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why can't i have a lowkey toxic gf that only speaks passive/aggressive and who's into the sickly skinny artsy gamer boys who will fuel my ed to no end 😭😭 is that too much to ask???

diamondtrashangel

im going to dress like an absolute whore once i get to my ugw

c0mpletelyn0rmalhuman

i skipped dinner and i still have not woken up thinner. i feel scammed

herewego-againn

My favorite not binging technique;

"I can have it if I still want it tomorrow", then going to bed. Most the time I don't continue wanting it, orrr I can plan it into my calories for the day 🤷‍♀️

kitty1wh11re

I love this picture sm 😭😭😭🤚

I would kill to look like this

🔫🔫

wanna-be-bambi

I swing wildly between

Get skinny or die

Versus

Get skinny and die

Which I think is very sexy of me

skinbonesandalittlebitmore

the way not eating is actually a lot of work. I have to plan according to what im gonna eat when, who’s gonna be there, coming up with lies, its a whole full time job frfr

manifestingthin

part two of how different things are when you’re skinny (i’ve been both big and small)

being lazy becomes something people find interesting in you. played video games all day? that’s such a cool hobby. lay in bed all day? aww you must have needed that rest.

you get confidence. it feels like you can be yourself without being annoying or cringe. it’s just you without filters.

people find you funnier. you can make the most dry joke and someone will laugh just because you’re attractive.

eating in front of people isn’t as scary. you won’t be worried about anyone thinking about why you’re eating that. because they won’t even think twice about you eating something fattening.

your body moves easier. you get more flexible without even trying. you’re so light weight that you run faster.

even the ugliest outfit you own looks cute on you. oversized bleach stained shirt you’ve had for years? it’ll look good on you.

skinny privilege is incredible. people basically pave your way in life. you get treated with more respect, more kindness, and forgiveness.

you will be cold. and people will jump at trying to warm you up. need a hoodie? got it. need to be held? done.

people will be in awe of your clothing size. one time someone asked me “is this doll clothes or yours?” and they were serious about it too.

rings!! rings fall off your fingers constantly unless you wear the smallest ones.

this is a weird one, but when you ask someone for fruit from their fruit bowl their reaction is so different. when you’re skinny they never fail to say “of corse! i’m glad somebody is finally eating this!” but when your fat they barely acknowledge you asked.

thigh highs don’t roll down

you won’t ever have to worry if clothing is going to fit weird or leave you with chafing. your body barely touches itself let alone rub together.

there’s still probably a lot more. let me know if you want a part 3 :)

buzzyfuzzybee

I don’t think enough people talk about the social hierarchy of eating disorders.

So, this is simply a reminder that Bulimia is NOT “failed anorexia.” Binge-Eating Disorder is NOT laziness and voluntary lack of self control. OSFED is NOT any less valid that anorexia. And, Anorexia is NOT cute or desirable.

These are all horrible and deadly disorders, and there is no way to “fail” at having a mental illness. We are all suffering is different ways and that is always valid and deserving of help.