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Any love I showed you is yours to keep.

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The Blues

I don't really know how else to say this, but I've been feeling lousy for the past few days and can't seem to shake it. I don't even know how to elaborate.

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The best version of this song, in my opinion.

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1:48

I remember singing along to this as a teenager. I think they released a more recent (but not too recent, of course) version of this, but this one is my favorite.

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My weekly* cry.

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I hope Michelle Obama is at home on the couch right now wearing fuzzy pajamas, her hair in a silk bonnet, toenails drying, while she sips a hot chocolate and binge-watches something on Netflix.

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Ekans roll cake, the perfect sssnack to usher in the Year of the Snake! 🐍💜

Sometimes things don't work out like they do in my head though, this took me three attempts to get close enough to what I'd envisioned 😅 Still not perfect, but happy to get this idea out of my head and out there, hope y'all like it!

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Look at the adorable Ekans cake! What a clever idea.

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Hey Alexa, how can you tell the difference between seasonal depression, HRT-induced anxiety, and the harsh reality that you are, in fact, taking every good thing that comes your way and fucking it up?

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This video lives rent-free in my head.

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Today, at 5:00 pm, I was struggling to keep my eyes open. I forced myself to stay awake rather than take a nap because I didn't want to completely destroy my sleep pattern.

Tell me why it's 1:00 am, and I'm wide awake, unable to sleep.

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"Kalbim düşünmeyi bıraksa

çabuk biter gece.."

Süreyya Berfe...

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I want to visit a place where I can see the night sky just like this.

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Webb captures the Rings of Giant Planets

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Data Tracking 2025

I decided to start tracking various bits of data for 2025. Nothing terribly exciting, and I'm open to ideas. Here's what I have so far:

Number of cats pet

Number of times I've cried

Daily step count

Amount of time spent studying

Monthly milestones

I didn't come up with the first category but felt it would be a necessary and important data set. The monthly milestones will be categorized by type. My goal is to make a cheeky wrap-up type of presentation about my year in December.

I'm open to ideas for additional information I could collect. I was considering recording my dominant emotion for each day OR a ranking of how the day went, overall. I don't want to make the data collection too complicated or else I'll give up by July. I've never committed to a yearlong project (outside of Duolingo, but I have an aggressive owl keeping me in line).

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This is not an important post.

But I wanted to document this somewhere, mainly for future-me when I ultimately take a break from plant-based milk and forget which one(s) I liked. Silk Next Milk is f'n delicious. Chef's kiss. Silk's oat milk creamer is also fantastic, but their almond milk creamer is vomitous. If you want an almond creamer, go for Almond Dream.

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They stopped selling Next Milk two weeks later, and I've never seen it again. Such fleeting joy.

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I live in a 200+ year old multifamily home, and a young couple lives upstairs. They have gorgeous singing voices and are skilled musicians. They have a cat named Dylan. Currently, they're making fun of a friend of theirs for living in Rhode Island because it's tiny. "You should tell Sarah that you've run more miles than her state is long," one of them said.

I hate how thin the walls are in these old houses.

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I want to see myself happy again.

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https://youtu.be/ZL7JaWsbg-4