#tw vents

[citizenstarlight]

there are two wolfs inside of me. one wolf wants to go to the gym. the other wolf wants to put a heating pad on my uterus and cry.

[autumn0689]

I really should just keep my fucking mouth shut

[muffinstuffins11]

"toxic friend groups doesn't cause trauma!!"

what a toxic friend group does to a mf😭:

[muffinstuffins11]

fuccck I honestly wanna die already like my friends are super smart and nice and im just sitting here stupid, sidetracked, and having relapses almost everyday Im gonna kms so bad school isnt fun anymore im gonna be such a bad influence and my friends must think im a fucking failureand adisappointment im basically slowing them down they are so much better without me but im gonna be so fucking frustrated if I haven't met them im so doomed im slowing them down please dont leave me im sorry im sorry im so fucking sorry for being a disappointment im too dependent im too lazy im too tired i want to cry so bad please dont do what they did to me please find someone better i don't deserve all of you

[muffinstuffins11]

if anyone tells someone to hug me for a dare i'd gladly hug that person with the most loving way possible.

And i wont even care that it WAS a dare.

Im just happy someone else can give me affection back.

Im not sure.

Why i dont even love anything about me anymore.

one time, i still remember last month, my last seatmate whispered to their friend that i was ugly.

god.

I couldn't stop crying and forgetting about it that day.

yet i still remember it.

i am so scared of my future.

will i even graduate when im such a dumbass?

Will i ever get a happy life with a happy family?

i will i even make it till 29?

Am i doomed?

is all of us doomed?

i think we are doomed.

[apples-and-orangejuice]

IF YOU WANT TO FUCKING VENT GET A FUCKING THERAPIST.

IM NOT ONE.

I ALREADY KNOW HOW YOU FUCKING FEEL BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN REPEATING YOURSELF FIR THE LAST 10-15 MINUTES

IM ALREADY FUCKING OVERSTIMULATED, AND ALL YOURE WAVING YOUR HANDS AROUND ISNT FUCKING HELPING.

[dontwakethecorpse]

i feel like i did something wrong but i don’t know what. everyone’s acting super dry and weird around me i don’t get it. i thought i was finally happy and doing well because i’ve had energy for the first time in ages, i’m being kind i think. i’m not perfect but i’m trying and it just seems to make it worse. i don’t know why i fucking bother sometimes everyone still treats me like a fucking idiot waste of time and maybe theyre right