The lost teenager

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[anorexicboy-2]

i’ve been quite depressed lately, and I gained some weight. however, i’m gonna get back on track and look this way again🖤 |me

[thinhip]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

[actualsideburns]

Cant hurt

[lilxfawn]

[pretty-girls-eat-air]

Cravings and what they mean

If you crave carbohydrates, your serotonin levels may have dropped. Eggs, cheese and pineapple are good for raising them again.

If you crave sugar, you may be dehydrated. Drink some water or green tea.

If you crave red meat, you may be deficient in iron. Eat dried fruits like figs or prunes, or beans and legumes, or take iron tablets.

If you crave dairy, your blood sugar levels may be low. Eat foods naturally high in glucose, like oranges or strawberries to raise them.

If you crave chocolate, your magnesium levels may be low. Eat brown rice, whole grain bread or spinach to raise them.

If you crave salt, your blood pressure may be low. Eat salted nuts, whole wheat pretzels, or drink salted water to raise it. If that doesn’t work, you may be dehydrated. Drink water or green tea. 

If you crave bread, your nitrogen levels may be low. Eat turkey, black beans or brown rice to raise them. 

If you crave fried foods, you may be fatigued. Eat slow energy releasing foods like bananas or whole grain bread, or take a nap. 

[mythinthoughts-deactivated20190]

60 CAL COOKIE YALL

ghather around kiddos because i just made a cookie with 67 calories and you can even make that lower with LESS chocolate chips , it tastes so good so yea :

forth a tsp of brown sugar = 2.75 cal.

half a tsp of stevia = 0 cal.

half a tsp of milk ( you can use any kind you want ) = 2 cal.

forth a tsp of butter ( you can use any oil you want but i was treating myself ) = 8 cal.

tiny bit of vanilla extract ( for flavor ) = less than 12 cal.

1 tbsp of flour ( any kind ) = 28 cal.

8 chocolate chips ( i used milk cuz I’m a fatass ) = 16 cal ( 2 cal for each ).

mix everything except the flour and chocolate and microwave it for 10 seconds , stir in the flour and add the chocolate and microwave for 40-50 seconds ( no more than 60 seconds or the chocolate will burn ) , and enjoy <3 .

lol i started eating it and forgot to take a picture, ( it’s really good ).

~stay safe~

[feyredarling115]

omg i think i might cry…. i lost this post a while back when i deleted my old account but this recipe is legit so good. i use it on my days when i want to binge because it gets rid of my sweet cravings. Ahhhhh this is the the best thing ever

[phia-a-a]

Can’t wait

Can’t wait till ripped jeans look good on me and my fat isn’t poking through

Can’t wait till my ribs show when I breathe

Can’t wait to wear crop tops

Can’t wait to get jealous stares

Can’t wait to be the skinny friend

Can’t wait to have to get an extra small in shirts or a 00 in jeans

Can’t wait to have my shoes look bigger than my legs

Can’t wait for people to talk about my weight loss behind my back

Can’t wait to feel sexy

Can’t wait to not have to wear a shirt during sex

Can’t wait to love to go shopping

Can’t wait to change my style

I can’t wait.

(Add more if you can think of any)

[decidedlyunhappy]

PSA

I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.

you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and my ED does not extend to you

[ana-is-back-bitch]

This is so important.

[pluviioo]

beautiful disorder

Bulimia isn’t a pretty girl, hanging over the toilet bowl with her hair nicely tied back. It is a swollen face with vomit dripping down the chin and permanent nosebleeds.

Anorexia isn't  a skinny, shy girl that refuses some Food. It is disguisting hair appearing on deadly cold skin. It is the extreme pain from an empty stomach.

Depression isn’t a model with some smudged Mascara, which sadly looks out a window at a sunset. It is lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, because there is no motivation left to close the eyes. It is bitter lonliness.

Selfharm isn’t a beautiful boy, kissing your scars and telling you, you are beautiful anyway. It is the pain when the water in the shower hits the wounds. It is scars that will never disappear.

Mental disorders aren’t any kind of aesthetic. They are dying little by little, everyday.

[antwerpeen]

Losing 10lbs in November!🌹👼

Reblog to have a good month of losing weight! Stick to your plan and try as hard as you can! You are the one that can change everything you want💖

[skinnylolitta]

eating disorder: get up, work out and don’t you dare eat, fatass

depression: just sleep all day

self harm: you’ll feel better if you hurt yourself

real life: you have a bunch of shit to do so get up and do it

me: ah nice. just another normal day, as usual.

[backtothinner]

130kcal for an ENTIRE chocolate cake

If you’ve already seen this recipe on MPA, it’s because I posted it there a while back. Anyway, here it is:

Ingredients

20g all-purpose flour (72.8)

10g cocoa powder (22.8)

2 egg whites (34)

40g allulose (14)*

Total Calories: 143.6kcal

*You can, of course, use zero-calorie sweetener if you’d like. The resulting cake will be 129.6kcal.

Instructions

Beat the egg whites to soft peaks and add in the allulose in 2-3 stages, mixing well between each addition. Continue to beat to form stiff peaks.

Fold in the flour and cocoa powder, being careful not to knock out too much air from the meringue.

Put the batter into a cake tin, flatten out the surface (or don’t and get an ugly cake), and bake in a preheated, 170˚C oven for 20 minutes.

Turn off the oven but leave the cake in there for 10 more minutes.

[scarcrossedlovers]

MY PERSONAL MALE-THINSPO MOTIVATIONS (I was looking for a “reasons” list that included some reasons why I want to be skinny that are a little different than most ana’s because of my gender. but I couldn’t find one for guys so I’m making it myself) DISCLAIMER: I so totally don’t hold these standards to anyone other than myself and it makes me sick to think that I might ever influence someone to harm themselves so RIGHT NOW TRIGGER WARNING!!!!! - 1. to finally wear those H&M jeans I bought and seduce with my long and elegant handsome legs 2. completely flat chest, all of my ribs splayed out beautifully 3. be able to sit in girls’ laps while kissing and not feel like I’m suffocating them, but pleasuring them 4. confidence to ask out girls I like 5. long spindly and boney fingers that move so delicately, looking like i’m unable to hurt a fly 6. wear huge sweaters and jackets and still look like a tiny little wisp in them 7. wear doc martins with jeans and my legs look so tiny and thin feeding into the boot 8. feel able to eat protein and be confident at the gym so I can build a little muscle 9. other guys jealous, all the girls chasing me instead of them 10. being able to wear feminine clothes that I like and still being regarded as a male 11. jawline so sharp I could cut diamonds 12. collarbones sticking out from the top of my t shirt 13. tank tops! 14. taking my shirt off at the beach and gazes following me instead of averting their eyes from my fatness 15. light and weightless, able to approach silently and moving with such grace 16. look cute when dancing terribly 17. big eyes, high cheekbones 18. hip bones from heaven. so sharp that a girl would cut her pretty thighs in my lap 19. date girls and make them feel good about how they look no matter what they look like. people trust me more on the topic of beauty when i’m skinny- I know because i’ve been underweight before 20. wearing leggings and not looking like an old hairy fat guy yoga teacher from a comedy movie 21. wearing suits and looking fiiiiiinnneee as hell even wearing the fitted ones. 22. spending less money on food, more money on my princesses 💕 23. girls feel less alienated by me cause I have a figure more similar, and skinny boys are easier for girls to talk to and make friends with. girls are good friends. and good friends make good lovers. wow i’m really lonely please date me 24. khaki shorts and an unbuttoned dress shirt in summer, feeling confident in that outfit 25. BONES BONES BONES I love seeing my bones it’s sick.

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[proteja-deactivated20111228]

[anxietyproblem]

[daintysmall]

Reblog if you’re parents or someone made you self-conscious of your weight

bc I know my mum has made me conscious

[acrylicsanddrawings]

Good Self/Mental Health Care Apps

Daylio: pictorial mood tracking. Pick a smiley face and current activity to log your emotions at any time throughout the day. Moods and activities are customizable

NotOK: panic button. Set five contacts and write a message to send out during a crisis. In a crisis, hit the button and your contacts will be contacted.

Booster Buddy: wake up the cartoon animal by doing three self care activitities throughout the day. Also has optional activities for a variety of mental health issues, including psychosis.

7 Cups: chat anonymously with a stranger about your problems, get an e-therapist, or participate in a group chat with people with similar struggles. LGBTQ friendly.

Calm Harm: alternatives to self harm, gives you activities to do while you ride out the urge to hurt yourself

Tap Tap Fish: not a self care app, but a very calming game where you grow your own reef. Great way to feel like you’re taking care of something

Symple: symptom tracker app. Allows you to track a variety of symptoms throughout the day

Anyway those are the ones that I know, if anyone wants to feel free to add more!