Anon252.1

To keep from further cluttering my primary blog.

[noyesnoyesyesno]

Hey b, im wondering if you have any tips for not being nervous about going to the gym cause i just KNOW if i go im gonna embarrass myself so like... i just suffer wit this body i dont like

I’m sorry I don’t :(((( just wear a sexy ass gym outfit, that always gives me the boost to go

[anon252extra]

Tell them they just need to go, even just a little at a time. Just dip their toe in, making it a once a week thing at first. Back when I was 225lbs and just got my gym membership I didn't actually use it for a few weeks because I was scared of embarrassing myself. But the thing is, honestly most people don't care, they'll do their thing and let you do yours. Some people might offer help or suggestions but otherwise you can just do you. Everyone has to start somewhere.

[genntrygenntry]

People who are surprised: no one

[genntrygenntry]

[anon252extra]

Careful man, I did this, which is kinda cool and interesting, but I ended up having someone steal my spotify. Which is one of the dumbest things to try to steal but whatever. Thankfully spotify fixed that for me pretty quick

[anon252extra]

@lovexandlonging

Hey, so I just started reading this book, but this first page...

Figured I'd share. 

 You're still alive in alternate universes, Theo, but I live in the real world, where this morning you're having an open-casket funeral.   I know you're out there, listening.   And you should know I'm really pissed because you swore you would never die and yet here we are.   It hurts even more because this isn't the first promise you've broken. 

I'll break down the details of this promise again.   You made it last August.   Trust me when I say I'm not talking down to you as I recall this memory, and many others, in great detail.   I doubt it'll even surprise you since we always joked about how your brain worked in funny ways.   You knew enough meaningless trivia to fill notebooks, but you occasionally slipped on the bigger things, like my birthday this year (May 17th, not the 18th), and you never kept your night classes straight even though I got you a cool planner with zombies on the cover (which you-know-who probably forced you to throw out).  I just want you to remember things the way I do.   And if bringing up the past now annoys you now - as I know it did when you left New York for California - know that I'm sorry, but please don't be mad at me for reliving all of it.   History is all you left me. 

From Adam Silvera's "History is All You left Me"

[anon252extra]

Ugh I'm such a mess. Why do i obsess over shit. This cute guy at work that I like came into physical contact with me an excessive number of times today. I mean people touching me at all is an excessive number but like. He put his hands on my shoulder and sides a few times this morning, moving me between him and someone else he was joking with. And he reached out and touched my hand when commenting on the gloves and why he was letting me pass him, which requires too much work related context to explain, but I feel that was so unnecessary. And I can never tell if he's maybe flirting with me, but that's a problem because I wouldn't know if anyone ever was flirting with me at all. But it generally earns a smile from me when he's maybe flirting maybe just friendly.

[lovedxandxlost]

possible new muse

Thinking of giving Lucan or Ben a personal assistant/lawyer?

[anon252extra]

I like lawyer better, makes her stand on her own stronger I think than being a personal assistant. Like the difference between these two: http://ironstarkasm.tumblr.com/post/159970638799/burn Though I don't know where you wanna go with her. Being a lawyer gives her more agency I think than a personal assistant since her livelihood isn't necessarily directly tied to a single client as being a personal assistant locks her into a singular employer. Idk, just a thought.

[rumlockerart-deactivated2018121]

I am sorry everyone, i might not be able to produce any art for a lil while longer. Fell down pretty hard this morning and i broke my right hand, my drawing hand. Surgery at 28th september, tomorrow 16:00 wish me luck.

[anon252extra]

Oh no! I hope your surgery goes well and you get better soon.

[anon252extra]

Man.yesterdaywasnotagooddayandidontevenknowwhy.it's weird.butiwasjustfeelingreallydownandtiredandlonelyandboredandnotgoodaboutthings.imeanivebeenbeginningtothinkimmuchhappierwithwhereiaminlifethanihavebeenandthenthathappened.andithinkitdraggedonintotoday.becausetodayatworkwasntgreat.admittedlyistillneedtoimproveaotatmyjob,butsaturdaysareatleastusuallymybestdaybecauseitsthefirstworkdayoftheweekandivestillgotallmyenergy.buttodayitjustkindofsucked.alsothecutefrommygymthatusedtoworkthere.hehasntworkedthereinmonthsandithinkmypiningforhimisincreasinglypatheticbecausewebarelyeventalked.butitotallyregularlythibktomyselfthatimisshim.ugh.itsdumb.

[cuckgoblin420-deactivated201612]

you guys, help me come up with weed themed furry names to be my new porn alias

[anon252extra]

Furrtwenty69

[anon252extra]

Watching yogscast Hannah's play through of the walking dead.  I know its like two years old, b she is the WORST, the worst at life choices, gets everybody killed, throws everyone under the bus, and chooses all the worst dialogue options.  Just ugh.  Finishing up season 2 right now.  I'm so upset with her decisions all the time.

[anon252extra]

I figure the window of talking about it has kind of passed at this point since it was a week ago. But I'm still kinda surprised that someone actually asked me, "Do you speak much English?" To me it's incredulous, probably because it's never happened before, me and racism honestly actually have very limited experience. Which I guess is pretty lucky on my part. It was... confounding, I wasn't entirely sure how to feel, should I be offended, should I be laughing? I'm still not sure. On one hand it was really funny to me, English is the only language I can speak. I dunno. I guess where I work now, this happened during orientation for my new job, they do have a pretty diverse group of employees. You can hear a number of different accents there. One guy in my orientation group I honestly would have expected to have been asked that before me considering how strong his accent was though. I dunno, weird.

[cuckgoblin420-deactivated201612]

tmi under the cut

Keep reading

[anon252extra]

Should have ordered from dominos anyway, they're 50% off all pizza this week. But yea, pizza hut has a lot of fuck ups for some reason, still order from them from time to time, but when they mess up its aggravating, like delivering a specific time pizza an hour early and then canceling because I wasn't there and not doing shit about it.

[cuckgoblin420-deactivated201612]

if anything is my kink, it’s when two guy’s relationship doesn’t start with like a hint of romantic intent, but over the course of the story they’re just there for each other and then it’s like bam, i didn’t know i was gay for you but here we are now, fuckin’

[anon252extra]

Consider reading The Foxhole Court by Nora Sakavic, the first book is free on Amazon. Relationship doesn't start till book three. The whole series is good though.

[tisthewoman]

This is probably a silly request, but I was wondering if anybody could help me out here: I need more books of the non-hetero variety, preferably where the major plot isn’t just about being gay. I don’t have a preference between w|w and m|m but I’m sick of reading lgbt+ lit that’s 90% about coming out and accepting yourself. If it’s good I won’t turn it down, but in general I’m looking for something a) meant for adults and b) features gay/bi/pan/etc characters whose entire plots don’t revolve around being gay. There’s only so many times I can reread Captive Prince and Song of Achilles. 

[anon252extra]

Most of this is YA but, they don't revolve around coming out:

 I'd love to recommend Arrival by Chris O'Guinn, but I don't think that one is feasible, the series was cancelled and the ebook pulled from Amazon etc. by the author because it didn't sell well enough and he didn't want people investing in something he wasn't going to continue. If you're lucky maybe you can find one of the paperbacks though. Wish I'd picked one up when I could have. It was good. 

 I really liked Into This River I Drown by TJ Klune, I particularly recommend the audio book because the narrator is what really sold me on it. 

 I loved The Foxhole Court series by Nora Sakavic, the first book is free on Amazon and the next two books are only 99¢ each. Worth way more imo, so great. May require trigger warnings though, the second book in particular. There is also a romance, but it's super slow burn, like not until the third book slow. 

Last Night I Sang to the Monster by Benjamin Alire Saenz is fantastic. Also calls for trigger warnings. The character in this however isn't explicitly gay. It's fairly obvious though that that's something that he'll have to address later in his life. This book however came out before the author himself had even officially come out. It's mentioned about his later book Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe that he was scared of writing the book (AaDDtSotU) and almost didn't because it felt like coming out for him, or something to that effect. So I don't think he was ready to make it a stated fact that the character was gay. But again it's fairly obvious.

 You could try The Screwed Up Life of Charlie the Second by Drew Ferguson,

 Sweet Tooth: A Memoir by Tim Anderson which was another book the audio book sold me on,

 Wings of Equity by Sean Kennedy,

 Proxy by Alex London,

 Grasshopper Jungle by Andrew Smith, 

More Than This by Patrick Ness, 

 Imaginary by Jamie Sullivan, 

 This Is Not A Love Story by Suki Fleet,

 Almost Like Being in Love by Steve Kluger, etc.

[anon252extra]

@mchanzo-is-mccanon

Thought you might appreciate who got play of the game.

[sodomymcscurvylegs]

psssst that whole 'deviantart will steal your work' thing has already been disproven.

Thank you, but is there a source on this?

[anon252extra]

Is this the post in question? http://jjharrison.tumblr.com/post/85466057236/joyouscatus-you-remember-that-post-about-the

[theboywhocriedbooks]

I was able to get some free books at school and I picked these two up (along with some books for school and school supplies) because the left one is so cute and the right one is something I feel like I should read! 

[anon252extra]

Oh, The House on Mango Street was good, I think we read that back in fifth grade, which probably wasn't really appropriate. Reason being it deserves a trigger warning. Which I'll tag rather than outright post I guess?Though I have to appreciate the existence of it and the other diverse books we saw in elementary school.

[cresidus]

Someone on ps4 play overwatch wif me ;w;)9 wuu my psn is derpkidd!

[anon252extra]

I can try, downloading the resident evil 7 demo though, so I expect there may be lag, I get lag even without downloading big stuff lol