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I know that "ultimate cringe" is 2017 thing and should stay there but it just happened...

Yes, it’s been a long time since I was here….

Yes, it’s been a long time since I made a video…

And yes, I have the worst voice in the world….

Just enjoy my “singing” and try not to cringe to much…. it will be hard but I believe in you!

#anime #cringe #sing #funny #what is my life

therealjacksepticeye

Pma? To a brighter tomorrow? What inspiration quote comes next?

“Even garbage can be hot!”

aoimila

This is what I try to believe everyday :D

theglitterbombsystem

Legend has it that if you chant “PMA” three times in the mirror, @therealjacksepticeye himself will appear in a poof of green smoke and give you a hug and some words of motivation.

aoimila

From now on this is the thing I will do in every hour xD

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Reblog if you would like some PMA-themed merch!

I’d buy some in a heartbeat!

ef -the latter tale Opening Movie

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I came up with a stupid idea. Tell me what you think.

Edit: I made this post for donations at first but then I realised that begging for money isn’t a good thing so I came up with a stupid idea that maybe you can watch my videos on youtube and after reaching 10000 views I could monetize my videos and then you could still help me earn some money for my case. I know that I stopped making videos but I wanted to continue it in this year anyway to distract myself because all this break from making videos wasn’t a bad idea at all. It makes everything more complicated. I know how stupid it sounds but I can’t came up with anything else. I know what you will say: “but it takes so much time (and I must take care of kids)”. But you know? Earlier I spend only 30min-1h to record a video in a day so I will just wake up earlier I guess. I know about editing too but with this it will take the same amount of time in the night after children will be asleep. Maybe I will be a zombie in a day but I am like that anyway. Of course I will tell you when I will have enough money so you will know when to stop watching my “content”.

Hello! I never did this kind of thing (because I was always afraid of begging for help) but now I don’t have a choice, I think…

Like many other people, I need money. A lot of money, but not for me. For my beautiful mother. She always had problems with her teeth, a lot of problems. From the time I was born she always has really bad teeth (they’re all black), but I was ok with it. It was always like that so I was used to it. She told me so many times why she don’t want to take care of it, so I never said anything. When she was young she always visited dentists, she really wanted to be pretty and all but on one visit something went terribly wrong. One of her teeth was removed and somehow it couldn’t stop bleeding. Doctor said it’s ok, she must wait but after going home she bleeded and bleeded so much. After a while my grandma took her to hospital and everything ended ok but from that time she have really strong dentophobia. I’m so ashamed of the fact that I never tried to persuade her to do something with it when I was young but from the last two years I really try, really and you know? She said that she can try, but here we had another problem. Everyone refused to take care of her only on public health care (I don’t know if you understand what I mean but I have in mind money from social insurance) and told us to search for help in private facilities but in short: we don’t have enough money. Because look: I don’t know what it is like in where you live but here, in Poland, it’s really expensive. Just removing three teeth is equal to monthly payment and our situation isn’t so good. The worst thing is: from the last few months she have strong headache because of her teeth. It’s so strong, she can’t even sleep and painkillers don’t do anything. I’m so afraid that because of this she will die. I know it’s ridiculous, but I’m really afraid. So afraid that I have some kind of strange panic attacks (I had them in the past but the reason was different so it isn’t something nice). This Christmas would be better too if not her actual condition (yeah… we took care of her and it was so nice and warm because of that but I would prefer normal Xmas, anything but not seeing her suffer). The other bad thing is: we have kids in home (not mine) and one of them (girl) is really afraid of her teeth (she’s always crying when she sees them). I tried to tell her that it’s nothing scary but I really can’t do anything about it. It’s sad because she loves her grandma so much but she’s always like: “please, don’t show teeth”…

If you really want to help me without knowing the real reason why I didn’t really care about her teeth in my young days and why I can’t pay for her you can send me some money here (I would be happy with anything, really) watch my videos here:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5mJjVignVqIN-QfJ8vIPUQ

You can just also reblog this so more people will know. This will be really helpfull too.

Thank you so much :> Even if you just read it to this point, thank you.

But if you really want to know everything to consider helping me, read what I wrote below. I’ll still be greatfull even if you will think that I don’t deserve any help.

Czytaj dalej

aoimila

Is that a good idea? I just came up with this and I am not sure but I think it’s better to do something like this to distract myself from all this bad thoughts than letting myself become more and more crazy.

therealjacksepticeye

January Charity Livestream

We are LIVE right now for the January Charity Livestream! Come join and be part of the #PositiveMentalAttitude https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2WdWh8XGf0

aoimila

I will try to have PMA even if it’s so hard for me right now. But I came up with something crazy and if this will work I will be saved.

gesu-ko

Happy birthday Viktor!

lilium

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Santa’s coming to town! Story concept of Santa fighting against shadowy monstrosities formed out of people’s negative emotions during the EVE with his antlered warriors.

(Apologies for the inactivity! I’m now on holiday break so I’m back haha)

aoimila

This is soooo good! :O