❝ i’m the only thing swifter than death. ❞ the way brielle speaks it seems like an adage, like her name clings to the moniker of a harbinger when it is truly not her that brings on the decision of the scythe. the dame is never the one holding the smoking gun even if it had been her to supply the bullets. her assessment is delivered with what must appear to be boredom, perhaps a pedantic assumption to anyone else that might take her lounging stance and flat expression as weariness of company but this couldn’t be further from the truth. these stalemates never reach an end with any official nature, teamwork ebbing like the tides, and even when benoit sits next to her like an ally it is only in the moment.
brielle lacks the awkwardness most might cling to when silence falls, where hurried comments with meaningless weight are forced into the ether to keep conversation lulling along - she basks in it as she observes the sweater he wears. perfectly common in appearance and well-worn, take a snapshot of the moment and it seems as if she should start asking him about his day and then suggest something woefully domestic to fill the rest of the evening ; it is nothing more than a thought that she washes down the bitter taste with brunello.
❝ they might be. ❞ never with a forward answer and always several moves ahead, brielle leans forward with a deliberately slow approach so that she nearly drapes herself over his lap to gather up the file. ❝ i seem to only need them when i’m appeasing you. ❞ with this assessment the folder is placed in his lap, clinging to a modicum of purpose before she nestles her wine glass against her chin. ❝ lets pretend we’re here for more than just the company. it’ll be bad for our business. ❞ there is a joke there, a tease in a form only she can supply - meaning that it is delivered dryly with only a sly glance to serve as salvation.
mind begs to argue against the statement, but never wins dominance over his tongue. to him, she was anything but swift. the woman had slowly snuck her way into his life, prolonged her stay over the course of centuries and, even when she saw it fit to hurt him, it was not with a swift blow. it was the kind of pain that lingered, that took away a part of him that only ever returned in her presence. joy may be swift, though. only ever granted in small pockets, with her comings and goings. well, seems he was right not to argue. she could have been right, in part.
her thoughts eluded him from time to time. in the silences, he tries to read them but falls short. watching her back as she watches him, benoit can somewhat imagine what she could be thinking as she looks at his sweater. what it represented to her. maybe she, much like himself, travels far to a place where this could be routine. if that was true, he can see the exact moment she abandons, washing it away with a merciless flood of crimson.
he is not so willing to leave, hoping to will it to bleed into reality. ❝ it ought to be a good change of pace for you, ma reine. you never appease anybody. ❞ not so secretly, benoit enjoyed the preference. once she returns to his side, he chooses not to speak again, instead leaning forward until his lips meet her cheek and gift a yearning kiss against her skin. i missed you so, his silence says. only a few more seconds are stolen in her orbit before he turns his attention to the file and opens it again, only skimming the first page. ❝ when did you become aware of this person? ❞ a single eyebrow rises. ❝ do they know you exist? ❞