Submissive Male Relapsing 😭

😭 32, male, I can't help but dream of blank mind, submission and pleasure

[bouncing-bimbo]

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[another-sub-93]

I’m not sure why exactly but this image really triggered something in me. A reminder of the deep desire I have had since I was so so little to be like the girls and not like the men.

The comforts, pleasures, fun, and natural-ness of it all. The playing, dress up, and laughing and enjoying each other’s company as a kind of people who have no sexual attraction to each other.

Then trying to attract boys together. Teasing them and playing with them and trying to get them to spend time with us.

Something about this image really tickled some of the oldest feelings for me. A really pure and innocent set of feelings.

[ucitanyway]

[another-sub-93]

Another excellent one.

[ucitanyway]

[another-sub-93]

Love to see such a unique photo and artistic expression! Truly, exquisite!

[slut4margiela]

[88bronson88]

[another-sub-93]

The wondering fades immediately hehe

[kronikdevrim]

Bana teslim olup, itaat etmenin getirileri öptüğün yerin sana sahip olmasıyla başlayacak. Sana ben değil, o sahip olacak.

[another-sub-93]

Now that is a position of peace, love, and devotion.

My happy place

My eyes so soft and devoted turn to such gooey softness

[mx-sir]

The day you learn that obedience is pleasure is the day your free will develops an expiration date.

Agree and obey.

[another-sub-93]

Succinctly put

[davinakent]

[another-sub-93]

Gorgeous, would love the opportunity and privilege to worship her.

[deniedbetahusband4]

[another-sub-93]

Full body waxed, skin care on point, long curly hair, fitness done right, panties tight and skinny jeans - how could I possibly protest?

[sissybecca732]

Being completely helpless and at the mercy of those present is such a huge Turn on, I am starting the leak just thinking about it.

[another-sub-93]

It’s the only thing that can really connect deeply with my sexuality. Born that way or not, it is how I am.

[delicatecollectivewerewolf]

[suddenlyhumble]

N.S.F.W. “The world needs more marriage and family therapists to encourage people to accept cuckolding in a Female Ruled World as their new lifestyle.“ FLR education should start early in the home and be encouraged by all members as well as family and friends.”

[another-sub-93]

What really is or was there to give up anyway?

[magnificentqueen10-deactivated2]

[humiliatethesissy]

More than anything!

[another-sub-93]

It was a long time dream. Then I spent 3 years a man’s little toy. I don’t recall if I enjoyed it or not.

[humiliatethesissy]

I hope no-one sees me dressed like this

[another-sub-93]

A lifetime of cross dressing. Mom, aunts, cousins. Any time I could growing up. I’m sure they all knew. How couldn’t they? That I was a cross dressing sissy who needed to feel pretty.

[ellalangley14]

Night one of the Dandelions tour 🤍

[another-sub-93]

Such a pretty outfit!! 🤩😍 would love to feel that on my skin and how it would feel to spin around in it!

[workdatbussy]

[another-sub-93]

How is this such a basin for me. How is it that this is what I return to. How is it that this feels so delectable. Is it true that I cannot leave only mask. Is it true that I am what I am and this is it. I am back only briefly now, perhaps, or I never left and am only sobering up to that.

[another-sub-93]

Being in love with my partner is so delightful. I’ve been afraid of wanting and needing someone all my life. But she, she is so desirous of my want and my need.

So long as I do not lose my center and want her from there. So long as I remain powerful and useful. So long as I listen to her and truly care for her. So long as she feels protected and cared for.

My increased strength, power, self control, liberation all increase her own desire for me. She doesn’t want a weak, pathetic, self destructive boy. She wants a self possessed, integrated, unashamed man. One who wants her beyond anything but remains so individual.

She is my biggest challenge, the most amazing woman on the planet, the object of my affection, the one whom I can pour out authentic devotion and worship, where my passion rests and expands.

I am madly in love with her, with a masculine self contained love. I have eyes for no one else. She is my goddess.