Ant1queViol1n

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[ant1queviol1n]

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Hi I’m Vic .ᐟ

𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪horror game protagonist at heart 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪

𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪Living off classic lit, nicotine,&music𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪

Digital 3d diary (Consistent on occasion)

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(Stats below)

Sw: 117

Lw:99

Cw: 100

Hw:119

[ant1queviol1n]

Going back to therapy again soon

I need to get out of this hole.

I'm hoping I can finally get a formal diagnosis for whatever is wrong with me im tired of feeling like I'm crazy.

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The lion does not concern themselves with their seemingly infinite cycle of disordered eating

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black coffee my belovedꨄ

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When my coworkers tell me I cant lose anymore weight cause it'd be dangerous.....

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No because actually wtf is wrong with me?? I havent been restricting for a LONG time now and I just am so fuckijg hungry why do I eat everything why do I eat like a fat fuck oh my god

[ant1queviol1n]

A full blow relapse sounds really enticing right about now

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Ive littarly lost 3 pounds since school started this week lord...

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I WILL BE SKINNY BY THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

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Being depressed fucking sucks but hey...

no more appetite...

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Im actually the worst about posting on here consistently 😭

Haven't been tracking anything lately but I've maintained pretty well

I keep getting sick from my allergies 😭

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Sorry for such long absence !

I was visiting my dad for June and wanted to focus on our time together rather than my eating as much as I could!!

I'm Hella upset about the weight gain but it's not much so hopefully I'll be back on track soon guys trust

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Missing my addiction more than anything rn tbh!!

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The walk of shame back here after not being locked in....

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Thank god for nicotine shit keeps me skinny for real 🙏

[ant1queviol1n]

102 lbs today!! Only 3 away from my gw!

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I have last day of school + my last final tomorrow! I've passed all my finals so far with either a high B or an A. Lowkey really glad I've been eating around maintenance so I can do well on these. Like yeah I wanna be skinny but my grades are everything to me..

I've maintained a 4.4 GPA both semesters!!!

I also got a varsity letter in orchestra and will be in the audition only group next year!

BUT now that I don't have to worry about finals, lw will be soon guys TRUST.