Shook Ones Pt.III @arifdasucka - Tumblr Blog

I’ve honestly lost almost everything in the past 4 months. lost the love of my life, lost my job, lost a sense of who i am. I feel like I have no purpose and no interest in anything. I am hurt and I am broken

02.19.24

Sitting in my moms driveway with a painful feeling in my face and my stomach knowing I gave it everything I had. She told me she’s not in love with me anymore. I will move past this and become even greater for myself. I will attract the woman who will be my everything and vice versa. I will remember this day and this feeling. I will look back at this text post and laugh.

the saddest part is knowing she’s moved on and I’m over here still loving her so much and wishing we were still together

just cried for the second time about this. damn I’m really fucked up right now

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I don’t know if I have any hope left for this

it hurts my soul to know that she’s moved on with another person already. I’m glad she’s happy even though on the inside it tears me apart knowing it will never be me again

I think I truly don’t want to ever try again with women or relationships. I can’t do this again.

today is when I found out the truth and I was right all along. I really don’t believe I’m going to try be with another woman for the rest of my life. I’m just not cut out to do this again

man, I am so sad. but there’s nothing I can do to change the situation

I don’t think I ever want to try again to be in a relationship with another women again. I think I’m done with relationships

it’s crazy how much this break-up has taken a toll on me. I’m not sure if I want to continue djing, I still don’t know if I want to race 100% this season yet, I feel like I have no direction, I feel lonely, I feel like I have nothing going for me, sometimes I wonder if I should just disappear