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—𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝟏𝐞. an independent, exclusive portrayal of 𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐄 from paramount's 𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐒. this blog will contain religious themes. if this bothers you, i encourage you not to follow! my character's views do not align with mine. written and loved by bard.

CARRD. PROMO. MEME TAG.

a study in: religion & religious trauma, searching for hope, loneliness, finding a light in the darkness, the need to find a purpose.

affiliated with: @proph5t, @travis-martinez, @plmrz, @sc4torccio

please read below before following.

#𖤓°⋆. pinned post.#BARD / 35 / SHE/HER #DNI.

bybard

put a finger down if your bathroom ceiling caved in, your landlord's treating it like it just needs to be patched and moved on from, you have to stay in a hotel for at least a couple of nights, and you have an essay due by no later than midnight tonight on top of it all. *puts a finger down*

#𖤓°⋆. out of character.#this is why i haven't posted in a hot minute lol

fakeddeath

❛ desperate times , call for desperate crimes. ⸻ FAKEDDEATH is a canon inspired && heavily headcanon based portrayal of MELISSA / KELLY , from showtimes' YELLOWJACKETS, as resurrected by RILEY ( they, them ).

#𖤓°⋆. promo.#SUCH a talented writer #11/10 highly recommend

leememes

THE SOUNDS OF NIGHTMARES SENTENCE STARTERS .

a collection of roleplay / writing prompts , lifting quotes from " the sounds of nightmares " podcast based in the little nightmares universe .

" the look on your face says there's more on your mind . "

" would you like to talk about it ? "

" how are you feeling today ? "

" do you remember your nightmares ? "

" i remember ... everything . "

" i'm not sure that's true . "

" i woke up somewhere i didn't belong . "

" i don't quite follow . "

" can you try to explain ? "

" you can't understand . not unless you were there . "

" hey ! where are we ?! "

" they aren't children . not at all . "

" my mind was divided , and that's not fair to you . "

" everything is going to get worse from here . "

" help me ! please help me ! "

" who brought me here ? "

" i'll do everything i can to help you . "

" there's nothing bad inside you . nothing . "

" we're in this together . "

" take your pick . "

" sweets for my sweet . "

" do you know a way out of here ? "

" what are you working on ? "

" we're friends . friends tell each other things . "

" i'll play with you . "

" don't overdo it . "

" you were right there ! don't tell me you did nothing ! "

" you're upset with me , aren't you ? "

" are you going to leave ? like all the others ? "

" whatever you desire , it's yours . "

" everyone needs someone . "

" don't leave me alone ! "

" are you still angry with me ? "

" i'll protect you . "

" i hate being alone . "

" i understand more than you think . "

" you mean to escape , don't you ? "

" you're being unfair . "

" i can't help you if you hide things from me . "

" why did you bring me here ? "

" what do you want ? "

" why didn't you tell me ? "

" you promised me . "

" i don't feel like talking . "

" you never listen . "

" we can face these monsters together . "

" i need you . "

" i have nothing more to give . "

" take my hand again . "

" you abandoned me . "

" the more time you spend with someone , the harder it becomes to hide who you really are . "

#𖤓°⋆. inbox prompts.

shadowhaert

and though i burn, how could i fall? when i am lifted by every word you say to me

#𖤓°⋆. likeness.#𖤓°⋆. dyn. wrap me in your skin and bones — lottie matthews.

one day i might find the willpower to make a promo for this blog

#ONE DAY #𖤓°⋆. out of character.#good morning dash

laura lee has always been on the quieter side. she was a shy kid, but she was an extrovert. she loved talking to her peers when they spoke to her. she wasn't raised religious. instead, she found religion through a mixture of happenstance and loneliness. as a sheltered, lonely child, forming a relationship with an all-powerful being felt too good to pass up, especially when an older boy explained that God was the reason she survived her poolside accident. she latched on and hardly ever looked back. the more isolated she felt from her peers, the closer she grew to god.

she had doubts as she got older, of course, but she knew that meant she needed to be more devout. the thing that shook her faith the most was the plane crash. she can't wrap her head around why god would do that, not just to her, but to everyone on the plane. she's still holding tightly to her faith, but it's only hanging on by a handful of frayed threads.

#✦. ⊹ ˚ headcanons.#✦. ⊹ ˚ character study.#tw religion #tw religious trauma #tw religious themes

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Lottie & Laura Lee YELLOWJACKETS: 108. Flight of the Bumblebee

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@proph5t

#proph5t #𖤓°⋆. likeness.#𖤓°⋆. dyn. wrap me in your skin and bones — lottie matthews.

𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐔 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒.

𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐌𝐄. the group manages to talk laura lee out of her doomed flight. during their doomcoming party, she refuses to drink. instead, she decides to eat her soup and head inside to journal. when the mushrooms kick in, she hallucinates j.esus himself. he reassures her that everything will be okay, that even if all hope seems lost that she just needs to hold on a little longer. he tells her that he'd never put her through anything that she can't handle. she rationalizes everything as just doing what she needs to survive. when the team is eventually rescued, she goes on to become a public speaker for church/christian events.

𝐖𝐇𝐎'𝐒 𝐀 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐍𝐎𝐖? the plane never takes flight. it malfunctions and rolls into the lake instead. her team manages to rescue her from the plane, but her failure to launch crushes her spirit. she was so certain this was her purpose, and she begins questioning everything. she doubts her faith for weeks, and when she unknowingly gets high on mushrooms, she hallucinates along with everyone else. she falls in with the herd, though she abstains from any physical contact with travis. she mixes in many of her previous beliefs with her newfound belief in lottie and the wilderness. when the team is eventually rescued, she leads a quiet life at first. but she keeps in touch with lottie and remains spiritual. eventually, she helps lottie form an intentional community.

#✦. ⊹ ˚ v; survival.#tw religious themes #tw religion #tw religious trauma

this reminded me of you.

𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐀𝐑. she smiles. lottie's fingertips brush her cheekbone on the opposite side while she threads the plucked stem of a bright yellow flower into her hair. the flower stands out, even against her blonde hair. laura lee reaches up to brush her fingertips against the flower's soft petals.

she hadn't planned to attend the “doomcoming” as the others were calling it. the name sent tingles down her spine. however, when @proph5t asked her to go, how could she say no? maybe it's just superstitious thinking that's getting to her. maybe she can partake in the irony without worrying about upsetting a higher power and setting something horrible into motion.

❝ really? ❞ she smiles again. a bit of pink brightens her cheeks. ❝ it's beautiful, lottie. thank you. ❞

#proph5t #𖤓°⋆. ic answered.

i keep thinking about how laura lee is the sun and lottie is the moon. how laura lee is the brightness and warmth of summer and lottie is the resilience and intensity of winter.

#𖤓°⋆. out of character.#anyway that's my monday night for you

proph5t

𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋.

this is a private & selective 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰𝐬 blog from the series yellowjackets. this is a heavily headcanon based portrayal , slightly canon skeptical. studying themes such as: human nature , undying devotion , nature versus nurture , found family , childhood trauma , girlhood to godhood , survivor’s guilt , the scapegoat , abandonment , & lord of the flies.

please note: this blog is an unreliable narrator , & will be written in first person , from lottie's perspective , with a heavy focus on the pre - rescue timeline. this blog will also cover triggering topics , such as trauma , sex , violence , death , ritualistic murder , instances of cannibalism , etc , but all of which will be tagged properly.

created by darian ( 28 , she/they , pst ) created march 2023 , re - est. dec. 2024.

#i love #i adore #so does laura lee #𖤓°⋆. promo.

one of my favorite moments of the series is when ll asks if any of the trees nearby are maple syrup trees

#𖤓°⋆. out of character.#my sweet summer child

i've gotta add a tlou verse

#gonna think about what that'll look like for her throughout the day #𖤓°⋆. out of character.

amazing food!!!! 🥹🥹🥹

thank you for coming i hope you stick around for dessert 💕

#respairs #at least the wilderness spared my girl from becoming dinner #i guess???#roan ily

mcflymemes

PROMPTS FOR THE 5 LOVE LANGUAGES * adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of action prompts

WORDS OF AFFIRMATION

i'm very grateful for you.

you're very important to me.

you make me want to be a better person.

you're doing a good job, you know.

i can tell you're trying your hardest.

you constantly impress me.

what's going on? tell me everything.

i'm here to listen to you.

i love you so much.

you know you matter to me, right?

i don't know what i'd do without you.

you were right about everything.

if it matters to you, it matters to me.

i believe in you.

PHYSICAL TOUCH

[ caress ] sender soothes a nervous receiver by stroking their hands up and down receiver's arms

[ absentminded ] sender casually takes receiver's hand in public, laces their fingers, and doesn't let go

[ shoulder ] sender listens to receiver speak and sets a hand on their shoulder while doing so, offering comfort

[ behind ] sender comes up to receiver from behind and wraps their arms around them, hugging them close

[ smack ] sender gives receiver's butt an affectionate smack as they walk past them

[ dinner ] at dinner, sender reaches across the table and takes receiver's hand

[ check ] sender reaches out to touch receiver, expressing concern for them

[ cuddle ] sender and receiver snuggle

RECEIVING GIFTS

i saw this yesterday, and i had to get it for you.

this reminded me of you.

you said you didn't have one... so i figured i'd get it for you.

i hope you like it. i picked it out just for you.

i loved making this for you.

i know you had a rough week, so i hope this makes you feel better.

it's all for you!

[ birthday ] sender brings receiver a present on their birthday

[ just because ] sender surprises receiver with a gift

[ grateful ] sender gets a present from receiver and expresses their utmost gratitude

[ flowers ] sender brings receiver a bouquet of their favorite flowers

[ candy ] sender gifts receiver with their favorite candy

QUALITY TIME

i'm not going anywhere. i want to stay here with you.

why don't we spend some time together?

i'd rather be alone with you.

let's plan a vacation.

feel like taking a walk? the weather's nice.

i just want to be with you.

this weekend is all about us.

can we plan for some alone time?

[ walk ] sender and receiver go for a comfortable evening stroll

[ bake ] sender and receiver bake something together

[ decorate ] sender and receiver attend a painting class together

[ relax ] sender and receiver relax on the beach

[ craft ] sender helps receiver with a project they've been working on

ACTS OF SERVICE

let me get that for you.

i'll take care of it! i've got it!

you go and sit down. i've got this covered.

i've planned our entire trip. you don't have to lift a finger.

everything's all taken care of!

sit back down! i'll clean up!

i know it was stressing you out. that's why i took care of it.

i'll help you with that.

i watered your plants.

[ breakfast ] sender brings receiver breakfast in bed

[ blanket ] sender notices receiver is cold, so they bring them a blanket and drape it over their shoulders

[ jacket ] sender offers receiver their coat

[ soup ] knowing receiver is sick, sender brings them a bowl of hot soup

[ coffee ] sender brings receiver their favorite coffee order

#𖤓°⋆. inbox prompts.

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If it's meant to be then it will be. in / sp

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