Never been a fan for the holidays
People say they’ll stay always
Then dip when the stitches fray
Reminds me of years of silent nights
No dishes no people in sight
Wanting to give, but no one to be given
The love I had, stayed in my heart to live in
Im losing faith in family Cus in reality
I was not blessed with reliability
I walked weeks with my head low
But nobody brave enough to know
They’d just see me go
Say, he’s just like that Let him be
So i was left with thoughts
Like i should just go
They’ll be fine without me
They never needed me
My words were wasted
My melodies they’ll miss
When i see bliss
From an angel’s kiss
And die on this hill
I thought I’d build my castle on
But is it real?
Was it really that much a hassle huh
They say, if you have God, you have all you need
Trust, Ive always been alone, and that is all ive ever known
To put my trust in He and not the hearts of man
But ever tried to lay a foundation down single handed
Just being candid, without a village, your effort’s compounded
Ever had the one you trusted most go ghost
Walked years possessed with grief
From relying on a root, turned out a leaf
Then out the silence they returned
After ive been here arms open and burned
My feet wont run after chasing
This burden or this blessing
All ive done was give
Love disguised as words and
Hurt disguised as words but
He who hates his brother committed murder
So are we killers or are we strangers
What will redeem us


















