Anthrolindias

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In my dreams We get back together You still love me I can feel you hold me I can feel you kiss me It's so easy to get lost To never want to wake up When waking up Means remembering It's all a lie. I never want to sleep again.

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In another life We're just friends Never more My heart isn't broken I still believe in love I don't miss your laughter Or long for your touch, I'd rather be in that world Than here. There's a life Where you love me Our puzzle is still whole We're starting on forever Talking about marriage Chasing dreams And lifting each other up, I'd rather be in that world Than here.

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If I could take the part of me That's still in love with you And carve it off my bones Burn it into unrecognizeable Charred remains of erased memory I'd trade the world to do it To have faith in love again To have faith in hope again I can rebuild myself from a skeleton More easily than from losing you

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He replaced me I am replaceable Like a bookend A figurehead Waiting for real For better To take my place Good enough? Not me.

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Here we are today Closing in on a year Since then Since us Became you and her And we Became me Now you and her Is you And I... I am still just me. Who do I call now? When the world spins I used to call you I used to need you And now... Here we are today.

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My Wish For You

Love yourself Please. Learn to look in the mirror To own yourself To own your past And forgive yourself.

Please, For you For me, Love yourself, Please. 

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There is a hole in the wall and a brick in my heart

And I can't seem to get these two things apart

And all that it means is that I'm walking away

I'm walking away from your strangling chains

I'll stare around the room and look down at the tomb

And it’s there in my mind but no where else

So take back your chains and take back your fame

It’s all done and gone again.

IT’S ALL DONE AND GONE.

AGAIN.

I'm walking a line, thin as my hair and I know

I know the balance that it takes to stay here

I can't embrace dark and I can't stand the light

The gray just looks so boring from here

And the wild is wild and so uncontrolled...

The Chaos...the chaos, it’s a step from the dark

It’s toxic and intoxicating, I knew it from the start

The beauty of the earth and the beauty of the sky

There’s a drug in the chaos, it makes everything change

As the fire and water and cold razor sharp tip

Of the feather, of the feather-lighting the air aflame.

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The madness that is writing. I found a folder of random scenes I had written and decided to go through them.

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Just a taste  Of here and now Of you and me Of what can  and cannot Ever be.

Resting light upon my soul Pushing back against letting go.

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Stop Haunting Me.

This isn’t the last time I’ll say it Or wake up angry at myself In every dream you say you’re sorry In every dream I take you back

Awake me isn’t that stupid Awake me knows you’re an asshole Dream me just wants an apology Dream me wants to touch you again Awake me wants vengeance Awake me detests your existence This isn’t the last dream I’ll have Or even the last this week In every dream you’re ‘you’ again In every dream we’re ‘us’ again Stop Haunting Me.

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Sometimes When life works out Exactly the way you expect We’re running out of time To dream To find each other You’ve given up already

Sometimes You have to face reality It still hurts And I’m still here I still like you You still like me And you’re still leaving

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I can’t tell you What I want to I just have to play the game.

In the morning I’ll be lonely But I can’t just ask you to stay. I know you’re leaving and I’m dreaming, Soon you’ll be so far away. I can’t tell you  What I want to Please tell me do you feel the same?

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What sparked the fire That illuminates your eyes The hypnotic smirk That draws me into you

I want to mesmerize your mind As I learn the field of your body To know the soul inside your heart And find the bits that meld with mine

You’re a mystery to me Full of words I feel within my skin A beast of inspiration A poet made of flames I want to speak with you To feel the roar of your tongue Scream your hopes at me Stitch your dreams into the air What stoked the embers That forged your spine into steel? Where did you find the strength To stand against the world? My impatient mind wants to know you. My impatient heart wants to know you. My impatient soul wants to feel yours. 

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Does your tongue know truth? Is there a lie hidden Inside every single tooth? Deception rampant in your mouth Decaying veracity bit by bit Until your well-woven story Is rotten, destructive, acidic spit

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What dreams I've had of this I cannot say What darkness writes at midnight The light of morning takes away

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Not my best work ever, but I finished my baking project for the day. Bday goodies for my coworkers at the library :)

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She looks like she's happy I came home sick