Feb 9, 2021
my life is me forever chasing a feeling. sometimes I catch it and like a wave I ride it until it crashes or fades away. it can last for what feels like a lifetime other times it hides from me for years. I go to the ends of the earth searching for it. I found it in a book that i didn’t want to end, and in a song i couldn’t stop playing. I found it once in a person and when I think of them to this day it comes alive for a minute. last time it lasted was in New Orleans when I was making things with my friends. now it only fills me every now and then when I’m driving by myself or some random moment. If I could recreate the feeling myself I would. but I don’t see it as something that belongs to me. pray to god it finds me soon
