just a soldier ;

independent commander shepard from mass effect.

[arianashepard]

i don't know if you'll read this but omg i cant believe you're THE arianashepard blog from 7 years ago and you're still (kind of) here!!😭 not sure if you remember me - i rp'd an original character (dan vaughan / feelthecollapse) - but as soon as i saw your blog url in a recommended tumblr post i recognized you and just had to check if it's really you. i hope you're doing fine!!

OH HELLO!!

Ariana has been very quiet lately and I’ve been focusing a lot on writing in an rp server on discord uwu

I’m glad I’m still circulating around the rp world even tho I’ve been quiet a while 😅🥰

[arianashepard]

hello yes I promise I’m not dead just Ariana has been quiet for a while......I have been doing a lot of rp on discord so if any mutuals want my tag just ask !!

[arianashepard]

              ❝ you know, I do accept presents for birthdays. alcohol is the best,                  and I’ll even share it with you if you do. ❞

[yaushie]

as much as i love the trope of a character falling fast and hard for someone, i also love the subtle descent where they don’t really think about it; where that person is just kind of there until one day they realize that person is so ingrained in their lives and they cannot do without them. where there is no conscious effort on either ends to become romantically involved but somehow the thought of them being with someone else is disconcerting. where “i enjoy being with you” unwittingly turns into “i want to be with you”

[qusm]

Oh

[arianashepard]

I want to play mass effect because it’s this garbage child’s birthday but I also told myself I wouldn’t play again until legendary edition so I am in a pickle

[arianashepard]

TODAY IS OFFICIALLY THIS GARBAGE CHILD’S BIRTHDAY AND I AM READY TO SCREAM

[arianashepard]

it’s sad girl hours so i’m thinking about ariana having really bad nightmares and just having A Bad Time

[arianashepard]

luciferian-drama​:

Devil’s brow furrowed, the closest look he’d given to direct empathy in a while. “…I’m sorry. It’s not easy being someone’s accessory. I know.”

His mottled fingers tapped the table in front of him. “Hopefully that’s not the case anymore, and hopefully he’ll just fuck off.”

       ariana shrugs.

              ❝ I wonder if he’s still scratching his head as to where I’ve gone. I                  don’t exactly think he’s smart enough to figure it out on his own. ❞

       a pause, in which a smirk curls a corner of her mouth.

              ❝ are we sharing backstories now, or do we both have to be much                  more drunk for that? ❞

[nokiabae]

I’ll learn impulse control when I’m dead

[arianashepard]

hi if anyone wants to write things pls yell at me

[arianashepard]

luciferian-drama​:

He kept stirring his coffee, past the point of needing to. Devil just sometimes got like this; melancholy and overdramatic, when the bay doors were closed and it was only her looking at him. It usually came with the hangover from his overindulgence the night before.

“Is it-?” A pause. “What did he do that made you strike out on your own? I don’t think you ever told me.”

       ariana snorts and she has a difficult time meeting devil’s eyes for a few moments. she looks everywhere but at him before answering, and even then she is not looking at him when she does so. 

              ❝ he walked around like he owned me. I couldn’t do anything                  without his permission. I was nothing but a sidekick and arm                  candy when he needed it. I got sick of it, so...I decided to leave                  him to his bullshit. he didn’t know I left when I did, so I wonder                  when he’ll figure it out. ❞

[arianashepard]

bioticryder​:

He looked down at her and he cupped her cheeks gently “I’ll be soft.. really gentle, yes?” He asked her and he blinked. Moonbin blinked then he had grinned and moved so he boxed her against the table. “Or are you asking me to hurt you more?” He pouted his puffy lips and leaned in so his hot breath fanned against her face “What is it, commander~?”

       there’s a twinkle in her eyes as she looks up at him, preventing her escape from the table with his own form ( not that she wanted to escape; she was enjoying herself ). he was taller than she expected up close like this. ryder’s pout draws that same mischievous grin across ariana’s features. she tips her head up so there is hardly any distance between their faces. 

              ❝ why don’t you figure it out? I am curious to see what you know,                   ryder. prove to me you’re not as green as you look. ❞

[arianashepard]

bioticryder​:

He smiled, “Ah? Oh I know~ I’m adorable~” he winked “Ah~ I never knew you liked younger men,”. He was glad his crew was asleep. Moonbin tilted his head and took a drink. “You’re awfully pretty also, like fine wine, ah~?” He downed it then he set his glass down. He closed his eyes after a moment then he opened them and stood up, walking over “Let’s see about tending to your bruises, yeah?” He asked and he leaned against the table close to Ariana.

       ariana shrugs.

              ❝ I’m younger than most of those who’ve shared a bed with me,                  so this is a nice change of pace. besides, I’m more interested in                  how much you know. perhaps you’ll surprise me. ❞

       she grins again, leaning back in her chair and sipping from her glass. her emerald eyes follow ryder as he rises and walks around the table, leaning against the edge near her. ariana lets her chair back down to the ground, downs the rest of her glass, and stands. 

              ❝ I’ve got much more than bruises, ryder. I hope your first aid                  training is as good as anything else. ❞

[arianashepard]

bioticryder​:

Moonbin had gasped “Thats offensive,” he teased then he had walked out of the med bay

Moonbin had lead Ariana to the kitchen and he grabbed some whiskey, he poured two glasses then he had sat down at a chair and he spread his legs and sighed, taking a drink.

       ariana laughs as she follows ryder out of the medical bay and into the mess hall. that same mischievous grin remains on her features as she watches moonbin sit down and take a drink of freshly poured whiskey. she does the same, sitting opposite him. she picks up the glass and downs half the glass.

              ❝ you’re cute, I’ll give you that. and it’s a plus that you have decent                  taste in whiskey. ❞

       she punctuates her sentence with a wink and takes another, smaller sip.

[arianashepard]

bioticryder​:

The Blonde ran a hand through his hair. He bit his bottom lip softly and he ghosted his fingers along the bruise, “It must be your lucky day..” he mumbled “I always keep something to drink on my ship~” he purred into her ear and Moonbin pulled away after a moment

       ariana’s mischievous grin softens as she feels the ghost of ryder’s touch against the bruise that disappears underneath the sleeve of her top. he moves in even further and murmurs into her ear before creating the distance again.

              ❝ I do hope it’s whiskey, or something else in good taste. it would                  be such a shame for you to have poor taste in alcohol, ryder. ❞

       she gestures behind ryder with her chin.

              ❝ lead the way, though it’s not like anyone could miss your ship out                  there. ❞

[arianashepard]

“ loneliness is a slow and cruel poison. ” from Devil. --> @luciferian-drama

       whatever mirthful look was on the young woman’s face before disappears at devil’s sentiment. she looks away for a few moments.

              ❝ oh, I know. it’s why I would hang around hunter. an asshole for                  company is better than no one. ❞

[arianashepard]

bioticryder​:

An attractive smile appeared on his face. He cocked an eyebrow and walked over “Is there something /you/ had in mind, commander?” He purred out softly as he stepped closer to the older woman.

       the smirk on her face widens into a mischievous grin as she hears the purr in the other’s voice. he begins to close the distance between them and ariana switches her posture to something a bit more demure. 

              ❝ oh, I have a very active imagination, ryder. perhaps you’d like to                  buy me a drink and we’ll see about tending those bruises, hm? ❞