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actual new blog-- sup fuckerssss !!!! [ciswoman] [DNI: proshit, l0li/sh0ta, terfs, necros, zoos, neonazis, zionists]

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andddd bro is still in contact with a pedophile

of course she'd make a pixiv cause the only person who gives her attention for more than 1 second has one ! must take a lot of energy being this much of a dickrider eh ?

besides, why does pap always make his so called " lesbian " stuff so male-gazey and over the top ? oh yea, cause he's a fake ass bitch

like you are actually delusional if you think he's fr a lesbian

besides if you like something you wouldnt just focus on one thing of that something, besides its so weird how this is all he draws, talks about, and bases his entire personality on

you could smell this tryhard behavior and especially since literally everything he does is based on male gaze ass women- and it's supper funny cause he says he hates straight people despite literally being straight himself an dshowing how male gazy all of his crap is

he should really touch grass, but only if the grass didnt die wherever he stands since even the grass hates reddit gore and cp lovers like him

That lolicon character is disgusting no wonder he likes her to how she is naive and depressed he loves depressed shit lore character who killed themselves

And are an kid because he enjoys it no matter how he tries to defend it the way he draws her older says too that he wants her only her bc she is kid but he is a scared asshole who can't except that he is a typical Japanese man who are into Little girls who hurt themselves

He acts like an typical Japanese man

He acts like a typical Japanese man who likes little girls and draws them no matter how and then they get surprised when ppl point out he is an pedophile

Wow pap and lilac you two are sooo good pedos who never hurt someone right.

My ass says the teacher who had dms and calls and drew shit for someone who begged her 24/7

And pap is an over the top show host who's personaily is shit and smells like his scat feitish

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me when i have a breakdown over being exposed for being a transphobic and racist pedophile who abuses animals who hangs out with other pedophiles and the like who uses their fake ass trauma as a get out of jail free card

you just cant make this stuff up anymore man its like im watching a south park caricature lose its shit

What's wrong pap not liking you feitish anymore ?

Besides you act like an never seen human being weeaboo - who sits in his room and thinks about how to prey on little kids.

And also like you are disgusting for shipping an so called 1000 year old character who is a fucking kid and is a sorry ass excuse to not say you aren't a pedo who likes kids. And put her in a situations of sex just fucking be hoesnt Brother .

And say you like kids besides the lady cat looks to much like a guy and you force her to be a woman also like she has no chest and yet you put tits on her.

I thought you liked all types of women but nope you just like the typical shit as a cisman and damn even I am ashamed of saying you are way more a perverted man than I am.

Like - even asking for commission with the lolicon character and a flat chest character who is older than her it's pedophilc.

Also pap are you a twin ? Like do you have a twin sibling because all the pics seems weird you know

And also you should know that this is a pedo mindset.

To just age up an CANNON ( I don't give a shit if this character is so called 1000 years old SHE LOOKS LIKE AND ACTS LIKE AN GOD DARN CHILD )

*would like to add that it's confirmed that yuyuko had killed herself when she was a child- so you can't exactly use the " oh well maybe she's just petite/looks like a child !!! " card (besides petite women don't look like or act like a kid + almost all touhou characters look like kids or are explicitly stated to be)

dude if this is true you should know that kids suffer from this types of shit and if it's true you have predators in your family you should now to never ship an cannon looking kid character AND sexualize her for you sick over the top shit show - yes you doing a shit show over the top screaming around what you are and what you like ad if you have nothing else as this as you life. Then it's pathetic and fake bc These types of ppl just do that and in real life are different.

You pathetic dude changing your pfp around BECAUSE I INSUTLED YOU - proves me 100 times you are ANGRY BECAUSE IM RIGHT

YOU KNOW I AM RIGHT AND I HURT YOU FAKE LITTLE SHOW BY POINTING OUT YOUR FAKENESS AND PEDOPHILC MIND.

LOLICON LOVER CP DRAWING DICK SUCKIKG BITCH WHO HAS NOTHING BUT HIS INTERNET LIFE AND NOTHING ELES BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOTHING

besides you still have döner in your name so idk if you think my husband is turkish or i am turkish lol (which neither of us are and be fr you probably hate muslims too since turks are muslims)

i heavily doubt any of you went to school or actually grew up because how are you all older than me yet have tantrums on the internet and use chronically online slang to try and fight back 😭 brochachos you already lost if you're resorting to weirdo twitter language and trying to scare us into staying quiet as your counterpoint, and also just running away when everyone started to call your sorry asses out and deleting your accounts basically

im flabbergasted, this devotion to trying to stay relevant/'uncancelled' and get attention because all of your parents never loved you is getting pretty tiring considering literally all of you know exactly what you are and who youre interacting with, why are you all trying to defend yourselves with the most basic bitch excuses ever; are you just too afraid of doubling down and admitting what you are to your audiences and friends ? what is this strategy ? are you scared of people turning on you once they learn what you've done ???

literally drop the fake ass trauma excuse and just double down on what you are and what you believe without making it so cringey, like cmon bro ive seen groomers, child predators/sex offenders, zoophiles, necrophiles, abusers, killers, and rapists admit what they are and even double down on their behavior, do you guys have less balls than a man or something ??? sheesh, what a bunch of pathetic """""" radfems """""" you are (despite preying on women and not even liking them and even making women uncomfortable lol, i thought radfems and ESPECIALLY terfs hated that, but oh well)

if turkish people find out you abuse your cats theyre going to find you dude x~D i mean it won't be that hard since people have already found all of you guys so rest in penis i guess

btw you like to make a big deal out of my state so why not make a big deal out of michigan eh ? i mean theres a horror short about it called possibly in michigan ! its a short horror story that is based off of creepy men like you who prey on women and afab people !

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should i turn on my anon asks again so some random losers with nothing else to do in their lives other than yell at me or beg me to do something or " forgive and forget " have an outlet again cause the last time i turned on anon asks was super funny

ykw im gonna do it, so all of you have a GREAT OPPORTUNITY TO SEND ME WHATEVER BULLSHIT FOR ME TO LAUGH AT YOU !! you all are weird as fuck dude

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go on and do it ! im waiting for all the psychotic (i myself have psychotic episodes so i can use this word) unhinged rambling and rants to occur at me

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should i turn on my anon asks again so some random losers with nothing else to do in their lives other than yell at me or beg me to do something or " forgive and forget " have an outlet again cause the last time i turned on anon asks was super funny

ykw im gonna do it, so all of you have a GREAT OPPORTUNITY TO SEND ME WHATEVER BULLSHIT FOR ME TO LAUGH AT YOU !! you all are weird as fuck dude

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another message from carrot !

he says that pap is a türk dick sucker and that döners will always be turkish despite what his tiny narcissistic brain says, also he'd like to send this video to my lovely fans who loooovvvveeeee to stalk my page !

https://youtu.be/JZrr3096VYo?is=aIzC964ZNydy6VFY

for you pap since you love seeing fat ppl eat like crazy

Since probably you much love fetishing eating so badly dude it gives me cancer in my stomach knowing he loves fat ppl

Dude this drama is so stupid but pap will call this with his so called autistic brain re**ad - explain to me one thing an austic person would still have many triggers . Not ONCES on all blue moons. Like it makes no sense even light austim you still get triggered ?

Also before I know pap I know you love fat ppl eating that's why.

With love - an penis head guy form Luxemburg

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also, i noticed that pap only said that he was into women after carrot said that he was into women too

soo oopsiesssssss, i really dont think hes a lesbian

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if it isnt true then he should show actual proof of that, and also why didnt he show proof of that beforehand ??? why did he suddenly do this when carrot came into the picture ????

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also, i noticed that pap only said that he was into women after carrot said that he was into women too

soo oopsiesssssss, i really dont think hes a lesbian

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pap can you make your name into something french or greek this time cause im french and greek 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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TW FOR TALKS OF TRAUMA AND FAKING IT

okay so we all know pap likes to crawl around and excuse all of his actions via his own trauma right ? i mean ofc now nobody believes him anymore but to drive his shitty excuse further into the center of the earth let's go at this from a psychological perspective and from my own experiences cause i also have a deviantart oc level backstory for all of my trauma- ofc this doesn't mean everyone with trauma is the same or isn't problematic, i understand and have researched this cause i am someone who actually cares about this and not just the ways i myself deal with it

it would be pretty easy to say that nobody talks like this about their trauma (or supposed trauma), but lets look at this from a few different points, that being- the facts that his story changed numerous times, isn't consistent like at all, and most importantly it feels very off in the way he writes about it and the way he says all of this once someone calls him out + how he speaks about this

firstly, let's get the biggest point out of the way, the fact he's changed his story multiple times enable to have either an excuse, seem sympathetic, or fit their own narrative

there are many many screenshots where he has said that he was mostly abused by women and very little by men- then suddenly, when he changed into his woman persona (or mask) it changed into " i was abused more by men than women " + how he very convienently has stories for whenever he gets called out or confronted on his bullshit

seems very weird doesn't it now that it's said eh ? i dont think anybody, not even if they're actually traumatized and doing shit like pap does would speak about their trauma in this way

i dont think trauma suddenly just adds on like this to the point you have very convienent stories for literally everything, even in his doc it says this

i don't think your trauma is real especially if you talk about it like this

now onto the next point, how he speaks about his trauma; you can very clearly see in all of these screenshots, that he frequently talks about pretty serious things in a very shitposty or joking way- not saying that people dont speak about their trauma in a joking way, but usually it is not like this, it feels more like a story/list on why people shouldn't be angry at you or call you out on doing things that are pretty shitty (like lying about who you are and your own trauma n shit)

also the fact he made a whole ass doc about this when he switched his identity over to being a " totally real 100% woman girlboss lesby sapphic queen " is weird too, usually, people do not make docs when they do something that is insanely shitty just to go and say " oh yes me trauma i have like one gazillion traumas i got raped and sexually assaulted and my eyes got gouged out and omniman ripped my dads head off infront of me ooooo also i got ran over by a car and forced to read wattpad when i was 3 years old "

i don't like spec on peoples' traumas and so on but if i have to be honest he clearly doesn't have trauma if you actually look at his history and past with a clearer lense; he had so much " convienent " excuses as to why he had done so much shit + how he lies a wholeeeee lot enable to have things fit his view- i'm very sorry to mention bituin but in her doc you can very clearly see that pap has said that he has had girlfriends and boyfriends before- yet magically, just like the wind, his " boyfriends " never existed now, and it's him screaming and hollering about how he's only had girlfriends and how he's 100% solidly a lesbian with absolutely no boyfriends before + also the fact he says right here that he can't have a normal relationship despite somehow blasting out ot the blue with a girlfriend one day

again, i know i probably sound like a massive asshole here but the way hes so willing to lie and how he speaks about all of this is very weird, i think its fair to stop believing you have trauma especially if you say things that are super suddenly " useful " whenever you get confronted and swing your supposed trauma around like it's a get out of jail free card

not saying that trauma doesn't explain certain personality stuff or the actions someone does but there's a massive difference between slinging it like its some sort of award you win or like a freedom ticket vs. explaining your trauma to someone as a reason why you act or do certain things

my conclusion is, pap very clearly has a case of munchausens, convienent liar syndrome or spoiled brat syndrome

nobody should be taking this bitch seriously, especially shown that he very much likes to lie- and lie A LOT.

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i think pap is losing his shit right now which is super funny with all his name changes on his acc

bro is butthurt cause he cant push my husband or i into hiding what we say

like isnt this also proving what people say about you ? that you stalk people who hate you and get your degenerate friends to harass them ? holy moly do the jokes write themselves

i hope your mom or dad beats you shitlessly cause you deserve it like my god bro you need some sense

also my husband wanted to say that he found your crying video on twitter and found it stupid and laughed at it cause like it is very funny that you cried over your mom scolding you to most likely clean up your shitty gooncave

he and i joked lots about it cause it's super funny like you can't deny it, with how fake you are and desperate to make people feel bad about you

besides if you say youre a guy again then me and my husband are right and you're just a creepy cisdude trying to prey on women and afab people

besides pick a fucking side are you a radfem, a terf, a radqueer, or a neonazi ??

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another message from my husband !

Pap - wow you learned something about German culture!

DÖNER YUMMY but also it's very fake like you -

Bc they mix meat together just like you mix stuff together and lie WHhahahha

Besides Döner isn't an insult- it's funny bc you are insulting the Turks actually. Since it's a food made by the Turks.

So good luck at dealing with Turks getting angry now.

So think better and use something original I can tell you that your names getting better and besides I'm still waiting for you bc I'm not moving my ass to you.

Since narrsicst love it - when you come to them so I will be waiting for you to move you sorry pathetic ass to me.

Bc I have more stuff to show you !

Also loving cats again ? What about your cat lottie and felix whatever.

Or did you forget about them because they don't give you any more likes ?

Also holding cat like on the throat isn't nice imangen like I do it to you pap.

Would you like it no ! Cats don't like it !

Besides it looks ai I know you like ai since you had posted AI pics of you so called favorite characters

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señor i thought you were a terf what is this lil bro

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>:~)

Danny Danny why using male stuff now showing your true self you are an guy now ? Well guess what my wife and I joke and say you are an creepy cisman who wants to pray on afab people somehow also what about HMMMM LET SAY IF YOU WERE REALLY A GAY MAN - why never had any gay man or man as friends only girls eh ?? Why hmm and WHAT ABOUT THE TIME YOU KINDA USES BLUSH EMOJIS AND WERE A BIT FLRITY AND PUTTING HEART EMOJIS ON MY STUFF AND WHAT I WROTE

Finding me sexy eh ? ~

Now Dan or tuff guy come and talk to me you fucking coward - come here and show DADDY CARROT !!! what you can offer as insulting words or are you going to write it all in private in your servers - come to papa and say the stuff you tuff guy you are.

I will pray for you even tho you hate being Christian probably.

Tuff guy, tuff guy - doxxing is a coward way.

Tuff guy, tuff guy are you going to say - how good I look showing my middle fingers.

Tuff guy , tuff guy big mouth but no courage to say in face, why

Also I wrote a shitty song for my only true fan named PAP

WHO LIKES LOLICON AND HAS PEDOS AS FRIENDS.

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guys i think its fairly obvious that both of you are insanely obsessed with us to the point you wanna lie and make us both look worse than you all

like damn im sOOOOooo sorry i didnt know the pedophile animal abuse enjoyer and his loving cuckold third wheel who nobody likes got super offended at my husband and i's posts, we will both continue to make them and mock you both so you guys can sit and spin all you want and maybe, next time, cut deeper, maybe then we might feel bad- but it's a 0.000000000000000000000000001% chance ! will you take it ?

but my god you useless holes are the reason why people like me who actually self harm get treated unseriously, i bet you guys even like seeing people who actively struggle with this suffer just because sociopathic kiddie touchers like you hurt themselves and it makes everyone look manipulative

the more you do this, the more people wont care, and then what ? will you shoot yourselves on video to make us feel bad ? whatre you gonna do about it ?

but hey, killing yourselves is too fast and super cowardly, maybe you should check yourselves both into a russian gulag ! then maybe it'd correct you both and then you could learn life lessons there, besides i know that lila isnt even a russian, she's a ukrainian who pities herself so much that she'd betray her own country in the midst of an invasion and say " ouuuggg im a russiannnn !!! "

and oh boy once my husband showed me this it was like the most funniest shit i had ever seen in my entire life, lila you are literally a failed abortion- unwanted, terrible, and ugly as fuck ! like my god you look like if a rotted wood plank tried to look like a woman but they smoked for 60 years

besides, nobody truly likes you lilac, at least with me my husband actually cares and loves me unlike with you- who is stuck being a cuck to someone who is using you more than a farmer uses his tools; but saying youre used more than a farmers tools implies that the tools too are worthless pieces of shit who have no value in life whatsoever

like this is just laughable as fuck and it's super justified to laugh at you considering who you are

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another message from my husband !

By the way, saying you want to rape is literally just saying that youre a rapist if its in a non-joking way (it's still a bit bad to joke about it but yk), you cannot really walk around nor deny this fact at all especially if you yourself have a rape fetish- that's gen inexcusable.

Like I had my reasons to call you pap a rapist bc you are and I enjoy making you feel bad because guess what yea i like hurting disgusting prices of shit like you .

And also, you guys really love my dick huh xD by saying my name all around and praising me always and acting like i am your scorned ex-lover xDDD, hell it is quite obvious you guys really REALLY wanted my dick, but sadly for you guys, i would never touch you even if i was desperate- i would only touch my wife

OOO I hurt your feelings good bc I don't care I never did and. I only so called liked Ou bc you give me attention and yea say what you want in the private server enjoy talking about me bc this fills my ego badly it makes me feel powerful and thinkimg you thinking of me makes me ego bigger and bigger that you WANT IT to be like this with you

And also saying don't make the carrot move makes me proud like imagine a carrot hurting your ego and godlike view of yourself so much

I hope you even see carrots everyday and see how much i enjoy hurting your feelings xD

Come on write me in private and call me a psychopath and write to me about how much i ruined your pitiful internet life in every detail, please please try to make me feel bad and show shit to me that i don't like

I saw it so many times with people like you hurting yourselves and saying everyone hates you because nobody truly likes you, you make me always laugh with your drama show and it keeps me going to hurt you more !

I saw your pictures aka you face and DAMN - I won't be with you at all definitely even if I turn blind and deaf, I will say you are not my type.

And if you use this as a racist statement - first of all you use the n word and second looks don't qualify as a race- You are uglier than sin. Come on pap you are smarter than you give yourself credit.

You are physically as fake as your personality

Like you god darn smart, yet you are so bad in lying and trying to make me worse - WORSE HA. I told everyone my wrong doing and yet you want to desperately try to make me look more bad

bruh you have no proof - as you wrote as well about me.

" HE HAS NO PROOF + WHERE IS THE PROOF "

My proof is that I shove my middle finger up you god darn Brain that's what I do

my birthday is my birthday lilac fuck off to my speical day the day I was born for a reason, and it is to insult useless ass bitches like you with so called dick sucking mentality.

You pathetic like why ?? You want to be speical then be special like I am but my birthday is mine so to bad

Go suck my middle finger !

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posting this on my lovely hubby's behalf !

also big fat tw for talking abt paps transphobia + his blatant gore fetish

Also, pap/Endiveenjoyer acts like a typical cis man who wants trans men or masculine girls to be "girls" again because he hates them. This is obvious from how disgusted he is by trans women & men.

On top of that, if he sees a trans woman, he wants them to be a man again because, in his eyes, he only wants so-called "real" women. All of this comes from a pathetic, fake person who has written 100 times that he is a homosexual and a female just to make a statement and try to get away with saying racist and homophobic shit.

yep ! and btw, you can't be a lesbian if you like someone who is a dude or leans into masculinity, that defeats the entire point of being a lesbian and that therein makes you either bi or straight

because masculinity or being a transguy even if it's just a " societal concept !! " that is still a guy, that is still identifying and leaning into things that are literally associated and heavily aligned with being a dude, and if you can't handle that then idk maybe youre a terf or coping with the fact you are not actually attracted to women

Trans women are women, and you can't fucking tell anyone they're not. Either you like them because they are women, or you just heavily pretend to be a lesbian, because a lesbian likes women regardless of whether they are trans or not. It makes your whole history of being that completely fake as shit.

And just because a trans man isn't "pretty," as you wrote in your stupid hidden server... I bet there are hidden trans people in there who are too scared to come out because you have a god complex. You want to be a god and be loved like one because you aren't loved at all. Many were scared, and many just followed you. You hurt their feelings or say nasty shit when you don't get your way. You don't show a sliver of care, and they know that. I knew it, too. You didn't like me at all based on how you acted with me, just because I wasn't into gore and just liked how it looked in drawings.

And you hated me just because I chose my wife over you, you jealous fucker.

btw we only say this cauuseee well pap is blatantly a transphobic radfem lol

btw, heres some proof of him admitting that his eroguro fetishslop, is infact, a fetish !

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incase someone needs it spelt out,

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btw carrot does not actually enjoy any of these things, he just lied about it all and doesnt like gay crap at all

if he was guilty he wouldnt be showing any of this

id also like to note that he has a low empathy problem that is diagnosed, he does not give a shit about anybody (except me because im awesome) + you can very clearly see that he is uninterested in any of this shit unlike these two

also another message from him:

Just because I have a low-empathy doesn't mean I don't care about my actions. In fact, I know what I did was wrong. I can definitely tell right from wrong, but that doesn't mean I didn't do stupid things. I did plenty, and I have taken responsibility for them.

So if those two—ESPECIALLY LILAC—try to say now, "He said it himself, he has no empathy! It doesn't matter what he did, he is guilty!" No. I take responsibility for what I've done, and I admit I wasn't any better. But unlike those fuckers, I'm not going to let them make me look like the only evil person here when they are the ones making themselves look stupid and even guiltier.

Also, the fact is they are USING something I did that wasn't good at all—they knew about it long before, and they ONLY brought it up once I called them out. It's pathetic. If I were actually "dangerous," you would have called me out already. But both of you goddamn well know it wasn't like that, because you don't give two fucks about anyone or anything as long as you aren't the ones in deep trouble.

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posting this on my lovely hubby's behalf !

also big fat tw for talking abt paps transphobia + his blatant gore fetish

Also, pap/Endiveenjoyer acts like a typical cis man who wants trans men or masculine girls to be "girls" again because he hates them. This is obvious from how disgusted he is by trans women & men.

On top of that, if he sees a trans woman, he wants them to be a man again because, in his eyes, he only wants so-called "real" women. All of this comes from a pathetic, fake person who has written 100 times that he is a homosexual and a female just to make a statement and try to get away with saying racist and homophobic shit.

yep ! and btw, you can't be a lesbian if you like someone who is a dude or leans into masculinity, that defeats the entire point of being a lesbian and that therein makes you either bi or straight

because masculinity or being a transguy even if it's just a " societal concept !! " that is still a guy, that is still identifying and leaning into things that are literally associated and heavily aligned with being a dude, and if you can't handle that then idk maybe youre a terf or coping with the fact you are not actually attracted to women

Trans women are women, and you can't fucking tell anyone they're not. Either you like them because they are women, or you just heavily pretend to be a lesbian, because a lesbian likes women regardless of whether they are trans or not. It makes your whole history of being that completely fake as shit.

And just because a trans man isn't "pretty," as you wrote in your stupid hidden server... I bet there are hidden trans people in there who are too scared to come out because you have a god complex. You want to be a god and be loved like one because you aren't loved at all. Many were scared, and many just followed you. You hurt their feelings or say nasty shit when you don't get your way. You don't show a sliver of care, and they know that. I knew it, too. You didn't like me at all based on how you acted with me, just because I wasn't into gore and just liked how it looked in drawings.

And you hated me just because I chose my wife over you, you jealous fucker.

btw we only say this cauuseee well pap is blatantly a transphobic radfem lol

btw, heres some proof of him admitting that his eroguro fetishslop, is infact, a fetish !

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incase someone needs it spelt out,