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This is my blog for regressing, we are a DID system, blog deco is temporal under construction.

[bunnybabysnursery]

[pixiesadventure]

Twilight sparkle Stimboard!! ✨

Made by: Me!

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[anshablog]

Well I noticed these days when I'm regressing I feel a need to have toys, or be with toys, but not play with them? And I have this since I was pretty young, I remember taking out toys because I wanted them but then not knowing what to do and feeling some sort of frustration because I didn't want to play but also wanted to play?? and ended up just doing nothing, and that's what's happening now too I want to be with toys but also don't exactly know if I want to play and end up doing nothing even if I have them infront of me.

[angel-abyzou]

[pixiesadventure]

Space Kid Nostalgic Moodboard ⭐️👽🛸

Made by: Me!

[anshablog]

Either an alter is regressing into a child (6-7) or me and an alter are regressing. Not sure.

I have never made an agere blog but yesterday I felt I really wanted to. Haven't chosen what to theme it properly yet because we have questions. Today we are very tired and I it keeps happening in a pattern:

Alter is a child => feel they can't keep fronting because their presence will affect negatively our situation => someone enters to talk (mom for example) and we automatically talk like an adult again, not like they talk, or we go mute and can't talk, and they feel half there half not there, feel "see I can't be here" => we start feeling tired, having ocd, maybe scream or throw something, probably need sleep the next entire day.

What can I do to change this? When I say someone comes to talk, it's therapists or mom, they perfectly know our disorders, it's no one who we should hide from and it would actually help if we could act like we truly feel so they understand better what's going on. At least I want to know how to do so we can keep being ourselves when no one is around again instead of having to sleep rest of the day.