Hey guys! With the development of certain technologies, people can make progress in science and all that, you know. It helps, but these technologies can also take away your privacy and block your internet access.
When I was younger, I was confident and had hopes, but now I see what's happening on the streets and where I live. I see cities, I see other countries (for now) and what's happening there. This isn't just a hard time, it's disgusting. I tried so hard to stay positive, but when reality hits you and hates you, it's not easy.
I'm so grateful to everyone who's been on this journey with me. I think I remember everyone who supported me, my silly drawings, you truly are the sweetest fandom. I really appreciate what you've done and what you're doing. Guys, please, I believe your bright future is possible. If you can, enjoy life as much as you can. Live happily, live freely, love and be loved.
For now, I can see your talented work and reblogs, but soon I will no longer be here, not by my own choice. Don't let others control you. Don't let them hurt you, I believe in each of you. Each of you is important and talented.
My head is messed up, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of surviving and trying, but I'm still doing something. I can still smile! I even laugh and joke. Everything is so complicated and my life has just begun. I'm already so tired. I'm so, so tired. I would be so happy to just close my eyes and enjoy the life I had at 12 again. I can't draw right now, but not because I'm busy, because I'm trying to escape from reality in stupid ways and I'm nervous. I'll try my best to be here, and even to keep doing what I love, but I'm a little tired. I will be glad to remain at least in your memory if you allow me, I want to have a place at least there, at least somewhere, where there are your good thoughts. Everyone here inspires me, thank you for that.
This all makes me cry, but honestly, I cry a lot haha
Thank you again, I'm writing this now because I'm afraid that in a year or a month or a week I won't see you anymore.
And if I really disappear and don’t show up here, then I’ll ask you to support my beautiful girlfriend. It draws great, it has an amazing imagination and it is a wonderful person. Without it I wouldn't be like this.
What will happen here in a few years if this is reality now?
