tip: i am so fucking mad

(*^▽^)/★*☆♪

[aranui]

beck aka uriel aka the artist formerly known as @mzsua-moved ^^

20 she + he

a sensitive and intelligent pervert

[aranui]

im never coming back bc my life has genuinely been better cutting almost all social media but i had to say i called it. i knewww they were all gonna die peace love alien stage. btw if you see me on here again assume im at my limit + if u really wanna connect rn im most active on characterhub as mikeko, or insta sometimes as wriqhts 😊🙏🧙‍♂️❤️

[e8luhs]

hi guys its cyan. hate to do it but on may 29th i got into a car accident where the other party did a hit & run. my car has been rendered undriveable at the moment. im still waiting for calls back on whether or not theyve identified the other driver / what insurance wants from me so that i can proceed with getting an estimate on my car / etc etc. pics of the damage to contextualize the situation at hand here:

currently im just worried about getting my girlfriend to work & back because i was our only source of transportation / our public transport can be unreliable, as well as starting to save up for a new car when we are already scraping by living paycheck to paycheck. i dont really have a goal that im trying to meet per se yet, but i would appreciate if anyone is willing to chip in to help me out:

p*ypal / k*fi links

c*shapp / v*nmo are both under the username e8luhs

i do art and i am fine with exchanging some in return if asked (i also take commissions) :) just keep in mind that turnaround will take a minute because i work full time!

[whipcreamtea]

cat houses

[e8luhs]

RED WIRE / BLUE WIRE

[aranui]

i miss you all terribly its so lonely not being active on tumblr however im still deep in the spiral and can not return </3

[aranui]

realizing a month later i left under poor circumstances >_>... im ok just taking a detox from tumblr (its helping) id like to return one day when i know it wont make me crazy

[aranui]

tried to kill myself again yesterday. you wont hear from me for a while (or ever again). byeeeee

[feathert3ther]

[Constellation, ‘Demon King of Salvation’ has reached his ◽️◽️.]

[Your ◽️◽️ is ‘Eternity’.]

[aranui]

some of my favorite comments from the trailer

[yinorii]

sooyoung, because she deserves all the pretty flowers in the world

(for lialox, for converting me into a sooyoung appreciator LOL,, your sooyoung writing genuinely crushes my heart and puts it back together all at once)

[kartonidze]

beginning sweetness never stays

[dakynai]

Orv Live Action took away his sword rights 😔

[dreadark]

it's like you guys didn't even read the book smh

[aranui]

i wish i was less unsatisfied with my art/writing and could actually share more about my characters.. sadly they all feel very two dimensional doll like and i cant even draw a crowd with illustrations

[lntenso]

[self-mortification]

My OCs