Annyeongz fuck buddies drabble because i’m too lazy to turn this into a multi chaptered fic where I analyze each other’s feelings and point of view but this has been bugging my thoughts for a long time already and this is real (TO ME)
Because they have known each other the longest, Yujin and Wonyoung share an emotional and physical connection rooted deeply in their teenage years an old, unbreakable foundation that only grew heavier and more intense as they aged.
Wonyoung naturally gravitates toward Yujin whenever she is drowning in worry or suffocated by personal problems, seeing Yujin as the only person truly on her level, the only dependable unnie she completely trusts.
They were never the closest in a group Wonyoung has her own distinct preferences and Yujin has hers, coexisting in a low-maintenance friendship where they don't need to speak every day to understand each other.
But when it is just the two of them, the atmosphere shifts into something entirely separate and special. This is why Wonyoung is completely caught off guard when Yujin suddenly knocks on her hotel room door during the absolute peak of their 2022 hate train.
The sudden vulnerability instantly mirrors the trauma of the 2019 Produce scandal, back when Wonyoung had collapsed against Yujin’s chest, sobbing hysterically while Yujin calmed her down by stroking her hair the absolute physically closest they had ever been without it feeling awkward.
Standing at her door, Yujin claims she just wants to hang out, noting bitterly that they’ve barely been alone since debuting in ive. Puzzled but desperate for a distraction, Wonyoung lets her in, and they inevitably find themselves tangled up in bed again. It’s a position they haven’t been in for years, yet it feels terrifyingly right because they both know how badly they need this comfort.
But when Yujin looks up and locks eyes with her, a heavy, mutual understanding clicks, and the desperate comfort bleeds into a heated, breathless make-out session that escalates violently into their first time together. It turns out Yujin is devastatingly, ungodly good in bed, leaving Wonyoung actively regretting why they didn't cross this line years ago. Yujin drains her completely, riding Wonyoung’s cock so ruthlessly well and taking it all in until Wonyoung is reduced to a moaning, breathless mess, entirely desperate to please Yujin and make her scream the exact same way.
After that first night, they never acknowledge it out loud it just becomes their recurring, unspoken arrangement. Whenever the idol life becomes too stressful, or whenever the physical horniness catches up to them, they use each other because it’s safe, completely insulated from the industry's drama, and free of the risk of external controversies.
They are each other's perfect, private stress relief. But lately, an agonizing silence has settled between them. It has been way too long since someone actually initiated, and Wonyoung realizes with a spike of anxiety that during their last few encounters, she was the one doing all the pursuing.
Suddenly feeling intensely shy and exposed, Wonyoung stops reaching out, waiting for Yujin to make the first move, but Yujin never did. The prolonged absence sends Wonyoung into a dark spiral of Wonder and paranoia, wondering if Yujin wants to stop this completely, if it's over, or if Yujin is fucking someone else now.
The toxic thoughts drown her every night, made a million times worse by watching Yujin and Rei grow suffocatingly close recently. Wonyoung tries to deny it, but her heart actively breaks watching the two of them glued to each other during schedules and spending their private time together outside of work. Staring at them, Wonyoung is slowly, painfully forced to accept a crushing reality she can never truly have it all
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