Apollo’s Spiral Into Insanity. Hope You Enjoy.

Hi I'm Apollo|2004|She/He|French Cajun|fandom but slightly to the left. Basically just posting what’s on my mind and about what I’m reading/playing. I’m not that deep into any fandom I’m apart of so I’m safe from 90% of the drama.

[apollolewis]

Oh hello, I thought I might as well make an intro post.

My name is Apollo.

I’m MissApollo on ao3

I’m currently 22

pfp is drawn by myself

I’m a gender-fluid bisexual who uses She/her and He/him. Basically I identify as either female, male or both. I use male and female terms interchangeably for myself. Don’t really have a preference but if you refer to me as one thing just stick with that to avoid confusion. If you don’t know which to go with just go with She/Her

I’m not going to really correct you but if you only ever refer to me as they/them I will cry inside.

Note I’m putting this here in for people to see and stop sending me asks about this. I will not post anything relating to donations unless I personally know the person. I will not promote any fundraiser or donations through asks.

This blog as the title suggests is my documented spiral into insanity. I do really Hope y’all enjoy.

I kinda post what’s on my mind.

I avoid posting about modern politics and current events, to me anything from WW2 era and before are fair game. Medieval politics have a special place in my heart. I also don’t post straight up porn. I do however I do reblog and post a lot of images and art from horror games. I’m a fear and hunger fan so somethings are nsfw because of gore or just horror imagery

I not going to tell anyone to not look at my blog but please be polite. I will normally respond to comments if I think I can add something.

Rules on messages - I may or may not respond and I’ll probably check your account before deciding. If you have a question for me I’ll answer but I won’t stick around for long.

Rules about minors - I’ll ask you not to private message me but you are free to look at my blog and interact with posts. It’s a look at your own risk sorta thing.

I’ll probably post a lot about games I’m playing or manga I’m reading. Also there will be a lot of post on psychology, history and classical literature. As well as mythology. I use the academic meaning for mythology meaning that when I refer to a mythology I’m referring to the stories and characters in a religion.

Also expect the ramblings of a mad man when it comes to me posting about my gender and sexuality.

I’m dyslexic but I try to write properly, this is why I tend to have a very robotic way of typing. I’m not trying to sound smarter than I am.

I’m an aspiring author and currently working on a book that’s currently calls “The Hero’s Quest” so I’ll post about it however I’ll likely not finish it.

I’m a vtuber fan and my Oshi is Rin Penrose and Mint

[apollolewis]

Decided to add some spice to adwd and so my MCs for both games are now siblings (I decided to replay adwd with a new mc to do this)

Morana (adwd 2 mc) is the older sister and the person that raised my adwd 1 mc Toma.

5012 thought he was safe after beyond the bet and was then confronted with the woman that raised the annoying mortal.

[ocprompts]

For those OCs somehow involved in a war or battle (soldiers, commanders, weapon manufacturers, war medics, gladiators, etc):

What are they fighting for? Their life, their country, money, fame, a cause they believe in, or something else?

.

[apollolewis]

Sanda is currently fighting to reclaim the throne from her brother and the empire that put him there as a puppet. Previously she has fought against her half brother and cousin for the throne in the first place since she wasn’t supported by the council that elected the prince (who is the ruler of the country she’s from) and also fought for her country against the invading empire. She’s very heavily based on Vlad Dracula, as in the actual historical figure and not the vampire.

[apollolewis]

Picking the madwoman voice in wotr has the unintended side effect of not being able to tell if it’s my girl or Camellia saying the most out of pocket shit during battles. They’re truly birds of a feather

[haydendreaming]

oh myyyy step 2 has the potential for the most complicated love quintangle ever. truly out here living our best YA novel lives /silly

Serenity crushing on Qiu. Vianca crushing on Tamarack. MC crushing on Qiu, Tamarack, or both. Qiu and Tamarack not getting along. Vianca's one-sided rivalry with Qiu. Tamarack intimidated by Vianca. Extra spice if MC and Qiu/Tamarack are jealous over each other.

Add Ren into the mix and things get even messier. Ren's strained friendship with Qiu. Ren craving Vianca's friendship and approval. Vianca's coolness towards Ren. MC potentially crushing on Ren.

Riverview Peak is going to explode from teen drama

[apollolewis]

Add some extra spice, have an aroace mc that isn’t crushing on either Tam or Qiu but Tam and Qiu are jealous over them. For peak melodrama

[apollolewis]

Recently started a new file for adwd 2, so here’s my reaper, Morana

The profile in game for him

[anchovy]

Made a lowball offer on eBay as a joke and it got accepted. uh oh.

[anchovy]

I’m so fucked

[apollolewis]

A small collection of wip or things I didn’t feel like finishing properly and just decided to do basic pencil brush coloring

We got one of my siblings ff14 ocs

Two of my ol2 MCs

My pokemon ttrgp pc

My favor mc as a teenager

A random character my brain made up

[apollolewis]

Our prom queen Luminița Cazacu

One of my ol2 MCs in her senior prom dress, this dress was a bit much for a freshman homecoming but perfect for prom (I think, I was homeschooled so I didn’t go to either)

[sunny-arts-blog]

comm over at vgen!

[apollolewis]

Doth my eyes deceive me, is this a Chiko commission

[07aa]

[astershionee]

Sanrio crossover 🐬🐙

[apollolewis]

Just a quick message to any ttrpg players, if you aren’t sure you want to actually play in a campaign for whatever reason before session 0. Tell your dm before the day of so they can get a new player. Please don’t wait until 2 hours before session 0.

[rui-drawsbox]

Horrifying realization

[deluzzie]

problematic render gap relationship

[apollolewis]

My brand new bby girl

Same character her hair is just under the hat in the second image and I definitely didn’t draw it like that because I didn’t want to deal with long hair

[sir-feline]

more Step 2 Louis!