Child of the Universe, you are welcome here.

cyp. iconic in one of the most gentle ways possible. prophetic. resilient. unrivaled.

[archduchessofpetty]

a month and some change away from 28. life is so terrifying and funny and devastating and magical and a test and trial at every turn. it’s also so rewarding to be here. even when things are a mess.

[archduchessofpetty]

things change in the blink of an eye.

my God knows my heart, and honestly.. so do the people that i have loved, and have loved me. i have been dishonest and disloyal.. i’ve made decisions i’ve embarrassed of. but i’ve been sitting with them. soaking in the consequences and paying the price for those flaws. but they are not who i am.

who i am, how i show up… how i support and consider, how i hold space, how i soothe, how i rage… leaves an impact. grateful to have been given the insight i have to know that… and even more grateful to have that in me.. just… sad that i have to lose people i love along the way.

but if i am to be the tough subject that comes along every once in a while, out loud or not… so be it.

[archduchessofpetty]

hope you look for me, and never find me again. that my footsteps echo in your dreams. that memories of me pass through your mind often, and you remember how much love i brought to your life. hope when you hear certain songs, i always come front and center in your thoughts. and that it frustrates you, may even madden you.. to accept i’ll always hold some real estate in you.

[archduchessofpetty]

tired of over explaining and being misunderstood.

[archduchessofpetty]

might’ve taken a great loss, but i’m grateful for the chance to see myself clearly. need to take a step back from the public, from being seen by others to reassess myself and regroup.

i am liberated from a man i chose to go back to… again and again.. that hated me for it. that didn’t care if i lived or died. dealt me pain with my pleasure. free from a man that had turned into a recurring bill, a headache… always been a heartache…. i identity so much with feeling hurt, that i’m not even soaking in the freedom. i have my body, my mind and my finances back…

give all gratitude to the universe, for its continued protection over me and every step i take.. good and bad, righteous and dead ass wrong. grateful and humbled.

[pyritetears-deactivated20260218]

I step into august with clarity, courage, and calm. I release what no longer serves me and rise rooted in purpose. everything meant for me flows with ease, and I honor each day as sacred.

[lionturtles-wisdom]

Mylene, Mylene my butterscotch queen, this summer could you be my girl and could I be your king? I beg your pardon but I been loving you since the first day of kindergarten. I blush when you see me I cry when you sing, 'cause when you sing, its like...it's like how red velvet feel, thats how you sing. -Ezekiel Figuero, The Get Down

[blooooom]

there’s a misconception that grief only happens when we lose people. this is not true. we can grieve circumstances, relationships, missed opportunities. in fact, sometimes when you find yourself plagued with waves of emotion from sadness to melancholy you may be grieving yourself. the version of yourself that you might have been if things had been different, or if only you had said something, or if someone had stood up for you.

[sodatonic]

[lexfuckingheal]

wait til you see it from the back.

[archduchessofpetty]

i kid you not, you talk up the mf that you are entertaining and they GOTTA be able to hear you via sexual contact or sum… emotional imprint I DONT FUCKING KNOW but Y I K E S is all i fucking have to say.

[skyetownsendsbrain-deactivated2]

[archduchessofpetty]

the man i’m talking to is so interesting to me… we’ve been messing around since september, and as soon as i get cool with being just sexy friends… this man starts liking me. sex been great.. WHAT IS GOIN ON

[archduchessofpetty]

it’s 8am, and i just need a safe space to share this… i am having sex with a man that has GOOD ass dick n he real freaky 😭😭😭

[archduchessofpetty]

i wanna text him from my new number so badly. i know better; i’m drunk and have no business trying to speak to anyone… but i miss him. i miss who he is in my heart. i’m single, have been for almost two years n some change. and any man i actually like n enjoy… is nonchalant and distant and so obvious with their feelings for me all at the same time. its insane. same situation, different face… i don’t know what to make of it. i want to remember us without the desire to be close. i want to hold space for the woman i saw myself becoming with him, without drowning who i’m supposed to be. i love you. so deeply it’s in my bones. still. but i hope not this way, always.

[archduchessofpetty]

something about the lack of contact makes me depressed, and idk why it’s hitting me so hard during christmas.

i miss my mom… i miss her mac and cheese and dill green beans. i miss her dancing in the kitchen to al green while she’s cooking, sippin a drink.. i just wanna be around her energy. she gon make a holiday HOLIDAY… and my pops? the opposite.

just tired of being alone.

[archduchessofpetty]

bringing nothing but feminine necessities in ya purse, rolling up fat woods of premium weed, late night car rides, never going home, kisses all over my face.. ❤️