laly

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this image saved my life

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never in my life have i been so sad

chest pain is unbearable

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feel so incredibly childish

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i wish they could ask

and i wish they could listen

and i wish they could hug

i love you

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why why why why why

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everyone is just so oblivious

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foolish of me

to

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nights terrorize me

my head pounds

and never have i been so sad

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like rugburn on my eyelids

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i will always fill the air in every room

besides the one i am currently in

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the wind blew our fence into my front yard

there’s a sort of isolating fear breezing around me, like that of wind eddies

you don’t realize how different things have become until it all accumulates at the deepest point of your gut

but everything continues to be structured how i’ve only ever known it

there’s a chiming in my left ear

and a sharp, retreating pain in my right

i live my life behind the authority of what has been written in

and it has continued so

there’s a persistent lack in any sense of control

despite the active

it always feels that i have been shut out from some grand, collective knowledge and conversation on how things are truly meant to be

until my ears bleed ,

until my ears bleed !

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this image saved my life

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thank you

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i need to take more photos

i say this a lot

i shut it down most times

im too coy

not sure exactly what i’m afraid of, regarding

im in need of building new foundations

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i made this today after listening to my mom say mean things about me

self portrait

oil pastel stain on bed

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have you guys seen this image

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hows he do that

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i want to move far far away from everyone

im always in mourning