Jade's stupid rant blog

@thatonesillymomfriend's rant blog

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This is just my stupid rant blog where I rant about stupid things.

Kinda a vent blog too

She/her, but I don't really if you mix it up

I'm Jade.

I'm a minor.

If you aren't gonna say anything nice, fuck off.

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NOOOOOOOOO

WHY.

WHY.

I HATE THIS.

STUPID BITCH.

CMON. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

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I haven't had a single suicidal thought since last year :D

Aww shit wait

Damnit

Scratch that

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i have my death date planned.

it's not soon though.

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i don't like feelings... Then if everything goes fucking wrong it's all over.

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So uh

I went bowling

And there uh

There was a pretty girl there

Didn't talk to her at all sadly

But she was pretty and she seemed nice, she was playing with her siblings(I assume)

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NO.

IM NOT OKAY.

THAT BITCH RUINS EVERYTHING.

MY RELATIONSHIPS. MY SOCIAL LIFE. MY SELF CONFIDENCE. MY HOBBIES.

I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD ONE DAY I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF

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I HATE THAT PIECE OF SHIT

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I hate my mom.

Both actually.

I hate them with every fiber of my damn being

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I hate this

I hope they have fun without me

Just like every other time

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shushhhhhhhh

All of youuuuu

I'm trying to thinkkkkkkkk of actual stuffffff

You guys have foreverrr to talkkk

Get out of my head for nowwww

[thatonesillyfriend]

OH MY GOHSSHSHSHHHHH

IF ONLY EVERY IDEA IN KY HEAD RIGHT NOW WASN'T STRANGE AND NO ONE CAREDDEDD

I WOULD SAY A WHOLE BUNCH OF RANDOM AND WEIRD SHIT

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IF YOU WANT TO FUCKING VENT GET A FUCKING THERAPIST.

IM NOT ONE.

I ALREADY KNOW HOW YOU FUCKING FEEL BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN REPEATING YOURSELF FIR THE LAST 10-15 MINUTES

IM ALREADY FUCKING OVERSTIMULATED, AND ALL YOURE WAVING YOUR HANDS AROUND ISNT FUCKING HELPING.

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I hate myself

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the reason I say cheezits and fries or cheese and rice or whatever is because I don't like saying "god" or getting in the habit of saying it.

I completely respect peoples opinions and what they believe in(most of the time), but I'm just not a very religious person, and I don't want to say something that I don't know much about or believe in.

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i fear yet anticipate the day someone finds this blog

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fuck I wish I had someone...

Then I could feel valid and I could make them valid and give them whatever they want...

I don't have anything attractive about me though so boo...