
Almost immediatelyâŠHeads turn.
Women whisper to each other.
A couple openly stare.
Stack smirks. âI told yâall.â
Smoke ignores all of it.
They begin walking up the stairs toward their section.
ThenâŠSmoke freezes.
His stomach instantly drops.
Annie.
Sheâs sitting with her friends. Laughing.
Two dudes are standing beside them talking. One of them says something that makes Annie throw her head back laughing.
Smoke swallows.
There goes that feeling again.
That tight feeling in his chest.
He doesnât know whyâŠBut he doesnât like seeing another man being the reason sheâs smiling like that.
Her laugh⊠Her smileâŠSomehow they already feel special to him.
As Kevion and his friend head back down the stairs, they pass Smokeâs group.
Both groups instinctively size each other up. Quick mugs. Nothing said.
Just enough for each side to know the other noticed.
Smoke barely pays them any attention.
His eyes are already back on Annie.
Almost as if she feels him lookingâŠ
She turns her head. Their eyes meet.
Just like always. The noise around them disappears.
Annie feels her breath catch.
There he is. Standing a few steps away from her.
Looking directly at her.
OnlyâŠSomething catches her attention.
Standing beside TobiasâŠIs another man with the exact same face as Smoke.
She blinks. Then looks back and forth between them.
Confused. Smoke notices.
A slow grin spreads across his face.
He gives her a little nod.
Annie laughs softly to herself.
He got a twin?
He never told her that.
Tobias smiles. âSup, Rhonda.â
âHey, Tobias.â
Devin points between all of them. âYou gonâ introduce the rest of everybody?â
Tobias laughs. âYeah.â
He points beside him. âThis Stack.â
Then Ramon. âThis Ramon.â
Finally⊠He points toward Smoke.
âAnd this Smoke.â
Every girl immediately looks at Annie.
Her cheeks warm.
Stack notices.
He grins to himself before looking at the girls. âWhatâs good? What yâall names is?â
They all introduce themselves.
Devin suddenly looks between Smoke and Stack. âWait a minuteâŠYâall twins?â
Stack answers sarcastically without missing a beat. âNah. We cousins.â
The girls busts out laughing.
âSo stupid,â Ebony says.
Stack laughs too before his attention drifts to Devin.
She is gorgeous. Tall. Long legs.
Petite frame. Beautiful caramel skin.
And sheâs looking right back at him.
DamnâŠ
Stack slowly looks across the rest of the group.
Ebony. Pretty smile. Light skin. Button nose. Slanted eyes.
Rhonda. Rich chocolate complexion.
Fresh short haircut. Bright white smile.
ThenâŠAnnie.
Stack pauses.
Her skin practically glows beneath the arena lights. Her curls bounce every time she laughs.
Those bright eyesâŠLocked onâŠ
Smoke.
Stack follows her gaze.
Sure enoughâŠHis brother is looking right back. Smiling. A real smile.
One Stack has almost never seen directed at a woman.
His eyebrow slowly rises.
SoâŠThis the mystery girl.
A grin spreads across his face.
WellâŠShe off limits.
His eyes drift right back to Devin.
Whoâs still looking at him. âDamnâŠThe whole crew sexy as hell.â
The girls laugh.
Smoke cuts his eyes toward Stack.
âYou done?â
Stack smirks. âI was just givinâ compliments.â
Ramon quietly smiles at Ebony.
She notices and smiles back before looking away.
Rhonda looks at Tobias. âWhere yâall seats at?â
âThree rows up. â
âOhâŠSo yâall close.â
The lights begin to dim. The crowd erupts. The game is about to start.
Tobias nods toward the court. âWeâll see yâall after.â
âOh, we definitely gonâ see yâall after.â
Stack says, never taking his eyes off Devin.
She bites her lip trying not to smile. âAight then.â
The fellas turn and head toward their seats.
Smoke glances back one more time.
Annie is already looking at him.
He smiles. She smiles back.
Neither of them says a word.
They donât have to.
SomehowâŠTheyâre already speaking the same language.
As soon as the guys disappear up the stairs, Devin turns around so fast she almost bumps into Rhonda. âOh my God!â
She grabs both Rhonda and Annieâs arms.
âAll them niggas fine as fuck, yâall!â
The girls bust into squeals and laughter, trying not to draw too much attention to themselves.
Devin fans herself dramatically. âI was not prepared for that.â
Ebony shakes her head, still laughing. âMe neither.â She looks over at Annie. âGirlâŠI understand now.â
She points toward the section where the guys disappeared. âIâd be scared too.â
Annie covers her face with her hands, laughing. âI told yâall.â
Ebony nods. âHell yeah. I see exactly why you ainât call him after yâall met.â
Devin turns toward Rhonda. âAnd Tobias fine as hell too.â She pauses, shaking her head in disbelief. âDamn. Itâs crazy every last one of âem fine.â She grins. âBut I need Stack.â She presses a hand against her chest. âIâm âbout to be actinâ shy like you, Annie.â
Annie rolls her eyes. âYou so damn annoying.â
She canât help but laugh anyway.
Rhonda laughs with them before motioning toward the court. âShhh. YâallâŠThe game.â
They all turn their attention back to the floor just as the crowd erupts and the announcerâs voice booms through Kemper Arena.
The lights dim. The music gets louder.
And for a little whileâŠ
Basketball has everyoneâs attention.
WellâŠAlmost everyoneâs.
Smoke tries to focus on the game.
The squeak of sneakers echoes across the hardwood while the crowd roars every time somebody gets crossed over. The announcerâs voice booms through the Arena, mixing with the bass thumping from the arena speakers.
But no matter how hard he triesâŠ
His eyes keep drifting to the back of Annieâs head.
He watches her clap after every big play.
She jumps to her feet. âGo Hot Sauce!â
Smoke chuckles under his breath.
She really wasnât exaggerating in that letter.
She loves sports.
She cheers at every big play, laughs when somebody gets embarrassed, and leans so far forward in her seat itâs like sheâs on the court with them. He loves that.
Another thing they have in common.
Stack stands up with the crowd after another crazy dunk. âLetâs go!â
The whole arena erupts.
Annie glances over her shoulder.
Her eyes immediately find Smoke.
Heâs already looking at her.
She blushes instantly before turning back around.
Smoke canât help but grin.
About twenty minutes later, Annie stands.
âWhere you goinâ?â Devin asks.
âTo get some food.â
âOh, shit. Iâm goinâ too.â
She hops up and follows Annie down the stairs.
Smoke watches them disappear into the crowd.
âIâll be back.â He says to the fellas before standing.
Stack smirks to himself.
He already knows exactly where his brother is headed.
Smoke makes his way down toward the concession stand.
The smell of buttery popcorn, nachos, hot dogs, and soft pretzels fills the air. The line snakes halfway across the concourse.
Devin looks ahead and sighs. âShit⊠this line long.â
âYeah, girl,â Annie laughs. âBut Iâm hungry.â
Just thenâŠA deep voice speaks from behind her. âYou gonâ get me somethinâ too?â
Annieâs stomach flutters.
Sheâd know that voice anywhere.
SlowlyâŠShe turns around.
Smoke.
At that exact moment, BeyoncĂ©âs âThatâs How You Like Itâ starts pouring through the arena speakers.
đ¶ I need a thug thatâll have my back
Do-rag, Nike Airs to matchâŠAin't nothin' wrong with that (That's how I like it, baby)
Where my thugs at?
White T-shirt, I love thatđ¶
Annieâs eyes slowly travel from the top of his headâŠDown. This time she really looks at him in the light where she can actually see without it being dark and without anyone blocking her view.
đ¶The way you talk
The way you dress
The way you smile
I like the way you are
The way you ain't
I like your honesty, integrity
It levels me, so please don't ever changeđ¶
Smoke went all out today.
Heâs wearing a Kobe Bryant Lakers throwback jersey over a crisp white tall tee.
A matching Lakers headband hugs his perfectly laid waves.
A sweatband wraps around one forearm.
Baggy Girbaud jeans hang perfectly over a fresh pair of purple-and-gold Air Force 1s.
A Jacob watch glitters beneath the arena lights every time he moves.
Diamond studs catch another flash.
Two platinum chains rest against his jersey.
Two platinum rings decorate his fingers.
His Cartier eyeglasses somehow make him look even better.
And thenâŠHis cologne reaches her.
Warm. Clean. Masculine.
It wraps around her before he even says another word.
đ¶ I like the way you brush your hairâŠ
I like the stylish clothes you wear⊠It's just the real things you do. That's why I wanna stick with youđ¶
Annie forgets how to speak.
LordâŠ
He looksâŠToo damn good.
Those glasses should honestly be illegal.
He really got dressed today.
đ¶ I hope you like my style
The way I dress
The way I flirt
Say yes. I hope you like my mind
The things I sayđ¶
Smoke notices the look in her eyes immediately.
A smug smile slowly spreads across his face.
Then itâs his turn.
His eyes slowly roam over Annie.
Sheâs wearing a Chicago Bulls jersey dress that falls perfectly against her frame.
Fresh black and red Jordan 13s.
The front of her hair is neatly twisted back into flat twists while the rest falls into soft, bouncy curls that brush her shoulders every time she moves. Gold hoop earrings swing gently as she turns her head. Her black Dooney & Bourke shoulder bag rests comfortably beneath her arm. A gold herringbone necklace catches the light against her skin. Gold bracelets softly clink together as she shifts.
And tucked into the cartilage of her earâŠ
That little magnetic earring.
đ¶ I know you heard I'm a gangster
They say, âStay away from them gangsters.â
They never change up, or pull they pants up
Well, baby girl, put ya foot down
Don't let 'em push you around, you know what you likeđ¶
Smokeâs heart pounds.
She always looks beautiful.
But todayâŠShe looks damn near unreal.
Like she walked straight out of one of those music videos everybody watched after school.
Devin looks Smoke up and down too. âDamnâŠâ
She quickly looks between him and Annie.
The chemistry between them is so thick she almost feels like sheâs interrupting something.
âWhat you say?â Annie finally manages.
Smoke grins. âYou heard me. You gonâ get me somethinâ too?â
Annie giggles. âYeahâŠWhat you want?â
Smoke laughs. âYou know Iâm just playinâ. What you gettinâ?â
âA hot dogâŠI guess.â
He raises an eyebrow. âThatâs it?â
âMhm.â
âNah.â He shakes his head. âGet whatever you want, lilâ mama.â
Annie blinks. âHuh?â
âIf you can âhuh,â you can hear. You heard me. Get whatever you want. I got you.â
Annie smiles nervously. âSmokeâŠâ
Smoke raises one eyebrow. âOh⊠now itâs Smoke? I see you tryna act brand new in front of yoâ lilâ friend.â
Devin busts out laughing.
Annie shoots her a look before looking back at him. âElijahâŠYou donât have toââ
Smoke cuts her off. âWhat I tell you about that?â
Annie blushes.
Smoke steps a little closer.
Just enough that only she can hear him.
He leans toward her ear.
His voice drops into that deep bass she loves.
His cologne surrounds her again.
âAnnikaâŠStop frontinâ in here. You know me. We ainât strangers no more.â
A chill races down Annieâs spine.
Her stomach twists into knots.
He straightens back up.
Devin watches the entire exchange with wide eyes.
Oh⊠they got it bad.
Smoke looks over at her. âI got you too. Get whatever you want.â
Devin points to herself. âYou for real?â
Smoke chuckles while looking back at Annie. âYeah.â
Devin laughs. âShitâŠYou ainât gotta tell me twice.â
Annie starts laughing.
By the time they reach the counter, theyâre still smiling.
Annie orders a hot dogâŠThen popcorn.
Smoke nods toward the cashier. âAdd two nachos.â
Annie turns around.
Smoke smirks. âYeah. Get you some nachos too. They good as hell.â
Annie laughs and shakes her head. âYou so extra.â
Smoke reaches into his pocket and pulls out a thick knot of cash.
Without hesitation, he pays for everything.
The three of them start walking back toward their section.
Smoke carries the tray with the nachos while Annie balances the drinks.
As they walk, Smoke canât stop looking at her side profile.
The arena lights catch her skin every few steps.
Her curls bounce as she laughs with Devin.
Annie tries to act like she doesnât feel him staring.
He smiles to himself. âI know you feel me lookinâ.â
Annie immediately laughs. âStop. Youâre makinâ me nervous.â
Smoke kisses his teeth. âThere you go wit that. You gonâ have to get used to me lookinâ.â He smiles. âYou shouldnât be so beautiful.â
Annie feels her face grow warm all over again.
She finally looks up at him. âThank you, Elijah.â
Smoke hums in approval. âThatâs better.â
They climb back up the stairs toward their seats.
Devin smiles. âThanks again, Smoke.â
He nods once. âNo problem.â
Then his eyes drift back to Annie. âSee you afterwards.â
A grin spreads across her face. âSee you.â
When Annie and Devin finally make it back to their seats, theyâre balancing trays loaded down with food.
Rhondaâs eyes get wide. âDamn!â
She looks between the two of them. âYâall got hella shit.â
Ebony starts laughing. âThe hell yâall buy? The whole concession stand?â
Annie and Devin crack up as they carefully pass everything around.
Devin canât even wait.
She points at Annie. âAnnieâs man bought all this for us.â
Ebonyâs mouth falls open. âSmoke bought all that?â
Devin nods. âYep. He got it bad for Annie.â
She leans in with a grin. Yâall shouldâve seen them flirtinâ. I swear I felt like I was interruptinâ something.â
The girls immediately start squealing.
Devin keeps going. âHe was callinâ her beautiful and shit. He could not stop lookinâ at her.â
Annie hides her face behind her cup, laughing. âShut up, Devin.â
âNope.â Devin points at her. âI ainât lyinâ.âShe shakes her head. âGirl, you definitely upgraded from that nigga Ryan.â
Rhonda sucks her teeth dramatically. âManâŠI shouldâve known when he followed yâall to the concession stand he was finna spend some money.â She reaches over and steals a few pieces of Annieâs popcorn. âI missed out.â
Annie laughs and nudges her shoulder. âYou snooze, you lose.â
The girls bust into laughter.
Devin shakes her head, still thinking about Smoke. âNah, for real though.â She points toward the section where the guys are sitting. âYou better hold on to that nigga. Thatâs one of the finest niggas I ever seen.â
She starts counting on her fingers. âHe can dress. He smell good. He compliment you every chance he get. And not only did he spend his money on youâŠâ
She gestures toward all the food spread across their laps. âHe bought yo friends food too.â
She leans closer with a smirk. âKeep him, girl.â
Annie feels her cheeks grow warm.
She shakes her head, trying to hide her smile. âYâall so damn extra.â But she canât stop laughing. Deep downâŠ
She knows every single one of them is right.
Smoke settles back into his seat with a bottle of water in one hand.
The game is back underway.
The crowd erupts after another ankle-breaking crossover, but before he can even sit all the way downâŠ
Stack grins. âAightâŠSo we just gonâ act like we ainât see what the hell just happened?â
Smoke keeps his eyes on the court âWhat happened?â
Tobias laughs. âThis nigga.â
Ramon shakes his head. âYou know exactly what happened.â
Smoke shrugs. âI went to get some food.â
âYeahâŠâ Stack says, drawing the words out. âYou went to get Annie some food.â
The three of them laugh.
Smoke smirks but doesnât answer.
Stack elbows him. âYou bought food for the whole damn row.â
Smoke finally looks over. âSo?â
âSo?â Stack repeats. âNigga, you donât even buy me food.â
The fellas bust out laughing.
Smoke sucks his teeth. âYou got money.â
âSo do she,â Stack shoots back.
More laughter.
Tobias leans forward. âI ainât never seen this nigga chase after nobody.â
Ramon nods. âHe been watchinâ her the whole game.â
Smoke cuts his eyes toward Ramon.
âI been watchinâ the game.â
Stack lets out the loudest laugh yet.
âThe game? Nigga, every time I looked over, you was lookinâ at Annie. You ainât even know who had the ball.â
Smoke shakes his head. âYâall doinâ too fuckinâ much.â
âNah.â Stack points toward him. âYou doinâ too much.â He starts counting on his fingers. âYou been staring at her all night. You followed her to the concession stand. You paid for all they food.â He pauses dramatically. âAnd thenâŠThis nigga walked back up here starinâ at her the whole damn time.â
Tobias laughs so hard. âI peeped that shit too.â
Smoke canât help but grin. âAight damn. I was lookinâ.â
âDamn right you was.â Stack says. âYou was lookinâ so hard I thought you was finna walk into somebody.â
The guys crack up.
Smoke laughs with them this time. âAight, man.â
Stack folds his arms. âSoâŠYou finally gonâ admit thatâs yoâ girl?â
Smokeâs smile softens. âNah. We just gettinâ to know each other.â
Tobias nods approvingly. âI respect that. ButâŠâ He smirks. âYou definitely got it bad.â
Smoke looks down toward the court for a second before glancing back toward Annieâs section.
She laughs at something Devin says.
Almost like she can feel himâŠ
She turns around. Their eyes meet from three sections away.
She smiles.
Smoke smiles right back.
Stack watches the exchange.
Then slowly looks back at his brother.
âAww, hell.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âWhat?â
Stack laughs and points at him. âYou gone.â
The fellas laugh again.
âGone gone.â
Tobias nods. âI ainât never seen this nigga smile this damn much.â
Ramon chuckles. âHe different.â
Stack leans back in his seat, still grinning. âNahâŠThis ainât just different.â He looks over at Smoke one more time. âI think my brother done found him one.â
Smoke doesnât answer.
He simply glances back toward Annie one more time before returning his attention to the court.
The small smile on his face says more than any words ever could.
When the game ends, the arena empties in a wave of people.
The crowd spills into the parking lot, still buzzing about the crazy crossovers and dunks they just witnessed. Car doors slam, music starts blasting from every direction, and headlights cut through the chilly fall evening.
The girls make it outside first.
Not long after, Kevion and his friends spot them. âAye!â Kevion calls out.
The girls stop to talk.
Annie laughs at something Kevion says, the sound carrying through the parking lot.
A few minutes later, Smoke, Stack, Tobias, and Ramon step outside.
Smoke instinctively starts scanning the crowd.
His eyes land on Annie almost immediately.
There she is. Standing in a circleâŠ
Laughing with the same dudes from inside the arena.
His jaw tightens ever so slightly.
Who the fuck are those niggas?
He doesnât say anything.
Instead, he keeps walking toward his truck like it doesnât bother him at all.
He unlocks it, climbs inside for a second, then starts it.
Chingyâs âOne Call Awayâ comes booming through the speakers.
The bass rolls across the parking lot.
The fellas post up. Leaning against the truck, talking while the song plays.
Smoke isnât really listening.
His eyes drift back to Annie.
Just in time to see her hug the guy sheâd been talking to.
His stomach flips. He swallows hard.
He doesnât like that feeling.
Not one bit.
A few moments later, the girls finally head their way.
Devin grins. âHey, yâall.â
Everybody exchanges greetings.
Devinâs eyes immediately find Stack.
She gives him a slow once over.
Stack is wearing a black Tim Duncan Spurs jersey over a white tee, baggy black jeans, and black-and-white Jordan 12s. Fresh braids frame his face, platinum shining in his mouth every time he smiles. A Rolex catches the parking lot lights while thick platinum chains rest against his chest.
He notices her looking.
A grin spreads across his face. âWhatâs good?â
Devin smiles right back. âNothinâ. Whatâs poppinâ with you?â
Stack chuckles. âCome find out.â
He nods his head, motioning for her to follow.
Without hesitationâŠDevin does.
The two of them wander off, talking and laughing almost immediately.
Smoke shakes his head. âThat nigga donât waste no time.â
Tobias laughs before turning toward Rhonda. The two of them quickly fall into their own conversation.
That leavesâŠSmoke. Annie. Ebony.
And Ramon.
Smoke and Annie lock eyes.
Neither of them says anything.
Chingy continues playing from the truck.
đ¶ I seen it in her eyeâŠ
Mama lookinâ like all I wanted was sexâŠThen moved to the next (that ain't true) But it was something about this girl's style that make me feel no regretsđ¶
Smoke slowly holds his hand out. âCome here. Come talk to me for a minute.â
đ¶Afraid she might think I'm in a rush to touch, crush and be up
But baby, I ain't on that stuffđ¶
Annie glances over at Ebony.
Ebony smiles knowingly. âGo, girl.â
Annie smiles shyly before slipping her hand into Smokeâs.
His fingers close around hers.
Warm. Gentle.
He leads her around to the back of the truck.
Ebony stays behind, chatting with Ramon.
Smoke lowers the tailgate.
The metal thumps softly into place.
They sit side by side.
Close enough that their shoulders brush every few seconds.
đ¶If you're rolling with me baby, hop in, it's enough room
We can gaze at the stars and shine like the moon
Give me a chance to show ya and a chance to know ya
Just be true and there's nothing I won't do for yađ¶
A soft breeze drifts through the parking lot.
Annieâs perfume floats toward him.
Sweet. Light. Familiar.
Smoke smiles to himself. âSoâŠYou enjoy the game?â
Annie nods. âYeah. I did.â
Smoke chuckles. âI could tell.â
She cuts her eyes at him. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âYou was hella into it. I heard you over everybody.â
Annie throws her head back laughing.
âOh, whatever. You could not.â
âI definitely could.â
She clicks her tongue. âYou could only hear me âcause you was lookinâ at me all night.â
Smoke pauses. Then laughs. âDamn. You right. I couldnât help it though.â
Annie giggles. âHere you go, Elijah Blowinâ my head up again.â
âMy bad.â He shrugs. âIâm just beinâ honest. You a magnet.â
Annie smiles. âSo are you.â
Smoke grins. âThanks. I see I almost made you pass out again today.â
She tries to hold in her laugh.
Fails miserably. âDamn. Just expose me, why donât you?â
Smoke laughs. âItâs okayâŠâCause you almost made me do the same.â
Annie raises an eyebrow. âOh, please, Big Head.â
âIâm serious. I knew you was gonâ be lookinâ good as hell todayâŠâ He slowly shakes his head. âBut shitâŠYou exceeded what I expected.â
Heat spreads across Annieâs cheeks.
âI can say the same thing about you.â She smiles. âAnd why ainât you tell me you had a twin?â
Smoke exhales through his nose. ââCause you ainât ask.â
Annie laughs. âOh, okay, Elijah.â She nudges his shoulder. âSo whatâs it like⊠havinâ a twin?â
Smoke leans back a little, looking up.
âShitâŠThatâs a loaded answer.â
He looks out across the crowded parking lot. âMaybe one day I can really go into depth. But to sum it upâŠItâs different than most sibling relationships. You share everything. So sometimes you struggle to figure out who you are outside of beinâ a twin. You got this bondâŠNo matter what happenâŠIt donât break.â He smiles to himself. âItâs a blessinââŠAnd a curse.â
Silence settles between them.
Annie thinks about his words.
âI get that.â She nods slowly. âHavinâ siblings is already hard enough. So I could only imagine.â She smiles. âYâall do seem like complete opposites though.â
Smoke chuckles. âIn some ways. But deep down⊠We mostly the same.â
Annie smiles. âThatâs actually beautiful when you think about it. Always havinâ somebody in your corner.â
Smoke hums. âYeah.â He glances at her. âYou seem to got that kinda bond wit yoâ brother too.â
Annie looks over at him. âHow you know that?â
ââCause I watched yâall at the rink.â He smiles. âAnd I hear how yâall joke every time we on the phone.â
Annieâs expression softens. âYeahâŠWe close. Heâs one of my best friends.â
âI can tell.â Smoke hesitates for a second before admitting, âI gotta confess somethinâ.â
Annie raises an eyebrow. âWhat?â
âAt firstâŠI thought he was yoâ man at the skating rink.â
Annieâs face scrunches up instantly.
âWhat? Eww. No.â
Smoke laughs. âYâall was holdinâ hands and shit. I just assumed.â
She laughs. âWellâŠThatâs what you get for assuminâ.â
Smoke smirks. âOhâŠSo I guess I shouldnât assume the nigga you was just hugginâ earlier yo man either.â
Annie looks confusedâŠThen remembers Kevion. âOh!â She laughs. âEww, no, Elijah. Kevion just my friend. Heâs like a brother to me.â
Smoke raises an eyebrow. âYâall women love havinâ play brothers and shit.â
Annie smiles. âI meanâŠRelationships between a man and woman donât always gotta be romantic. They can be strictly platonic too.â
Smoke thinks for a moment and thereâs a minute of silence.
Annie breaks it âSo you donât think itâs possible?â
Smoke shrugs. âI donât know. I ainât never done it. And nobody around me has either. That ainât sayinâ it canât happen. Itâs justâŠDifferent from what Iâm used to.â
Annie nods. âWellâŠIâm here to tell you it can.â
Smoke smiles. âAight then. I believe you, lilâ mama.â
Comfortable silence settles over them.
The music continues playing.
People laugh nearby. Car doors slam.
Someone starts another vehicle a few rows over.
Smoke glances sideways.
Sheâs looking everywhereâŠExcept at him.
A grin slowly tugs at his lips. âYou still canât look at me?â
Annie smirks. âI can.â
His voice drops lower. âProve itâŠLook at me.â
Her heart immediately starts racing.
She shakes her head.
ThenâŠSlowlyâŠShe turns toward him.
Her eyes lift to meet his. Just for a second. Before they fall again.
Smoke smiles.
He reaches over gently and tips her chin upward with his thumb and index finger. âThere you go.â He holds her gaze. âI need you to get used to lookinâ at me up close. Not just when we across the room.â His voice softens. âI wanna see these pretty eyes up close. We ainât at workâŠSo I can get lost in âem now.â
Annieâs throat goes dry.
Butterflies erupt inside her stomach.
She canât think. Canât speak.
His sleepy eyes stay locked on hers.
FinallyâŠHe smiles. âYou so pretty, Annika. Donât be afraid to let me see you.â
Annie swallows. Then gives the smallest nod.
Before she can find the wordsâŠ
Stackâs voice rings out across the parking lot.
âAye! Yâall come around here and hit this blunt!â
Smoke sighs through his nose and lets his hand fall away.
âSaved by yo brother,â Annie teases softly.
Smoke laughs. âFor now.â
He stands first, then offers her his hand. She takes it.
He helps her down from the tailgate.
Together, they walk back around the truck to join everyone else.
When they make it back around the truck, everyone naturally falls into a circle while Chingyâs âHolidae Innâ is bumping through the speakers. Cars are slowly pulling out of the parking lot, headlights sweeping across the pavement as people laugh, talk, and relive their favorite plays from the game.
Stack finishes rolling the blunt and sparks it.
He takes the first hit before holding it out toward Annie. âAye, Annie.â
Before Annie can even open her mouth to politely turn it down..Smack.
Smoke knocks Stackâs hand away.
Stack looks at him like he done lost his damn mind. âThe fuck?â
Smoke shrugs like it isnât a big deal.
âNah.â
Annie lets out a small, nervous laugh, surprised by how quickly he reacted.
Stack studies his brother for a second before shaking his head. âAight then.â
He turns toward Devin instead. âHere.â
Devin grins. âShit, donât mind if I do.â
She takes a hit before passing it to Tobias.
Tobias inhales and passes it over to Rhonda.
Rhonda takes her turn before holding it out toward Ebony.
Ebony shakes her head. âIâm good.â
Ramon takes it next.
ThenâŠHe passes it to Smoke.
Smoke brings it to his lips and takes a slow pull.
He tips his head back slightly before letting the smoke drift from his mouth up his nose.
Annie quietly watches him.
Sheâd had a feeling he smoked.
He hustled.
And plenty of times after lunch breaks at Red Lobster, heâd come back with the other cooks wearing that same relaxed expression and those heavy, sleepy eyes.
For some reasonâŠKnowing she was right makes her smile to herself.
It doesnât make her think less of him.
If anythingâŠIt reminds her that he never expected her to do something just because he did.
He couldâve easily let Stack hand it to her.
InsteadâŠWithout making a sceneâŠ
He stopped it.
Something about that small gesture makes her heart soften.
He looked out for her without trying to embarrass her. She liked that.
More than sheâd probably admit.
A few minutes later, the blunt burns down to nothing.
Rhonda suddenly reaches into her purse. âOh!â She pulls out a yellow disposable Kodak camera. âCome on, yâall. We gotta get some pictures.â
Everybody laughs.
Tobias takes the camera first.
He snaps a few pictures of the girls together.
The flash pops brightly against the night sky.
NextâŠRhonda takes a picture of all the fellas standing together in front of Smokeâs truck.
After that, she looks around.
A group of girls is standing beside a nearby car.
âExcuse me. Can you take one of all of us?â
One of the girls smiles. âYeah, I got you.â
She walks over and takes the camera.
As everyone gets into positionâŠ
Her eyes linger.
MostlyâŠOn Smoke.
Annie notices.
A strange feeling settles in her chest.
Not anger. Not exactly.
JustâŠDiscomfort.
She suddenly realizes something.
If things between her and Smoke keep growingâŠWomen looking at himâŠ
Probably wonât be a rare thing.
He was fine.
She couldnât even blame them.
That didnât mean she had to like it.
Everybody finds their spots.
Tobias slips an arm around Rhondaâs shoulders.
Ramon kneels down in front of Ebony with a grin.
Stack turns toward Devin.
Before she knows whatâs happeningâŠ
He casually rests a hand against her ass.
Devin busts into laughter. âYou bold.â
âI know.â Stack says with a smirk.
Smoke steps beside Annie.
At first, he drapes an arm across her shoulders.
ThenâŠAlmost instinctivelyâŠ
His hand slides lower until it rests comfortably around her waist.
He gently guides her in front of him.
His other hand settles lightly against her stomach.
Annieâs heart pounds so loudly sheâs convinced everyone can hear it.
Smoke lowers his head slightly until it rests near her shoulder.
She can feel the warmth of his breath.
The girl holding the camera notices.
Her smile fades for just a second.
She quickly snaps the picture anyway.
Flash.
The moment is frozen forever.
Everyone thanks her before breaking apart.
The conversations naturally split back up.
Stack wastes no time. âSoâŠâ He looks at Devin. âYou gonâ give me yoâ number or what?â
Devin smiles. âI thought youâd never ask.â
They exchange numbers.
Not too far awayâŠRamon asks Ebony for hers.
She smiles before giving it to him too.
MeanwhileâŠ
Smoke nods toward a quieter spot.
Annie follows him a few steps away from everyone else.
Smoke slides both hands into his pockets. âIâm gonâ call you later on. That aight?â
Annie smiles. âOf course.â
He nods. âGood.â A soft smile spreads across his face. âIâm glad I got to spend some time wit you today.â
âMe too.â
Silence settles between them.
Neither seems to mind it.
They simply look at one another.
FinallyâŠSmoke clears his throat.
âCan I have a hug before you go?â
Annie smiles wider. âYes, Elijah.â
His dimples immediately appear.
He steps closer. His arms wrap comfortably around her waist.
Annie slides hers around his neck.
The moment they touchâŠSomething shifts.
Neither of them expected a simple hug to feel like this.
Smoke buries his face gently against the side of her neck.
She smells like brown sugar and vanilla. Warm. Sweet. Comforting.
He closes his eyes for a second.
His arms tighten just a little.
Not enough to make her uncomfortable.
Just enough to silently sayâŠ
I donât really wanna let you go yet.
Annie smiles into his shoulder.
She doesnât rush to pull away either.
For a few quiet secondsâŠ
The rest of the parking lot disappears.
Devin notices first. She elbows Rhonda. The two of them start giggling.
Stack shakes his head. âAye, nigga!â He laughs. âLet her go before you squeeze her to death.â
Smoke and Annie break apart laughing.
He reaches down and catches her hand one last time.
Giving it a gentle squeeze. âIâll see you later.â
Annie nods. âSee you.â
She reluctantly lets go and walks back toward the girls.
Smoke stays exactly where he is.
Watching her.
She glances back once before climbing into Devinâs momâs car.
Smoke smiles to himself.
Only after the car disappears into the stream of trafficâŠDoes he finally climb into his truckâŠ
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The next morning, a loud knock echoes through Smokeâs small house.
He groans, rolling over to look at the clock. 9:17 a.m.
âDamnâŠâ
Another knock follows. More impatient this time.
Smoke throws the covers back, pulls on a white T-shirt, and walks to the front door.
The moment he opens itâŠHe sighs.
âMonica.â
She stands on the porch with her arms folded tightly across her chest.
Her lips are pressed into a thin line.
âWe need to talk.â
Smoke steps aside.
She walks in without waiting for an invitation.
He shuts the door behind her.
She turns to face him.
âShatara saw you at Skatelandâ
Smokeâs expression doesnât change.
ââŠOkay. And?â
Monica folds her arms even tighter.
âShe said you was all hugged up wit some girl.â
Smoke lets out a quiet breath. âSo?â
Monicaâs eyebrows shoot up. âSo?Thatâs all you gotta say?â
Smoke shrugs. âWhat you want me to say?â
She takes a step toward him. âNow you wanna be hugged up and kissinâ bitches, but never wanted to be seen in public wit no bitch not even me. I wanna know who she is.â
Smoke shakes his head once.
âNah. You donât need to know that.â
Monica scoffs. âExcuse me?â
âI said⊠You donât need to know.â
Her frustration grows. âWhy? What make her so special you wonât even say her name?â
Smoke leans against the wall, completely unbothered.
ââCause it ainât none of yo business.â
Monica laughs in disbelief. âIt is my business.â
Smoke immediately shakes his head.
âNo. It ainât.â He looks her square in the eyes. âWe ainât together. We never was. I donât owe you or no other woman no explanations.â
His words sting.
Monica looks away for a second before looking back. âSo thatâs it? You just movinâ on?â
Smoke sighs. âIâm livinâ my life. I never lied to you. I never told you we was together. I never promised you nothinâ.â
Monica studies his face. âYou really like her.â
Smoke doesnât answer.
The silence says enough.
Monica feels her stomach sink.
âSo thatâs why you wonât tell me.â
Smoke exhales. âMonicaâŠLet it go.â
She shakes her head.
âI canât let it go. Shatara said you couldnât keep yo fuckinâ eyes off her.â
Smoke chuckles under his breath.
âYo friend need to mind her fuckinâ business.â
âMy point exactly.â Monica snaps. âSo who is she?â
Smokeâs expression hardens. âI said leave it alone.â
She folds her arms again. âIâma find out.â
Smoke nods slowly. âYou do what you feel like you gotta do. But donât drag somebody else into this.â His voice is calm, but firm. âShe ainât did shit to you. We not together. So whoever I spend my time witâŠainât got nothinâ to do wit you and if I find out you did anything to her. I promise Iâm gonâ make you regret that shit for as long as you live.â
Monica searches his face one last time, hoping heâll change his mind.
He doesnât.
Smoke opens the front door. âI ainât got shit else to say.â
Monica walks past him, stopping on the porch.
She looks back over her shoulder.
âIâma find out who she is.â
Smoke meets her eyes.
âOrâŠâ He shrugs. âYou could just let it go.â
She doesnât respond.
She climbs into her car and drives away.
Smoke watches her disappear down the street before rubbing a hand over his face.
âDamn.â
He has a feeling this conversation isnât over. Not by a long shotâŠ
Part 1
Part 2
Yâall Smoke has it bad. I know Smoke doesnât smile but I wanted to capture how Annie is slowly changing him. Itâs a natural reflex at this point. She also got my boy feeling jealous and ready to conquer the world for her. âI fearâ (in my Aniyah voice) Annie really is that girl. . Also Stack just overly going. Baby mama and all. đ„Žđ©đ
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THREE'S âą A âą CROWD
part three âą finale âą modern!au annie x smoke
summary: all his life, smoke had heard that two is company but three is a crowd; and never had it made as much sense as it did now.
cw: smut, toxic smoke x annie, possesive!smoke, obsessed!smoke, obsessed!annie, public!sex, unprotected!sex (everyone say thank you to @brownskincheyenne), light choking, cheating, use of alcohol, use of the nword
a/n: here's the final part and a very annie centered chapterrrr. we been focused on smoke, but now it's her time to shine! this is much longer that part one and two combined, so please enjoy! requested here and inspired by @librababe7
part one; part two.
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â The Priestess
Annie, an 18-year-old from New Orleans, moves to Clarksdale with dreams of building a life all her own. There she meets Smoke, a 21-year-old war veteran with a dangerous reputation. What grows between them is sweet, sticky, and Southernâ a smoldering love set against a world of bootlegging, Hoodoo, and blues.
Chapter 9 DesireâA Night-Blooming Flower
ELIJAH âSMOKEâ MOORE
oneshots!
smoke x annie!
smoke x annie x reader!
drabble â playground rules!
middle-aged!smoke request.
trick!smoke tricking on annie,
mean!smoke x black!fem!reader.
mean!smoke x black!fem!reader pt. 2.
more of trick!smoke tricking on annie.
olderman!smoke x younger!fem!reader
yearningbestfriend!smoke x spoiled!reader
criminal!stickyfingers!smoke x bimbo!reader.
series!
HANGMAN, MASTERLIST,
THREEâS NOT A CROWD, MASTERLIST.
AT THE SAME DAMN TIME, MASTERLIST.
headcannons!
more to come soon!
smaus!
reader asking mean!dadbf!smoke if she can go out to a party with pearline.
AMERICAN DREAM soldier!smoke x virginteacher!annie
NINE.2: Try A Little Tenderness previous next
cw: none summary: the military does a lot to a man. for smoke it gives him dreams. dreams of a woman heâs never met a day in his life. all he knows is the sweet sound of her voice and the outline of her body. itâs like his soul is crying for her, but he doesnât even know where to start looking. notes: part 2 of chapter nine!
Big Mama.
Yâall give credit to @dealore for this prompt that made me want to actually write something down for once. I changed it up a little about how they meet and such. I made Annie;âs daughter a little psycho.. so yeah.. She not wrapped too tight at all. Anyway.. I hope you enjoy my take on it.
As always,
Enjoy :)
âElijah fuck, you digging in me,â she clawed at the headboard, hoping to get a grip on anything. He thrusted into her hard, her knees slipping under him. âNo, no, no, put it back where I had it Anais,â he snarled into her ear.
She couldnât believe what she had got herself into. Her fucking daughter introduced her to this man. She was 38 years old, what business did she have fucking a man 10 years younger than her. Shit, that 28 year old was tearing her insides out. The night they met was literally a fluke. Her daughter, Amerie, had been ranting and raving about the new CEO at her job.
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âMama you gotta meet him, heâs just different. He cares about us, yâknow? I never had a boss who actually cares.â The way her daughterâs voice lit up, it sounded like she had some type of crush on the man.
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When they entered the fundraising gala that night, Annieâs attire stole everyoneâs attention. The black dress hugged her breast just right, pushing them up perky and oiled up. Her hips were outlined as if the Gods themselves sculpted it. The 6inch pump that laced up her calf, showing off her dangerously long and thick legs. The men ogled the older woman, forgetting the ones standing right next to them.
âMama, letâs get a drink or something,â Amerie led her towards the bar. âWhat do you want? Itâs open bar,â Amerie asked looking back at her partially. âIâll take a French 75,â Annie told her daughter. They got their drinks and made their way through the crowd. Amerie making sure comments on every person who has their eyes on her mama.
âAMERIE!â Their heads turn as they spot Chanel, one of her daughterâs coworkers. âDang girl, you clean up nice,â she complimented her favorite coworker. âChanel, hey girl! Thank you. This here is my mama,â Chanelâs eyes turn to Annie. Her face worth a thousand words, jaw dropped and eyes popping out of her head.
âNah, girl.. THIS CANâT BE YO MAMA,â Chanel chuckled. âWell thank you Chanel, Iâll take that as a compliment,â Annie smiled politely.
Comments on how young she looked always gave Annie a little more pep in her step. She was already so naturally captivating and confident. She was successful and well off. But time slows down for no one and she was 38 before she could catch her breath. Amerieâs voice cut through her thoughts, âHave you seen Mr. Moore yet? I want to introduce my mama to him.â Chanel looked around in the direction she last pointed, âLast I saw him he was outside having a conversation with big money.â
Amerie didnât hesitate to walk in that direction in search of the man. Annie couldnât really understand why her daughter was so desperate for them to meet. He was her boss, theyâd literally never cross paths. But she wanted to make her child happy. She spent so long waiting for Amerie to be passionate about something, and if this new boss was helping her find her passions then fine.
They reached the back exit, onto a large patio carved with marble and rose bushes meeting the edge. Smoke hung in the air as the men puffed on their cigars. A lot of expensive suits were on this patio. Armani suits and Cartier tie clips, Scotch poured into low rim drinking glasses. It wa almost as if Amerie spotted the man instantly. As Annie approached from behind them she took in the mans thick frame, his muscled cut through the tailored shirt he wore. The beard that ran down the side of his face, low cut with deep waves. Her mouth was dry before she even saw his face but then he turned. And her world stopped as his eyes connected with hers for a brief second.
âAnd who might you be?â he offered his hand out towards Annie. She took it. âWell thatâs who i wanted to introduce you to Mr. Moore. This my mama, Anais Desson. Mama, this my boss, Elijah Moore,â Amerie cut in.
Amerie watched the interaction between them with a bitter taste in her mouth. Heâs never even looked her way for more than a few seconds. She pushed the feeling aside as nothing, this was her mother for godâs sake. âWhat would a 38 year old woman even do with that?â Amerie thought to herself. âWell itâs a pleasure to meet you,â he pulled her hand up to his lips, placing a warm kiss to the back of it. âLikewise,â Annie responded her eyes gone dark.
âElijah Moore.â Annie thought to herself.
âAnais Desson.â Elijah thought to himself.
He thought about her the whole evening. Looking for her in every room that he walked into. âWho the hell was this woman?And what the fuck took her so long to get to me?â He thought to himself. When he laid eyes on her, he was almost 100% certain that he was drooling on himself. A woman that fine should not exist. When he spotted her amongst the crowd her zoned in, making his way to her. Soon as he was in arms length of her, Amerie stepped in front of him. Eyes sparkling at him like he hung the stars. Elijah had seen that look before. The woman obsessed with what he appeared to be. Did it have to be the woman of my dreams daughter though?
All he had to do was get through this interaction with her, so that he could get to the trophy at the end of this race. The gala wouldnât go on forever and it was already too much time lost between them already.
âHey Mr. Moore, I just wanted to thank you for being such a gentleman with my mama earlier. Those are good qualities in a man,â her eyes hinting up for a response she would never get.
âOf course, Amerie. Youâre a valued employee and well respected. We will always treat family members as if they were members of our team too.â Good response, Elijah. There was nothing leading about that at all. She should get the subtle hint and dropped this silly infatuation. That was not at all what the young woman heard from the man. He might as well have swept her up and kissed her, cause in her mind she was completely gone. Her face burned hot, her cheeks turning a deep red. âI appreciate that, sir.â Her attempt at appearing docile and meek was everything that embarrassing could be. She did not read that response right at all. He would have to deal with that later, he had to get back to her.
âExcuse me,â he sidestepped her and swerved through the people that gathered between them when he finally reached her. Sitting at the bar, her back outrageously up straight, her legs crossed under the fabric. His breathing heavier as he casually leaned up against the bar. âYo let me get a whiskey, thank you brotha,â he delivered smoothly. His scent flooded her nostrils, dark and sweet, she inhaled sharply.
âDonât take this the wrong way,â he whispered only loud enough for her to hear. âBut I havenât been able to get you off my mind since I met you over an hour ago.â Annie sat there frozen, shit she felt it too. Sheâd imagined a thousand times in the last hour what that mouth would feel like on her neck, those hands wrapped around her waist. But this was her daughters boss, she was about to be fucking forty, what the hell were these feelings.
âMr. Moo-,â he cut her off.
âElijah. You can call me Elijah, You the only person in this whole building who can get away with that. Iâd surely die if I had to bear that this whole conversation,â he grinned at her. She tried it out in her mouth, her breath altering as she said it barely above a whisper.
âElijah.â And their eyes locked. They both were holding their breath and knew exactly why. When she said his name it was like something woke them both up. It wasnât surface attraction, if it ever was that. Chills ran up his body, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. His body shifted towards her against his will.
âI been waiting my whole life to hear you say that,â he relayed it so seriously her body damn near went limp. âThank god I am sitting down.â She thought to herself.
âI-i,â she stuttered. The moment was broken by a cough, it was Amerie. Elijah stepped back slowly, making it seem as the space had been between them. âShe cockblocking like a motherfucker.â He sighed out lowly. He wanted this woman under him shaking, clawing at this back and releasing sounds that should only be meant for his ears. He wanted her lips on him, her warm mouth pulling and tugging at his lips. Fuck, he had to figure out how to get her between 4 walls and completely alone. He needed privacy for the fire she sparked in him.
Elijah had never seen a woman so beautiful, someone whose eyes made him feel like he was drowning and the only one who could save him was her. His world stopped for a few seconds when he met her. But standing here? At the bar? Hearing this outrageously gorgeous woman say his name. He felt more in that moment than he had with anyone in his whole life.
âMama, itâs bout time for us to go. Cars out front,â Amerie shot out. She noticed the way Elijah looked at her mother. He couldnât even make eye contact with her when he needed something done at work. âSo the man can spare my mama glance but not me?â Amerie was a ticking time bomb. Sheâd never have a man sidestep her so hard. And then of all people to take interest in? Her mama? She knew for one thing, her mama wasnât going. Thatâs a grown ass woman who needs herself a grown ass man. CEO be damned! Little did she know that Annie was feeling something for this man that she hadnât felt for a man in a long time.
The way something sparked inside her was something that was foreign. And at 38? Thatâs scary. Something so unknown and unexpected on something so damn fine. She wanted nothing more in that moment for him to have wrapped his hands around her face and swap DNA with her. She wanted nothing more for him to strip her down bare, and have his way with her. She wanted nothing more than to make her child disappear and not be calling her mama in front of a man who so obviously wants to take her the fuck down.
âMama câmon,â she insisted. She was growing impatient. When Amerie turned to Elijah, you couldnât tell. She even put on a voice to go with it. âMr. Moore, thank you for such a wonderful evening.â She held her hand out, Elijah felt obligated to shake it even if it was against his better judgement. Amerie batted her eyelashes at the contact and let out a small giggle. She wasnât even trying to hide it.
She stood, slowly and hesitantly. Waiting for some sort of sign that he was going to stop her. âIt was a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Moore,â Annie heard out her hand, he brought it to his mouth and kissed it.
âThe pleasure was all mine.â
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As they made their way out of the building, she couldnât help but look back and see if he was coming for her. âWhat the fuck am i doing? This man is 28 years old.â She talked herself all the way out of it. Of what she felt less than 10 minutes ago. It was bullshit, it wasnât real. It was a big party and everyone had to cling to someone.
âAnais,â her head snapped up. She turned quickly, his chest was rising and falling as if he just ran a mile. Thank the lord, Amerie was in the car when he came out. âYou left this,â he reached to give her the purse. How the fuck did she forget her whole fucking purse? And with the purse came a small piece a paper that she quickly tucked inside.
âThank you,â she whispered with a small smile on her face.
âAgain, the pleasure is all mine,â he winked and smirked at her. They bid their âfinalâ goodnight and Annie got into the car.
âWhatchu forget mama?â Amerie asked, she was obviously agitated. âMy purse. That was nice of him to return it to me,â she replied. âYeah, sure was.â Amerie thought to herself through a lens of judgement.. She decided she was going to ruin the thought for Annie. A mother wouldnât pursue someone who had interest in her daughter?
âIsnât he amazing Mama. And heâs so handsome and smart,â she gushed. It made Annie sick to her stomach. Had she been so wrapped up in his charm that she hadnât noticed? Was she just so dizzy in his presence that she completely missed it? She could hear that admiration in her daughterâs voice. Surely, something had to be said for that to come about. What Annie didnât know is that Elijah hadnât shown any interest in Amerie. Hell, he hadnât really shown any interest in anyone until he saw Annie.
Annie clutched the purse tight into her abdomen, trying to forget the piece of paper that waited so patiently for her to read it.
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The rest of the car ride was silent and slightly uncomfortable. Amerie dropped Annie off at her apartment with a swift âNight Mamaâ and rushed hug. Maybe she did sense something between Elijah and Annie. Maybe she didnât make up the connection. She wracked her brain the entire thirty minute ride.
When she got in the house she wanted nothing more than to wash of this ridiculous night and itâs ridiculous emotions. But she sat on her couch, clutching the purse, hesitant to open it. When she did every single doubt left her mind.
Iâll never stop thinking about you. Elijah
951-7768
She pulled her phone out and called the number. The buzz that ran through her body felt like kisses all over her skin. His kisses, and she hadnât even felt that.
âI was waiting on you Anais.â He said as he pulled on his freshly lit joint. Her breath hitched. Before she said anything she needed to clear the air about her child. If she was to do this, she had to be sure. She had to be certain there was NOTHING there.
âWhatâs the deal with you and my daughter? Whatchuâ trynna run a game?â She asked confrontationally. She puffed her chest up as if he could see her.
âIâm gonâ be real honest with you, I couldnât even tell you what she does at the company. The most Iâve talked to her is tonight.â He was honest and upfront. He knew who he wanted right now. And it was not Amerie.
âYou wanna keep talking about her? or do you wanna get to the reason you called?â He cut through sharp bringing her out of her head. His voiced vibrated through her body like a sound wave. The hum he gave her when he spoke quite literally made her dizzy.
âI donât know why I called.â
âYes you do.â He shot.
She didnât even fight it. How could she with the way her blood was pumping through her.
âI havenât stop thinking about you either. And thatâs confusing for me,â she confessed. She settled back into her couch, letting out a deep breath.
âLetâs deal with it face to face,â he took a shot in the dark. He was holding his breath, gearing up for rejection.
âOkay.â Why should she deny herself this? Sheâs allowed to see people, right? Allowed to engage?
âSend the location.â She sent it immediately.
âIâm 30 minutes out, Iâll let you know when Iâm close.â He confirmed with her. He hadnât thought twice, he was going to see this woman.
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Annie rushed to prepare herself for this very welcomed visitor. She showered and put on her backless night gown. She sprayed herself with a heavenly perfume. That stayed in the air, no matter what way she moved. Her phone chimed, making her hyper aware of everything that seemed to be out of place in her home. She rushed to fluff pillows, straighten picture frames that seemed crooked and smoothed out her attire. She wanted to appear prepared, when in reality she was shitting bricks.
Elijah wasnât too far off from that same feeling as he approached the three-story townhouse. His heart was in his ass. But, he came here with a mission in mind. And that was to at least to convince her to think about giving him a chance. So, he was young but h was grown and he could handle a grown woman. As he approached her home, he took slow and measured steps getting to the front door. Trying not to seem like he was in a rush to get there. He played cool with three even knocks on her door. Annie took her time opening it but, she knew he would not knock again.
When the door opened, Elijah released a deep breath at the sight of the woman. Standing there with a slip on that accentuated her curves and left nothing to the imagination. Her nippled standing at attention, her neck exposed and shining. Begging for him to mark his territory.
âYou gon just stand there?â Her eyebrow raised.
âI ainât heard you doing no invitin.â He countered.
She opened the door wider, ushering him in with her arms. She instructed him to leave his shoes at the door. She had a strict rule of wearing shoes in her house. She guided him into the living room. Sitting down at the furthest end of the couch. Distant couldnât keep this heat contained too much longer. The way he looked. The sweatpants hanging low on his waist. The white t-shirt with his muscles busting through. His scent, the way he filled the space. Such a big, strong man. âFuck, donât start salivating.â She straightened her posture, pushing her aching breasts into the air. He noticed.
âYou donât think Iâm worth the trouble? Cause Iâm young?â He posed the question innocently, there was no sexual charge behind his words, yet.
âI think that Iâm 38 and Iâm not looking to be distracted by young shit.â She wasnât going to tiptoe around it. She had her worries and concerns. Especially with the situation at hand. âIâm young but ainât shit young about me woman. Iâm straight forward with my shit, I rarely fuck around. I saw you, I wanted you and I made that clear. That sound like a man who do âyoung shitâ?â His eyebrow arched. She cleared her throat. What the fuck was she supposed to say to that. He hadnât played at all. He was sitting in her house after only knowing her all of 6 hours.
She stood up slowly, approaching him with heated caution. She stood in front of him breathing heavily, with her hand stretched out. Inviting him further into the house and into her bedroom.
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She led him to the loveseat at the end of her bed.
Elijah sat, impatiently patient. A goddess was standing in front of him so close, he could melt into her. âCome here,â he beckoned her. Annie crawled into his lap slowly. Placing her thick thighs on the outside of him, straddling his lap. Her pussy sitting directly on top of his bulge. âYou think you know what to do with all this,â she whispered hovering over his ear. He groaned at the pace of the slow assault on his lap. It was almost painful. âYou gon be begging me to get up off of you,â his lips met hers in a fiery passion. A moan worth a thousand words escaped their lips. Their tongue battled for dominance, swapping slow wet flicks of the tongue. Whimpers coming from him sucking her bottom lip. Her pussy clenched around nothing and his dick grew painfully harder. the more passionately they kissed, the harder Annie grinded, Elijah meeting her hips with his.
His hand reached around kneading her ass, spreading and squeezing her plump cheeks. âMmmm, feel on this body,â she moaned into his mouth. She was drunk off his kiss, she never wanted it to end.
Elijah was fighting for his life, he wanted to rip her clothes off. He took his time finding and exploring her neck. Looking for a sign of pleasure, he sucked and bit at her soothing by wrapping his tongue around the sting. His hands found her titties, he pulled and brushed over the hardened nipples. Dragging the front of her nightgown down, her breast fully exposed to him. His mouth got wet and before he could think his hot mouth wrapped around her peaks. Annie moaned and let out a string of cuss words lost in the pleasure. Her pussy was leaking in the seat of her panties, surely leaving a wet spot over his erection.
âElijah, please,â she breathed out. She needed him to touch her. She needed something, a release.
He lifted her up placing her in his spot on the seat. He hovered over her, locking lips while he spread her legs open. He kissed down her body leaving and path of heat across her skin. He came face to face with her wet, covered center. âFuck, that pussy crying. i ainât even touched her,â he whispered into her heat. He ran his strong hand over her center. Her fat clit poked through the fabric. He rubbed slow circles over it. Her back arched and hips rolled, begging for more contact with whimpers and sighs. He wanted to taste her. He ripped the panties off her, âNow donât go ripping shit you donât pay for.â He didnât dignify it with a verbal response. He put his tongue right at her opening, lightly flicking his tongue in her gushy center. Her pussy clenched and wept at the contact.
He licked up her slit taking her fat mound in his mouth, covering it in spit. He licked her pussy sloppy and fully. âOh my Godddddd,â she grabbed the back of his head, spreading her legs wider. His tongue fucked her whole until she was begging for a release, âYou like the way I eat this fat muhfucka,â he growled from below, sending shocks up her spine. She thrusted her pussy closer to his face, pulling and gripping the back of his head. Encouraging him to just climb inside her and live in her. Her looks shooks with the build of her first orgasm, âBaby please keep sucking this pussy, I-I-Iâm boutta fucking squirt all over you,â she whimpered looking down. Her pussy clamped down on his tongue as her body went limp, she locked him in place and she rode it out. He licked her slow until she came down from it. Her chest rising and falling heavily. He scaled her body, squeezing her sides as he came in for a kiss.
âThatâs one.â He grinned. âYou taste so fucking good.â The kiss deepened, Annie tasted herself on his tongue, the taste had to bea drug. Her head swirled and her body tingled. His dick sat hard, pointed straight at her stomach. She trailed his stomach, feeling his hard stomach on the way, until she felt the front of his pants, gripping him hard. She stroked him teasingly, spending time rubbing his tip. She slipping her hand into his waistband making contact with the dick for the first time. He was huge from what she could feel. Veiny and long, and so fucking heavy.
âPull that dick out Big Mama and see what you won,â he stood up over her. She pulled her sweats and underwear down in one tug, freeing the monstrous cock from its cage. Gosh, he was beautiful. She drooled at the sight of the magnificent penis. She stroked him slow, in awe of how her hand barely wrapped around him. How soft her touch was, even though she was jerking him hard. She leaned in without permission, swirling her tongue over the tip f his cock. She licked the bead of precum and hummed. âMmm, just how i thought youâd taste,â she swallowed him whole.
His dick hit the back of her throat and his eyes rolled to the back of his head. He spit and jerked him like sheâd done it before. She was a professionally, for sure. She moaned around the head, how was he getting fucking harder? âJust like that baby, suck that dick just like that,âhe guided her head until he realized he was throat fucking her. Not that she wasnât complaining. She liked having her throat used by him. Loved it even. He pulled her off for air but she said, âWhyâd you stop?â He groaned at the sight of her, covered in so much spit that it dripped down her chin.
Her pussy pulsed at the way he fucked her mouth. She couldnât wait until she was being drilled by that big mean dick.
âCause if I keep going, Iâm not gon get to the good part baby. Come lay on the bed.â
-hey yallllll :) im so happy to put something out that im really proud offf! Again s/o @dealore for the prompt!! Lmk what you think!! Am i like.. back?? Some typos and shit but fuck it yolo!!!
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