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Anthony Pellegrino. TheBlindHobo

[anthonypellegrino]

my tumblr turned 10yrs old today - wowie

[koobaxion-deactivated20220403]

[tramtheram]

Oh this is quality.

[anthonypellegrino]

[anthonypellegrino]

On top of it*

[anthonypellegrino]

Why are you so goddamn attractive? Like honestly, I would kill to have a night with you.

🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ I think I was just born like this. Thank you for the compliment 🖤🖤

[anthonypellegrino]

Have you ever seen a bathroom so surreal?! 😍

I have.

[cincoffee]

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[anthonypellegrino]

If you think you're having a bad day... the girl I have some hard feelings for thought her and I slept together last night. But instead she slept with my good friend. 🤦‍♂️

[anthonypellegrino]

Life is pretty good, man. All things considered.

[xugartecheax]

What exactly is sentimental value and how does an inanimate object obtain such characteristics? I believe a pulse less material item can attain these qualities through memories , once present in the moment in which an unforgettable instance occurs , that object then holds a precious segment of time that means more than what it was originally intended for. When my grandfather passed away , I did not exist yet, but my mother tells me that when his time to go came , my grandmother , aunts and uncle did not hesitate to immediately rid of all his photos and personal belongings , when my mother learned about these actions she was enraged , and it upsets me as well… To think of all these antiques and relics , photos and memories that I nor will my children ever hold. My mother talks about my grandfather’s black and white camera , and how it looked like no more than a box with a telescope lens , and a recording device that coiled an aluminum thread that recorded audio, it held not only my grandfather’s voice , but also that of my mother’s at age 5-8 singing and more importantly speaking… I never met my grandfather , and it would have been exciting to hear his voice since I’ve heard so much about this humble man. These little things would have gone a long way with me, and it’s a shame that they did not hold the same sentimental value in my extended family as they did with my mother … I’m also not too content with my mother .. I clearly stated that I was not happy with her for not video recording me as a child … What am i suppose to show my children!? At least she took photographs!!! I love that woman , her presence and words are of sentimental value to my heart, that is why I record her doing silly things 😏

[doeofdevotion]

90% of conversations with me

[thebootydiaries]

me: who is that

me: what are you talking about

me: I don’t know what that is

me: wait what

[apriicot-boi]

[anthonypellegrino]

I understand I'm probably difficult to love.

[anthonypellegrino]

Life is crazy

Trying to feel comfortable with myself again. 😁

[anthonypellegrino]

Why do I still feel so affected by this? It was only three weeks! I suppose three weeks of bliss can heavily impact my life. Especially if it abruptly comes to a dead end as this did. Out of the blue; with no warning signs. Isnt that the worst?

I find it hard for me to try and wrap my brain around the whys and hows of the entire situation. In my mind, everything seemed picture perfect. I guess I just got swept away and forgot to keep myself grounded in reality. I knew I was thinking too far in the future, and yeah..maybe I wanted it to go there. But in all actuality, I needed to take things slow. I might have been ready to take it there..but I didnt really know where they stood on the whole thing. And by doing that, I'm pretty sure I scared off every possibility of that ever happening...maybe indefinitely. As sad as that is...because look at me. Look at how pathetic I am. This has been affecting me for the past 2 weeks over something that had only formed in three. And let me tell you, it was the best three weeks I've had in years. But what does that matter now, after all that it has dwindled down to. Where do I go from here? Rebuilding my self-worth since I feel I'm to blame for all this. I tend to take things out on myself...and in all honesty, it was my doings..so I believe I am at fault. Even though I was told it wasn't..I'm still going to believe it was. And maybe that's where I'm going wrong. Maybe it isnt my fault. Maybe this was always meant to happen this way. Maybe we weren't good for each other and I just wanted us to be. Still want us to be. But what am I supposed to do now besides wallow in my pathetic sorrows of loss and loneliness. Write lame paragraphs that I'll post on my social media in hopes that someone will read and relate, and maybe..just maybe, reach out and want to discuss it all with me. But then again, I'm pretty selective who I open up to. I'm tired of opening up and then just being left on read.

Anyway, I dont really know the purpose of this block of text..except that I've been needing to get all my thoughts out on "paper". Bless you if you even took the time to read this. No need to feel sorry for me, I needed to do this for myself mostly. Although, I do want people to know where I'm at in my head right now. Hopefully I can snap out of this rut and start living a positive life again. Ugh, why cant things just be how I wanted them to be. It sucks so much and theres nothing else I want but THAT. At least, that's how I feel about it right now. That's all I want. And I've been beating myself up over it for the past two weeks. I keep giving myself false hope. "Maybe she'll come around and want me again." Hahah.. why?

[ampervadasz]

Ügyes !

[anthonypellegrino]

Feeling really confident and positive. Loving life right now 😁