Ruined Adolescence

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My therapist told me, “you know, you’re allowed to forgive yourself.” Tears came to my eyes. Like, I know it sounds simple, but I swear I never once considered it. I just figured I’d live the rest of my days in shame and self-hatred over normal human error lol.

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Why’s it always a bitch who’s meek as hell telling me I’m aggressive? 😭 hoe speak up for yourself!

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with love, from Zanzibar 🏝️

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🤠

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having a crush is such a silly experience lol

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Currently in love for the first time in my 27 years of living 🥲❤️

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having a crush is such a silly experience lol

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Very disinterested

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it used to be too painful for me to go home and visit, and now i look forward to going back. i never thought i’d get out of that level of grief.

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the funniest shit that happened to me this year was when I was in Jamaica the week Kendrick dropped euphoria, meet the grahams and not like us and we had it on repeat and my Jamaican boyfriend literally couldn’t comprehend that level of hatred 😂

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It’s really such a shame I can’t even be excited about our country possibly getting our first woman, first BLACK woman, president because the dumb bitch wanna stand 10 toes down on genocide. I hope all these war criminals face a guillotine and I’m so serious