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[soulmemesarc]

the cost of victory.

literally self sacrificing muse prompts bc. i mean i wish i knew any other reason than the fact that we're all little angsty angels at heart. please let me know if you want anything tagged or changed!

to the sacrificing muse.

" no! no, no, what the hell did you do that for?! "

" keep your eyes on me! "

" we need a medic over here! oh, god... oh jesus, what the hell were you thinking?! "

" we did it! we won! hey! we... w-wait, wait a sec, you're hurt... "

" no! stay awake! hey, stay with me! "

" you idiot, we said no stupid shit this time! remember?! "

" no... no, no, no, please don't go, please! please don't go! stay with me! "

" hey, hey... love, you need to keep your eyes open, okay? eyes on me, it's alright, it's... oh, no... no, no, come on, baby, keep 'em open! don't... "

" it's gonna be okay. it is, alright? it'll be just fine, they'll bring us to the hospital, you'll be up and about in no time... "

" you can't die! we made all those plans, remember? you remember, we had all these dreams! buy a house, g-go see that movie you wanted to watch... you need to stay with me so we can do all of that! "

" i'm here. i'm here now, you're not alone. i'm gonna stay with you until help arrives, but you... you gotta work with me, okay? please stay awake, come on! "

" you can't die... you can't leave me... "

" no! don't you dare! don't go! if you die, i'll blame myself for the rest of time! and that'll be your fault! so stay alive! "

" stop it. don't close your eyes, damnit! fight! you've fought your whole life, and now i'm asking you to fight again! stay awake! "

" hey, hey, hey... eyes on me. come on, you can do this! "

from the sacrificing muse.

" l-look at me... hey, look at me... this wasn't your fault. "

" y'know... at the time, this was a really good idea, but i gotta say... i'm kinda regretting it now. "

" phew! this, uh... i'll be honest, this one hurts a lot more than i'd expected! "

" hey... h-hey... i gotta tell you, b'fore i... i love you. "

" n-no... you should go. you shouldn't see me like this... "

" worth it... you're worth it... "

" didn't see that coming, did you? "

" ...i'm sc-scared. i'm... i'm scared... "

" you... you okay? "

" hey... s-stop that, okay? y'gotta look at me now. hear me. i regret none of it. i... i'd do it a thousand times over. "

" h-huh... that was... that was rough... "

" don't be mad... 'm sorry... "

" oh... quit yellin', mm? i'm kinda dying here... "

" d-don't leave... don't wanna... be alone... "

" don't you go blamin' yourself. this was me. i did it. an' i'd do it again... "

" shh... medics won't help me any better than you can... it's okay. it's alright... "

[anotherrpmusings]

jamesy boy & the screw loose zoo pt.1

quotes taken from Rare American’s album under the same name.

“  You said you're having strange dreams, are they good or bad, or both?  “

“  Should we start loving, give this a try?  “

“  You got baggage, but so do I, let's give it a try.  “

“  Get off my back, you're killin' me.  “

“  Part of me wants the chaos and part of me walks alone.  “

“  What am I doing, who am I foolin'  “

“  I've spent my whole life running.  “

“  Why can’t I just calm down?  “

“  Don’t beat yourself up man, it’ll okay. Maybe not today, but it’ll be okay.  “

“  You’re not a monster, just because you said something whack.  “

“  Fuck getting lucky, ho do you think is making real money?  “

“  I'll get up even if you knock me out. “

“  We're always gonna do shit our way. C'mon, what'd you expect?  “

“  Some things I can't remember but I sure won't forget.  “

“  Where to today? 'Cause you're a pilot and I'm your island getaway.  “

“  What are you thinking 'bout now is gone, life tests you and moves on.  “

“  Are you thinking 'bout me? 'Cause I'm thinking 'bout you.  “

“  I don't know who I am, but I know who I want to be.  “

“  How do I explain what it was like?  “

“  For the first time in many damn years had my life back and I was steering.  “

“  I'm a new version of me learning who I am. Trusting myself, I got a plan.  “

"  Fuck it, baby, this is worth the bucks.  "

“  The shit I talked sometimes, I'm sorry if I fucked with your mind.  “

“  I had a real good time with you.  “

“  Do you like me or am I just convenient company?  “

“  Who knows why we are the way we are?  “

“  How'd I change in such a blink?  “

“  I remember you in my memories, but if my memories of you weren't true... What would I do?  “

“  And for my sake I hope you're a good guy.  “

“  Fuck you pal, have a nice life.  “

“  I just keep going back to the start, thinking over and over and over.  “

“  I found something when assessing options, I can offer as a word of caution - Don't overthink shit.  “

[anotherrpmusings]

rainy attic room

quotes taken from game rainy attic room  warning for depressive themes

“ I have a cramp in my leg... so I cannot move. “

“ I can't remember what I had been up to. “

“ I want you to leave me alone. “

“ ...You're here again. Hi. “

“ Do you have anything to say to me..? “

“ People cannot always be positive. “

“ I sometimes eat a meal. “

“ I think I am thirsty a little bit. “

“ My room... Hmm.. “

“ What can I do with white paper? “

“ ...Should I do something? “

“ ...I do not want to move. “

“ My hands are a little cold so I need something warm. “

“ I never won't be able to eat what I want. “

“ I think time is so dragging. “

“ How bright and warm the sun must have been? I can't remember.. “

“ ...I feel stuffy in my head... so I feel dizzy. “

“ It is a little bit chilly. Is there anything to cover me? “

“ I want to eat something, but even it is a hassle to eat. “

“ I’m just sitting on the floor... “

“ I want to eat sweet & sour fruit. “

“ The memories of my school days are not pretty good. “

“ People tell me to get through it even if it’s hard. If it’s my fault, I must fix it. Then everything would be okay. “

“ I think it’s a good idea to take a quiet rest in a quiet place. “

“ Sometimes I hear meow at night. Had the cats been sitting there? “

“ At night I can only hear the sound of rain. What a quiet night. “

“ I don’t miss my warm days because I can’t remember... “

“ Looking at the sky, I saw an enormous floating ocean. Fear of not knowing when it would fall over my head encompassed me. It was scary, but beautiful at the same time. “

“ I don’t know how long I am going to be here. Well... “

“ I live like this every day, even if I don’t know how you live. “

“ I feel a little sad no one is around me when I’m sick. “

“ Am I going to have the courage to go outside? I’m not sure. “

“ I’m always tired of getting up in the morning. Why is it? “

“ If I change do you think things will change? “

“ If there are people who have a rougher time than me. Then what would be different? “

“ Even if I see the sunset I don’t really think about it.. “

“ I can see bags under your eyes. You look tired. “

[anotherrpmusings]

emotions scrapbook

quotes taken from affecting bot on twitter. small trigger warning for mentions of blood

“ I’m sorry to report,that I still find you rather inconvenient. ”

“ It’s really good to see you again. That sounds strange. I mean, I’m looking at a different face, hearing a different voice… but somehow, it’s still you. I know. “

“ If the strain proves too much, give up right away. If the light hurts your eyes, stay in your room all day. When the room fills with smoke, lie down on the floor, in the declining years of the long war. “

“ I want you to be safe. Or, better yet, come home soon. I’ll see you again soon. I promise. I – I don’t know what to do with myself without you. I love you. 

“ Who made you think that your worth depends on how smart or capable you are? “

“ Try your whole life to be righteous and be good. Wind up on your own floor choking on blood. “

“ I suffer from a chronic nausea – after I’m with people. The awareness of how programmed I am, how insincere, how frightened. “

“ The roads don't love you, and they still won't pretend to. “

“ In our deepest moments we say the most inadequate things. “

“ This longing did fester into bitterness, just like I was afraid of. But it’s for the best. This was necessary. You soured before my rose-colored glasses. “

“ This conversation is too personal and too embarrassing. “

“ The only thing I know for sure is that if you walk out this door right now, I'll never see you again. I can't wait for you any longer. I've already wasted too much time – and as you keep reminding me, I never had near enough to start out with. Take me with you. “

“  My body constantly betrays me. I try to betray it. I only hurt myself. “

“  I wish we could take every path – could spend a hundred years adoring you. Yes, I wish we could take every path, ‘cause you know I hated to close the door on you. “

“ Because I burned my fingers every night when your own shaking hands wouldn’t give you a light. “

“ To the true believer, everything's a sign. “

“ Why did you leave me? “

“ If we crash this time, they got machines to keep us alive! “

“ I’m not the type of girl for you, and I’m not going to pretend that I’m the type of girl you call more than a friend. And I'd break all the rules for you, break my heart and start again – I’m not the type of girl you call more than a friend. I’ll make time for you. “

“ Feast when you can, and dream when there's nothing to feast on. “

“ I remember that time you told me, you said, ‘Love is touching souls.’ Surely you touched mine, because part of you pours out of me in these lines from time to time. “

“ I'm looking for my dignity. Don't laugh. “

“ I stayed here and got older, while you went off and stayed the same. “

“ Maybe that’s why we were drawn to each other. Two selfish, self-deluded people. And I say that with the deepest affection. “

“ I didn't believe them when they told me that there was no saving you. “

“ You are in my blood like holy wine. You taste so bitter and so sweet. Oh, I could drink a case of you, darling, and I would still be on my feet. “

“ My love for you is ninety-eight percent pure, but the two percent that remains has fried the circuits in my brain. “

“ I kiss you and the sun goes down, how come it's always dark when you're around? You're beautiful, beautiful! “

“ I wish I had something better to do, but even my own clothes remind me of you. “

“ You say, ‘I love you, honey.’ Very funny. “

[anotherrpmusings]

Hero & Villain duet sentence starters

from Backseat Vagabond - Trust Me Not Change pronouns when needed.

“ What are you doing dear, aren't you tired? “

“ What are you doing here, I don't think that you were invited. “

“ Here you go again, pretending like you love me, when just beneath the surface you're convinced that you're above me. “

“ Dig deep into the past, I've never been one for doing things half-assed. “

“ If I'm here to save you, I'll be here forever. “

“ Just take my hand I'll be your night in shining armor. “

“ You think you're a hero..? “

“ And they'll tell you, you are so stoic and handsome and you've come so far. “

“ You think you're a villain, but I know you're not. “

“ Under all that angst and anger is a beating human heart. ”

“ Under all that angst and anger is a dying broken heart. “

“ Hey what about the lonely little girl? “

“ I'm sorry! “

“ What about her monsters who prevailed? “

“ You never came to save my world. “

“ What about us? “

“ What about me? “

“ I recognize that you're upset. “

“ I know they did you wrong. “

“ Oh, you know nothing of me! “

“ But trust me, please believe me this won't stop the hurt for long. “

“ We don't need to end like this! “

“ Look me in the eyes. “

“ Here comes the hero complex. “

“ You call yourself a villain. “

“ I know I’m a villain. “

“ But we know it's a disguise. “

“ But you’re the one who lies. “

“ So you're back at it again, twisting and manipulating every word I've said. “

“ Come on, you know that not true. “

“ I'm just trying to help you. “

“ Let me help you!! “

“ You are not my hero!! “

“ You don't know how it felt. “

“ What else could you do with the cards that I've been dealt? “

“ You are not the villain. “

“ You once held my hand. “

“ Stand up. Get out. “

“ Sometimes things don't go as planned. “

[anotherrpmusings]

                           i’m way too young to lie here forever                                                           i’m way too old to try so WHATEVER

[anotherrpmusings]

     why don’t you just leave me ALONE?                                                             i think it’s lasted way too long                                                             i thought by now that YOU WOULD KNOW

[anotherrpmusings]

                              i’m a GHOST,                                                           now you see me                                                                       now you don’t