fat and sad

She/he/they - Ukraine - Pro ana - SW: 63kg - GW: 54kg - UGW: 47kg

[drinkmoredietcoke]

Girls in the ed community: Ugh I want to be skinny so bad but I don’t want to loose my boobs and butt! :((

Me, a trans boy: …loose my boobs you say?

[want2beless]

Let's talk about the anorexia-stereotype of doing everything perfectly

They typical anorexic is shown as the perfect, smiling student, studying the whole night, getting perfect grades, doing workout after workout and never eating

And while that may be true for some, in my experience most people are totally different from what's known as the perfect anorexic.

For me it's struggling the whole day and night, if I should eat, what I should eat.

It's struggling to even get up because your body can't take starvation anymore.

It's sleeping the whole day, because you're missing nutrients and you were kept awake by your thoughts the whole night.

It's being freezingly cold, which results in you not being able to do anything with your fingers for example writing.

It's the time consumption taking everything away from you. Your family, your hobbies, your school work.

It's binging that makes you feel like you failed as an anorexic.

Not only your organs failing but also your will to live, your energy, your grades, your hygiene, your hobbies, your friends, your family.

Stop expecting perfection from someone with an eating disorder.

[drinkmoredietcoke]

I love you all

[drinkmoredietcoke]

Can I ask my Eastern European friends what some good low calorie snacks are? I’m from Eastern Europe and I need more safe foods.

[drinkmoredietcoke]

50 things to do instead of binging

Drink low calorie hot tea

Rip up a piece of paper

Vent in a notebook or on your notes app

Watch mukbangs

Talk to your friends

Dance

Take a nap

Play with your pet

Take a bath

Try on all your clothes to see what fits tight and what fits loose

Go window shopping online

Re-organize your bedroom

Watch Asian dramas

Practice learning a new language

Make a meal for a family member

Write a vent fic

Go for a walk

Read books that describe thin characters

Do a skincare routine

Draw a self-portrait of you at your gw

Play video games

Catch up on school work

Build a pillow fort

Look through magazines and cut out pictures for thinspo

Play with a fidget toy

Play solitaire

Listen to an ed playlist or make your own

Write a letter to your future self for when you reach your gw

Clean or do other household chores

Research someone or something from history

Stretch

Meditate

Look at photos of your thin friends

Chew gum

Take a shower

Kick a football

Dye or style your hair

Hug a pillow

Clip your nails

Buy someone a small gift

Make a list of all the reasons you want to be thin

Go for a bike ride

Colour

Write a romantic poem for your s/o

Watch a funny video

Annoy your siblings

Scream into a pillow

Encourage other people to be happy with their bodies

Shave

Day dream about moving to another part of the world

Those are just the ones I like. Feel free to add on! :)

[fatestmodelinthebureau]

[chaoticbody]

i’ve come to realize that you can display every single symptom of an eating disorder and if you aren’t skinny it won’t matter

[drinkmoredietcoke]

[ivanasacc]

*watching supersize vs superskinny*

Superskinny: Eats 1400 calories a day, looks stick thin

Me, someone who eats 800 a day, still looks like a fatass: NOW WAIT A SEC WTF

[drinkmoredietcoke]

tfw your doctor says your finally at a healthy weight instead of being severely underweight

[drinkmoredietcoke]

I want to binge so bad please someone give me some thinspo, meanspo, sweetspo, anything helps

[leyl0o]

everytime I feel like binging I just look at photos of myself

I'm literally my own fatspo

[drinkmoredietcoke]

my dad just brought home huge pastry for me and I don’t want to eat it or I’ll get fat but I also don’t want to be rude and say I don’t like it help meeee

[minchimmy]

when you’ve been fasting for 3 hours and haven’t hit your ugw yet

[dontsaystarvationmode]

The real five food groups:

1. Water

2. Diet coke

3. Hot tea/ coffee

4. Apples

5. Thinspo

[anas-bananas]

me: i’m binging but it’ll be okay because i’ll fast tomorrow

[minchimmy]

stomach: please… food… I’m just full of water and diet Coke…

me: full you say?