Little Pieces Of Heaven

Aspiring model and artist Ig:arabellelefox Sc:arabellesofoxy

[arabellelefox]

I only come on here when shit gets hectic Lmaoo and this is one of those times. I’ve never been in a room where people did drugs in front of me but there’s a 1st for everything. I was out that bitch so fast I swear. I’m just mad I spent $80 on an uber 🙄. Apparently the trains stop running this late and I forgot. It’s a good thing I only get one drink when I go out and babysit that bitch. Them bitches brought the coke out. Na I only seen that shit in movies until tonight. Had to get that off my chest bc it would’ve gave me nightmares tonight.

[arabellelefox]

I feel like I downplay my work a lot. Maybe because I’m used not getting credit. Hopefully one day my time will come. You know

[arabellelefox]

I only come on here to rant...

Sometimes I really wish I could have a guy take credit for my designs. Maybe people will appreciate them more. Men really are praised in fashion even for making women’s clothes. I think it’s so annoying because i bust my ass. I try my hardest to take risks. Unfortunately it’s men’s clothing. I really wanted to make a streetwear brand that everyone can wear but I just might make women’s clothes and call it a day. Some of the things I see people rack up the price on is so simple. I’m not going to do that I’d rather feel secure in knowing that you can feel different in something that you paid $100-$200 for.

[mxdvs]

London Zhiloh shot by Off The Rails Magazine

[arabellelefox]

Every time I think about her I think about Tory lanez first video

[arabellelefox]

When this is over I’ll actually go to more restaurants by myself. Hopefully I’ll make enough money for my own apartment. My brand will get more sales. I’ll be an extraordinary business woman. I’ll finally get married and I’ll be able to have enough money to take care of my parents.

[arabellelefox]

I’m really starting to getting lonely because this quarantine

[arabellelefox]

My parents insist on being ignorant and I hate it.

[arabellelefox]

I guess I want this grand display of affection that other women usually get. I have never gotten that. The most I’ve gotten was unexpected roses from a guy I didn’t even care about. (I hated that guy.) idek why but I did not like him at all. Anyway maybe it is my fault. Either I give too much or I give nothing.

[understands]

[arabellelefox]

Yes I am

[arabellelefox]

I hate the fact that I know when people are lying. That will always be the last time we speak if you lie.

[rihanna-infinity]

[arabellelefox]

I was getting really like sad about my sales for my brand. So I meditated and I heard “put love in everything you do”. Tbh I was getting extremely resentful of people copying me. So I guess the angels are like put the love back into the craft. Which made sense. I used to do it because I love it. Because now I’m constantly thinking about advertising and sales. Business is never pretty.

[arabellelefox]

My biggest regret of my early 20s is not going to the places I really wanted to go. Not fully embracing who I was. Not taking enough chances. Not meeting and networking because I was afraid. Now I can’t make certain mistakes because it’s like I’m too old to make those. Being in your late 20s is honestly the worst. You’re not 30 but you can’t do the stupid things 21 yr olds do. I just wish I could go back and truly enjoy it.

[arabellelefox]

Everything is taking tooo long.

[cactus-spirit-deactivated202211]

Me: "I need some serotonin."

Husband: Stands up.

Husband: Sits back down.

Husband: "I didn't remember what serotonin was until after I stood up so I was deadass about to go get you some."

[arabellelefox]

I want the most exciting life. I’d rather do it by myself.

[millennial-review-deactivated20]

[broken-horn-of-equius]

Or like if "war on drugs" meant "funding addiction treatment and research"