Arabella

She wondered if maybe some angels never got their wings back, that she’d have to stay like this forever, with her wings cut off, bleeding and tired

[arabellafairy777]

I picked some fresh blueberries and two plumbs today, that gave me childhood nostalgia

[dreamstars]

[arabellafairy777]

More often than not she wished people would forget her rather than remember her. She thought about all the interactions she’d had, all the things she’d shared all the times she had bared her soul to people who never bothered caring for it. Maybe it would be nice to be forgotten, to no longer have to live her life in regrets

[plushbuncat]

hehe im just kidding ♡

[arabellafairy777]

Bunnies will always have a special place in my heart

[arabellafairy777]

She had once been a happy child, coloring the ponies in bright colors that matched her joyful mood. She looked up and smiled happily, revealing the new braces she had recently put on.

“I’d like to be friends with the ponies, following them into the dreamland of stardust and fairies“

She hoped she’d never stop dreaming

[arabellafairy777]

Sometimes it hit her, that many of the things she spent her time on, wouldn’t really matter in the end. That book she couldn’t find the title to, the people she wanted to look like and those videos she had reposted because she found them relatable. None of it mattered. All those aesthetic photos of she had collected through her pinterest and all the edits she had saved on her phone. It was all pointless. Material things, surface level, just distractions at the end of the day.

But that didn’t mean everything in life was pointless. There were things that made her life worth living, just not the things she thought would count

[444prilsbae]

[arabellafairy777]

This is giving Valentine O’dell energy

[sorrrowfull]

[arabellafairy777]

My first thought went to Dakota Fanning

[lunarprncss]

[arabellafairy777]

I don’t know why but something about this is giving me nostalgia

[arabellafairy777]

Note to myself

Talk slowly to prevent oversharing. Focus mostly on the other person and happy things during the conversation. Avoid repeating negative things. Ask yourself if you have the time, energy and desire to hangout with people before you actually ask them

[bnny]

[arabellafairy777]

This is giving Cecily Knight vibes and I love it

[arabellafairy777]

Thank you to the caring soul who bought me this to lighten up the gloominess and greyness I felt in my heart today

[arabellafairy777]

I’ll follow you wherever you go Church

[monster2001]

[arabellafairy777]

Aura Valentine coded

[arabellafairy777]

Sometimes she wondered if she truly hated herself which seemed strange, because she couldn’t really remember ever being like that. Something inside her made her yearn for the cruel hands that liked to hurt her, scare her and in the end break her. Her eyes seemed emptier and more dull looking than usual. Her heart felt heavier to carry and deep down she knew this wasn’t what she wanted, but somehow she always ended up here, in the arms of someone who knew all her darkest parts and still chose to stay while treating her like she was something beneath him

[fluoxetine-baby]

[arabellafairy777]

One side of me feels fragile, like half of my heart were made of glass. The other part that is determined to not care, to not let anything get to her. That half feels like it’s made of steel. My heart is broken in two but it’s still whole

[arabellafairy777]

She was playing a game, feeling happy and energetic, suddenly her dad spoke to her, telling her to quiet down because it was nighttime. She knew he had the right to ask for some quietness. But somewhere inside her, she felt the happiness that had been there seeping out of her heart. She felt as if she were back in elementary school, singing in class while the others laughed at her, telling her to quiet down. She remembered their comments, the cruelty of their words, telling her she would get nowhere in life, but singing on a garbage dump. How her parents must regret ever getting her because of how pathetic she were. She wondered what they would think of her now, if they could see how much she had truly fallen apart.

She slowly felt their words reaching into her heart, replacing what was left of her joy. She cried herself to sleep that night while hugging her stuffed bunny, feeling insignificant and small again.

[coquettemeth]

literally me core