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Welcome to my Winter blog weary traveler!

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I'm AquarianSaga. I'm 27, Aquarius, I'm from the Southern Hemisphere and I'm a mentally eel (GAD & Depression) witch with Endometriosis and have suffered on and off with €D and disorderd thoughts throughout my life since I was 7.

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My Dr said I did the right thing by coming off those anti depressants. There's not much they can do for me so it's back to the GYN specialist 🫩. I'm so tired.

Going back to the Drs tomorrow :((

Had a really bad reaction to the new antidepressants today and it really scared me. Felt like I was fully dr*gged, dilated pupils, migraine, cold sweats, shivering, fast heart rate and high blood pressure.

Thankfully I'm ok now though, my blood pressure has stabilized and so has everything else but I'm still sweating like crazy and thankfully I was able to get in tomorrow to see my Dr. Wtf.

I'm not taking them tonight since I'm on the lowest dose and have only been on them for 2 days so I don't need to taper off them.

Not good. Not happy. Sick of Drs and side effects. Ryeqo and elaxine side effects are not worth potentially dying of serotonin syndrome. Fuck this shit.

Broooo this antidepressant got me feeling good! I'm on the lowest dose (and it's the first day) but this stuff is strong as. It's making me feel very relaxed but a bit spacey.

My old antidepressants never made me feel like this. This is nice!

Very rough sleep last night because of hot flashes 🫠 and yes, I did take my new antidepressants that were meant to help, it made the hot flashes WORSE but, I feel pretty mellow so at least that's good? We'll see how we go tonight.

Look, I'm just going to have to keep taking this for 2 weeks and hopefully I notice a difference. If I keep dealing with this shit then I'll go back to the Drs 🙄.

Although, I am pretty giddy this morning because my online order arrived with Halloween stuff!

Felt my mood change in the waiting room and I almost broke down in the Drs office today.

Got prescribed elaxine (venlafaxine) for the mood swings and it can be prescribed off label for hot flashes too. Fuck. Hopefully this helps. I dunno how much longer I can deal with these mood swings.

But, I have to say, mine and my mum's relationship has improved soooo much since I've been taking ryeqo. She's going through menopause so she 100% gets what I'm going through and now I truly understand what she's going through too and it's just really nice to be able to relate.

I hate making important decisions regarding my health. I have a feeling my dr might tell me to get off Ryeqo.

On one hand, my endo pain has reduced significantly since taking Ryeqo/Myfembree but at what cost to my mental health? These mood swings are getting worse and I'm still having hot flashes early in the morning.

I just feel like I keep chasing my tail trying to treat my endometriosis. Wtaf am I supposed to do!?

Woke up at 4am again because of a hot flash 🫠. Drs appointment today at 2:30, hopefully there's something that can be done for these damn mood swings and Ryeqo side effects.

All the ghosts are doooone! They look so good in the wind 🍃

2 sheet ghosts are done! I'm so happy with the results! 🥹💖

2 more to go! 👻

2 ghosts are done! Another 2 to go.

I had to clean off the PVA glue and start again because the white tablecloths weren't sticking to the plastic bowl 😂 this time I used gorilla glue and it worked like a charm.

I reckon they're going to look so good and very nostalgic once they're hanging on the tree!

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I am so fkn constipated rn thanks to the clonidine :((

Ffs, why does everything that is supposed to help me have to come with god awful side effects!?

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I now have a combo of constipation and diarrhea 🫠 wtaf is going on with my body!?

I don't know how much longer I can be on these medications tbh 😕 the side effects are really messing with my body and my mental health.

I booked a Drs appointment for Monday to discuss this and what to do next.

Woke up at 4:30am because of a really bad hot flash 🫠 I was sweating and everything.

At least I was awake to catch a gorgeous sunrise before a cold front and storms come through.

I am so fkn constipated rn thanks to the clonidine :((

Ffs, why does everything that is supposed to help me have to come with god awful side effects!?

Is it too early to get excited about Halloween?

I'm already in the process of making affordable hanging sheet ghosts for my outdoor set up this year!

Here's my WIP. I'm still waiting for the glue to dry.

I cannot wait to show you guys my decos this year 😍💖 I have it all planned out!

Good morning moots 💖

I did not sleep due to hot flashes and really bad intrusive thoughts last night... again 😔

The new meds were working well but now it seems they're not doing so much the last 2 nights.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tired of having hope and then it just gets ripped away from me and I really don't want to go off ryeqo (Myfembree) because it's the only medication that has improved my Endo symptoms but at what cost to my mental health?

My Dr said to me during my last appointment that ryeqo is my final option for hormonal treatment, I've tried so many that haven't worked or have sent me to the hospital due to severe side effects. I just really want this to work. I just want to be ok.

I've already figured out my Halloween costume for this year.

I'm gonna be Mothman and my boyfriend is gonna be a lamp 🤣.

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