MY ALBUM : UNTITLED KAI PROJECT
i released this album in may, but i really love it. some of it. its very lesbian longing. its an album all about my past relationship(s). it'd be amazing of you'd listen :). but im gonna do. run-through of all the songs i made, read along as you listen!
UNTITLED KAI PROJECT BY KAI MAYES MCCLAIN
KNOWLEDGE ABOUT THE EXIT: a song i made incredibly drunk about my ex, my first true relationship. it's the worst song on my album, but i love it because of how raw it is. it just shows how raw my pain was at the time. i made this song in one single take, and given what my album is about, i just felt i had to include it. my whole album tells a story. my story. Knowledge About The Exit spells out my ex's name, and i just thought i should start with one of my darkest periods.
GOODBYE HELLO: another song about my ex, but how i coped with everything that happened. feeling alone. comforting myself. but also explains what happened.
BOOTH BITCH: completely inspired by sex and the city. except i was aiden and my ex was carrie LOL. i love this song. its really just about like finally discovering myself after the breakup and that I deserve better. its me in my queen energy.
HOBVIES: so this a torsional song in my album where i stop talking about my ex and talk about myself. hence before like i was finally discovering myself after the breakup. my worth.
FUNZIES : literally same concept. i just wanted a few songs about me and how much i love myself after starting with a sad story.
FUUUN DAY : okay theres gonna be a theme here with a couple songs talking about myself- or singing about myself for a few songs LOL. i think theres one more before i dive deeper. but this one also talks about my accident, when i was hit by a car. its just a big part of my life so of course i would include it.
FWB : okay this one is finally something not inherently about myself, but i was dating someone at the time who was looking for a friends with benefits, hence the song title. but its also about how mistreated i felt by the girl i was dating but also the people i thought were my friends at the time. but also marc hype.
FWB (EXTENDED) : i had a separate beat for FWB that i created, so i made a song with it hence the EXTENDED title LOL. but this is more singing about FWB then the other song is lolzzz. but also hyping my ego again LOLLLL.
BAD DATE : okay so this moves onto a new girl who i had a bad date with (see my previous posts) but i still liked her even if it was a bad first date so i wrote a song about it LOL. a song about seeing if said girl is worth the effort
GUHOST: okay so the bad date girl literally ghosted me so i wrote a song about it LOLLL only cuz i was offended like i was considering breaking it off but i dint so i guess i was mad she broke it off before i had the chance? but i also hate ghosting its so immature imo lol. but i low-key manifested something better with this song
REJECTION : another song about being ghosted but with a different title lolz. but i also have a sex and the city cameo in here that i love
SECRET SONG : ok i love this song. so much. i wasnt going to release this song on my album but i had too which is why its called secret song LOL. i had technical difficulties the day of release so i had to swap my song "WANT A LOVE" with secret song lolz. but its still good imo. but still another song about fumbling me and me being ghosted
DAYDREAM : another song about not being sure if the girl that ghosted me was for me. lol. but more intentional with what i say
BLISS : okay this is another transition in my album from dealing with girls that dont deserve me to finally finding the one for me or whatever. i just wanted my album to end on a happy note. lol.
CHAUFFEUR : LOVE THIS ONE ! yeah. same idea as before, except i have a chauffeur which is a common topic of mine with people IRL lol so i had to make a song related to it. it also references big and carrie in bigs car, and blair and chuck in gossip girl lolllll real tbh
LESBIAN LOVE SONG : THE BEST SONG ON THE ALBUM. IDC. i am so proud of this song. this is one of the first songs i made when i was getting into making music. this song is so underrated. big and natasha reference LOL.