* / ♢ 𝕒𝕟𝕨𝕒𝕣.

anwar mohamed gerard hadid. twenty two years young. retired model. pimp jeweler. not your average singer. *reserved for part of the fam*

[anwarshd]

imessage  ✘ top knot 🛐 + joehoe bro ☄️

joe: THANK U LORD CHEESUS FOR SENDING HIM BACK TO ME! THE LEGEND, THE MAN WITH THE PERFECT TOP KNOT, THE DESCENDED FROM THE PEARLY GATES IN THE CLOUDS... MY BRO.. MY ROZ BIL LABAN.. MY YUMMY ( DON'T SUE ME JUSTIN ) .. MY ANWAR!!

joe: thanks, bro. subtly is my bread and butter. yeah, thanks, dipshit. i'll remember that next time i ask your sister to rate ur oversized jacket collection. she did? what she say? only tell me the good stuff. my heart can't take the bad stuff. ☺️ ☺️ ☺️ ☺️ if you're trying to get me to give you a shout out on tour, you're going the right way about it. backstage passes next time we're in penny? what should i do? take everyone out for all you can eat brisket?

anwar: EXCUSE ME. the top knot has retired and left the building just like my vogue days. if you were going to ask to do a couple photoshoot.. COME OUT THE DOOR YOU CAME IN... but then again, maybe we could do a couple photoshoot because you really are speaking my luv langy. rice pudding... you know the way to my heart, MY JOE !!!

anwar: you might want to come in with some dutch butter just to be on the /safe/ side. she said your style got way better post break up and that someone ( not naming names.. but it rhymes with rain..) could take a view pointers from you. like your manners and charm. everyone knows you were ultimate yolanda fave. for a second i forgot who her real son was... oh wait, that's me. jk. unforgettable! how did you know it was my dream to be shouted out by the realist jbro member. am i still doing good? gold stars are kinda my thang. i mean i can shoot everyone a text about it.. i'm not on the farm mucho these days but you can count on me comin' just for you. i think mom would love some type of dinner, she's into patio candle lit things these days.. she loves flexin on the garden. wait til you meet the other joe... the myth .. the legend... just don't ask what happened to his hair. it's a tragic story!!!

[amazingbrr]

[anwarshd]

imessage  ✘ top knot 🛐 + joehoe bro ☄️

joe: on a scale of 1 ( cheek pinches and kisses ) to 10 ( dutch stilettos in my tush ), how would you rate your mom’s feels about me dating your sister again?? Also hi bro .. the fringe life suits you.

anwar: status and life update: i am alive. was on 48 hr dua lockdown. anyone who says birthday sex is a 24 hour job..is a liar.

anwar: but oh right, the sister. totally couldn't tell or anything by the instagram spam. BTWWWW. your scale is backwards, joe. but anyway, i would have to say a 1.5 because i don't think she'd even pinch my cheeks. except if you count when i was up to no good back in the good ole' days. don't worry tho, i'll talk you up bro. if it helps.. she still brought you up even years after. i swear for a solid three years we said grace to joe jonas instead a jesus. talk about legendary. mega jokes.. but no, mom is fine with it. in fact, we're all excited for a get together hopefully soon, when gi stops hiding you from us.

[anwarshd]

manuriosx​:

‘‘Of course not, silly. I never said I actually want to get rid of you’‘ Manny wasn’t that savage, he just wished the Hadid brother would ease it down a little and cut the love confessions. He figured he still hadn’t been clear enough, though. ‘’Deadly curse of boredom? Just because you’re catching me at the wrong moment, doesn’t mean I’m suffering from deadly boredom. I was actually just waiting for my friends to return’’ the brunette huffed, his thick eyebrow arching up. He didn’t want the other guy to think he was some loner or something. ‘’So why are you here all on your own?’’ he asked, mentally praying the love sick puppy wouldn’t tell him he’d come all the way here to party with him, because that would be a dramatic case of unhealthy obsessive behavior. ‘’Where are your friends?’’ the brunette glanced around him a little, hoping someone in the crowd would recognize Anwar and take him away from here.

Manu instinctively moved away a little when the other guy creeped into his personal space like that, it just made him feel rather uncomfortable. ‘’Right’’ he hummed, not quite sure whether he should believe the guy’s words or not. ‘’Well, I came here with Kendall and she introduced me to some of her friends. But they’ve been in the restrooms for…’’ quickly checking the time on his Iphone before he tucked the device away again. ‘’Twenty fucking minutes now’’ he chuckled, wrapping his plump lips around the straw of his drink and took a few sips, really needing some more alcohol in his system if he wanted to be able to tolerate Anwar’s presence. 

an amplified, confident grin suits the model as he realizes just how bothered he’s gotten the other male. well, at least if it’s not undying love, it’s something close to it like ... utter annoyance. drunk enough to settle for really anything at this point, anwar takes another stab at it. “woah, manny. it’s okay, there’s nothing wrong with being alone. i mean... i wouldn’t mind being alone with you, but you already know that.” well, maybe this was the universe being karmic to him in a not so enjoyable way. manu really believed anwar was the type to show up to a retro club alone. “well, no...i’m with some friends. they’re dj-ing and hosting actually. i’ll tell them you like the vibe.” 

not one to push anymore, especially on someone who was as uninterested as the brunette, anwar revoked his arm. wrapping it around the glass he had in his lap. “oh, i see. well usually that’s girl code for you’ve been forgotten.” his fake definition of arrogance was trying to wiggle it’s way through     truth be told, it wasn’t like he preferred to be an asshole. it’s just ... it was easier to be one and not get hurt anymore than he already was.  “kidding. please don’t hurt me.” he shot up his hand jokingly, pretending to shelter himself from a peed off manu rios. he always had a thrill for the dramatic effects, honestly. “well, do you want me to introduce you to some people? i promise my friends aren’t as annoying as i am. they’re actually cool.” 

[anwarshd]

manuriosx​:

manu: that’s not true, you are her brother >:(

manu: anwar please not again..

manu: i don’t think that’s such a good idea.

manu: we should clear things up but.. that’s all

anwar: issa joke dont worry haha

anwar: hey..hey.. it wasn’t a marriage proposal 

anwar: that was so 24 hours ago .. [ deleted ]

anwar: aight. that sounds fine tho. i’ll text you when i’m in nyc. have a good one 

[anwarshd]

manuriosx​:

manu: she won’t bite you, no worries🙈

manu: no it’s my fault too..

manu: i shouldn’t have been leading you on like this while i already made clear i don’t have any feelings for you

manu: i’m so sorry :(

anwar: easy for you to say ... she probably loves you more than me lmao

anwar: nah don’t worry.. it’s all good. i was pretty wasted and i get it, things happen

anwar: but maybe we can just hang out someday soon? you know and try not to get into anymore trouble..

[anwarshd]

manuriosx​:

manu: yes she just texted me 😬

manu: i.. agree

manu: i don’t want bad blood with any of you

anwar: oh shit. what did she say??

anwar: i still haven’t texted her... she seems scary mad. kinda reminds me of my mom. 😬

anwar: i’ll make it clear that it’s my fault..i went in for the kiss and maybe i shouldn’t have. even if i enjoyed it, i knew how you felt..

[anwarshd]

IMESSAGE ✘ manu 🦄

anwar: hey...

anwar: so gigi found out about things..do you wanna meet up to talk? i think we should clear the air on a few things. i know..i know you're a busy guy. i get it. but i just don't wanna make things worse between all three of us. i know how much you mean to my sis.

[anwarshd]

manuriosx​:

Flying all the way over to Los Angeles was the best decision Manny could have made after getting so heartbroken at the end of their little kickback at Gigi’s. Spending the day with Kendall the other day had really managed to cheer him up a little and when Kendall suggested going out tonight, Manu agreed to it right away. He didn’t want to end up feeling down and broken for the rest of his life, he deserved to have some fun time and he figured he could stick around for another day or two maybe. He had to get back home before the weekend, though because after all Jordan invited him to come along to some exclusive men spa (Manny still wasn’t sure why he agreed to come, but he didn’t feel like backing out last minute either.) Getting ready at Kendall’s place, they’d been shopping during the afternoon because Manu was stupid enough not to bring any nice outfits that were fit for a club, Manny got dressed in a denim jeans, basic white shirt paired with some Comme Des Garçons Play x Converse high-top sneakers. Kendall told him about this amazing club downtown, it really was the place to be according to his best friend and the Spaniard was really excited to find out what the fuzz was all about. 

A few rounds of shots later, Manny was introduced to some of Kendall’s LA friends and everyone was in great spirits. The music was great, the drinks were flowing and there was just a really great vibe. Kendall wasn’t lying when she told Manny he was going to love this place. A night like this was exactly what he needed right now. When Kendall and some of her girlfriends had left to go and visit the restrooms, Manny was left on his own at their booth, though that didn’t last long because some guy soon enough took a seat next to him. He froze for a second as soon as he recognized the voice of his new company, Anwar Hadid. Turning to the other male, Manu rose one of his eyebrows and let out a soft chuckle. ‘’I’m never going to get rid of you, am I?’’

the thickened air crushed anwar’s spirits just as hard as the male next to him had ( several times but who was counting? ). especially more recently. an awkward silence swept between the tight space in between him and his older sister’s best friend. a deep breath consumed before he swept his legs over the higher up booth, bringing him to face the ... unwelcoming face. great, now manu probably had it in his mind that anwar planned his whole evening around seeing him. wrong. as much as it would’ve been almost romantic to do so...that wasn’t the case. yet here was the universe pulling a fast one on them, playing match maker. if only the actor had seen it that way. instead it probably impractical annoyance. “that depends, do you really want to? you’re welcome from saving you from the deadly curse of boredom, by the fuckin’ way.” a tricky smirk was painted on the younger one’s features masking his uncomfortable anguish. the mixed drink was brought to his pink lips.

the hadid not so subtly let his arm flex over the booth, creeping into the other male’s personal space, though, careful enough not to touch him. he didn’t have enough of a signal to go that far. “just so you know, i didn’t know you’d be here. i’m with some friends tonight.” truly anwar didn’t feel like this explanation would be taken as believable even though it was the truth...the gin looming through his blood flow      thankfully, it planted the male with a boost of ego to get through the dull interaction. he no longer felt the need to care what manu rios thought about him. he was moving on, even if it took the club’s whole capacity and all their lips. he was going to forget that the spaniard even existed. “how about you? alone..or?” there you go anwar, you twat...showing you care. maybe he really was a lost cause after all.

[anwarshd]

✴ title: “so we meet again on the lips.” ✴ location: west hollywood, ca - bootsy bellows club ✴ who: anwar hadid & manu rios ✴ when: july 20th, 2021

it was a friend’s party, which is why the sandy brunette had accepted an invite in the first place, considering it was tuesday night. he’d just arrived back home in la from a very uneventful trip to nyc. he’d only seen his older sister once and spent the remainder of his days with bella who had been also preoccupied with her own life. it was ... pestering sometimes. being the only one with not much going on. once upon a time, the youngest hadid preferred his own individual freedom to decide what he wanted to do. his own vision for himself. he’d done modeling ... he’d tried djing and hosting, why couldn’t he just stick to something? now there was his reoccurring love for music but it just wasn’t sticking how he wanted it to. lack of creativity? doubtful. these genes spoke for themselves. lack of a proper muse? ding, ding. well he did have a muse, it’s just they wanted nothing to do with him. quite honestly, he was tired of footing bills for social circles to tell him his music was amazing too. he just wanted to be a fucking legend. was that so much to ask for?

just another uber ride, someone who had no idea who he was ... how typical. sometimes he thought it would be brilliant to experience the fame bella or gigi had obtained from their younger years. just to life in their status for one day. then again, he really hated most people and preferred not to tolerate utter bullshit on the regular. it wasn’t his scene despite wanting to thrive for greatness .. he was totally content being unpopular. black denim jeans paired with an overhung old denim jacket suited him well as he walked solo into the sunset boulevard club, pretty retro which made it all that better. he’d made rounds talking to the friends he hadn’t seen in weeks, others months, a couple rounds of shots of course    he wasn’t one to rudely turn down group tequila. classic hadid     wonder where or .. who he got that from. the mexican liquor must’ve had an instant effect because he was already working up a spinning motion as she shook it out taking a seat at a random booth. “hey dude.. mind if i sit?” he hadn’t exactly looked the other male in the face, or whoever else was present..he just needed to sit and quick for that matter.  @manuriosx​

[anwarshd]

manuriosx​:

anwarshd​:

𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩 / manu rios. 🥀

@manuriosx​ 

manu: bet the dog is better company than i am. manu: it was a blast

anwar: in a way you aren’t wrong..it actually talks / barks unlike someone  anwar: so friends hang out right? what are we doing next weekend?

[anwarshd]

𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩 / manu rios. 🥀

anwar: this could be us but you playin’ too much anwar: did you at least have fun at gi’s party?

@manuriosx​ 

[anwarshd]

IMESSAGE ✘ manu 🦄 & the other hadid

manu: don't be like this :(

manu: sigh

manu: i'm sorry, i didn't mean to upset you, okay?

manu: i can't help those feelings aren't mutual...

anwar: i just need to .. wrap my head around it ig

anwar: i dont wanna make you feel bad or guilty if its how you feel

anwar: its okay...i hope you find what you're looking for

[anwarshd]

IMESSAGE ✘ manu 🦄 & the other hadid

anwar: manu, i haven't been able to forget our kiss.

anwar: i think ... i'm in love with you.

manu: .........

manu: i.. think you're just really confused right now.

manu: 🙁

anwar: goodbye...my almost lover...

anwar: goodbye..my hopeless dream...

anwar: don't worry i won't tell gigi, i have hope one day you'll realize you had everything right in front of you..

[anwarshd]

IMESSAGE ✘ manu 🦄 & the other hadid

manu: trust me, i do mean it.

manu: please, you're only making things worse for yourself.

manu: you'll find someone else, anwar. i'm not the one, trust me.

anwar: manu, i haven't been able to forget our kiss.

anwar: i think ... i'm in love with you.

[anwarshd]

IMESSAGE ✘ manu 🦄 & the other hadid

manu: anwar, look

manu: i don't really know how to put this, but..

manu: i mean, i like you. you're a great guy and we had a fun night and everything.

manu: but i'm not really interested in..making it happen.

manu: 😳

[ TYPING ... ]

[ MORE TYPING ... ]

[ EVEN MORE TYPING ... ]

anwar: manu please.. you don't mean that

anwar: i know i'm not like the hottest or even the funniest guy out there but my feelings for you are real and sincere..

anwar: i can make you so happy manu, just give me the chance

[anwarshd]

@anwarhadid: this quote really resonates with me... "a person who always disturbs you is a person who loves you" ...