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[anonimo2089]

how do i feel

can i feel the emotions

can i feel the sound of the pulp of my heart

do i breath sadness through your eyes

am i welcomed to let go

can i find myself at home

where do i find my soul

how can i leave this dark void

im stuck because of my ego

i am not myself

[errfbound-deactivated20240806]

[anonimo2089]

Did I lose sense? did I fall to a empty lense, a layer of my realities all kept. Just to breath the words that keep me in my bed. I'm corrupted with love tucked in my deepest parts in my head. I gambled with love and I got the darkest feelings to ever be feed. But it's okay... White walls creep under me, the carpet seams to be the core of my feelings . I hold tight the agony of lost love,only to be 5 feet from me... I deserve the cold and confusion poking at my innocent chemistry of loving spiritually... Now I choose to fall . Fall and fall and fall and fall. Fall. To the point I laugh at my own life that has been lost ....

[scorpionlafemme]

[anonimo2089]

The world is around me I cannot feel it, I feel numb I still sense the type of fun but it doesn't seem like it's enough I

[sustancy]

[thefullerview]

[ether--net]

[free-my-mindd]

[nofilter-cory]

[anonimo2089]

I'm clashing with emotions never seen before, I'm dealing with days I don't know how to react , feeling certain euphoric rises that strike my happiness,but don't know how to express this reality I'm walking, but all I know if I keep going like this its going to get more intense .. hold up I'm awake, hold up I'm breathing, hold up I'm watching the world thru a barrel hole of a bottle. Why does everything seem dry ? Everything done by man has been destructive, only to feed off the weak , so here I am , twisted thru mazes inside my head, only to forge what I said. Believe me I didn't want this, it just happened. And so, here he walks and he talks unconditionally, to the point where he talks to the trees not on shrooms just wants to be at peace.

[anonimo2089]

I am friends with my sickening reaction, a slave to the dirty lust, stained with kisses with no meaning, the sensual rhythm to the pulse , I can't stop but to just fall back to a doorway filled with fantasy. A cruel raw fantasy that seems euphoric but cuts. It rips thru your innocent love. Now you can't feel her emotions or her purpose. you decide to belittle every conversation she wanted to say . Only to seem clean .. now I'm paying for what has not been seen . ....

[anonimo2089]

Where did you go ? My stubbornness took it all away , I fell in my own trap but it's okay . I should stay and welcome you as my guest

[anonimo2089]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[anonimo2089]

Slowly but for sure I will see the dreams , I will smile and never leave , take you with open arms and never let you get harmed. I create a fantasy in my deepest feelings but only to starve. I'm still memorized with your beautiful eyes they take me on a ride . I can't explain why it's a secret and I'm not going to let it get dry

[anonimo2089]

I'm A reflection, a person with no outline, a smile but with no eyes, a good guy that does not realize life, I pause my inner breath and let loose the bad Sense, I crave the injection in my veins......... .........