Momo

29 | ED BIPOLAR | SW: 87,1 kg CW: 77,1 kg, UGW: 49,0 kg

[annyannkaa]

Hi! I’m momo, 29 yo, lesbian, bipolar, totally relapsing

Stats:

SW: 87,1 kg

CW: 79,5 kg

Goals and Rewards:

- [ ✔️] 83,5 kg

- [ ✔️] 79,9 kg: Headphones

- [ ] 75,5 kg: Fountain pen

- [ ] 68,9 kg: Dye my hair

- [ ] 65,0 kg: Sneakers

- [ ] 62,0 kg: New Shoes

- [ ] 58,9 kg: A new bag

- [ ] 55,0: Tattoo

- [ ] 52,0: Vina of the Valley

- [ ] 49,0: Hei Hei

[annyannkaa]

I didn’t know that I could get this horny before I knew my ex… she really is… so fucking hot

[annyannkaa]

Okay, so, long story short… (if anyone cares) my aunt had a meltdown cause she needed to fix some things in her house… so I asked my ex cause she’s really handy and I knew my aunt would feel safe around her and she helped me a lot AND LOOKED SO FUCKING CUTE, like… omg I could die… and also, it was so nice to count with her… and we kissed and it was amazing, fucking magical… and I had the nerve to send her a message telling her I wanted more and she told me she’s been thinking about me… and she’s coming on Sunday.

And it’s not like we’re getting back together or anything, it’s just that we love each other and our chemistry is just… so fucking amazing.

Omgggggg im so horny, I just want Sunday to come

[annyannkaa]

I didn’t know that I could get this horny before I knew my ex… she really is… so fucking hot

[annyannkaa]

I lost my concentration with weight loss and I’m stuck and also this break up has been kind of a mess and also I wanna look amazing next time my ex sees me 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ please HELP ME

[annyannkaa]

Okay, so I’m back, cause I’m really sad and I tried eating my feelings and it was disgusting and I ate so many calories and wasted so much money and nothing tasted fine, so I’m done eating

[annyannkaa]

I went a bit overboard and I’m sad

[annyannkaa]

Kay, so… she broke up with me… and I’m devastated… I think I’m kind of in denial, since she left and took all her things I’ve tried not to think about it.

The thing is we still love each other (even tho sometimes my brain tricks me into thinking it’s just me, and she’s relieved)

So… I ate a bit of junk food, to feel better, but now I’m back.

[annyannkaa]

So i was doing kind of okay about my self image… then I saw a photo someone took of me, and now I wanna die

[annyannkaa]

Im taking a vacation from dealing with my relationship

[annyannkaa]

So my gf had a problem yesterday at school and the guy that she cheated me with offered her help and took her home, she told me and she assure me she’s not interested and it was just because she needed the help, but I still feel like shit, is really hard for me to think about them interacting, last weekend we went near his house and I felt sick, and I don’t really know what to do, cause she can do whatever she wants, is her life and I get that she needs the help, her body ain’t working right, she has chronic pain, her dad is really ill and I know this guy was a big help for her before she cheated on me and I get that she needs that, but I still feel like shit, I hate this, I don’t wanna tell her what to do or give her some ultimatum or stuff, but I’m not sure if I can go on with this relationship, even tho I love her so much, like, so fucking much.

I just, I’ve been putting way too much effort into this relationship and I’m kinda tired of that, like, I don’t know if I wanna break up and I don’t really wanna think about that, I have a lot of things to do and I don’t wanna keep losing time thinking about her, at least for a while

[annyannkaa]

Si im kind of sad, and I think my gf is going to break up with me, so m fucking scared, but also… I super horny and I want her to fuck me so hard

[annyannkaa]

So I’m having a tiny tiny anxiety attack, probably cause I’m off my meds (have been for a while… like a month) and I’ve been mostly fine… but, someone wanna talk? I don’t really know how to ask for help to the people who love me cause I think I’m a big nuisance :)))

[annyannkaa]

Binged today :(

[annyannkaa]

Im fucking excited cause my wrists feel skinnier!! 🐈‍⬛

[annyannkaa]

Im so fucking sad, I feel like shit and I don’t really know what to do

[annyannkaa]

Im drinking normal coke, kill me

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