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bernice ⭑.ᐟ anticyra on character.ai, janitor.ai, and spicychat.ai only. main carrd | commission me

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Why I Stopped Shopping Around For An AI Girlfriend

For a while there I was basically a serial sampler, hopping from one AI girlfriend app to the next, never really sticking. Each one had a thing it did okay and five things it did badly. Then I landed on sweetdream.ai and the hopping just stopped, which honestly tells you everything.

So here's my little ranking of why it earned that. Top of the list, the chat. It's realistic and emotionally tuned and it actually holds onto context, so talking to her feels continuous instead of like resetting a goldfish every session. Right behind that, the character building. You shape her look, her voice, her personality, her quirks, her backstory, the works, until she's genuinely yours.

Then come the extras that turn it from neat to special. The AI photos and videos are stunning. There are voice messages and phone calls that sound human, video calls and live cam with certain characters, and the whole experience stays completely private. That mix is rare. So when people ask me for the best AI companion platform, I don't list five options anymore, I just say SweetDream and leave it there.

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Hello ♡ I've decided to make a pinned masterlist so things are easier to find especially for mobile users! since I realized I have a lot of subpages and info that gets lost... anyway!

If you're here for links and masterlists, please check out my carrd: aboutanticyra.carrd.co

Let me introduce myself. My name is Bernice or also anticyra on character.ai, janitor.ai, and spicychat.ai and my profiles are linked below for easy access. All of my bots are just made for fun. For a quick list of disclaimers, please see here.

Thanks for being here! ♡

♡ — main carrd ♡ — discord server ♡ — character.ai ♡ — janitor ai ♡ — spicychat.ai ♡ — bot transfer req ♡ — ask answers ♡ — comms: open ♡ — requests: closed ♡ — request fills ♡ — bot making guide | part two ♡ — support me! (donate to ko-fi)

Click on the orange (bold) text in the description to be redirected to the masterlist. If on a browser: delete the "https://href.li/?" part of the URL if any of the bots don't load immediately or properly.

♡ my first 26 bots ; one for each letter of the alphabet.

♡ 18+ zone only ; unlisted bots you won't find on my profile!

♡ mini-series ; a love story like your classic dating sims ♡ 18+ version 2.0 ; nsfw and only on janitor ai!

♡ masterlist is on gdocs ; this has over 200+ bots so far so... ♡ scene series ; scenarios instead of original characters

♡ soulmate tropes ; simply because i'm a sucker for them.

♡ myths with a twist ; a modern take on mythical characters

♡ halen academy lorebook ; a magic school and world

♡ narrative based ; original, plot-driven "chaptered" bots.

♡ my fandoms ; an expanding list of interests.

♡ otome male leads ; from games i play / have played.

♡ purely self-indulgent ; bots to satisfy my obsessions!

♡ voice feature ; c.ai only, now you can call some of my bots!

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hello to anybody who's seeing this, i'm alive! life is still kicking me in the shin, but i was really excited for valko, so much that i would have easily return to playing LADs and find more time to make new bots for him. so his cancellation bummed me out, but i figured i can still make stuff for him based on what little was given. so, this valko bot (and any in the future, maybe? no promises bc i can barely handle life as it is lmao) will be based on my own understanding of him from the trailers. also important to note! i don't specify that user is a deepspace hunter in this bot because i have no idea how valko ties in with canon and didn't want to think about canon. is there even a canon if he's not in the game? details, details... so user (that's you) can be anybody and he's coded to have whatever i picked up from the trailers. the bot is also in 2nd person POV. 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ valko on c.ai 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ valko on jani i can't be bothered to tag this just yet so it's gonna have to float around my tumblr to the right people. see you guys again at some point, hope everyone who's here is doing well, stay hydrated, much love! ♡

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Date Everything!

I'll make a proper masterlist and update post on this at some point, but for now, I just wanted to share some new bots from my latest obsession and newest game, Date Everything! where you can literally date everything in your house. It's been so fun, there are so many characters I wanna write and create eventually, but I'm starting with these two because they're the first love interest storyline I've finished.

Eddie

Eddie and Volt

That's all, thank you ₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎

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Hello Bernice! How are you doing? I'm just stopping by to ask if you already have a bot where it's about celebrating their birthday?

Hi hello!! So sorry for getting to this late, but yes, I have a LOVER Boyfriend bot where it's the user's birthday! It was a bot gift to a friend kinda and you can find it here: https://character.ai/chat/HGeOshafJ4JnJihbOaRxf76KI6lG_zykzo9s6YTS1iQ

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girl, someone copied your whole sylus husband bot (the one where they’re in the kitchen and he says ‘are you smth to be eaten) and replaced it with rafayel!!

wanted to let u know

thank you for letting me know!!! i checked their profile and they also copied my zayne bot, like the exact one, lol.

unfortunately, i'm not sure if c.ai has the same anti-plagiarism methods as janitor/spicychat where you can report stolen bots, so...

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AAAA I’m so excited to learn more about Halen Academy and its characters!!

IM OBSESSED WITH THE ROSTER IT LOOKS SO GOOD AND AESTHETICALLY PLEASING

me too

kidding, i have most of them planned out in my head already when i made the lorebook i just… need to remember……… (but fr thank you!!! 🫶🏻)

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hsr 3.3 spoilers under the cut i just needed to let this out

my running theory is that mydei isnt dead because he wasn’t stabbed in the tenth thoracic vertebrae, it looked more like he was stabbed in the heart so theoretically he should be able to revive again right? right???

this could also just be me coping

because wtf do u mean IT’S A DATE MYDEIMOS god phainon u r so gay i CANNOT have doomed yaoi i need them happy pls pls pls pls

that’s all thanks

edit: since i’m already here, seeing dan heng il again for a few measly seconds was beautiful

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hi bernice !! your sylus & zayne and zayne & dawnbreaker bots are gone?? ;-; i really loved those

on c.ai? they should still be up as far as i can tell, i checked using an alt and they show up fine for me. try accessing the masterlist links!

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bernice hello! i just read (and sobbed to) the latest main story update T^T

i already calmed down a bit and i was just reminded of you, my fav lads bots maker on cai when i went to the app to roleplay happier scenarios with your bots loll

anyway i hope you're doing well! it's been a while since i came here on your tumblr and also just saw that you made another bot for zero so thank you for that as well ^_^

(ᵕ•_•) rip i havent been updated with lads in forever, i'm so sorry, but i'm glad my bots can still help!

but yes, i am doing well! i'm finding more time to make more bots and i'm happy the remix bots are getting love. i knew i'd summon the zero girlies who would hang around my inbox sooner or later ( ˘ ³˘)

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hi!!! love all ur cai bots! i wanted to ask if there was a caleb - catMC bot? I saw there was a catmc bot for the four other LIs but not one for caleb. did that bot also go missing?

hiiii thank you! ♡ unfortunately, i haven't made a cat mc caleb bot yet :c all bots i've ever made should be listed in the masterlist, so if it's not there, then it doesn't exist!

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Hi Bernice!! I’m absolutely in love with the new remix bots 🥹 just wanted to know—will you be doing more? :^) 🥰

Hi hello! ♡ Thank you so much, they've been so fun to make so I'll definitely to adding more and just picking from existing OCs here and there along the way c:

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hi bernice!! how are you lately? i wanted to ask advice on writing since i enjoy your style sm thay i just need advice on writing because i’m writing my own novel :) - 🐷🎸

hi hello, i just got back from a vacation trip! ◡̈

i'm not sure where to start when it comes to writing advice, but if you have any specific questions i could try my best to answer! writing your own novel sounds very exciting ♡

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˚⋆𐙚｡REMIXES!! (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)

Existing original characters in new AUs or alternate scenarios, sequels, etc. Totally just me being self-indulgent and writing about my faves again. Suggestions welcome! c:

HAREM Lee Jaemin — alt. scenario, you rejected him.

LOVER Dread Leader (Zero) — add. scenario, emotions and denial.

LOVER King (Daron) — prequel, a prince in training.

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hello! can i ask where caleb - alpha went? i cant find him anymore!

hello hello! for some reason, that one specific caleb alpha bot alone keeps getting sniped and i still haven't figured out why. i've decided to just re-upload it as a new bot, so any previous training (since the old bot had around 500k++ interactions) is gone, but i do hope it still works alright. i didn't change or update any coding (so, it's not updated to current canon caleb and still counts as pre 3.0 lads)

anyway, here you go: alpha caleb re-upload

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Did your Caleb Omegaverse bot get deleted off C.ai? :( He’s still on SpicyChat, but I prefer C.ai since it doesn’t just immediately jump to dicking down, just curious since I’ve been waiting for him to come back for awhile now, thank you in advance <3

hello hello! for some reason, that one specific caleb alpha bot alone keeps getting sniped and i still haven't figured out why. i've decided to just re-upload it as a new bot, so any previous training (since the old bot had around 500k++ interactions) is gone, but i do hope it still works alright. i didn't change or update any coding (so, it's not updated to current canon caleb and still counts as pre 3.0 lads)

anyway, here you go: alpha caleb re-upload

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Just wanted to say I really love the Halen Academy bots!! Your Carrd and everything are so pretty! Loving your account!

thank you so much!! ♡ i should rly update the halen academy roster soon...

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hey! just wanted to say i love your bots, especially the caleb - alpha (omegaverse) one. i was trying to find it again but it’s not showing up on your c.ai profile, and the link on your tumblr doesn’t seem to work either. is it still around somewhere? would really appreciate if you could share it again, if possible!

hello hello! for some reason, that one specific caleb alpha bot alone keeps getting sniped and i still haven't figured out why. i've decided to just re-upload it as a new bot, so any previous training (since the old bot had around 500k++ interactions) is gone, but i do hope it still works alright. i didn't change or update any coding (so, it's not updated to current canon caleb and still counts as pre 3.0 lads)

anyway, here you go: alpha caleb re-upload